I can’t do it anymore. But l feel guilty about it. I truly see myself as beautiful, I know I’m smart. But other people bring me down. I’ve never had a relationship that was based on true love or, at least, good intentions. I’m the giver and I receive almost nothing back. I want to mention that this is not about friends, but about boys. I feel guilty cause I got the most amazing friends in the whole world and I’m smart. But somehow, being single for 2years affects me, as well as the pressure school puts on me. I’m left with no motivation, no nothing. My entire body hurts. Writing this, I realise depression might creep in sooner than I thought. What’s wrong with me Charlie?! I wanna stop existing for a while. I’m empty but I’m hurting the same time… someone save me please.