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Jungkook As Your Boyfriend

Seokjin || Yoongi || Hoseok || Namjoon || Jimin || Taehyung || Jungkook

You’ll notice that a lot of stuff is crossed out in Jungkook’s. That’s because he’s a shithead that likes to tease you and he’s going to act like he’s not doing anything. So yeah. Have fun! xP

Originally posted by jjungkook

  • the biggest meme to ever meme
  • your whole relationship was memes
  • you two are hanging out on the couch
  • the doorbell rings
  • jungkook reluctantly gets up to answer it
  • and when you call out
  • “who’s at the door?”
  • he always answers with
  • “ay yo it’s dat boi!”
  • and whoever’s at the door calls
  • “oh shit what up?”
  • when that meme gets old
  • it’ll never get old for jungkook, but eventually you’ll stop groaning
  • he moves on to another meme another one
  • also dj khaled never gets old get used to it
  • you normally communicate through memes
  • if someone were to look through your texts to him
  • all they’d see would be meme after meme
  • or a whole lot of sexting
  • that boy is horny 24/8
  • but he likes sexting more than flirting in person
  • because he can do it at any time
  • and he can always save sexy texts or pics for later
  • he’s very cocky over the phone
  • in person he’s more cute/sweet/shy
  • he put his head in your lap while he played games on his phone
  • grabbing your hand and putting it in his hair so you’d play with it
  • or pulling you into his lap
  • tucking his chin into your shoulder
  • and wrapping his arms around you to hold his controller
  • he didn’t really pay much attention to you
  • just playing his game
  • blowing air in your face if you try to pester him
  • but then he beats a level or dies
  • and starts paying attention to you
  • always calling you jagi or baby or yeobo
  • saying it like it’s the most natural thing in the world
  • sure, he was embarrassed to say it at first
  • but now it was just like calling taehyung “taetae”
  • and he’d always say “i love you”
  • after you did the most simple task for him
  • like bringing him a snack from the kitchen
  • or turning up the tv when he couldn’t reach the remote
  • but the moment either of you did something romantic
  • something as simple as a kiss
  • or as cheesy as a candlelit dinner
  • it was as if the words were foreign
  • he couldn’t say them, and he didn’t understand when you said them
  • just blushing and looking away
  • the boys always teased him for that
  • they liked to tease him about anything they could
  • he teased them so often that they finally wanted payback
  • so whenever you hung out with them
  • they wanted to know everything about your relationship
  • and if jungkook was ignoring you for another video game
  • you’d gladly tell them whatever they wanted to know
  • so jungkook always made sure you were close
  • - not close enough to touch, since they’d just tease him about that -
  • and that he listened when you spoke to him
  • stopping whatever he was doing to respond
  • so he liked just spending time with you alone
  • that way he didn’t have to pay as much attention to you
  • wait no he means he likes spending time with you alone
  • because he can kiss you and dote on you and love you
  • he loves you please don’t be mad
  • speaking of alone time
  • sex was always great
  • whether it happened after a date
  • or in the middle of the day after sexting for a little while
  • he was all over you
  • his hands and mouth touching whatever skin they could
  • going fast and hard
  • not coming fast
  • he makes sure you know that he could go for hours
  • and sometimes he proves that to you
  • afterwards he still has energy somehow
  • except he’s starving
  • so he gets up and gathers all the after-sex food from the kitchen
  • which has it’s own cabinet because there’s so much of it
  • and he drops it all on the bed
  • either eating alone and playing a phone game while watching you sleep
  • or eating with you and laying his head on your stomach
  • pulling your hand to his hair so you can play with it
  • calling you jagi and yeobo instead of his sex-only pet names
  • as if you both aren’t covered in sweat and other sticky fluids
  • you guys could just take a shower together later
  • and again, you wonder how he can even think about sex
  • after the rounds of sex you’d just finished not ten minutes ago
  • but that would just lead to another round
  • because jungkook didn’t like his skills to be doubted
  • he was the golden maknae, after all
Ouran!SVT

anon asked:

YOOO SO IDK IF ANY OF THE ADMINS HAVE SEEN OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB BUT IF ANY OF THEM HAVE can y'all do svt as hosts?? If not then that’s fine! ^^

S.COUPS:

  • successor to Tamaki 
  • even dyed his hair blonde to resemble Tamaki
  • s.coups isn’t weird he’s just dedicated okay
  • king of aegyo 
  • everyone falls for his “shy shy shy”
  • like how can this manly man be such a cutie pie??? 
  • uses his dimple to his advantage
  • he’s the boyfriend host
  • ever feeling lonely and want all of the benefits of having a boyfriend but without the commitment??
  • go to s.coups
  • tries to remember all of the clients’ names just so he can wink and say hi to them outside of club
  • compliment his hair, or tell him how handsome he his and bam you’re instantly his favorite
  • will listen to your problems and tell you that you’re always right even if you’re not lmao he’s not responsible for your actions, he’s just here to tell you what you wanna hear BECAUSE THAT’S HIS JOB ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
  • he’s very comfortable like all the time so don’t be startled if he starts to cuddle with you on the couch even if you only met him like 4 seconds ago
  • omg he WILL play with your hair while you’re talking to him, he’ll ask first of course 
  • if you say no (but why would you say no), he’ll just stare at you with those chocolatey eyes and it’s like is it me or is it getting steamy in here??
  • the others have to remind him that he’s good at talking to girls
  • because lets be real, s.coups doesnt know how to talk to girls
  • ask him to do his satoori accent, ask him to speak in his native dialect 
  • DO IT
  • most of the time what he says to the clients is what he hears from the movies
  • “if you’re a bird, I’m a bird”
  • …. “s.coups, we were talking about chemistry homework”
  • but whatever it works most of the time 
  • HE GETS SHY SO EASILY LIKE THE FIRST WEEK OF DOING THIS, HE JUST WATCHED JOSHUA AND CRINGED BEHIND THE WINDOW CURTAIN
  • but then s.coups tripped and accidentally ripped the curtain so whoops
  • like S.Coups is either player material or a middle school boy, theres no between

JEONGHAN:

  • lmao hardcore judges the other members
  • but doesnt think the others have the right to judge him 
  • he does cheesy ass things like tucking the guest’s hair behind their ear
  • or bopping their nose
  • or taking their hand in his 
  • listening to jeonghan speak is very therapeutic
  • “aww, I’m sorry that happened to you”
  • “here have some chocolate, it’ll make you feel better”
  • “wanna take a selfie together? I dont want to forget your beautiful face”
  • he’s a pro at this tbh
  • it comes so naturally to him, everyone else is very impressed
  • so princely, he’s definitely the elegant princely host
  • once they had a butler concept
  • all the others were dressed as mighty fine butlers
  • but they made jeonghan dress up as a maid
  • everyone enjoyed it in one sense or the other
  • except for him, he was like an angry housewife with his angry feather dusting
  • gets along well with haruhi’s dad
  • mostly because her dad feeds jeonghan whenever Haruhi and Ryoji visits
  • and jeonghan is Ryoji’s favorite
  • …Ryoji sees a lot of himself in Jeonghan
  • lmao it’s probably just the hair? who knows ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
  • thinks everybody in the club needs to calm their ass down
  • like he appreciates the clients and all
  • but not when they be screaming in his ear, and fangirling all up in his grill
  • the look on his face says “girl/boy, chill”
  • gives the overly excited ones the side glance all the time
  • so basically hoshi, seungkwan, dk, and occasionally joshua 
  • so close to filing a restraining order against joshua during club hours 
  • speaking of harassing
  • jeonghan walks by dino when he’s with a guest to “check up” on him
  • in reality, he’s waiting for the perfect moment to embarrass dino
  • “dino, whose baby are you?”
  • “not yours, you asshole”
  • “what was that, dino?”
  • “jeonghan’s baby” 
  • that little segment between the two of them gives Jeonghan the strength and will to get through all of the guests :’) 

