Becca things

Real Talk - Becca X MC

Pairing: Becca x MC
Word Count: 542
Universe: The Freshman
Author’s Note: MC trying to get out the pit stop status. She tells Becca what is on her mind and Becca doesn’t know what to do. I am betting there will be a part 2 in the future. 



Lying there with my arms wrapped around a satisfied, or at least I thought she was fulfilled. I closed my eyes thinking about this last year and half of school. If you told me at the beginning of college that it would like this, I would have laughed at you. After, falling in love and watching it all apart. I thought I could handle anything with Kaitlyn but, the more I wanted to hang on to that relationship the faster it seemed to fall apart. This thing with Becca and me was just fun in the sheets, and at the end of the day, I want more. I don’t know where I stand with Becca.

I thought she was asleep but, she turned around and moved, so we were face to face. She asked, “So I know is this not like me but, are you okay?” She started rubbing my side. I felt my heart started racing there was just something about her that does things to me. One touch I could be undone. I replied, “I don’t know if I am and not. What are we doing? We started back up when school started again. Am I still just a pit stop?”

She ran her hand through my hair and pulled me to her and planted a hard kiss on my lips. It was over way too fast. “Did that shut you up? Stop thinking about it and just take it for what it’s worth,” She said while grinning at me. “Sorry, Becca I can’t,” I admitted. I slipped my hand into hers. I continued, “I care about you, and I don’t think I can stay too much longer as your dirty little secret. Are you ashamed of me?”

“No, God no but, there is more to this than just us,” She said. She looked down at our still enjoined hands. She added, “You know I care about you, too, right?” “Really, well now I do,” I said. I shook my head but, she did tell me what this was at the beginning. I continued, “You were honest about what this was at the start. So, I can’t blame you. Right now, I am fooling myself because I should have known I couldn’t change you.”

Becca looked at me, and her mouth opened like she wanted to speak but, she stayed silent. “Hey, it is my fault for developing feelings for you. I know now, what I want that is I want to have something real. I don’t think you can offer that to me right now,” I said as I got off her bed. I went all around her bed trying to find all of my articles of clothes. Becca stayed silent while she sat on her bed.

I was putting my clothes back on, and the reality of the situation hit me. I know without this to keep us together we will drift apart. I know that I would not have any more nights like this. As I walked away, I realized the ball was on her court. I told her what I wanted. I deserved to be happy no matter how these glimpse of her made me feel it would never be the real thing that I wanted.  

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Scent

Written for @waywardjoy ‘s Love the Ships Challenge!

Prompt: “What’s that smell?” “Me.”

Pairing: Wincest

Word Count: 2100

Warning: smut, possibly Sam topping from the bottom, dirty talk

A/N: This was such a fun challenge! Thanks for hosting it! XOXO


Dean comes in late, so late that Sam almost considers pretending to be asleep. But they never really sleep anyway, and he’s not some worried boyfriend trying to play it cool, so he just sits up when the motel door finally opens.

“Hey.”

“Hey,” Dean whispers. He seems caught off guard, but he’s walking perfectly straight and not slurring his words, so Sam knows he’s sober.

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I took myself on such a cute solo date after work today. Drove down to LBI and sat in front of Barnegat Lighthouse, took some cute selfies, drove myself to White Castle, took some more selfies, and then drove home and drank a beer on my front stoop.

It was beautiful out today I just felt good doing things for myself. 🖤

Rinuncerei a tutto ciò che possiedo, perfino alla mia anima per te. E se questo non è amore, è la cosa migliore che ho.
—  Becca Fitzpatrik, Sulle ali di un angelo.
imagery things #2

okay so think about the use of silhouettes in marketing the show, now think about how this works for any other visual depiction of the story.

for example: the light that’s required to create a silhouette, and ultimately the darkness that’s also required are two competing factors in lighting that always have to work together. it’s a complex art form in and of itself without even thinking about all the complex characters you’re using it to depict.

the city of new york. the greatest city in the world with a familiar yet oh so foreign skyline of a city before skyscrapers.

watching as alexander and eliza kiss for the first time through drawn shades, a small candle burning and lighting up their early love.

burr’s silhouette standing outside the window of the room where it’s happening, his isolation and disconnection from the action and conversation deeply apparent.

pregnant eliza in silhouette at the beginning of that would be enough.

a roaring fire burning as we watch alexander most certainly not saying no and kissing maria reynolds in silhouette through that very same window. 

the silhouette of looking at eliza from behind as she kneels in front of said fire to burn bundles of letters. 

weehawken, dawn. the sun is rising and burr and hamilton are in a vague, cloudy silhouette as they raise their pistols.

just…. silhouettes y’all. 

Hidden Behind Straightened Hair

Hidden Behind Straightened Hair | The fives times Dan’s hair was used as a joke to hide his insecurity about his sexuality, and the one time it wasn’t.| Phan | PG-13 | Homophobia, Bi-Erasure, 2012 Scenario’s, Curly hair/Straight jokes | 5,304 Words

Massive thank you to @ineverhadmyinternetphase​ for quite literally letting me force her to read over my shoulder the entire time I worked on this, and her endless support of both my take on 2012 events, and bi-erasure.

Honestly guys, this is the thing I am currently the most proud of ever having written, so please let me know what you think <3 I’m literally shaking as I post this. 

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so no one cares about what I’ve been up to this week but I’m gonna tell you because I have yet to stop crying about it

(all yelling kept respectfully below the cut bc I need to learn how to shut up)

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i was tagged by the loml @swappednames for albums i’ve been listening to lately 

these r all unsurprising tbh 

Youth Is Only Ever Fun In Retrospect by Sundara Karma - this album is good front to back but Deep Relief, Vivienne and Be Nobody remain my faves

Terrible Human Beings by The Orwells - I love these gross ass boys and idk why… this album is so fucking good, though. Hippie Soldier, They Put A Body In The Bayou, Black Francis, and Vacation are my faves. 

How Will You Know If You Never Try by COIN - my sons!!! I love them with my whole heart and this whole album is insanely good. Don’t Cry 2020, Boyfriend, I Don’t Wanna Dance, Talk Too Much, and Hannah are my faves… but like… the whole album is my fave I can’t really choose

That’s Your Lot by Blaenavon - this album is exactly what I’ve been needing… it’s filled a hole that no other release has in a while. i just love it so much… Ben’s the prettiest boy I’ve ever seen and his voice is pure magic. My faves are Lonely Side, Prague ‘99, Swans, and That’s Your Lot.

I tag @priceskneecaps @wreckmyassjohnnybond @you-made-me-love-the-rain @fallingforvan @26bottlemen and @thebenjiblakeway … as usual I’m just tagging my friends and ppl who are frequently in my notifs, feel free to ignore if u don’t wanna do it!