Hey!!! Can I request Akashi and the lyrics - 'It's getting dark and it's all too quiet and I can't trust anything now' ? Thanks aha
It’s getting dark and it’s all too quiet and I can’t trust anything now.
Also using the rest of the song as inspiration! -Admin Fyre
“What do you mean I’m not allowed in?”
You tried to keep your voice down, but it was hard to stay quiet with all the anger bubbling up in your chest. The butler at the door didn’t flinch from your outburst and continued to regard you dispassionately, as if he was used to this kind of thing.
“I’m very sorry, it is Master Akashi’s wish that you are not permitted to set foot in this mansion, nor to see the young master again.”
What the fuck. You knew that Akashi’s father didn’t think highly of you, but you never thought that you’d be forbidden to see your own boyfriend. “Why? Why can’t I see him?” you demanded. “I’m not leaving without a reason. I’m staying right here until Akashi Masaomi comes out here and tells me himself.”
The butler didn’t blink. “Suit yourself.” And promptly closed the door on you.
Angrily you stomped off the steps and peered up the walls of the towering mansion, trying to locate Akashi’s bedroom window. He should have heard your yelling. There was no way that he’d leave you standing here, right?
There was no way he wouldn’t come and see you.
And yet the minutes turned to hours, and the lights in the mansion began to switch off until everything was dark and quiet. No one had come to the door again and even Akashi’s bedroom light was off.
You shifted your weight uncomfortably from one foot to another, before opting to sit down on the steps. You’ll show them. You’ll wait here all night.
And yet it was nagging you, like a stone in your shoe. Had your relationship with Akashi reached a breaking point at last? After so long, after countless people had commented on the fragility of it, the glass-like nature of that trust and loyalty and faith.
How did you not notice that something was wrong? How had you failed to realise that you’ve been holding your breath all along, hoping and hoping that things wouldn’t end this way?
I’m so stupid, you thought. Like a moth that flies too close to the light after being in the darkness so long, you hadn’t noticed as your wings caught fire and began a spiraling descent to the ground.
As the sun began to rise and the birds began to sing, you rose from the steps, realising that no one was going to come out to you, and began your lonely walk back to your own house.
You thought you understood Akashi. You thought you knew what kind of a person he was - someone who could be unwaveringly faithful to the person he loved, no matter if his friends, his father, or even the whole world was against it. But then again, you reminded yourself, he’s been against the world since the day he was born.
It would haunt you for days to come: whether it was your fault, or his, and until then you would keep hoping that he would come back to you, even if you’ve hit rock bottom and he shows no sign of turning to you again - you would still wait for him.