[Me, yelling into the void about a Voltron / Star Wars TFA au that nobody except me cares about and playing around with increasingly random art styles/new brushes]
KE-3147, “keep it - it suits you” Klance edition, Allurey, BB-1U, Hunk as the successor to epIV’s Gold Leader, Pidge and their bffl, and a Shiro of unknown allegiance. (PS: if u Do care about it please give this a like/reblog!!❤️)
I’m really trying. These past few days have been awful to me. I’m feeling really down and I’ll be honest (I feel like I can be totally honest with you guys, I trust you all with my heart) my suicidal tendencies are here more than ever. My depression and anxiety (and paranoia) are getting worse I can’t see/feel much hope. I hate being so negative and so hopeless. I hate being… me.
I can’t see many things to hold on to. I’m afraid of losing the only things that I hold on to. I’m afraid because I’m so numb right now and I couldn’t care less about things, about myself. I’m afraid of feeling even more numb. I’m afraid, friends. And I hate admitting that because I’m a little bit afraid of people thinking I’m weak or something like that. I know, it’s pathetic. But like I said, I’m really trying. I still wanna be able to stay here and I don’t want to lose this, you know? Because if I do lose this, I know I’ll be gone in a few days. (Sorry for being so honest).
Anyway, I wanna thank you guys for always being here. I’m not posting much these past few days but I’m really trying to be here. I’m really trying to find things to keep me going but I can’t lie it’s being more difficult to wake up everyday. But I know that with you guys here, I’ll have more chances of being okay. You have no idea how important you guys are to me and how much you guys help me everyday. I love you all and I can’t do this without you.
I hate posting this. I hate breaking my walls and let people in and read about me. I don’t wanna worry you guys, I just wanted to vent a little bit?! I still have so much more to say but I don’t feel comfortable right now. Even posting this is too hard.
Anyway, I love you guys. And I promise that I’m trying. I’m really trying and I hope that’s enough for now.
I Will Be Deleting My Apocalife Webcomic Blog Today
Yes I have some news. I will be deleting my webcomic. I will not continue it (can’t promise the future cause I’ll probably change my mind in a few years).
Reasons why I plan to delete Apocalife:
-to focus on my artstyle
-the rate of updating the pages is awful
-too much stress
-I don’t care much for the story anymore
-I don’t find it fun anymore
I use to love Apocalife, but it just kinda faded away from me and others. I’m proud of creating it, I really am, I’m so glad I was willing to jump on board with it; but I feel like I’m not ready for such a big story. I want to wait for the future.
I will be saving my pages just in case. I’ll probably create a new story as well, or no story.
I hope you all can understand. I really hope you all can respect my decision.
It’s hard to ask for help. I was raised with the belief that needing to ask for help financially was shameless begging and should be avoided at all costs, which is ridiculous (I know). There’s nothing shameful about being down on your luck. Here’s my current situation.
I went to the dentist last week, and found out that a tooth I had a root canal on 5-6 years ago has gotten RE-INFECTED. It’s been causing me terrible pain, and at present, the dentist is sure my tooth can be saved, so long as it’s taken care of soon.
I have to see a specialist for what is, basically, a whole new root canal (ouch). It’s going to cost me $1,500. Even though I have insurance now (thanks Obama. No, really, thanks, it’s amazing!!), dental isn’t covered (especially not the specialist).
Because of how much pain it’s causing me, and the fact that the infection is pretty big, my dentist wanted it taken care of ASAP. I have an appointment for Wednesday (the 29th). But what I don’t have is $1,500. My sister and her husband, my not-really-uncle-but-family-friend, and my Mum have all offered to chip in, but I’m still about $1,000 short. I’ve had to cancel a trip to see my best friend in May, as well as pull out of a proposed trip to see a bunch of friends later this year. It’s really sad, but you gotta do what you gotta do.
So I guess what I’m saying is: if anyone can/would like to donate (even a couple bucks) I would really, really appreciate it. No pressure if you don’t, just an honest plea for those who maybe could help and would want to. I wish I had something to offer, like fics or art, but I’m a musician and I don’t really see how that would translate over to offering up something in return. If you can think of something, let me know and I’ll try to make it happen!
