To me, you don’t have to have yourself completely figured out, but if you wanna find the right person, you have to know yourself. It’s learning to be able to be alone. You don’t always need a boyfriend and you don’t always need 20 girls surrounding you telling you “you’re great”. It’s learning to love yourself. You know, I really respect myself and I think if you respect yourself, you’re not gonna put yourself in a situation because you’ll have that little voice inside going “you’re worth something.“
A/N: First off, I am SO sorry to all the people who were tagged twice. I made a HUGE mistake and used the pond’s Dean tag list instead of Jensen’s! Now, this was @mysteriouslyme81 fault for being a sweetheart and making a Jensen collage for me, which in turn led me down a spiraling path of this! Thank you again to @avasmommy224 for being such an awesome beta and dealing with my “Facepalm blonde moments” lol. Hope yall enjoy. Feedback is welcome with open arms! ♥
“You look beautiful, Gen. You’re going to blow everyone away, especially Jared.” You smiled at the bride-to-be as you positioned the last bobby pin into her dark locks. The love in her eyes almost brought you to tears. You wanted the love she had so bad it hurt. You were more than happy with your life. You had amazing friends through your job as a regular on Supernatural, your family was super supportive of your career path and encouraged you in everything you did but there was still something missing. You’d never needed anyone in your life, you’d always been happy with being single and available but you were creeping closer and closer to thirty. If you were going to start a family you wanted it to happen sooner than later. You knew you couldn’t force these things but it was always in the back of your mind.