JOSHUA:

  • the gentleman host
  • like are you surprised??
  • probably not
  • the guests request him when they need a shoulder to cry on
  • he’s like the club’s psychologist
  • carries tissues around just in case someone needs it :’)
  • a great listener, 10/10 would recommend therapist joshua
  • or when they need his honey-like voice singing to them while playing guitar
  • kiss kiss fall in love but in an acoustic version sung by the one and only joshua hong
  • tbh who doesn’t need that in their life??
  • compliments all of the guests individually
  • always asks about their days because he really cares :’)
  • reads poems to the guests
  • “your hair is like the ocean waves that flows under the moonlight”
  • or just plain out cheesy things like “I’ll be your prince if you’ll be my princess”
  • CRINGEEE
  • lmao steals S.Coups’ regulars on the daily 
  • s.coups may play with his guests’ hair but Joshua makes them coffee and gives them candy :3
  • still holds a silent grudge against Jun because he broke josh’s guitar 
  • helps the guests with their english homework
  • his favorite thing to do is wink at literally anyone and anything
  • when he looks in the mirror he winks at himself 
  • ya know, just to practice
  • pretends he’s an actor in a movie that’s placed in europe during the olden times
  • like when he looks at a guest, he just turns his head real slowly and dramatically, with his lips parted into a slight smile 
  • and it’s like the heavens have parted and presented to us the angel that is joshua hong
  • he’s lowkey gay for jeonghan too 
  • hikaru and kaoru who???
  • more like jeonghan and joshua ;))))
  • lmao this is why jeonghan avoids joshua
  • joshua just doesnt know when to stop with the bromance
  • WOULD KISS JEONGHAN ON THE CHEEK IF SOMEONE ASKED HIM TO

JUN:

  • he’s greasy off and on duty
  • caught going on dates with at least 4 of his clients
  • aspires to be like Mori
  • but can’t
  • because Jun is Jun, and Jun is derpy 25/8
  • but that doesn’t stop him from texting Mori, and asking him tips on how to be cool
  • texted Mori once asking him how he’s so tall because Jun wants to be as tall as him too
  • Mori was kind of annoyed at first because Jun kept texting him at 3 am but found it to be endearing
  • in all honesty, Jun is Mori, and The8 is Honey
  • THINK ABOUT IT, WE ALL SAW THIS COMING RIGHT
  • meets up with Mori to learn kendo, while Jun teaches Mori martial arts in return
  • once tried to demonstrate something in the music room and broke a guitar…
  • it was joshua’s guitar lmao oops
  • you know the lip bite kiss thing Jun did for a behind the scenes video for a show?  
  • yeah, he occasionally does that to the clients to make them feel ATTACKED
  • tries to be like Mori in the sense that Jun will TRY to keep a poker face
  • but once the guest says some nonsensical thing
  • Jun will implode and bust out a dumb expression
  • when Jun and the8 and dino and hoshi dances in the club room
  • joshua will kinda be lurking in the back LMAO joshua’s their silent hype man
  • Jun appreciates Joshua’s support so much that he offered to set Joshua up with one of his guests
  • but Joshua was like NoooOOOOoooo
  • Jun always wear sleeveless shirts… even in the winter sometimes
  • so he’ll flex his muscles a lot for the clients ;)))
  • “the8, can you use bronzer to make the muscles on my arms look more defined?”
  • the8 judges him real hard for that
  • surprisingly, Jun isn’t really up for skinship despite every offensive thing that he does
  • idk man, he’s just not up for always hugging, or holding hands with someone that he doesn’t know that well
  • the guests would always complain to him
  • but he genuinely just feels uncomfortable doing so
  • got really freaked out when a guest back hugged him
  • DON’T DO THAT TO JUN
  • HE’LL DO ANYTHING FOR YOU, JUST NOT SKINSHIP

HOSHI:

  • need some aegyo fan service? 
  • need to feel attacked?
  • then you’ve came to the right host!!! 
  • the guests LOVE Hoshi because of his versatility
  • one second he’s ready to meet your dad
  • the other you’ll be wanting to call him daddy
  • one second he’s a hamster
  • the other he’s a clock
  • what is hoshi even???
  • AMAZING, THAT’S WHAT 
  • he provides all of the top notch background music
  • it ranges from Justin Timberlake to Trot Music
  • his favorite theme would be James Bond
  • LIKE IMAGINE OT13 IN SUITS WHILE BEING VERY FLIRTY
  • host-shi
  • get it?
  • it’s a combo of host and hoshi
  • but it can also mean “Mr.Host” in korean 
  • lmao so sorry that was so bad
  • he comes up with funny skits for the beginning of club for the clients
  • it makes him really happy when he sees people enjoying his performances with seokmin and seungkwan
  • lays dramatically on the grand piano when Woozi starts playing
  • bites the stem of a rose while dramatically laying on the grand piano
  • god, he’s so extra
  • sometimes if Woozi plays classical music, Hoshi would grab a guest’s hand and dance around the room with them
  • IMAGINE THE BALLROOM SCENE IN BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
  • YOU’RE THE BEAUTY TO HIM IN THAT MOMENT OKAY
  • Like he’ll be twirling you and he’d have this gigantic smile on his face because wow you cute and this is really fun 
  • supports Seungkwan’s decision on getting a disco ball 
  • really wants a hamster to be the mascot for the club
  • because hamsters are cute, and hoshi resembles one and hoshi believes that he’ll make a great mascot for the club
  • everyone agreed surprisingly
  • so now theres a little hamster cage in the corner of the club
  • Hoshi is always very excited to show the guests the Hamster 
  • 1. this makes the guest thinks that he’s even cuter because hoshi is just so excited by this hamster
  • 2. it’s very amusing to see the hamster poop in hoshi’s hand 
  • ends up naming the hamster Soonyoung lmao

WONWOO:

