BUT NO I ALWAYS FALL ASLEEP BEFORE 2 AM

TEXT 8:11 PM

We barely look at each other anymore. I’m fine. Fuck you and her and the self-obsessed amoeba you’ve become.

TEXT 9:48 PM

It seems crazy to think that you were the person I was closest to. Like I dreamed it and then wanted it so bad it was real.

TEXT 10:02 PM

I’m about to drive home. I’m staring at the stars before I get into my car and trying not to think of you.

TEXT 10:11 PM

I’m crying with the windows down again. I don’t know what happened today that made it all come back. I thought I was better but I guess I’m not.

TEXT 11:23 PM

I love you. I’m fucking crazy.

TEXT 12:00 AM

My throat hurts. I’ve been talking to the sky for over an hour; it’s the only thing that never tells me to move on. I’m over you but I’m not over it.

TEXT 1:13 AM

I’m jealous of her. I’m trying so fucking hard to bow out gracefully, but I keep stumbling.

TEXT 1:56 AM

It’s hard to be better when your eyes pass over me like that, and I still see the hurt curled back in them. I just want you to be happy.

TEXT 2:03 AM

Was it real? Was there ever a moment when you felt something? Or was it all just a grand illusion, my romantic and melodramatic heart the greatest magician?

I am far too imaginative for my own good.

TEXT 2:36 AM

I think some part of me will always love you. I think some part of me always has, even before we met.

TEXT 3:03 AM

I want to fall asleep but I’m afraid I’ll dream about you. I’m afraid time will pass and I’ll never see you again. I’m afraid I’ll never feel about anyone the way I felt about you.


TEXT 3:22 AM

I’m falling asleep. I hope you won’t think less of me. I hope you try to understand.

Text 3:23 AM

I could never see smaller than the cosmos when I looked at you.

—  “Message Failed”
INTP insomnia
  • being unable to sleep
  • thinking about why am i unable to sleep
  • starts a theory
  • theory seems intersting
  • looking on the net to check if the theory is good
  • theory is good
  • feeling so motivated to work on the theory 
  • start working (yeah even at 2am)
  • works
  • loose intrest
  • feel tired
  • 2nd attempt to sleep
  • have an idea
  • then another
  • and another
  • think that the first idea was good
  • unable to remember what it was
  • upset
  • use the secret method number 43 to try to sleep : imagine your dream house
  • think about the house
  • want to draw a detailed plan of the house to be even more precise
  • start
  • mess up with some mesures
  • loose interest
  • feel tired
  • attempt to sleep number 3
  • fall asleep
  • have a cool dream
  • wake up before the end of the dream 
  • try to refall asleep to see the end of your dream
  • fail
  • check the time  (5 am right? still 2 hours to go…)
  • start some wierd ass maths (it’ approximately 28°C in my room i usually take an hour to fall asleep add 10 minutes per °C over 23 and i always wake up 30 minutes before my alarm rings… not worth it)
  • give up on sleeping 
  • google random shearching
  • get lost on the net (wtf dr. pimple popper fanfiction rly?)
  • post about INTP insomnia on tumblr
  • to be continued…

Sorry for typos i am to tired to actually check

Rooftop ~Gerard Way Imagine~

Hello humans! What is this? A Gerard Way imagine? Yup! I used to be absolutely in love with him when I was 12-15 (still am, but that’s besides the point lol). Anywho, I hope you enjoy this! :)

