AND THATS ONLY IF I CAN GET THE MONEY I NEED and get plan tickets for the right time

planning a major trip to LA is so overwhelming and i have so many questions because i don’t know anything and i can’t even go to the grocery store myself without being overwhelmed but i really want to do this because i want to do something crazy that could be really fun because i’ve always wanted to get out and explore the world but i feel so clueless and useless on my own someone tell me that i can do this and have nothing to worry about because alkshfskljad. if i know exactly what to do ahead of time then i’m fine. it’s just the spontaneous the unknown that i’m a bit skeptical about. i need preplanned schedule and prior knowledge of everything i’m gonna do.