  • wonwoo is also a fan of the james bond theme!!
  • but we all know wonwoo is gonna spill juice on his tie
  • it’s okay that’s wonwoo’s charm
  • he’s the intimidating looking one that gossips about the latest dramas with you 
  • guests like him because he’s like the moon
  • dark and mysterious
  • but he’s also like the moon if the moon had Weenie Hut Jr. on it
  • because c’mon, Wonwoo is a cutie pie that hates doing aegyo but is forced to because it’s his job to make others happy
  • lmao we know wonwoo secretly basks in all the aegyo when he does do it 
  • petitioned to turn the host club into book club every other meeting
  • lmao he was the only one petitioning
  • chats to the guests about his new favorite book
  • “err.. Wonwoo? I thought you were the one that was supposed to be listening to me…?”
  • “….Me Before You.”
  • LOL GET IT? IT’S A BOOK REFERENCE AND A SASSY COMEBACK
  • in all honesty, wonwoo is just this shy and cute guy
  • he’s only in this club because his friends told him to be
  • he doesn’t know what to do here
  • he’s kind of clueless tbh
  • strangely enough, that’s why all the guests flock to him
  • wonwoo is naive and innocent
  • kind of like the club’s pet hamster
  • wonwoo does find it really fun when the guests take interest in what he says
  • unlike the other members who feel like they’re here for the guests
  • Wonwoo feels like the guests are here for him because they CARE about him
  • like wow he feels so loved, he doesn’t deserve this :’) 
  • constantly apologizes because he’s always like “sorry, if im boring”
  • BUT NO EVERYONE SHOWERS HIM WITH LOVE SO IT MAKES HIM ALL SMILEY AND APPRECIATED, IT’S THE CUTEST THING WHEN SOMEONE MAKES HIM SMILE
  • whenever Haruhi swings by to visit, Wonwoo loves talking to her because she makes him feel understood
  • THE TYPE OF HOST TO BRING EVERYONE CHOCOLATE ON VALENTINES DAY 
  • also if it get’s chilly in the room, you can bet that he’ll give you his jacket
  • he won’t put it around you
  • BUT HE WILL JUST GIVE IT TO YOU :D

WOOZI:

  • whenever hoshi isn’t playing the bomb background music
  • woozi is providing it
  • i mean since they are in Music Room #3, you bet he’s gonna utilize all of the instruments in there
  • ESPECIALLY THE PIANO
  • S.coups would literally shower him in pink rose petals or cherry blossoms because he’s just extra like that
  • every single time Woozi plays the piano, he’s all like “( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°), yes, worship me” 
  • everyone is entranced by him and his godly vocals
  • respects Tamaki, thinks he’s very extra and a lot like coups
  • but WOOZI LOVES TAMAKI’S PIANO SKILLS
  • OMG WOOZI IDOLIZED TAMAKI FOR THAT
  • tbh Tamaki visits once in awhile just so he can hear Woozi compliment and gush at him
  • Tamaki eventually teaches Woozi how to play Nocturne Pour Tamaki
  • literally everyone in the club stops what they’re doing to see these two play the piano :’)
  • in terms of Woozi being with guests 
  • he’s so awkward
  • omg someone help him
  • the most cringe-worthy member here when it comes to socializing with the guests
  • woozi cringes at himself
  • I MEAN HE’S TRYING
  • in times like these, he really envies Seungkwan’s talking skills
  • Woozi does aegyo whenever he’s asked to
  • he kind of shrivels up inside but he still does it
  • ok Woozi legit gives good advice compared to S.Coups
  • like Woozi will come up with a solution for anything and everything 
  • this is why he’s vice president of the club
  • like Kyoya, he’s in charge of the money
  • ignores every request that Seungkwan makes
  • found out about Jun dating the guests, lmao Woozi was not happy
  • “if you wanna be a hoe, then imma let you be a hoe”
  • Woozi set Jun up on a date with all of the club’s regulars
  • AND THE CLUB HAS A LOT OF REGULARS
  • woozi lowkey made the regulars pay $20 in “admission” fee to go on a date with jun
  • woozi was very pleased at his punishment :^)
  • he’s a justified ruler while s.coups is too busy worrying about whatever s.coups worries about lmao

D.K:

  • brings his guests hot chocolate during christmas
  • aw hot chocolate and sweater paws with D.K :’)
  • if you’re having a bad day and need a distraction, you know who to go to
  • honestly D.K will cry with you
  • he just hates seeing anyone sad
  • *cues Joshua with the tissues*
  • but when he grins his big smile at you, you better be ready and have an EMT on standby
  • reenacts “My Ear Candy” with Seungkwan on occasion 
  • the guests go WILD for it
  • salty at Woozi for not getting the club a disco ball
  • IMAGINE HOW USEFUL A DISCO BALL WOULD BE
  • it’d be a party everydayyy
  • okay, somehow D.K has gotten really close with Kirimi Nekozawa 
  • So when Kirimi’s brother would bring her to the school
  • D.K would always read her manga
  • like isn’t that the cutest thing 
  • often times, when he reads to her it’s in the club room
  • so all of the guests just gush over the image of him being fatherly
  • and when the guests comments on how cool he is 
  • he just sheepishly smiles and blushes :’)
  • a very considerate host
  • the first thing he’ll ask his guest is if they’re okay, and if they’re comfortable, and if they’re hungry
  • WOULDN’T MIND FEEDING YOU
  • LIKE HE MIGHT BE AWKWARD WITH IT AT FIRST BUT HE WANTS TO BE SWEET SO HE’S GONNA TRY TO FEED YOU SNACKS OKAY
  • very very shy and timid when it comes to skinship
  • but he wouldn’t mind snuggling up close to you while you talk about your day
  • if you ask him to sing HE DEFINITELY WILL
  • BUT EXPECT SEUNGKWAN TO POP IN SOMEWHERE OKAY
  • but yes, he’ll try to sing you any song as long as it’s appropriate
  • he prefers to sing ballads because he just feels like it’s more sincere
  • will thank you 10 thousand times for visitng him and taking the time out of your day to talk to him
  • D.K just really wants to make sure that his guests know they’re appreciated and loved
  • he actually keeps in touch with some of his regulars outside of club because HE JUST CARES SO MUCH AND WANTS THE BEST FOR THEIR WELL BEING

MINGYU:

  • it’s a given that Mingyu is in charge of the snacks and tea around here
  • tells Joshua everyday to stop making coffee for his guests because his coffee is terrible
  • but joshua doesn’t listen
  • the guests will legit fight each other to get mingyu’s undivided attention
  • the other members’ regulars are all pretty chill
  • but not mingyu’s lmao
  • Mingyu’s regulars are pretty insane, in the sense that they will absolutely not share him
  • mingyu is too attractive to be shared
  • and there is certainly not enough of him to go around
  • Mingyu loves the attention but hides behind Wonwoo sometimes because mingyu gets scared too
  • is very cutesy 
  • does little subtle aegyo 
  • like scrunching up his nose
  • and shaking his head cutely
  • gosh, his facial expressions are adorable
  • like he’d make surprised faces, happy faces, grumpy faces just to be cute
  • omg he’s a 5 year old
  • king of compliments!!!
  • he’d give you so many compliments
  • every time you come to club he’d notice something new about you
  • “oh you got a haircut???”
  • “is that a new sweater :O”
  • “those jeans look great on you!”
  • gets playfully heated if the other members interrupt him and his guest speaking 
  • like excuse you, who do you think you are to interrupt mingyu’s bonding time with his beloved guests
  • they’d all be like “okay damn”
  • for some reason he just feels so relaxed when he listens to the guests talk about their day
  • like everyone’s lives are so interesting to him
  • he’s always going to have a smile on his face when you see him
  • the first thing he’s gonna do is give you something that he made for you to eat
  • LIKE HE COOKED UP THIS RECIPE AND WANTS EVERYONE TO TRY IT!!
  • how cute :’)
  • Tamaki really likes Mingyu
  • lol Mingyu is just really attractive and Tamaki acknowledges that
  • mostly because Tamaki knows that Mingyu is going to bring in so many new guests to the host club :^)
  • Renge legit has such a huge crush on Mingyu
  • he found it endearing at first but now he’s just scared
  • tbh the rest of the members are scared of her too
  • especially s.coups
  • anyway, Mingyu is voted most popular member!!

