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theshineeng  asked:

hey ; u ; pls don't feel bad for your sappy tags i love them. i am also a v emotive & loving person and i am so happy for you that you met jonghyun!! he is a person i really love as well and i can't imagine how happy you must be!! <3333 i hope you don't find me creepy to randomly pop out of nowhere in your ask box ; n ;

aaah no no i really don’t find you creepy at all my precious darling i’m actually

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people tell me this all the time especially @staerry-sky…. 

BUT ISN’T JONGHYUN JUST THE GREATEST LIL POOP YOU’VE EVER LAID EYES ON???

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LIKE I’M NOT MAKING THIS UP??

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HE’S QUITE ADORABLE

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AND SO EASY TO LOVE

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AND REALLY HAVE YOU NOTICED HIS EYES?

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HIS PRETTY PRETTY SPARKLY EYES

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AND HIS SMILE THAT COULD CURE ANYONE’S SADNESS

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I REALLY CAN’T HELP BUT BE THE SAPPIEST LITTLE PILE OF BARF THERE IS

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he’s really something special, something amazing, something beautifully crafted. He’s such a gift to this world. I am so happy i get to live the same time as him. To be touched by his artistry and his personality and his entire being. I am happy I get to love someone like him.

What I Read..

Hey babes! So I thought I’d make a post with links to some of my fave fics because they are all so good and deserve so much love. I know there is more that I’m forgetting so I will update this regularly. 

I hope you guys don’t mind that i tagged you and linked your stuff! 💕

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Nueva Vida - by @juiceboxxortiz & @codenamekaraortiz What SHOULD have happened because Juice Ortiz deserved more. Maybe one day i will move on from this story, but today is not that day. Seriously this is my fave I love it so much I’m obsessed.

Diaries of Anarchy & Juice Ortiz Journals by @juiceboxxortiz - These make me laugh so muchhhh I love them.

Can You Hold Me & Not A Single One.
@callmemrskozik​ ripped my heart out with these Happy Lowman ones. I ugly cry every time read them and I love them so much. 

Obsessive by @come-join-themurder​ Its soooo good! (I linked the whole master list because everything else is perfect too)

@crimsonheart01 has always been one of my faves and everything this beauty writes is phenomenal. Her master list is here and i recommend reading everything on it. Some of my personal faves are Southside, Prisoner Exchange, The Hideout , actually I’m not even gonna list my faves because i would literally list everything. They are all on the master list, go read them. I promise you will not be disappointed.

@imagineredwood is another fave! This super sweet & super talented babe was one of the first writers I found on here and I have loved everything she writes. Master list is here.  

New In Town and everything else by @greezyscumbag is amazing. You can read everything here.


Homecoming by @imagine-samcro. I love this Abel & Thomas story, and everything else. Full master list is here.


His Favourite & Crush by @middle–fingering. Actually everything by this sweetie is great. (master list here) and check out her SOA Texts too, they are perfect.


Unsteady by @samcrooutlawimagines This is one of the first blogs I found when I got into this fandom and I instantly fell in love with everything she writes. She’s not really active anymore but I still go back and read her stuff. Masterlist here.

miramickey  asked:

I might just need therapy from the little Comig home bit. I can just see you ripping out my heart and feeding it to your Hellhounds, Satan. Or your Cat, your choice. But oh dear Lord I will not survive this

Ugh I might not even survive it. 

Ive already cried writing it!

so maybe yoonkooks girls serve to be memories they can’t escape. They have to learn to accept what happened, and accept each other again. The girls push them toward reconnecting.

The girl follows tae but namjoon follows a girl– tae left everyone behind but namjoon is still searching for him, watching over him from afar even tho tae feels betrayed by namjoon (he tossed his phone that he used to call namjoon in prologue)

The girl in jihopes scene/ she’s the only girl that can serve as a mother or sister figure and makes hobi feel better about what happens but that’s what jimin wants to be for hobi so he watches and learns from the girl

Jin’s girl wasn’t in there but seeing her run and leave stuff that fell behind made jin realize he can’t run away from the past and leave things broken. He has to confront what happens just as he’ll have to confront the girl to give her the notebook back


Edit: full theory here

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This is probably one of the best Klance MV’s I’ve seen yet, and I’ve seen plenty. Like kudos to Marcia for making this wonderful piece of artwork. I hope it’s ok that I post this here @m-arci-a  

I just want to look at it everyday and cry.

top 10 phan moments that make me wanna rip my heart out

yeah, just ten moments among hundreds, let it be part one or something. tell me what i’ve missed because i want more suffering in my life.

10) mind control.

i mean, i appreciate the subtlety. i crave those tiny moments that you only notice when someone points them out to you. but this! you can’t miss this one, this moment is shoved down our throats. this is so “i’m allowed to do that to you, to be in your personal space, and gaze into your eyes for no reason, just because i want to”. and phil’s face in that moment, so much joy and mischief, he claps his hands and gazes back.

9) chest touch.

drama queen howell strikes again, it hurts to rewatch it srsly, why is he so extra? but what is phil doing ladies and gents? he slaps his chest in the weirdest way possible, he brushes it, it’s like he wants to shove him but reassuringly and the movement happens so fast you have to pause for a second to comprehend it. that sweet gentle boy is so fond of dan’s unnecessary commentary and yeah, it completely distracts us from what dan is saying at that moment.

8) feel my heartbeat.

was that necessary, really? like, i don’t ask my friends to feel my heartbeat when i’m scared, that was such a “horror movie at first date” bullshit, that’s not what people do?? and when dan does feel that beautiful hummingbird heart, phil just covers his hand with his own palm because yes, you gotta feel it very close, no air between your hand and my chest. dan immediately looks into the camera to show us that yeah, i know you’re there, nothing strange, and makes a comment about phil dying. wow.

