I have really been through some shit over the past few weeks and let me tell you, I feel fuckin’ powerful right now. I landed an older guy who basically hates everyone and had to give him up b/c of my sexuality, which sucks ass, but you know what? I feel great because he fell for me. /He/ fell for /me/ hard enough to consider dating me anyway. Me. Wow. Yes, we’re only friends now, and yes, that hurts, but I can rest easy knowing that I was beautiful, mature, and intelligent enough for someone I felt I deserved. I’m sure I’ll be up and down for a while, but at this moment I feel like the woman I always wanted to be. Thank you Eric :)