Theres this girl,
She acts so strong like nothing in the world can hurt her? you would think that? thats the impression she gives off to people, however i know this girl like every detail on the back of my hands. inside her head shes trying to runaway as far away as she can & even when she feels as far away from that pain as she possible could be, she still bounds, inside her head she deals with giants & monsters that even storybooks & fairytales know nothing about, even more disorderly than one could ever imagine, inside her head memories of her past flows & streams through her mind like a river, inside her head is where a spiral staircase lives. obstreperous. Theres no way to control the shrieking inside. Everyday to her seems like its going on forever & that shes stuck in the hurt she has surrounding her head, just looking into that deadly pain like its a constellation in the sky & all she can do is just stare. However, she always has that amazing smile that could light up a room in an instant, like the rays on a summers day, a laugh that could immediately make someone collapse in stitches, but most of the time thats just an act & underneath is every nightmare you could ever imagine. i know this because that girl is my best friend & i can read her like a book, & i wish i could take away all the struggle & pain, i would pump all of the heartache through my veins even if it was to make me go absolutely insane, i would if that were to take it all away from her, & if anything or anyone was to take her away from me, i would loose myself.