Hidden Memories 0.1
Pairing: Jungkook x Reader
Genre: Smut, Angst, FluffWords: 1240
Summary: You were only 11 years old when it happened. Time seemed to stop the moment it all took place. 7 years later you were in your senior year of highschool and your life seemed to be better, until you were faced with the same fear you wanted to forget 7 years ago.
Trigger Warning: (Mentions of Death and Rape) Please read at your OWN risk!
The wind was chilly nipping at your bare legs and arms as you walked the short distance to school, you wished you’d brought a jacket for a bit of warmth. Although it was chilly outside, the sun didn’t fail to shine through the morning sky as bright as ever with yellow and pink hues to help the scenery. You had always admired looking at the view on your way to school. In a way it calmed you, but in another way it made you anxious as to what the rest of the day held.
As you made your way to the school grounds with kids bustling around the front of the building, you quickly manuvered your way through the crowd trying to get to your first period class as quickly as possible before the late bell rang. Finally reaching your first period class, you walked in , greeting your math teacher before taking a seat at the very back of the class not too far from the window.
Lost in your thoughts as you stared over out the window, you hadn’t realized class had started and that someone took the seat next to you. A hand reached over to you, waving slightly in front of your face a few times to get your attention.
“Hey, class has started”. His voice was low and husky which made you snap your head in the direction it came from. Once you made eye contact with the dark brown haired boy, you gave him a small nod as thanks and swiftly turned your attention to the front of class. It wasn’t long before the class was over and soon it was time for you to head home after a few hours. Packing up your things, you grabbed your backpack and headed towards the door when a hand grabbed your wrist to stop you.
Turning around slowly, it was the same boy who had snapped you out of your daze during first period. He looked at you with a small smile plastered on his face as he let go of your wrist and then he spoke. “ Uhh.. I know this is probably weird for you since you don’t exactly know who I am.. But.. Is it okay if I walk home with you?” You looked at him with a confused but skeptical look contemplating whether you should accept his offer or not until he suddenly started blurting out things you could hardly understand. “I know this is weird but I live pretty close to you, I’m not a weird guy and If you’re wondering how I know where you live it’s because I saw you walking infront of me on your way here and my name is Jungkook and–”
You abruptly cut him off by placing your hand over his mouth and quickly retracting your hand after realizing what you had done. You weren’t one for touchy feely people, and you yourself weren’t a touchy feely person either. It was weird to you and truthfully it frightened you, yet in that instant you had touched someone out of instinct. After mentally cursing yourself in your head, you tried to calmly recollect yourself while looking up at him. You hadn’t realized just how tall he was until you noticed he was completely towering over you. “S-sorry for suddenly touching you like that.. I didn’t want to.. I-I mean.. I didn’t mean to..” As you were constantly tripping over your words, you heard a light chuckle from above you , causing you to look up and find him laughing. “It’s okay, I understand you don’t want to touch someone you’re not too familiar with. But on another hand, how about that offer I made? Oh and what’s your name by the way?” It took you a moment to register what he had said before you snapped back to reality and answered him in a small voice, “I’m Y/N and sure we can walk home together.. If it’s not a bother to you..” Jungkook smiled down at you with his bunny teeth showing and gestured for you to walk infront of him. “Why would it bother me? If it did I wouldn’t have asked you in the first place.” Slowly nodding your head in agreement, you turned around and exited the building with Jungkook right behind you.
When you and Jungkook were halfway to your house, you paused and turned around to look up at him before quietly asking him if you could make a errand to the corner store to pick up a few things. He nodded , following you to the nearest corner store just about 5 minutes away and told you he’d wait outside for you. As you went into the corner store you’d picked up a few things, a large bag of hot fries , a hershey’s cookies and cream candy bar, and tossed a few mango arizona tea drinks into the small basket you carried in your hand. While you made your way through the aisles looking for a few more snacks and necessities you might need, you stopped in your tracks as you felt a pair of eyes watching your every move. You looked out through the glass window of the small store and noticed it was gradually getting darker outside. If you had been more frequent with checking the time, you would’ve known it was already 6:52 going on 7:00. Becoming a lot more anxious with every passing minute, you hurriedly grabbed the items you needed and headed to the front counter to pay for them.
Jungkook was still outside, occasionally checking his phone for the time and any messages from his friends. He shuffled from one foot to the other as he had grown tired from standing too long. He craned his neck to the side to see just what you were doing and why it was taking you so long. He peered at you standing at the front counter paying for your things when he noticed a odd change in your behavior from earlier. You were continously darting your eyes in every direction of the store, while clenching and unclenching your fists. He had also took notice of you occassionally biting your lip , fidgeting around as if you had just got out of a cold bath. He hadn’t thought much of it and figured that maybe you were tired of standing just as he was, so he once again fished his phone out from his pocket and texted back a friend who had texted him a few minutes ago.
Once you had paid for your items and moved to leave the store with your bags, a very rough hand had latched onto your wrist tight enough to bruise, causing you to wince in slight pain. You hesitated to turn around and see who it was that had suddenly stopped you , until you recognized his low and eerie voice that you thought you had forgotten long ago..
“Long time no see Y/N”.