i don't know what else to do but i have nowhere else to go. I think i was born a half with a hole in my chest where my heart should be, and everywhere i go, something is missing. i break every slightly beautiful thing that i touch. and I know people love me then why do i feel so alone? is my sadness even justified? at the heart of it all i think i hate myself. i don't know how to go on like this. it's so painful, in a subtle persistent way.how do you go on with a giant gaping hole in your lungs?