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I think that Luca Turilli’s Dreamquest is best in symphonic metal, it’s a shame they only have one album. I’m a big fan of famous symphonic metal bands like Nightwish  and Epica, but Luca Turilli’s Dreamquest is pure symphonic metal with classical influences. And the vocal of female singer is perfection. When listening to this album I have the feeling that I’m sitting in an opera in Italy and watching epic play and headbanging to it

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Before starting college I thought I would get new friends and I wouldn’t be compared to them or be second best to them. I’d finally be me, myself, and I. But what happens? Even if I make normal looking friends, or less/more attractive friends, I still am overlooked. I AM SO FUCKING SICK OF BEING IN THE SHADOWS OF ANYONE I BEFRIEND. I AM FUCKING SICK OF BEING SECOND COMPARED TO THEM, IF I’M EVEN NOTICED AT ALL. I don’t know what to do anymore, I should just accept myself as a failure. I quit.

I’m done fighting for all of you.

I’m done. I’m a dick. I’ve never hidden this from any of you. Don’t you come crying to me because I made a promise or some shit when you guys get offended and push me away and shit.

I’ve never left any of you unless you truly insulted me or hurt eachother and I didn’t know how to choose sides.

You guys’ all really know how to wear down on a guy’s nerves, and it’s too much anymore. I got Santana back in my life today only for Braelyn to tell me to stay the fuck away from her? Fuck you lot. I’m really done.

Being a dick doesn’t mean you don’t have feelings.

Lex. Alexis. The other half to Calexis. Or Lexlyn. I think me and Lexi are Lexlyn though.

Anyways.

You can delete this if you want, I don’t mind. But I want to say it.

I think you’re beautiful. It doesn’t matter how much you weigh or if someone decides to bust your face open because you like to speak your mind or anything like it.

You. Are. Beautiful. Inside and out.

You don’t need to diet or be a size 6 to be beautiful. You already are. And I think a lot of people would agree with me on that.

So yeah. I just wanted to tell you that.

Love, Lynny. ♥

stop being goldensdfosefnt.

    A - If I’m in love: Yes.
    B - Who the last person I talked to on the phone was: Lacy.
    C - How long it’s been since I’ve kissed: …A few hours.
    D - If I have a preference for boys or girls: Boys.
    E - How many holes I have in my ears: None.
    F - Henry or Puck?: I can’t choose.
    G - The last person I said ‘I love you’ to: Sam. Last night. When I was petting his hair.
    H - The last person I hugged: LanStacy.
    I - The last time I felt jealous, and why:
    J - How old I am: 17.
    K- What my full name is: Julian Miles Larson.
    L - If I have siblings: Yes.
    M - If I forgive betrayal: …Yes
    N - If you want to know how I treat my friends: Ask them?
    O - If I like my school: Ehhh.
    P - What kind of music I like: Any, really. I lean towards rock and alternative, though.
    Q - What the last party I went to was, and when the next will be: Brae’s. Ergh. Tonight’s?

    R - For me to tell 10 of my curiosities:   

  • How do you burn calories without moving.
  • How do cameras even work. They’re like magic.
  • If Ian Somerhalder would sleep with me.
  • Why does Stevie hate me lately.
  • Why am I such a fuck up.
  • What gender my babies are.
  • What would I be like if I was a girl.
  • Where would I be if Sam hadn’t helped me out post-Blaine.
  • Why Kelly always vanishes.
  • How come soda is so addicting.

    S - 2 habits.

  • Pacing.
  • Cursing.

    T- 5 things I love unconditionally.

  • My babies.
  • Sam.
  • Braelyn.
  • Blaine. 
  • Kingsleigh.

    U - How many texts I send daily: Enough.
    V - 3 big dreams: Graduating, stardom, life in NY.
    W - An idol: Lady Gaga.
    X - If I’ve done something I regret very much: …Yes.
    Y - If I like my town and why: Yes and no, because it’s too quite but the people way too loud.
    Z - Best female friend?: Braelyn.

The Bloop

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by NaughtyPastryChef

Inspired by Stormbrite’s amazing art, my 2016 entry for the j2 Reversebang.
Jared has studied his whole life to be able to work at the prestigious Sea Lab, built by Mark Sheppard. It doesn’t hurt that his longtime crush, Jensen Ackles, works there as well. When he finally gets his chance will it all go right for him, or will it all go wrong?

Words: 7394, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English



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