THE8:

  • if he feels like he didn’t get his point across to you 
  • he’d definitely go home and write you a letter because he wants to make sure you know how he feels
  • like D.K, The8 just cares so much about his regulars
  • tbh Woozi wouldn’t admit it but The8 is the reason why they’re not getting the disco ball
  • while showcasing his martial arts skills The8 had managed to kick right through a painting
  • that and because of Jun breaking Joshua’s guitar
  • anyway
  • The8 is Mori’s favorite
  • honestly all of the former members equally love the8 
  • HE’S JUST SO WELL ROUNDED AND HIS PERSONALITY IS SO CUTE YET SO STRAIGHT-FORWARD
  • the8 is the number one person guests go to for help on homework 
  • like the8 is just hella good at explaining things and he’s also pretty patient as well
  • plus he’s not afraid to tell someone that they’re wrong
  • as for skinship
  • he rather not lmao
  • don’t touch the boy without consent pleasE
  • BUT ON THAT NOTE, HE ACCEPTS HUGS
  • JUST LET HIM HUG YOU
  • DON’T HUG HIM FIRST, YOU’LL STARTLE HIM
  • he’ll even hold your hand if you really wanted him to
  • will very gladly do aegyo
  • omg ask to take pictures with him
  • it’ll make his day
  • like he wouldn’t think that it’s creepy at all
  • the8 would think that it’s very cute that you want to take pictures with him, he’d feel so honored tbh
  • like Jun, the8 didn’t want to be a host
  • but he thought that it would help him with his shyness
  • OKAY THE8 IS THE HOST THAT THE OTHER GUESTS GO TO SO THAT THEY CAN DIG UP DIRT ON THE OTHER HOSTS
  • the8 has so many stories hehe
  • he doesn’t overshare but he shares enough >:)
  • like the one time mingyu slipped on a banana peel walking into the music room, and he couldn’t walk for a week
  • or when he caught Jun licking the back of his hand to fix his hair cause he didn’t have gel lmao
  • the8 is recognized for being talented, having witty humor, and honestly being such a nice guy all the time 
  • he treats his guests with the utmost respect, and never invades their space
  • on one hand he’s like an older brother who just wants the best for you, the other hand he’s such boyfriend material LIKE HOW ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO FEEL ABOUT THIS BOY

SEUNGKWAN:

  • tried really hard to convince Woozi to get a disco ball for the club
  • seungkwan just wants to partayyyy
  • hypes up his guests, encourages them to lighten up from school
  • he’s the moodmaker
  • Seungkwan just wants to make sure no one is stressed out from an exam or anything
  • because he believes that this club is a stress free zone
  • but if you are stressed out, Seungkwan will genuinely give you great advice
  • Seungkwan has some wise words up his sleeve, and it’ll surely make you feel better
  • Seungkwan isn’t afraid to be himself
  • and who he is is pretty goofy, so expect lots of laughing from his corner of the room
  • tbh this club makes him feel like he matters
  • 1. not only do the guests always compliment him on his cheekbones and hair
  • AND TREMENDOUS SINGING SKILLS
  • 2. He gets to make people happy :’) 
  • when hoshi gets on top of that grand piano, that’s seungkwan’s cue to be as extra af as well
  • and we all know that d.k joins in
  • BRUH IF YOU SHOW HIM SKINSHIP HE’LL SHRIVEL UP INSIDE BUT IN A HAPPY WAY
  • HE’D HAVE THIS SHOCKED LOOK ON HIS FACE
  • LIKE “WE AIN’T DATING BUT IT’S COOL THAT YOU’RE HOLDING MY HAND AND PLAYING WITH MY HAIR LIKE THIS” 
  • no matter how many times someone gently brushes his hand, he’ll still get so giddy ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
  • seungkwan has genuine reactions to guest’s stories 
  • he’s just so interactive with the people around him, and it’s never awkward with him
  • he’s always doing some comedic act or cracking a joke
  • Seungkwan gets the most laughs out of his guests, he’s voted the funniest member :D
  • but he’s also sassy in a way that makes it fun for the guests to playfully tease him back
  • seungkwan doesn’t have a favorite theme
  • either way he still finds a way to be hella extra :D 
  • him and his guests are always coming up with ways of pranking the other members
  • especially vernon lmao
  • seungkwan would get lowkey jealous if he saw his regulars with someone else :(
  • “after all we’ve been through together, you left me for JOSHUA?”
  • he’s joking, but lowkey would be just a tad bit hurt inside
  • IS HE NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU?
  • BE LOYAL TO SEUNGKWAN PLEASE

VERNON: 

  • HE’S UNDOUBTEDLY THE SHIEST ONE HERE
  • like he’s the cliche embodiment of a high school guy not knowing how to talk to a girl 
  • normal conversations are fine
  • he can handle those
  • he can even handle deep conversations about dreams and life and family
  • but when you hit him with the “flirting”
  • he’s not gonna know what language you’re speaking
  • don’t call him cute
  • don’t call him hot
  • don’t compliment him
  • unless you wanna see him melt into a puddle
  • in that case THEN GO AHEAD
  • HIS FACE IS GONNA BE AS RED AS A TOMATO 
  • vernon would just smile awkwardly
  • and rub the back of his neck 
  • “what? I’m cute? you mean me? nah, im not cute”
  • like his ego would be boosted just a tad bit BUT THIS IS SO AWKWARD 
  • HOW DOES ONE ACCEPT COMPLIMENTS
  • vernon would explode any minute if you compliment him, kinda adorable though :^) 
  • so when woozi, or dk, or seungkwan, or hoshi is performing 
  • everyone would urge vernon to go up and rap because that’s his thing ya feel
  • but he’s like “nah guys, if i mess up i wouldn’t look cool anymore in front of my guests”
  • “you were never cool in the first place tbh”, seungkwan would say which would slightly offend vernon
  • just kidding lmao
  • vernon has put up with seungkwan too long to be offended
  • BUT WHEN HE DOES GO UP TO RAP
  • THE GUESTS ARE AWED
  • AND WHEN THEY START TO COMPLIMENT HIM
  • HE’S NOT HIDING BEHIND THE OLDER HOSTS ANYMORE
  • so proud :’)
  • but give it like 5 more minutes then he’s back to being hansol again
  • when it comes to skinship
  • he’s very comfortable with putting his hand around your shoulders while you guys are sitting at the couch
  • vernon likes to have a good chill time
  • so he’d crack a lot of jokes
  • when you start smiling, he’d be like “yes this is good, i’m making them happy”
  • he understands that as a host his main goal is to make his guests happy
  • so vernon is worried about that 24/7
  • Kyoya would advise him that it’s irrational to be worried about things like that, because if guests keep flocking to him then he’s obviously doing something right
  • and vernon is just like yeah maybe people do like me and enjoy talking to me
  • yes, yes they do :’)