*Not My Gif*

We sat with our backs against the brick wall on the roof of my apartment building. Almost every night we would climb up to the roof, watch the stars and discuss what had happened that day. We had always done this…even when we were dating. Gerard and I dated for about 2 years before things started escalating. Fights about nothing, long silences and nights where I would fall asleep crying. So, we decided to remain friends and things were okay again…for him at least. I, on the other hand, was still madly in love with him. No matter how much we fought or how many times we were at each other’s throats..he was still my everything. His laugh, his smile, his everything was contagious. I missed his touch and the way he would wrap his arms around me from behind and kiss my neck sweetly, but I knew our breakup was probably for the best…I guess.
I leaned my head against the wall and glanced over at him as he explained a new comic book character he was creating. The passion and creativity in his eyes caused me to smile to myself. I studied his features, from the way his black hair was always slightly messy to the way his eyes lit up when he smiled. I blinked slowly and tried to fight back any threatening tears. As he spoke, he looked over at me and slowly stopped mid sentence.
“I’m sorry…am I rambling again?” He chuckled nervously.
“I like when you ramble.” I mumbled as I laid my head on his shoulder.
He was taken back a bit, but just smiled and laid his head against mine. I placed my hand on his arm and scooted closer to him to keep warm.
“So how was your day?” He muttered.
“It was okay..I didn’t do much, honestly, this is the highlight of my day.” I chuckled.
He glanced down and smirked.
“I could say the same thing.” He spoke.
I lifted my head up and stared at Gerard in awe. He stared back with a small smile playing on his lips. I bit my lip and resisted the urge to grab his face and kiss him. I took a deep breath and looked at my phone before standing up.
“It’s getting pretty late, we better get some sleep.” I mumbled as I extended my arm out.
He hesitantly grabbed my hand and stood up next to me.
“Yeah..” He mumbled.
“Goodnight, Gerard.” I spoke as I turned away and walked towards the ladder.
He looked down at his shoes and moved his fingers slightly before hollering “Wait!”
I turned around as he walked towards me and waited for him to speak, but he didn’t. He simply grabbed my face and pressed his lips against mine sweetly. I felt my stomach flip and my head go fuzzy as our lips locked together. The same butterflies from 2 years ago came back, causing me to smile into the kiss. He pulled away slowly and leaned his forehead against mine.
“I miss you.” He whispered.
“I miss you too, Gee.”
He smirked slightly and intertwined our fingers.
“I love you and I really want to work this out. No more fighting, no more ignoring each other. If we have a problem, we’ll talk about it. I don’t want to lose you again.” He stated.
I nodded and smiled lightly.
“I’d like that.” I whispered as I pressed our lips together again.


~Requests are currently closed! (Sorry about that!) BUT FEEDBACK IS APPRECIATED!~ 

recently i have been able to wake up at 6:15 am when I don’t have school until 8:45- and i love it.

in the summer as well, i’ve been getting up at 8 am for the past few days.  

here i am going to give you a few personal tips that i found helpful, because i used to get up at 7:45 every morning. I have found that around 2 hours to get ready is perfect for me.

  1. set your alarm 10 minutes earlier than you usually set it. trust me, when i started doing this a month or so ago, it helped me in the long run. you don’t want to immediately set your alarm an hour early
    1. THEN change it to 20 minutes before, then 30, etc
  2. if you fall back asleep, that’s okay. ALWAYS HAVE A BACK UP ALARM SET FOR THE TIME THAT YOU NEED TO GET UP
  3. once you wake up, SPLASH UR FACE WITH COLD WATER. that’s right, fucking freezing water. trust me, it works!!!!!
  4. DRINK COLD WATER. this prob sounds disgusting, but it hydrates you for the rest of the day AND it’s better to drink it before coffee or tea. once i got used to it, i have to drink water. 
  5. make ur bed pls. making your bed makes your room look cleaner, even if it’s not. i FINALLY made this a habit, and you can too!!
  6. plan out your day
    1. whether it’s mentally or written down, this is so helpful! and don’t be too stressed to get it all done if you don’t need to right then
  7. give yourself at least ten minutes in the morning to
    1. read, journal, exercise, or write, etc
    2. something that will stimulate your brain, even if you don’t have school 
  8. if you shower in the morning, take a cold one!
    1. if that’s too much, turn it cool right before you get out! this is a wake up call to ur body, and it’s actually quite refreshing
  9. get ready how you want to
    1. don’t worry about having to put on makeup, but also put on that shit if you really want to!!!
  10. listen to some happy playlists!
    1. i recommend 8tracks, because it has a playlist for every mood
    2. some of my favs: 
      1. wake up and shake it
      2. le matin
      3. gettin’ ready
      4. hello summer
      5. for the morning
  11. remind yourself that YOU. ARE. AMAZING
After School Activity - Pt. 2

Requested: could you please do an Imagine where y/n is a Ballet Dancer who loves Rock/Punk/Metal (like SleepingwithSirens,Nirvana,Slipknot,etc…) and she meets BadBoy Luke and they start dating but y/n dad doesn’t like him and doesn’t want y/n to date luke and so y/n and Luke have to sneak around

This is the part 2 of a story that was requested before. I just really dig this request so thank you mystery person who sent it :) 

Hope you enjoy this part two! you can read the first part here. There’s also a badboy!calum, let me know if you’d like a part 2 for that as well! Requests are open, let me know what you think, but as always happy readin x- h

Warning: there’s smut and slight language so keep that in mind

You were laying in bed, browsing through tumblr and Instagram before falling asleep. Your eyes were just about to close when you felt your phone buzz in your hand. At first, you were a little annoyed, but you didn’t care when you saw his name.

luke: babe are you awake?

y/n: now I am, what’s up?

luke: nothing really I just miss you

You felt yourself smile like an idiot. 

y/n: I’ll see you at school in the morning 

luke: I can’t wait until then 

y/n: feeling a little lonely tonight luke?

luke: extremely. that’s it, I’m coming to get you.

y/n: WHAT? LUKE. WHAT DO YOU MEAN.

