Hoje enquanto eu dirigia, vi uma placa de uma caminhonete e tinha lá “PAZ-5862” e pensei é até os astros sabem que eu tô precisando de paz, não é a paz da guerra lá entre Israel e etc. É a paz interior, paz de espírito.
I bottle up my emotions all the time for the sake of others. At home I get verbally abused by my mother when she takes her stress out on me and get told to “shut up” and “not talk back” and act like a “know-it-all” when I point it out. I tried telling some other people about it but they tell me to “suck it up just listen to what she says” just because she’s my mother. At school I put on a fake smile and act like I’m okay because my friends don’t seemed to be interested in my feelings.
They constantly talk about their feelings and interests but the minute I do the same they tell me I’m stupid for having a crush on someone I’m “not close friends with” and stop listening to me when I talk about my interests. This is why I feel like I can’t confide in anyone because no-one’s interested.