DINO:

  • definitely the cute ones that all the noonas thirst over
  • Honey senpai gave Dino Usa-Chan as an initiation gift to the club
  • dino was very touched
  • tbh so touched that he brushes Usa-Chan everytime before club
  • would compete with Woozi for who’s the cutest 
  • woozi didn’t ask for this
  • woozi doesnt care if he’s the cutest in the host club 
  • dino’s just competitive 
  • gets all the girls gigglin when he does his Michael Jackson dance moves
  • moonwalks across Music Room #3 often
  • serves the cake and tea by… moonwalking
  • lowkey hates getting teased because of his age and being the youngest one there
  • he’s always like “I’M A MAN, OKAY?” 
  • the clients pinches his cheeks anyway 
  • poor dino :( 
  • tbh Jeonghan is 2/3 of the blame for that
  • dino wants to whack jeonghan with Usa-chan but he resists the urge
  • plus dino is too sweet for that heinous action
  • the other 1/3 is because Dino is SUCH A SQUISH SQUISH BABY 
  • YOU KNOW WHAT PICTURE IM REFERRING TO RIGHT?
  • one day, one of the club’s theme is like a james bond concept which was suggested by hoshi
  • and everyone starts to THIRST after dino like he’s the last man on earth because damnn dino looks FINEE in his suit 
  • and plus that jawline, and messy ruffled hair
  • especially when he dances to No F.U.N during club
  • SO the clients start to cuddle up on Dino
  • at first he was like HEll YEah 
  • but then after a while he’s just kind of scared because he wanted this to happen
  • BUT NOW THE CLIENTS ARE STARTING TO BE INAPPROPRIATE AND WON’T LEAVE HIM ALONE
  • “IF YOU GUYS WANT LAP DANCES, GO TO JUN” 
  • wishes Jeonghan would come back and treat dino like he’s his baby
  • but it’s too late, jeonghan has already moved on from that

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anonymous asked:

Hii can I request a how would Jimin be as your boyfriend list thingy? I totally loved the one for Seokjin!! C:

Originally posted by booptae

come off anon so i can love you of course i can


Dating Jimin

  • okay okay here we go
  • jimin to be like radiates sunshine and happiness and confidence a lot like he definitely tries to be happy and confident for everyone else???
  • and so when you first meet jimin it’s a lot of casual touching and he’s always smirking and running his hand through his bangs and lip biting and you’re just wtf how darE??? I came here to have a good time and I’m honestly feeling so attaCKED RIGHT NOW???
  • but when he realizes he likes you all of the kinda goes away and he’s suddenly panicked bcuz oh crap I really like them?? like really truly?? what am I suppOSED TO DO??? thiS iS!!!
  • and suddenly bad boy jimin is gone and he’s shy and sheepish and self conscious and whenever you interact he’s never making eye contact with you and he’s avoiding your gaze and he’s soft spoken
  • and namjoon is the one he goes to honestly for advice and help and namjoon is like come one anyone would love you please chim just go for it but he’s still so shy???
  • and you’re kinda?? does he not like me?? and that’s how it actually goes down
  • one day you’re tired of it and you corner him and are all “hey um did I suddenly get repulsive or something cause you um,, kinda have started hiding from me?? and I uh-”
  • and he’s “oh my god no I just really really like you and I just didn’t know what to do because I’m not anything special and you’re literally a goddess and I didn’t think you would like me and I panicked-”
  • “jimin chill I’ve wanted to kiss you from day one you don’t need to apologize”
  • and that’s when you realize how sensitive and shy he really is when it comes to dating
  • like everyone seems to think he’s all bad boy and pinning you against the wall 25/8
  • but I really see him being more sweet and shy and adorable and cuddly and innocent
  • like he’ll have his moments don’t get me wrong
  • okay but first date he would be really classic and take you out for dinner at this local pizza place and tease you if you eat your pizza wrong (everyone knows you have to fold it) and then you guys would go out for a movie so he would have an excuse to hold you close and protect yoU AND UM (ps you end up kissing and some mom like cusses you out even tho this is the conjuring two why is your kid here anyway???)
  • he’s all for skinship though
  • in public he’s all touching you: holding hands, keeping one hand in your back pocket, arm around the shoulder, arm around the waist
  • like he’s so busy staring at you that he basically trips over his feet and runs into piles and stuff
  • he’s all for kissing in public too like you’ll be walking in the mall and he’ll just turn his head and kiss you square on the lips (really into playful lip biting btw)
  • his favorite after regular kisses would be forehead kisses and kisses between the eyes but like in a cute way?? (idek how kisses work) but like anywhere really??
  • and he’s always kissing you like
  • when you’re home alone there’s no stopping him
  • he loves letting you know how beautiful you are and he likes to show that by kissing
  • like feeling insecure about your tum? this boy is gonna be kissing your belly until you’re smiling again
  • don’t like your shoulders cause you think they’re too big? jimin is gonna kiss you until you admit you’re perfect
  • as somehow who obviously deals with insecurities he would make sure you’re always feeling good about yourself and you love just the way you are
  • also at home he’s a cuddler???
  • like his head in your lap and you’re playing with his hair and watching romcoms
  • or you’re sitting on his lap and his chin is on your head as you’re talking about your day
  • he’s carrying you everywhere
  • need a snack?? well he’s gonna carry you in his arms over to the kitchen even though it’s like five feet away
  • you’re about to crash on the couch? he’s gonna piggyback your butt up your room
  • sleeping?? I think he would like when you have your head on his chest and his arms around your hips and your legs are all tangled because you’re so close and he can feel every inch of you and know you’re actually there
  • he would be so down for small talk but I think when you guys finally curl up for bed it would be honesty hour like if you were having a crap day or vice versa that would be the time to rant and let it all out
  • when you’re upset he would probably try to comfort you first and foremost
  • his voice is so soothing and he’s stroking your hair and holding your hand and talking you through the issue
  • if someone hurt you though he would !! like he’s ready to fight somebody and he’s storming around and cursing and ready to throw down
  • and you have to kiss him and literally pull him down onto the floor or couch or whatever to make sure he doesn’t go out and hurt himself
  • okay but I’m low key binge watching wedding shows rn and can anyone else see jimin so into that kind of thing???
  • like you wake up at like three in the morning one night and you can’t find jimin and ??? babe ??? and you hurry downstairs to see him on his laptop like googling wedding venues and dresses and themes and he gets so so so embarrassed??? and he slams the laptop shut and he’s “I’m just plaNNING AHEAD FOR US okAY”
  • “also do you want an outdoor or indoor wedding because I’m reading up-”
  • “jimin seriously if I’m marrying you everything else doesn’t matter”
  • like seriously the most selfless person like he wants to go on a date to a concert but you wanna go to the festival in town well guess who’s gonna go win you a fishy
  • speaking of gifts he literally showers you in them
  • he tried to bake for you a lot and he usually ends up burning everything just a lil bit but he makes the presentation so nice with candles and like Rosemary on top as like a design thing?? and it’s so romantic?? even if the food isn’t particularly tasty the thought he puts into it makes it five stars
  • he’s really bad about spoiling you like he’ll be out with the boys and they’re in the mall chilling and he glances at this really nice necklace and he’s “I’ll meet y'all later I gotta gO”
  • and you get home and there’s not only a necklace (birthstone plz) but like a giant teddy bear and cupcakes just because “I love you jagi”
  • probably gets you a puppy sooner or later and then gets jealous because that puppy sits on your lap 25/8 and hogs your attention and he’s not having that
  • pet names
  • “jagi, baby, boo, cupcake, baby girl”
  • honestly there’s probably a new name every day and it’s just
  • like there’s a whiteboard on the fridge and he’ll write your new nickname on the board and like a reason why he loves you so when you wake up you can be reminded he loves you
  • and when he’s away on tour every second he has of free time he’s face timing you and he needs to see your face and hear your voice and if you catch him late enough he’ll probably tear up a bit because he’s not good with the separation
  • and when he finally comes home you snuggle for like five days straight and kiss his face and he’s tickling you and talking about his plans to stuff you in his suitcase for the next tour
  • okay but dates??
  • like always really simple but super romantic at the same time??
  • like going to your favorite cafe and he holds your hand across the table and stares into your eyes for like seventeen hours and he kinda zones and he’s listening he swears but you’re so distracting
  • or like going to one of those pottery places and you’re painting a piggy bank and he’s got something next to you but he won’t let you look and when he finishes its a plate with both your names and the date you got together and later— when you get married he makes one with the wedding date and then consecutive plates with the dates all your kids are born and they’re all hanging in the family room and I just
  • although he’s not one for just chilling at home for date night like this is date night and he is a busy man he wants to take you out!!
  • he would be for things that give him an excuse to hold you like hello yes let’s go roller skating so I can hold your hand and fight all the boys that look at you and tease you when you trip “you just fell for me~”
  • “jimin stfu I swear”
  • jimin is the most jealous and he doesn’t even try to hide it like some boy is hitting on you he’s storming over and dragging you off so he can kiss your face all over and hold you in his arms
  • seriously he wouldn’t let it go over like “remember that one time jeongguk looked at you when you were wearing that bikini”
  • “jimin?? honey?? babe??” and you have to calm him down cause he’s all worked up and he’s flustered and red and it’s kinda cute actually
  • okay but this boy learns how to braid hair for you like you come home from work and he’s chilling watching videos on how to waterfall braid and he loves just running his fingers through your hair
  • and then he kinda just well since we’re already sitting all close come here and he just kisses your face all over
  • he’s always showing you off too like when you’re official every social media profile he has is covered in your pictures and they’re not even subtle like “hi yes this is my love when she woke up this morning doesn’t she look cuTE IN MY SHIRT???” and he’s so !! about showing the world you’re his
  • he’s always taking your picture and sending it to all the other boys like hello have you seen my lover aren’t you jealous I bet you are I’m even jealous of me
  • matching couple sweaters!! like all the time!! the cheesy he’s mine and she’s mine all of that going on forever amen
  • he would try to get you to dance too (and by try I mean force you with kisses)
  • like it’s really just an excuse to have his hands on your hips and his body pressed up against yours but he really does enjoy seeing you learn his passion and smiling and doing what he loves
  • he’s always teaching you their choreography and one day you make the mistake of trying to follow taehyung’s part and not jimin’s
  • big mistake
  • big big mistake
  • anYHOW
  • he’s smothering you all the time in his love and kissing you and cuddling you~
  • and you’re his entire world and!!
  • don’t date him just marry him okay and love him
All I Wanted; C.H. 9

