TEXT 8:11 PM
We barely look at each other anymore. I’m fine. Fuck you and her and the self-obsessed amoeba you’ve become.
TEXT 9:48 PM
It seems crazy to think that you were the person I was closest to. Like I dreamed it and then wanted it so bad it was real.
TEXT 10:02 PM
I’m about to drive home. I’m staring at the stars before I get into my car and trying not to think of you.
TEXT 10:11 PM
I’m crying with the windows down again. I don’t know what happened today that made it all come back. I thought I was better but I guess I’m not.
TEXT 11:23 PM
I love you. I’m fucking crazy.
TEXT 12:00 AM
My throat hurts. I’ve been talking to the sky for over an hour; it’s the only thing that never tells me to move on. I’m over you but I’m not over it.
TEXT 1:13 AM
I’m jealous of her. I’m trying so fucking hard to bow out gracefully, but I keep stumbling.
TEXT 1:56 AM
It’s hard to be better when your eyes pass over me like that, and I still see the hurt curled back in them. I just want you to be happy.
TEXT 2:03 AM
Was it real? Was there ever a moment when you felt something? Or was it all just a grand illusion, my romantic and melodramatic heart the greatest magician?
I am far too imaginative for my own good.
TEXT 2:36 AM
I think some part of me will always love you. I think some part of me always has, even before we met.
TEXT 3:03 AM
I want to fall asleep but I’m afraid I’ll dream about you. I’m afraid time will pass and I’ll never see you again. I’m afraid I’ll never feel about anyone the way I felt about you.
TEXT 3:22 AM
I’m falling asleep. I hope you won’t think less of me. I hope you try to understand.
Text 3:23 AM
I could never see smaller than the cosmos when I looked at you.
— “Message Failed”