You didn’t get an answer. You jumped out of bed and peeked out your bedroom door. It was late, so your parents had gone to bed. But if they found out that somebody had come over, especially your dad, they’d be furious. Even if you turned him away, your dad couldn’t know you were dating Luke. 

y/n: Luke I swear if my dad sees you… 

y/n: why aren’t you answering

y/n: I don’t want to be grounded for the rest of my life

y/n: if my dad finds out, he’ll kill me AND you

luke: then we’ll make sure he doesn’t find out. I’m waiting outside hurry up before one of your freaky neighbors calls the cops on me

You peeked out of the front window to see Luke’s huge, black, car sitting on the street in front of your house. You didn’t know what to do. You paced the hallway, wondering whether you should stay or go. You sighed and ran into your room, throwing on a Sleeping With Sirens sweatshirt and changed out of your pajama shorts into leggings and quietly snuck out the front door. You ran to Luke’s car and jumped in. Luke smiled like he’d won and leaned over to kiss your cheek.

“I knew you’d come. Let’s go.” He back out of the driveway and started down the street. The overall fear of getting caught had worn off, and now you were glad that you had snuck out. Seeing Luke at school wasn’t enough anymore. And your dad was getting suspicious about the amount of time you were “spending at friend’s houses”. 

“You got me. Where are we going?" 

"I don’t know yet.”

“So the knight in armor comes to save the princess and he doesn’t even have a plan? Typical.” You scoffed jokingly. Luke playfully pouted, but when you leaned over to kiss his cheek, he couldn’t help but smile. 

“I know where we can go. But you have to trust me.”

“Luke…” You whined. You’d already snuck out. You didn’t really want to push your luck.

“It’ll be fine, you won’t get arrested or anything. You’re going to love it, okay? Just, play some music and trust me.” You plugged your phone into the stereo and played Lithium by Nirvana. You noticed that Luke was driving closer and closer to the city, and further and further away from home. It was past 1 in the morning, and you had a feeling that the city after midnight wasn’t a good idea. Luke could tell you were getting nervous, and he took a hand off the wheel to grab yours. He gave it a little squeeze, and you instantly felt at ease. After a few more songs, Luke pulled in behind a black building and parked. He took out his cellphone, and made a call to someone you didn’t know. He hung up, and smiled at you.

“Here’s the surprise.”

“Are we going to hook up in an alley or something?" 

"Maybe later.” He winked and you rolled your eyes. “The surprise is inside. And just so you know, we’re not breaking in. The owner just gave me permission.”

“Luke Hemmings? Asking for permission? That’s a new one." 

"Hey, you rubbed off on me. Now let’s go before someone thinks we are actually hooking up in here.” You both got out of the car and walked in the back door of the building. When you walked in, you realized it was a club, but it was completely empty. The lights were dim, but you could see the disco balls, large couches, and the glass top bar.

“This is… cool. But I don’t get it. Are we clubbing, just us two?” You turned around, but Luke was gone. You began to panic. Luke had left you in an empty building in the middle of the night. You were about to run out when you heard classical music coming through the speakers. You looked up to find the sound booth on the second floor, where Luke was looking down at you over the railing.

“When are you ever going to get a stage this big all to yourself?” He yelled down, motioning to the empty dance floor in the middle of the room. You walked over, taking off your shoes and stepping to the middle.

“Luke, I’m not dancing for you.”

“I don’t want you to dance for me like that. I want to see you dance, how you love to dance. You know, the ballet stuff.” He had walked down the stairs and settled onto a large couch facing the dance floor. You twirled around a couple times, trying to not feel him watching you, but the music was speaking to you.

You started doing the things you’d been doing for years. Mixing old solo pieces, floor routines, and improv all into one. You closed your eyes and let the music move you. You didn’t feel awkward anymore, or felt self conscious with Luke’s eyes on you. You just moved with the music, feeling insanely happy and perfectly calm all at once. This was when you felt completely in control, while letting go at the same time. It was one of your favorite things to do. You couldn’t help the huge smile on your face as you performed grande jetés and pirouettes. When the song ended. You opened your eyes and saw Luke leaning forward, his hands crossed on his lap, intently watching you. With the music gone, you felt awkward again. You stood sheepishly, looking at Luke with a small smile. You didn’t really know what to say. He stood up and walked over to you, taking your chin in his hands and forcing you to look him in the eye.