A/N: I’m sorry I didn’t update like I said I would, it’s my best friend’s birthday weekend and I didn’t have one coherent thought in the last 48 hours.

part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4 , part 5, part 6 , part 7 , part 8

But his gaze had found me first. His focus is completely on me, his eyes flicking from my outfit – which covered everything, and I mean everything – to my face, which I’m fairly certain that isn’t visible to his wandering gaze. I lift my hand to grant him with a small wave and I can’t suppress the giggle when I see his eyebrows shoot sky high.

He raises to his feet and I can’ help it. I hope he’s ready to play a little game. I swiftly turn and disappear back into the kitchen for a refill of my drink. I haven’t seen him actually get up and follow me, but I can sense him near.

When I cock my head, I see Calum’s larger frame trying to decipher where I had wondered off to. He spots me and I see it as my cue to disappear into the hallway this time, jogging up the stairs. But Calum’s faster this time and catches up to me in no time. Before I know it, I’m pressed against the wall and the tall frame of Calum Hood is blocking my way.

“Where are you wondering off to?” Calum whispers. I don’t say anything. I lick my lips slowly, crossing my arms over my chest as I lean my shoulders against the wall.

“Do you realise you’re the only one dressed rather properly tonight? I’ve been drawn to you as soon as I saw you.” Calum mumbles as he presses me further into the wall. I’m not sure still if he knows who he’s speaking with, but for now I keep quiet. I chuckle, letting the breath slip through my nose as I bump my head against the wall.

“And you’re awfully quiet. Also very intriguing…” Calum trails off, his fingers tickling along the side of my waist, his body inching closer with every breath we take.
“I didn’t know I could intrigue you, Calum.” I whisper, his eyes widening when I speak up. “Y/n?” He takes a step back, but still keeps his hand resting on my hips. “Seriously? I should’ve known it were you.”

“I may have been messing with you the slightest bit.” I laugh, my own fingers ghosting over Calum’s ribcage as I grasp his shirt of both sides of his waist, slowly inching him closer again.
Calum pushes my hood backwards, but not off of my head, so he can see my face, but still hiding me from view of any spectators.

His hand reaches up to cup my neck and he pulls me closer, crashing our lips together. His lips taste like alcohol and cigarettes, his touch burning my skin. He steps closer and presses me back against the wall roughly, his second hand cupping my neck as well. I whimper into the kiss, my own hands resting on Calum’s wrists, fingertips digging into the soft, tender flesh.

“Are you spending the night?” Calum mumbles against my lips before retreating, but still hovering over my hidden face. “Yes. But sadly, not with you.” I mumble as I let my hand rest on Calum’s sharp jawline, eyes flickering between his saddened gaze and his plump, pink lips.

“Isn’t there something we can do about that?” Calum whispers, gaze flicking between my eyes as I glance at his bottom lip pulled between his teeth. I sigh, rather forcefully, as I let my fingertips roam over Calum’s clothed chest. “How would I explain not spending the night but being here in the morning?” I mumble, letting my eyes drift closed as I lean against the wall completely.

