<p><b>what she says:</b> i'm fine<p/><b>what she means:</b> sherlock never even got a chance to tell john why he had to fake his suicide and john ended up forgiving him anyway, which was nice but just another of many examples of their inability to communicate with each other, the distance between them being perpetuated and widened by a seemingly endless stream of similar miscommunication -- almost always being one of them doing something out of love for the other, and the other failing to realize that it was out of love while the first doesn't even try to make their intentions more apparent (i.e. the fall, of course, and john's whole blog, etc, etc) -- and all these stupid misunderstanding create an aggregate entity of such obvious mutual love and affection which can only really be seen in its whole from outside of their friendship/almost-relationship, ultimately leaving them in the dark about the very present mutuality of both's feelings for the other while leaving it clear as day to mrs. hudson, mycroft, irene, molly, the gay barkeeps, angelo, and everyone else who meets them, even mary for christ's sake.<p/></p>
Capricorn: They will be very hot and cold. One day, they can be outrageous and flirty and coy, but you can bet your life that they will go home and overthink it and the next day they will give their utmost effort to avoid you or seem indifferent towards you. This is because Capricorns have a superiority complex, and sometimes a crush makes them feel weak; they are afraid of getting hurt so they will never act too smitten for too long. This is why most Capricorns will not admit to their feelings until they are secure in the fact that you feel the same way. A Capricorn will also try to help you and give you advice, not because they think you are wrong or in need of actual help, but because they care about your well being and want you to live the best life you can. They will try to impress you with their unique talents or philosophies. They can be very coy and charming. Intense eye contact (they honestly believe they can seduce you with their eyes). They are chivalrous regardless of gender; they love holding doors for their crush (like literally all of them do this). Side note: they will never forget a single thing you say or do. Ever.
The silly thing about life is that people will tell you things like, ‘I won’t leave you,’ ‘I love you,’ ‘I won’t hurt you,’ and they will promise things like, ‘I will never leave you,’ ‘I will love you forever,’ and ‘it’s you and I, forever.’ I find this so silly because so many people break these promises shortly after making them.
Do not promise things that you can not be sure of. You promised to stay forever and to love me, but you are no longer here. He promised to never hurt me, and he went on to betray me. She promised to love me forever, and now she is loving someone that is not me.
Do not promise things you can not be sure of. It will break the person just as I have been broken from these empty and broken promises.
Did you say it? I love you. I don’t ever want to lose you. You changed my life. Did you say it? Make a plan. Set a goal. Work toward it. But every now and then, look around. Drink it in. Cause this is it. It might all be gone tomorrow.