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Sharna and Bonner Facebook live - 03.22.17

Tumblr 2012: Everything online is great. Tumblr is at its prime. I haven’t slept in 18 days. My queue is full, my blog looks good, and I’ve met a ton of interesting people. 

Tumblr 2017: Everything on my dash is garbage. There is nothing keeping me on here for days to find good content. SJW’s, cringeworthy tv show fans, and Buzz-howarewestillrelevant-feed are taking over.

Girls Season 6, Episode 6: Full Disclosure
  • Hannah: Why are you pushing me?<br/>
  • Adam: Because I need you to tell me if it&rsquo;s real. I made a movie about what we went through, okay? And I need you to tell me if I got it right. That my memories are your memories. Did I lie about anything&hellip;? I wanna know we felt the same things. <br/>

So uhhh yeah. Hi…

Sorry I have been absent and took forever to update. Things just came up and I got busy. Also, I’m sorry for saying I will update and then like I never do. 

I’m sure you have heard this enough on this blog, but I’m gonna work on it. I’m gonna try and update more.

I’m also doing a side project with my friend, @elvenrain (btw check out her beautiful art), where we will have partner ask blogs. Even though I will have another ask blog I will keep updating this blog. This blog is my baby and I will not ignore it. The other blog is gonna be more for relaxing or if I wanna just mess around. (I’ll probably reblog the opening post here once just so you guys know)

Now I’m just rambling, sorry about that.

The main point is-

I am gonna work on updates for this blog, and hopefully do one of the M!As sitting in my inbox.

Also, I just wanna thank you guys for sticking around so long! I figured a bunch of you would have left by now but omg you have stayed and it makes me so happy (*´꒳`*)

anonymous asked:

kat how did you loose 60 lbs. ive been trying to lose weight but struggling

i have a very strict diet and i exercise a lot. i drink tons of water. i take a probiotic every morning. i eat six meals a day. i’m gluten-free, i try not to eat anything frozen except for vegetables and things made of vegetables. (and bread, because gluten-free bread has to be frozen.) i eat six-eight times a day, and i allow myself one cheat meal a week. i box three or four times a week, and i try to walk at least four miles a day. oh! and i cut out alcohol except for special occasions. 

the most important thing, i think, is to have a good support system. i go to boxing class with friends. i bring my lunch to work with a friend. i tried to lose weight a few years ago, and my friends said they were supportive but then they’d not be. they’d only want to hang out in bars or unhealthy restaurants. so finding people who support and respect your choices is really important.

anonymous asked:

8 with alex/PBG

40 prompts. / “you hide it in jokes and sarcasm, but i see just how broken you are.”

they don’t like to talk about it, especially not to pbg.

alex doesn’t want him to worry about them; it’s that same, self sacrificing bullshit that you’ll find in every person who’s ever been hurt. oh, i didn’t want to be a burden, oh, i didn’t want you to worry, oh, i didn’t want you to see me being weak – it’s all the fucking same, and they know it. everyone knows it. still, they keep it in.

pbg is the same, and he knows this is how everyone is, and it makes him hypocritical to be worried, but it’s in his nature. one day, he catches alex by the arm as they’re about to leave and bares his heart, eyebrows furrowed over large, puppy dog eyes. he knows it’s cheesy, but they have to know; ‘you hide it in jokes and sarcasm, but i see just how broken you are.’

he knows it’s a bad idea when alex gives him a look so cold he feels his blood run still. ‘let go of me,’ they tell him, soft and firm, and he does so, fear rising in his throat. ‘we aren’t talking about this. i don’t want to talk about this.’

and so they don’t.

and so pbg lets alex distance themselves from him, lets a feeling wash over him – a missed opportunity, a door that was once open falling slowly and dramatically shut, only without the fanfare he had been expecting. it’s too quiet for his liking.

also my back and abdomen hurt like hell but fuck it i dont care im happier than ive been in goddamn years and i’m going to motherfucking enjoy it

i just wanted everyone to know that i am still alive! i have been really busy, and in my spare time i’ve been mapping out the chaptered zelink fic that i should hopefully start soon!! although since i’ve never finished a longer fic ever i’m trying to make it as easy for myself as possible. i will get to some requests later today <3

and i just wanted to say thank you for everyone’s support. people’s tags, reblogs, replies, and asks are so sweet and really do drive me to continue ;__; i love writing and i love zelink so i won’t stop anytime soon!

Hospital Starters
  • [ Requested by Anon about a week ago. Warnings for blood, suicidal thoughts, and medical stuff. Thanks! : ]
  • "Hey, you're awake!"
  • "Where am I?"
  • "You hit your head. There was so much blood that I got scared."
  • "Don't try to get up. You're safe here."
  • "I hate this place..."
  • "How could you do this to yourself?"
  • "The world didn't give me a choice, and now, I'm suffering even more!"
  • "You really came..."
  • "I told you I would be here when you woke up."
  • "How many tests did they do on you?"
  • "If I wasn't drugged up, I could tell you the names of every test they do in this place."
  • "When are they going to let you leave?"
  • "They said that I'll be here for a few days. Maybe a week."
  • "What happened to you? You have so many things sticking out of you."
  • "That's what happens when you're dying."
  • "It's probably time to change those bandages..."
  • "You aren't in pain, are you?"
  • "You were in an accident. You almost didn't make it."
  • "That would explain why I feel terrible."
  • "I thought you were dead..."
  • "I'm not dead, am I?"
  • "I didn't know it was this bad..."
  • "I may not live much longer..."
  • "I'm dying..."
  • "You can't die! There has to be something they can do!"
  • "I'm too far gone for any surgery to fix me."
  • "I want you to know that I'll miss you most."
  • "Don't say that! I don't like it when you talk like this..."
  • "I just want it to happen so I don't have to think about it all the time."
  • "I wanted to say goodbye to you one more time."
  • "If you don't get some sleep, I'm going to hit this button and tell a nurse you're bothering me."
  • "Don't abuse that call button!"
  • "You know that button only works every five seconds, right?"
  • "Maybe if I push it hard enough, more will come out."
  • "I get to come home today."
  • "Did you fill out the release forms yet?"
  • "They hooked me up with a bunch of prescriptions. I'm gonna be high as a kite."