“You could sneak out before Meredith wakes up, Y/n..” Calum breathes as he leans closer again, his lips leaving a ghostly trail along my collarbone as he makes his way towards my jaw. As much as I want this to happen, there are too many scenarios where this goes wrong. As much as I want it to, I can’t backstab my best friend like this. As much as I want it to, I know Calum.

“If you feel the same way about this in a few weeks, we’ll figure something out.” I speak up as Calum reaches my lips, catching mine again in a passionate, almost trying-to-persuade-me kiss and I can’t help but breathlessly moan against Calum’s warm lips. I let my hands roam upwards and I cup his neck just as he pulls away from me. “I don’t think I can wait a few weeks.”

The warmth that spreads through me surely isn’t just from his kind words. I press my legs together at his need for me – apparently – and pull him closer to me once more. If I had to wait for a more reasonable time to take this any further, I sure as hell was going to enjoy the present just as much.

We make out for a few moments – although I believe almost an hour has passed – before we break from both of our phones vibrating. The boys are questioning Calum’s whereabouts, as well as Meredith does mine. With one last, soft kiss against my lips Calum disappears off of the stairs, only his cape still dragging across the marble steps as he leaves me panting against the hallway wall.

I wait until the hallway is clear, several minutes after Calum had disappeared before making me reappearance in the kitchen. Meredith is leaning against the counter, talking to Michael – I’m sure they were making out a second before I entered – and she swiftly turns her head as soon as she sees my red cape arrive.

“Where the hell have you been?” She sounds accusing and I can feel the frown set onto my features as she speaks. “Not that I need to defend myself, mom, but I saw an old high school mate who I rekindled with. I hadn’t seen her in years.” I shrug my shoulders, winking at Michael as I fill a cup with beer from the keg underneath the kitchen table.

“Do I know her?” Meredith questions again as I rise to my full height again and I roll my eyes now that my face is still covered by my hood. As I turn, I flip the hood off of my head, exposing my face to the nearby partygoers. Some wave as they now realise who it is and I wave in return before focusing my attention back on Meredith.

“No, you don’t. It was in my last year.” I realise I’m being rather mean to my friend so I grant her with a bright, all-teeth-showing smile, holding my cup out to her as some sort of apology as I reach for a second cup to fill it for myself.

“Have you seen any of the boys?” Michael questions as he raises his chin, trying to look above the partygoers for his mates. I shrug my shoulders, raising my now full cup to my lips. “I just passed Calum who was actually going towards Ash and Luke, but I don’t know where they were.”

“I’m going to go look for them. Later babe, Y/n.” Michael kisses Meredith quickly before nodding in my direction and disappearing in the mass.
“So… Tell me. What happened? Because that grin is too bright for just a plain rekindle.” Meredith wiggles her eyebrows and I roll my eyes again, this time for her to see.

“Can’t I just be having fun and smile? Come on, let’s go dance.” My fingers curl around Meredith’s wrist as I drag her into the mass of dancing people in the living room area and start swinging my hips in the most inappropriate manners.

*****************************

When I crawl into bed beside Meredith, she’s quiet at first. So quiet that I actually thought she had already fallen into a slumber, so my whole body shakes when I hear her voice whisper through the silent house.

“I saw Calum with another girl again.” She speaks so casually, her hands folded on top of the sheets as her gaze is trained on the white ceiling. She glances at me though and I raise an eyebrow, sucking my bottom lip between my teeth. “Oh, really?”

I hope she doesn’t hear it. My own words still linger through my head. If you feel the same way about this in a few weeks, we’ll figure something out. Apparently Calum wasn’t planning on waiting for anything. But Calum was known to get what I wanted as soon as he decided to want it. I feel my chest tighten and my mouth go dry. I don’t want to have this conversation, and definitely not with Meredith.

“Yeah, you know –“ Meredith pauses and turns her on her side so she could face me, a small smile on her lips but still a frown on her overall features. I hum in response, my gaze trained on her chin as I wait for her to continue.

“She had a cape exactly like yours. Although I believe it was black, I don’t know. They were getting busy in the hallway.” As soon as the words leave her lips, I can feel my eyes widen and my mouth slowly drift open. Realisation kicks in and I close my mouth briskly, squeezing my eyes closed as I try to suppress a grin. The girl Meredith had seen wasn’t some random girl.

“Oh, I didn’t see her then.”

“I wish I had as an exciting sex life as Calum does.” Meredith sighs and I laugh, rolling my eyes before turning around, facing away from my friend. “Try being in my shoes, you’ll think about it differently.” And with that, the room turns silent again. I can feel the adrenalin course through my veins from my encounter with Calum along with Meredith confiding me that she had witnessed her brother with someone – me. As I feel my eyes slowly drift closed, the last thought that crosses my mind is that I wish I could share this with my best friend.

 Let me know what you think! xox

Because I love the whole Foxes+movies thing (seriously, someone is always watching something) and because I realized BB-8 is Fox coloured… ((and because @callmeconquistador is an enabler))

  • Imagine Matt going to see The Force Awakens like the Star Wars nerd he is
  • And getting super emotional over BB-8?? Because BB-8 reminds him a bit of Neil Because Fox colours?!!
  • ((imagine for the sake of headcanon TFA comes out while they’re all still at Palmetto))
  • And Matt walks into the Foxhole Court one day carrying one of those little toy BB-8s like a proud dad
  • He puts BB-8 on the stand next to their championship trophy
  • Everyone’s like Matt WTF
  • Matt’s like SHUSH IT’S CUTE AND ALSO IT’S OUR NEW MASCOT
  • And then one day someone decides to fuck with Matt. No one knows who started it, maybe Allison, maybe Andrew (but don’t you ever dare suggest so)
  • Anyway BB-8 one day vanishes from the trophy stand
  • Matt is personally offended whO TOUCHED MY BB-8
  • A couple days later Kevin finds BB-8 at the bottom of one of the buckets of balls
  • How childish
  • He puts BB-8 back on the trophy stand whatever he couldn’t care less
  • Matt is so relieved to see his BB-8 back safe
  • But the next day it’s gone again
  • This time Dan finds it in the girl’s showers, and takes it back to the trophy stand
  • From there it becomes a game
  • Someone will take the BB-8 toy and hide it somewhere around the Foxhole Court, someone else will find it and bring it back to the trophy stand, and it’ll be gone again in a day or two
  • The Foxes start keeping a scoreboard of who has found BB-8 the most times
  • Allison is leading, followed closely by Nicky, then Renee, Dan and Neil 
  • Kevin thinks the whole thing is ridiculous and childish what a gross missuse of an exy court and has only ever found BB-8 a couple times by accident
  • Aaron doesn’t care about the game, but he has found BB-8 once
  • Matt is dead last
  • Matt has never found BB-8
  • No one lets him forget that, and there’s a bet running on whether he’ll ever find it before he graduates
  • And Andrew acts like he doesn’t care, but he has found BB-8 a few times
  • He has also hidden it a few times
  • Usually when Andrew hides BB-8 it’s Neil or Renee who find it again
  • One time BB-8 was hidden up in the stands and was nearly sat on by a fan on game night. The fan made the mistake of taking BB-8 home with them. Cue Andrew showing up at their dorm. He doesn’t say anything, just extends his hand, and the poor terrified fan falls over themselves to give back the BB-8
  • After that word gets passed around that if you’re at a game at the Foxhole Court and you find a BB-8 toy DON’T TOUCH IT UNLESS YOU HAVE A DEATH WISH
  • One time Wymack finds it and instead of putting it back on the trophy stand he just carries it around on his clipboard for a few days like a little shit
  • BB-8 has been found in Betsy’s office a couple times, on display with all the little glass figures Andrew gives her 
  • The game continues as new Foxes join the line, no one really knows why they do it anymore, they just do
  • And Matt?
  • Matt graduates without ever once finding BB-8
  • But it’s ok, Dan buys him a new one as a graduation present

okay so what about a resistance!finn stormpilot au?

