“I never loved this word “Youtuber”, which is a word that’s thrown around a lot. Don’t get me wrong I love YouTube as a platform, it’s unbelievable. It’s given us everything really. But I don’t like this idea of being limited to a platform. Or even just spending too much time worrying about the platform. I feel that as filmmakers and creatives we should just create. And wherever’s the best way to put that out, whatever’s the best platform, just use that. But don’t worry too much about names, or sides, because it shouldn’t matter.”
Silently sitting on the sofa inside Hoseok’s house while
watching a horror movie is something comfortable to do with him especially when
his parents are out like now however you can’t hear any of Hoseok’s girly
screams and girly gestures like before as you watch the dreadful scenes getting
played. You took a guess, his eyes are on the television but you knew his mind
is somewhere else as he gulps continuously on his eleventh can of alcohol while
his eyes narrowed on the screen.
For you, you can’t even focus on yourself or the movie since
Hoseok is acting weird. He would normally turn down alcoholic drinks when you
try to recommend them for the reason that he doesn’t drink or he hates it but
now, he’s probably the one who bought it. “Hope, are you okay?” You asked him
as softly as you can, calling out his nickname that you had given him, trying
your best to not irritate him but you got no answer after a few seconds.
A deep sigh escaped your lips as you stared back at the
television screen, understanding that Hoseok needs some personal space and a
friend needs to give it to him if needed. As the movie progresses, you still
can’t feel the hype but you could feel Hoseok’s piercing gaze that made you
look at him as you raise a brow as an automatic response of bare curiousness to
An eye contact is being held between the two of you and as
soon as you felt the atmosphere getting awkward since no one’s talking, you
made an attempt to look away and turn your head back to the screen however
before you could do it fully your face is held by his hand stopping you from
your movement. Before you could even ask him what’s the matter, a wave of
nervousness crept inside you when you realized that Hoseok is too close that
you could smell the scent of the alcohol filling your nose, too close for the
liking of your trembling heart.
Hoseok stared at your eyes gently then his sight went down
on your lips. He bit his lips ever so seductively while eyeing yours before his
brown eye stared at yours again. He places some strand of your hair behind your
ear while you just sat there, breathless at his mere presence. Hoseok pressed
his lips against yours gently, you’re eyes widened in slight shock knowing that
Hoseok is a gentle man; he must’ve been consumed by the liquor to make him do
such bold actions.
Not going to lie, deep inside you, you liked it, like it so
much that you want for more but Hoseok being Hoseok instantly filled your
conscience with guilt, you should not take advantage of him just because he’s
drunk even if deep inside you it’s hard to stop the longing and lingering
feeling for him. “Hoseok,” you whispered between his kisses before slightly
pushing him away against your will.
“You’ll regret it,” you say as you look at him in the eyes,
searching for his real intentions but you found none except of his caring stare
that you have always loved. “How do you know if we won’t try?” Hoseok asked
boldly. “Hope, you’re just saying this because you’re drunk,” you tried to make
him understand but he just smirked at you. “No,” he stated plainly. “Hoseok, I
said no, you’ll regret it,” you replied. “Then I shall regret it but you must
make me regret first,” he said. “Why would I make y–?” Hoseok’s lips sealed
your before you could even respond.
His eyes are closed. He slowly worked his lips against yours
and you can’t help but fall right into his spell just by looking at his face
with closed eyes and lips that is kissing you so passionately slowly drawing
you into his trap. Hoseok dropped the can he had been holding all this time to
let both his hand cup your face, trying to deepen the kiss. Moments later, you
just find yourself kissing him back, knowing that he may regret it later you
just can’t stop.
Hoseok pushed you back on the sofa so he may be able to top
you, he settled himself in between your legs as he lets his other hand part
your thighs before he rubs it teasingly trying to turn you on. If he only
knows, his kiss is enough to get you soaked down there and his hands are not
helping at all. He continues to brush his lips against yours, his left hand on
the side of your face for support as he kisses you while his right hand starts
to play with the buttons of your shirt, tugging them a bit.
“Open your mouth,” he instructs softly and you did as you
were told. Opening your mouth for him, he wastes no second to shove his wet
tongue inside your mouth to feel your hot cavern. His tongue slides down your
teeth to the roof your mouth before his tongue glides against yours making you
moan in the kiss, your breath hitching every now and then.