7) phil the delivery man.

i don’t know what to say. it’s so simple but why does phil have to make such an act of bringing dan his charger, why does he talk in that stupid voice?? they have a banter, and then phil FIXES DAN’S CHARGER FOR HIM, like what?? who asked you to do that? where’s my IT guy au (literally, he’s got glasses, look at him). and before he leaves he plays the piano that nerd, what an attention seeker, and then bows!! is he tipsy? did he have a pre-liveshow orgasm or something? dan laughs fondly and it’s all i need in the world.

6) child beer.

what’s happening and does it even matter. phil’s hiding on the floor, but why? to surprise us? eh whatever. so he’s got that magical japanese powdery stuff and he wants dan to taste it. the biggest problem for me here, ahem, i mean the thing that just kills me every time is that phil spends the whole time (eight minutes) on his knees and he looks so cute when he makes that beer, holds it close to the camera, and then lets the foam sit so dan can have the ultimate child beer experience.

it reminds me of that hot chocolate video, where he does something so trivial but he’s so gentle and loving about it. i still don’t understand why they didn’t do a simple taste test like bros, but phil had to make it for dan, he wanted to see his reaction. and then he tries it as well, touches the glass rim with his lips at the same place where dan’s mouth just was (gross).

and i just can’t ignore how that boy sneaks past dan’s room after that, he’s playful, he stops to say that he googled something and dan was wrong, and domesticity, i wanna die.

5) sleeping phil on tour.

i kinda wanna talk about the angle here because i don’t understand how it was filmed (camera is pretty static, dan’s hand reaches from the side, not behind), but i don’t know if it matters here. what matters is how gentle dan is. of course, he starts with classic nose tickling, which is what “messing with a sleeping friend” usually implies, but then he frees one strand of phil’s hair and just lets it fall. wow, fantastic prank, dan.

and let’s separately discuss that pout/kiss phil does after he opens his eyes. i know you want a slow mo replay, so here we go:

that’s what i call “im gonna stay asleep but i love you”. where’s the nearest cliff so i can fling myself into abyss?

4) the look.

context what context. why did they keep it? why did they put it on fullscreen instead of hiding in the corner? two full-length looks dan, really?? you know what he looks like, why do you have to examine him like that in front of us you slut. and it just passes, without acknowledgment, they just turn back at us simultaneously and I’M STILL DEAD at that moment, i don’t care what happens next.

3) snoot. proot. (i just filmed you doing that)

i don’t even care what it was. something about piano sounds or whatever, but this video haunts me. THERE’S SO MUCH TO IT. first, phil is lying on dan’s bed (at least in the official version it’s dan’s, not mutual), just chilling?? and dan’s working i guess. so they are not actually doing something together but it’s a cozy evening, why would they spend it in different rooms? dan says something, idk, and phil replies “yeah” in that deep voice I SWEAR i haven’t heard from him before. dan makes the sounds again, like can you believe he’s an actual dork in real life, it’s not an act, he’s actually the weirdest boy alive, and he so obviously doesn’t know he’s being filmed. because when phil says “i just filmed you doing that you’re so weird”, he’s so delighted, he laughs at himself, he turns around, his hair is pushed back omg they are both so sleepy and i rejoice. i think this video gives us a rare but fantastic insight in their everyday life, phil must be keeping so much silly videos like that on his google drive and we never get to see them BUT SOMEHOW he posts this one, probably because dan is cute and he wants everyone to know it.

2) you loved it. you wanna do it more.

so, yes. you know this one. where do i even begin?? they play this dragon quiz and then 1) phil says “you loved it” in the strangest voice, like the voice we never hear from him, it’s deeper and quieter, he looks at dan even though dan’s not looking back; 2) dan is looking down as if he’s fiddling with an ipad or something, it’s almost a bts moment, something they would usually edit out. AND THEN THREE SECONDS OF SILENCE while dan kinda processes what’s going on and phil still looks at him expectantly. seductive as fuck. and now this quiet “alright”, i’m just… dan looks like he’s gotten the hint, so he’s a little embarrassed and they share the softest laugh. 

the thing is, we know how often phil makes sexual innuendos and dan always reacts the same way: he looks into the camera, he throws a witty comment in, he puts it on display to show us that there’s no intimacy in that moment. but not this time. i don’t understand why they didn’t edit it out. i just… don’t.

1) pantless liveshow
this is the ultimate. this is the weirdest and the most awesome thing these two gave me and i’m not even sure what can top that. the moment when phil decides to grab the humidifier and show us, he looks at the screen, says “one second” and stands up very awkwardly while dan turns the laptop away from him and makes the weirdest “how you doing” face. 

WHAT THE FUCK. did they think we were so used to them weirdos that we wouldn’t even notice that shit? but fuck, they do it again, they want to show us the spray and dan goes “should i go get it? you have to do phil’s corner”. like, i can’t function, i honestly can’t. AND THE WORST PART is when dan returns and we can see him covering his legs with a blanket just too fast like it’s not that cold boy come on.

i have no explanation and i have every explanation. i don’t deserve all this suffering.

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I think the most beautiful thing about Tony is that he’s so gentle with Clay. He knows how much his friend is hurting, he’s hurt himself, yet he tries everything in his power to safe Clay from collapsing. And even when he can’t take the pain away from him he’s always there to compensate and help him through it. Tony is such a lovely, underrated character on this show, he deserves the world

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