consider this:

  • little finn whose home planet has been destroyed, his parents lost, rescued by a resistance fighter with a knack for taking in more kids than he can handle
  • he grows up at the resistance base, helping wherever he can, staying out of people’s way when he can’t. he’s so earnest and hopeful, and he looks up to general organa more than anyone else in the galaxies
  • and then one day he meets another boy named poe dameron, who’s a bit older than him and insists he’s going to be the best pilot in the entire resistance, just like his mom
  • they become best friends, attached at the hip. everyone knows that where one will go the other will follow
  • initially finn feels something akin to hero worship, but as he and poe grow older and their friendship deepens, he develops a crush, which eventually turns to love. poe in return couldn’t be more obvious, he’s only ever had eyes for finn, even before his feelings were romantic
  • there’s a long-standing betting pool over who’s going to confess first. the entire resistance knows they’re in love
  • and then the message arrives that someone has information about the the whereabouts of luke skywalker. of course general organa will send her best pilot
  • finn and poe say goodbye last, once jess and snap and the rest of the cohort have had their turn. bb-8 leans affectionately against finn’s legs and he and poe stand there staring at each other for what seems to be eternity. and then finn finally manages to swallow his nerves, when you come back, finn says, there’s something I have to tell you. poe smiles, pulling finn into a hug, of course, buddy, I always come back
  • except poe doesn’t
  • days pass, and there’s no word from him. and then the news comes. the village had been overrun by stormtroopers, poe has been captured by the first order, presumably along with the last hope of the resistance
  • from then on people start acting as if they’re walking on eggshells around finn, like he’s some kind of widow or something. but he’s not. poe is alive, that’s enough. finn will get him back
  • he knows he’s been sheltered for a large part of his life. between his adoptive father an engineer and poe dameron a beacon for the resistance, he’s never been allowed outside the base, much less into combat
  • finn steals away despite this, traveling to a planet largely controlled by the first order. he manages to disarm a stormtrooper, taking on the disguise and infiltrating the enemy ship
  • after discovering where poe is kept, finn breaks him out, and they steal a TIE fighter. their reunion is so rushed, and finn isn’t content with it, because he thought poe was dead. still, they can make up for it later
  • but instead of heading back to base, poe insists on going back to jakku where he left bb-8. 
  • like in canon, they crash into the desert sands. and once again, poe is gone. but this time finn saw it. he doesn’t know how long he sits there, frozen in time, clutching onto poe’s jacket like a lifeline
  • he has to move eventually though, has to find bb-8, has to complete the mission poe lost his life for. he finds the junkyard soon enough, exhausted and dehydrated
  • this time it isn’t rey who knocks him down, but bb-8 who missed him, who’s wondering where poe is. they take a moment to grieve together, finn’s arms wrapped around bb-8′s familiar form. 
  • you’re from the resistance, rey says, and finn confirms it. except- except finn’s not like poe. he’s never been loyal to ideals. he’s been loyal to people, like general organa, his father, his friends, poe. but now poe is gone, and finn is questioning everything he believed. what good is this fight if finn is going to lose everyone he loves? he knows it’s not fair, or right, to think this way. he feels like a fraud. the very thought of returning to the base makes him sick.
  • eventually they have to escape from the stormtroopers aboard the millennium falcon
  • rey wants to go back to jakku, her home, and finn understands that, he does, but he’s no pilot. please just get us back to the resistance base someone can take you home from there. just please. for poe. he’s going to do this for poe and then he’s gone
  • when he meets han solo, he’s angrier and sadder at the same time. here’s the man who could have helped the resistance but turned tail during the toughest times. and now finn is going to do the same thing.
  • when he meets maz kanata, when she says that he has the eyes of a man who wants to run, he doesn’t deny it, fires back the same speech about how the first order will destroy you. like it did him. he can’t stand to say goodbye to bb-8
  • but then, the stormtroopers attack, and the resistance pilots come to the rescue. but that can’t be. finn would know that style of flying anywhere
  • when he and poe reunite there are no words between them. poe kisses him long and deep. did i get that right buddy? poe asks. finn can only answer with, I thought you were dead. poe’s grip on him tightens, and on closer inspection finn can tell he looks so haggard, like he hasn’t slept, same for me finn, same for me.
  • and then the rest of the crew comes to greet him, and his father, and even some of his adoptive siblings, and finn can’t believe his faith wavered in this, in them. his famiiy. he’s ashamed
  • the resistance still manages to find out how the starkiller base works, still finds the oscillator, and finn still volunteers to power down the shields
  • poe protests some, because this time he knows that finn’s going into it blind, but finn has to redeem himself in his own eyes, and he needs to save rey.
  • the battle goes pretty much the same way, and this time when finn wakes up, poe is holding his hand. we have a lot to make up for, buddy

anonymous asked:

"steadfast intrepid HOPE". This is what's on the top of your blog woman! And all of a sudden, "life sucks"?! This from the girl who says of herself that she "embraces grace" ?! "He is the one who... renews". PLEASE, for the love of all that is holy, if you're going to advertise a renewed Christ-following life, then don't sprinkle your praises with statements you yourself claim to believe are false and you know to be purely, solely unbiblical.

A renewed Christ-following life is NOT perfect. I am not wrong for battling depression - it is NOT my fault. You’re being unbiblical by saying I am not supposed to be dealing with such things. The Christian life is not an easy walk, it is trying and the road is narrow. We live in a world of sin and therefore, it is impossible to not be affected by it. Our trials and suffering that we go through should be to strengthen our faith and whether you want to believe it or not, my faith is still being strengthened through this season of life right now. I am keeping my hope in the Lord, but that doesn’t mean I will not struggle. The Bible is very clear we will have trials:

“Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness. And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.” - James 1:2-4

“So that the tested genuineness of your faith—more precious than gold that perishes though it is tested by fire—may be found to result in praise and glory and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ. Though you have not seen him, you love him. Though you do not now see him, you believe in him and rejoice with joy that is inexpressible and filled with glory” - 1 Peter 1:7-8

But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me. For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong.” - 2 Corinthians 12:9-10

Judge not, dear.