“Y/n, I’m mad at you.” Your arms dropped to your sides. “I’m mad because that was beautiful, and I’m mad that you don’t share that with more people. I’m mad that you sit in the back of the class and don’t let people know how amazing you are. I’m mad that I didn’t know how good you are until now. I’m mad that…” Before he could finish, you had pulled him tight into a kiss. Sure you had cut him off in the middle of a touching speech, but you couldn’t help yourself. You broke the kiss and he rested his forehead on yours. 

“The bad boy has a heart.” You whispered.

“Shut up.” He chuckled before kissing you again. He cupped your face gently, but after a few moments, the kiss grew deeper. You slightly opened your mouth, and Luke took the invitation to trace your bottom lip with his tongue, pulling a quiet moan out of you. He reached down to grab your legs, and you jumped, wrapping tightly around him. He pulled you closer, and walked you over to the couch he’d previously been sitting on. He laid you down, hovering over you. 

Luke started to kiss down your jaw, and ran a hand up your shirt. You melted at his touch, running fingers through his hair. His kisses started getting lower, and you pulled off your sweatshirt and t-shirt to give him better access. He started kissing your neck and moving towards your collarbone. The lower he got, the more he started to suck, and you moaned and squirmed whenever he hit a sweet spot. He was getting dangerously close to your throbbing center, where you were already getting wet. He’d made it to the hem of your leggings, then licked all the way back up between your breasts. “Luke.” You muttered in frustration, but that only made him chuckle. He unhooked your bra, tossing it aside, while you grabbed the hem of his shirt. When it was off, you wrapped your hands behind him and slightly ran your nails down his back, not enough to leave marks, but enough to make Luke groan in your ear. He pulled a condom out of his jean pocket before pulling them off and tossing them into the growing pile. He was about to pull off his boxers when you sat up and pushed him onto his back, plucking the wrapper out of his hands. He gave you a confused look.

“I want to ride you Luke.” His eyes grew full of lust as you straddled him, leaning down to kiss his neck. You kissed down to his collarbone, leaving red and purple love bites. You continued the trail of kisses down until you got the the edge of his boxers. Grabbing them in your teeth, you pulled them down, never breaking eye contact with Luke. “That’s sexy as hell y/n.” He groaned, leaning his head back down like he couldn’t believe you were doing this to him. You opened the condom and rolled it onto his already hard length. You sat back up and lowered yourself down. You stifled a moan, and placed your hands on his chest for balance. You started to roll your hips gently, causing Luke’s breath to catch in his throat. 

His hips started to thrust up, mimicking your movements and creating even more friction between the two of you that you loved. You bit your lips as he hit your g-spot. “We’re the only ones here, y/n. You don’t have to be quiet.” Just as he said it, he hit your g-spot again, and you let out a loud moan. “Does that feel good? Let the whole city know how I make you feel.” He took a hand from your hip and rubbed your clit, causing you to moan his name louder than before. 

“Luke, fuck, I think I’m going to- shit.” You moaned, leaning forward to kiss Luke.

“I-I am too, wait for me.” He grabbed your hips again, and turned his head to kiss your neck. You gripped Luke’s shoulders, digging in your nails as the new position made Luke hit your g-spot over and over. His breathing started to get heavier, and you knew he was close. You sat back up and rode him faster, the sound of the empty club being filled with your names and slapping skin.

“Shit, y/n.”

“Luke, f-fuck. I can’t, shit Luke." 

"Go, scream my name.” As you hit your high, that’s exactly what you did. Screaming his name out as you saw stars, you could feel it run through your entire body. Luke came not long after you, shooting into the condom with a loud groan. You collapsed on his chest, and you both caught your breath. You sat until your vision was back to normal, then you rolled off and laid next to him. He wrapped his arms around you and kissed your forehead.

“I love you y/n.” He muttered. You looked up at him with wide eyes. “I was going to tell you after your dance but you kind of cut me off.” He said with a smile. He took your face in his hand and kissed you tenderly. 

“I love you too Luke.” You whispered. You had completely forgotten about having snuck out. Right now it was just about you and Luke and nothing else, and that was just fine for you.

Safe

http://imagine-loki.tumblr.com/post/138634497404/imagine-youre-running-from-a-bunch-of-vampireTitle: Safe
Chapter/One shot: Chapter 22
Original Imagine: Imagine you’re running from a bunch of vampire hunters because they’re convinced you’re a vampire because you escaped a cell at the lab where you were being held. You wish with all your heart that you were somewhere safe with someone you can trust. Suddenly, you get shot with a tranquilizer dart which messes your running up and makes you trip and fall. You get back up, looking behind you, you see the hunters stop then you run into what feels like a brick wall. You almost fall but 2 strong arms catch you, seeing the odd clothing you look up to see it’s Loki. You say help please then you pass out as the tranquilizer takes effect.
Author: starrynight35
Rating: M
Notes/Warnings: Language  I hope you enjoy! As always, comments are welcome!

