About the ADHD pills: i use adderal. And if you haven't taken them in a while, TAKE THEM WITH FOOD! Because otherwise they'll make you throw up. I'm awful at taking them consistently. I don't know what dosage you take, but just looking out for my fellows
i think im on ridilin or whatever i dont take it v often, tho i know i should. its more causing me a weird dissociation issue as it wears off, i think. i take it after i eat bc the problem with the one i take is aparently it makes you not hungry and i already dont feel hunger correctly so i gotta be careful and make sure ive eaten first. like id totally forget to eat otherwise.