OK - I’m typing this hella fast because I’m literally panicking. This
may be a bit long because in order to get proper advice, THE DETAILS ARE
Anyways, there’s this really cute korean-american guy in my music
class, and boo when I say ‘cute’; I mean cute with a capital ‘C’. If he
was cake, i would of eaten him alllll. Besides that, everybody knows,
basically the cliche popular nice guy. That sometimes annoys me as well,
he’s 'too nice’ AND incredibly hot at the same time - like have i not
suffered enough lord. I’ve actually known him for quite a while, but I’m
too much of bxtch to like remotely look in his direction. My closest
friends know that I like him but then again 90% of the girls in my
school wouldn’t say no to him.
The event that matters was like a week ago, I had music class. And I
was feelin’ myself, this was a rare day I didn’t come in wearing an
oversized hoody and leggings frfr. My hair was afrolicious, my eyeliner
was poppin’ and my cheekbones could’ve cut a bxtch. I was feeling bold
that day. Even thought my 'bold’ may be incredibly different to others, I
still did it. I smiled at him.Like a less than a second, no teeth,
never look at you again smile. But he saw me nonetheless. But the thing
God didn’t prepare me for - WAS FOR HIM TO WALK UP TO ME. He walked from
across the class and friends, right in front of my desk. Lemme me tell
you, in that moment I was deceased. Resurrect - and deceased again.
And him just standing there in all his glory. Lookin’ like a mix
between a fetus jay p and taeyong from nct u. But SOMEHOW I kept my
cool, and i was actually playing hard to get. Something went over me,
and I just pretended I was beyonce for the day; b/c I purposely widened
my eyes, licked my lips and gave him all the #blackgirlmagic I could
boo. I’m sure he was cracking some jokes, and was purposely cracking
some lame ass jokes because he was like 'i’ve never seen you laugh
before’. After than event in music class, my friends were always saying
he would look at me during class, and I did sometimes catch him; but
this boy wouldn’t be shy if i caught him staring, he would just give me
that sexy ass smirk of his, and i would die. literally.
Fast forward from that he follows me on the gram. I made sure to
leave it for like 3 days until I accepted his follow request, b/c I’m a
stone cold bxtch. Not even a hour from accepting his request, he slides
into my dm’s. And we get talkin’, at first small talk and stuff, then we
upgrade to phone numbers, and we start talking about all kinds of shit.
From aliens and the universe, to gossiping about whoever. It wasn’t
until, I truly understood how sexy the just woke up voice is… BECAUSE
YAAASSSS. But at this point, I was only getting 'good friend’ vibes.
Until YESTERDAY… this is why I’m panicking rn. my friend was throwing
a party, parties aren’t normally my scene- i’m so awkward it’s actually
patheic sometimes. so i decided to bring my friend, who happens to be
gay and black. But he’s the 'masculine’ type of gay ( i hate that
description, it only just supports stereotypes). I decided to bring TJ
cuz he’s the life of the party, he’s always turnt and he wanted to go
anyway. So we rock up to my friends house, it’s already boppin’,
everybody’s there and i was having a fun time.So I was dancing with TJ,
having a blast and vibin’ to Rihanna’s Work. And y'all know when that
song comes on, it will just bring out your inner stripper in seconds.
and i kid you not - HE was there. I didn’t notice, but apparently he
rocked up with is friends a bit later than me. And we locked eyes, when I
dancing with TJ. That was the ONLY TIME HE LOOKED AT ME. This boy had
the audacity to avoid me, when I was going to get a drink. So I was wtf,
did I do something wrong or… Due to him ignoring me like I was dust on
the mxtherfxcking floor, I dead ass wanted to leave. I explained to my
friend why I was being 'moody’, and I left. Went home and went straight
I need advice b/c he just texted me sayin’ “I saw u left early
yesterday, and sorry for ignoring you. kayla (my friend) said the guy u
were dancing with was gay so…, anyway call me haha”
WHAT DOES THIS MEAN??? Y WOULD HE CARE IF I WAS DANCING A GUY, IF
HE’S ONLY BEEN GIVING ME 'GOOD FRIEND’ VIBES. LIKE DAFAQ, THE FACT HE
IGNORED ME, MADE ME FEEL LIKE SXHT KIND OF MAKES ME WANT TO NEVER TALK
TO HIM AGAIN. BUT HE’S SO HOT, BUT SUCH A JERK – I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO
DO. i’ve still left his ass on read for more than 4 hours lmao.
KM & BW: Talk to him! he obviously likes you! (yass!) and you two should hang out and date asap! before someone else takes him!