My paypal is firstname.lastname@example.org.
Thank you so much, even just for reading this. <333
Hi members! As both the network and EXO both have anniversaries coming up. I thought it would be fun to make a project of some kind. So I decided to basically make a challenge week with day to day challenges! Members can choose to join or not, that is completely up to you! ^^
The anniversary week challenge will start April 2nd, basically on the actual 2 year anniversary of this network, and end April 9th, two days after EXO’s 5th year anniversary. You will be given completely freedom to do whatever you want, as long as what you do have something to do with the challenge of that day. And I’ll be reblogging all the posts to the blog of course!
- Make sure you tag them #bbnawc as one of the first five tags, so I can keep a track of the posts, and no you don’t need to tag #byunbaeknet this time around!!
Here are the day to day challenges!:
Sunday, April 2nd: Choose your absolute favorite moments* of Baekhyun. (2015 - present*) (Happy 2nd year anniversary BYUNBAEK-NET!)
Monday, April 3rd: Overdose era Baekhyun vs Monster era Baekhyun, pick one!
Tuesday, April 4th: Choose your favorite moment(s) between Baekhyun and another member(s).
Wednesday, April 5th:Choose one particular moment where you felt that you are so lucky that you stan Baekhyun.
Thursday, April 6th: Choose your favorite performance(s) of Baekhyun.
Friday, April 7th: Your aboslute favorite EXO moment(s) of all time! (Yes they can be OT12.) (HAPPY 5TH YEAR ANNIVERSARY EXO!)
Saturday, April 8th: Showtime vs Exomentary; pick your favorite Baekhyun moments from both.
Sunday, April 9th: Choose one moment from each era you just cannot shut up about.
Okay, but it was so hard to come up with these challenges! Anyways you do not have to do them all, but I hope this will be something fun for the members to do! - If there is anything you’re wondering about, message us and I’ll try to answer you!
* reason I choose 2015 - present is that this blog was created April 2nd, 2015 and I want to just see which moments you choose from the past two years because of that haha.
* when I say moments, it can be literally anything. It can be written interviews, performances, variety shows etc.. knock yourself out.
for 2k im posting me!!
i want to that all of you sososososososo much because honestly? i smile a lot just thinking of all of you. youre the sweetest and im just happy to think people actually follow me?? thats so unreal to me!!
so, thank you. it means a lot to me that i have people who care about me and genuinely enjoy my blog!
Considering I adore the Don’t Panic album & era, I made some Alex Gaskarth icons that are pulled from the music videos. The first one is a mint/teal blue color and it does have white splatter as the rest do, it’s just light colored and you can’t entirely see them but they are there. Anyway, enjoy these! - merrikk (like & reblog if you save / use please!!)
Hello everybody ! I just wanted to be able to tell you that at the moment I have a lot of requests … but I do not have much time to draw … I have my homework, plus my broken arm that does not Nothing … I think I’ll just make a small pause with the requests … but I promise to do them ^^ I hope people will pay attention to this message … thank you …
WANTED/NEEDED MIGUEL AND TULIO FROM DREAMWORKS “ROAD TO EL DORADO”
to start off my name is blue! i run an independent and selective chel roleplay blog. and do you know what a chel needs? her partners in crime, that’s who! so i thought i’d put this out as a feeler and try to find someone interested in playing them?
if you need it i can help you out with: hunting for faceclaims, url brainstorming, icons, i know a few nice themes, and someone to write with of course *insert rihanna wink gif*
i hope this gives someone the push to make the blog they’ve wondered if anyone would be interested in! i would jump over the moon if someone made a blog for either of the boys! i hope to see someone around/hear from someone soon!
I believe that Mary Stuart and James Hepburn had feelings/cared for each other. Also, that they both planned her so called ‘abduction’. I love this chapter about them from the book Famous Affinities of History by Lyndon Orr.
Anne Boleyn was born in 1507 not 1501. Despite people not wanting to believe that a six-seven year old would write a letter to her father “so well”. When in reality it wasn’t even that good of handwriting. Everyone should read this brilliant article.
Another one I believe is that Elizabeth Woodville met Edward IV at court not under the oak tree. I don’t know whether or not to consider this an ‘unpopular’ opinion though.