8 months sober

Call Me When You’re Sober

Originally posted by tonystrk

Pairing: Tony Stark x Reader

Based on the song of the same name by Evanescence 

Warning: Mentions of abuse, alcohol use. Angst. 

A/N: This is to the anon that requested for a Tony fic. I wasn’t going to go into this direction but I was listening to my Spotify playlist and this song came up. Hope you enjoy this nonnie!

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8 months sober.

I completely almost forgot that today I celebrate 8 months clean and sober.

I still have days where I struggle and I still get cravings but I am finally at the point where I can finally say that I am completely content with where I am in my life.

My life is 10000000000 times better because I am sober.

I am a better daughter, friend, partner, and sister because of it.

I have an amazing job that I have actually stuck with for more than 3 months.

I am more responsible.

My anxiety has decreased.

My depression is at an all time low.

I am just…happy.

I still have a lot of things to work on but as I said I am finally content.

If I can get to where I am now, so can you. I promise that the end result is attainable.

I am living proof.

After the hell my brain has put me through the last few weeks, I’m surprised I made it to 8 months. I know I couldn’t have done it without my friends, family, and all of y'all on here that have gone out of your way to have my back. Thank you for showing your support, offering to listen and not giving up on me. It means more to me than y'all will ever know.

A girl told Jensen that he’s the reason for her sobriety. She’d been 8 months sober and wanted to give her chip to him. At first he wanted her to keep it as a reminder of her sobriety but she really wanted him to have it and he graciously accepted.

Today, four years ago, I shot up for the first time. When people tell you not to ever even try hardcore drugs, don’t brush them off. Do not try them. One time can ruin your entire life, I promise you. That crave will ALWAYS be there. One hit can get you hooked and fuck up the rest of your life. You’ll never be the same.

My name is Nicole, and I am a recovering drug addict. I am 8 months and 10 days sober.