Chapter 22

April’s POV:


We lay there in silence for a few moments before I could form a coherent answer to his question. I couldn’t fathom what we were going to do about the three children who were fast asleep in the other room. They were my responsibility, after all.

“Loki, what am I going to do…about the clones?”

“I think you mean, ‘What are we going to do,’ my love. I’m not leaving you alone in this. They’re just children, April. We’ll care for them together.”

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5 Daily Habits That Will Boost Your GPA (+ Free Checklist!)

Are you wanting to improve your grades, increase your GPA, and just feel altogether more prepared in college? If so, then you need to start doing these five daily grade-boosting habits. These are simple techniques that you can do every day that can really help you to improve your grades and your life.

1. Read class notes before bed

The first way you can increase your grades is by reading your class notes every night before you fall asleep. Studies have shown that the brain takes the most recent memories of the day and stores them in long term memory. This means that you will have a better chance of recalling your notes if you study them a little before bed each night. If reading all of your notes before bed is too big of a task, just try going over the last lecture notes in each class every night.

2. Study in advance

I am a firm believer in the power of studying in advance. This is one thing that always helps me to do better on my exams. Whether it’s the hardest test of the year, finals, or whatever, this technique never fails. My favorite thing about studying in advance is that it helps me to become familiar with the notes so that I can avoid late night cramming when the test comes. This girl is not a night person! Studying in advance also really helps to eliminate stress.

3. Be productive when studying

When you start studying, you need to make sure that you are actually being productive with your time. Make sure that you are paying attention to what you are reading. Try to keep your phone out of sight and out of mind. Turning your phone on moon mode will really help with this. Remember that everyone’s brain works differently, so, be sure that you are using study techniques and tools that help you. * Don’t just study one way because that’s how everyone else does it. Study in whatever way works best for you.

4. Wake up early and make a plan

I know this one is a little painful for those of you who are not morning people, but try waking up fifteen minutes earlier to go through your plan for the day. You can make a list of things you need to do, look over notes, check your emails, etc. Waking up early and making a plan will help you feel more prepared for the day ahead which will then lead to more effective classes, studying, and better test grades.

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5. Recite notes out loud

Studies show that reciting your notes out loud helps you to retain more information. Who am I to argue with science right? So next time you study, try reciting your notes out loud. If it appears to help you, then keep it up for future studying!

anonymous asked:

DO KAGEHINA :D

  • falls asleep on the couch
    hinata, and sometimes kags with him, but mostly hinata.

  • makes friends with the neighbors
    Hinata! i reckon kags would tag along, but hinata would be the one doing most of the talking.

  • is the adventurous eater
    i feel like… this is both? like damn hinata needs the food to grow and kags is like this vacuum that sucks everything up. plus they need the energy for vball :-)

  • hogs the covers at night
    i’d think that they mostly cling onto each other for warmth. its nice, until hinata falls asleep, punches kags in the face and sometime during the night someone kicks off the covers

  • forgets to do the dishes
    hinata. he just dumps everything in the sink and goes to watch tv while kags (reluctantly) cleans up

  • tries to surprise their partner more often
    kags, actually… he probs picks up nice foodstuffs on the way home for hinata to eat or somethin

  • leaves dirty laundry on the floor
    lmao both of them, they’re both slobs…. but they’ll pick up after each other, bc hinata used to pick up after natsu and kags knows when hinata’s gonna run out of clean clothes to wear…

  • stays up til 2 AM reading
    tbh i feel like this would be kags…. probs reading vball magazines, or reading up on techniques for games… sometimes hinata will try to stay up with him and read over his shoulder, but he’ll always fall asleep before kags >.<

  • sings in the shower
    tbh i reckon hinata sings the happiest songs in the loudest voice. and there r some songs that he sings so much, kags knows the tune and hums together with him from the living room :)

  • takes the selfies
    kags bc the photos always turn out blurry when hinata takes them, and he’s not tall enough to include kags’ full head… plus hinata needs two hands to force kags’ mouth into a smile

  • plans date night
    *chanting* TOGETHER TOGETHER TOGETHER!!!!!!!! mostly they just curl up on the couch together with all sorts of unhealthy junk and giant jugs of milk in front of them tho