loadedsword replied to your post:

human kind kinda aces at fucking everything up and were even better at hating ourselves collectively so i wouldnt feel too bad buddy

Every time y9u exist 9n my dash69ard 9r talk t9 me, I’m reminded why I like y9u and why I have such high standards f9r y9ur alternates.

Then I see any 9f them and I remem6er why n9ne 9f them will ever am9unt t9 th9se standards n9 matter h9w hard they try.

I d9n’t think I’ll ever f9und 9ut where they went wr9ng.
(I’d say where y9u went right, 6ut I think it’s really just them 6eing wr9ng.) 


KANKRI: Karkat? 

KANKRI: I will w9rd this resp9nse delicately at the risk 9f 9ffending s9me9ne, specifically, the individual in questi9n. Karkat has a l9t t9 learn. He is far t99 a6rasive, in my 9pini9n. He d9esn’t think 6ef9re he speaks, and tends t9 leap headfirst int9 things with9ut putting pr9per th9ught int9 d9ing it. Alth9ugh he d9es have a fair am9unt 9f character flaws, he d9es have his fair share 9f upsides. He cares deeply a69ut his friends, at least that I can see, alth9ugh he hides it 6ehind a layer 9f insults and his aggressive nature. It is sad t9 me that he d9esn’t have as much c9nfidence in himself as he sh9uld. 

KANKRI: He is, in sh9rt, a true leader. 


yknow your usu4l b4bbl3 >8D 4nyth1n you w4nn4 s4y 4bout us!

… I used t9 have quite the flush crush 9n y9u.

I never liked Mituna, he was always in my way.

Cr9nus is a judgmental, cl9se-minded nitwit.

I used t9 have a huge pale crush 9n Meenah 6ef9re she disappeared.

The end. 

Despite 96vi9usly feeling it, I still find myself questi9ning if the dead can feel the c9ld.  I d9n’t kn9w why I questi9n that which is 96vi9usly a thing that is happening, 6ut then, in s9me recess 9f my mind, it’s hard t9 tell what is pr9jected, and what’s a reality.  In as far as reality gets in a dream 6u66le, that is.

Which leads me t9 w9nder what 9ne’s identity is, in a dream 6u66le, if anything at all.  We’re dead, 6ut it w9uld 6e s9mewhat insulting t9 say that that’s the end 9f it when we clearly have feelings and 9pini9ns and such.  6ut 9n the 9ther hand, what really can we d9 with 9urselves, 6ey9nd existing here?  I’d like t9 think that we can make an impact 9n pe9ples’ lives thr9ugh speaking with them, 6ut then, wh9 takes s9me9ne dead seri9usly?  They died.  They’ve d9ne s9mething wr9ng.  The m9st they can tell y9u is ‘d9n’t d9 this.’

While it is a valua6le piece 9f inf9rmati9n, can 9ne 6elieve that the dead kn9w what they’re talking a69ut t9 the p9int that they’ll actually take the advice t9 heart?  Unless 9f c9urse it’s s9mething al9ng the lines 9f, 'd9n’t d9 this unless y9u want t9 end up like me.’  Whilst imp9rtant, that isn’t the s9rt 9f thing I want t9 6e kn9wn f9r instilling in the minds 9f th9se imp9rtant t9 me …

Hmn.  I supp9se musing 9n these t9pics w9n’t help anything, will it?
It’s a w9nder I g9t there fr9m 6eing c9ld, th9ugh.  Hm.

… Sighs 6ecause what is faith in humanity.

I’m sl9wly realizing the m9re time carries 9n that I’ll never find a human that I can see myself wanting t9 deal with f9r a very lengthy stretch 9f time.  I d9 have a small affinity f9r Terezi’s matesprit, 6ut it may have t9 d9 with the fact the few times we interact, he’s refrained fr9m 6eing 96n9xi9us.

It seems even in their 6est interests, humans have managed n9thing 6ut t9 irritate me.  It’s ridicul9us, seeing as I g9 9ut 9f my way t9 t9lerate near every9ne.  I fight f9r equality, and d9 my 6est t9 try and keep my 9pini9ns 9f pe9ple in the p9sitive unless given s9lid factual reas9n n9t t9 d9 s9.

6ut I’ve tried time and time again t9 find a reas9n t9 enj9y a human’s c9mpany.  It just descends further and further int9 ‘n9 thank y9u’ territ9ry.  My first experiences with humans was terri6le, and then it just seemed t9 get w9rse …  sigh.

It’s like intellect is imp9ssi6le t9 find in near any species at this p9int save a select few individuals.

'St9p having 9pini9ns.’  This is stupid. 

This isn’t t9 say I give up.  This isn’t t9 say I hate every single 9ne 9f y9u 6ecause y9u’re humans.
This is me saying I’m n9t s9rry if I get sh9rt with y9u quicker than usual.  Eugh.

And it’s likely I’m n9t g9ing t9 ever get in a quadrant with 9ne.  N9t that any seem interested in me anyh9w, 6ut.  N9 …

anonymous asked:

M!A: You physically cannot stop yourself from saying(or typing) exactly whatever is running through your head for the next day and a half. (not that that's much of a difference anyway, haha)

There is, unf9rtunately, a huge difference in what I say and what I think.  The things that I say are n9t necessarily my 9pini9n, it is what I filter and deem accepta6le.  If I said everything I said with9ut pr9mpting, then I’m certain that the f9ur hundred ninety nine f9ll9wers I have s9meh9w 96tained w9uld dr9p 9ut.  Every single 9ne.

My tags w9uld 6e atr9ci9us, my language w9uld 6e sh9cking t9 th9se wh9 have n9t talked t9 me in pers9n and may6e even them 6ecause I think things in w9rding that I certainly w9uld never say, and pe9ple w9uld certainly n9t want t9 deal with my pers9nal 9pini9ns 9f them.

I g9 9ut 9f my way c9nstantly t9 ensure that pe9ple are as c9ntent with their life as they can 6e.  As s9me9ne c9mmented t9 me, ‘life is pain,’ 9r s9mething al9ng th9se lines.  I think that’s 6ullshit, and if we all **tried** t9 6e at least decent t9 each 9ther, every9ne w9uld 6e a l9t happier.

Hence why I 69ther t9 d9 that myself.  It’s n9t that hard t9 d9, 6y the way.  Acting like a civilized creature.  A l9t 9f y9u c9uld use s9me less9ns instead 9f 6ad talking me, 6ut whatever.  N9t the p9int here.

Fine.  Whatever.  Here we g9 9ffending every9ne, 6eing called a whiny 6itch, and pr96a6ly l9sing f9ll9wers until t9m9rr9w night.  L9vely.  Y9u’re **6eautiful.**