50 men i would like to do very dirty things to

Not Safe (C.H)

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warnings: cussing, mention of religion

A.N: i’m not christian so i’m sorry if any of what i say is offensive,, im trying not to mention as much religion…

His hands started to give out from holding his weight up for so long, so he hovered above on his elbows for support. That deepened the kiss. Tongue was everywhere, you wouldn’t even know what the goal was with this tongue. His crotch brushed against hers, a slight tough but enough to make him moan her name ever so loudly into her neck.

“Oh, Y/N,” he sighed into her neck. He placed small kisses on her neck and on her shoulder, moving back up to her neck. He was having the time of his life. As for her, she stared up at the ceiling. In lust? In desperation? Was she grabbing onto his shirt, desperate for a deeper touch? No. She stared at the ceiling, her eyes filled with boredom, her breathing stable, her body stiff as wood. The routine was simple and the same. Her five year long boyfriend would come over for steak and mashed potatoes for dinner with her parents, sometimes it was with mac and cheese when her mom felt adventurous! Then they’d go up to her room for their 7-8 study session, only to turn into an intense make out session. Or an intense make out session for him. But it never ended with sex. The Lord would not approve of premarital sex. Please do not break the routine.

He let out a grunt and placed one last kiss to her collarbone, letting out a deep sigh. He lifted his head above hers and touched their noses, rubbing his tip against hers. “God, I want to marry you,” he sighed. His eyes were still closed in lust as he savored her smell, the taste of her. Her eyes were wide open, her lips forming a fake smile to show him she was just as enthusiastic as he was. His eyes opened to meet hers and he returned a bigger smile to her. He kissed the tip of her nose and slowly made his way off of her, letting out a loud groan as he made his way up. He sat back on the bed and watched as she made her way up as well, her hair just slightly messed up from the slight head movements on the pillow, her lips glistening from spit and chap stick. Their eyes met and his smile turned into a smirk, proud of his work of art. She placed her hands in her lap and returned a small smile. He furrowed his eyebrows and reached up to move a strand of hair away from her face.

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Sneak Pt. 1 [M]

Pairing: Namjoon x Reader

Genre: Graphic smut, this is pure filth, i am not sorry, ceo!namjoon

Word Count: 5.3k

A/N: this shoot had me feeling all sorts of ways. don’t tempt me into making this a series because i very well could lol oops rip me. Also, this is unedited. I will be coming back to it to make edits once I finally sleep

Originally posted by jackjacky5

You stood behind the podium and stared out into the boardroom. The group of unamused business men clad in suits that costs 6 months of your rent stared back at you. The youthful face of the CEO stood out amongst the wrinkled frowns of everyone else in the room. You tried not to stare, or at least not let him notice you were staring. You had been working for this corporation for 3 months but you still hadn’t gotten used to the idea that Namjoon was your boss. Granted, there weren’t many CEO’s in their 20’s anyway.

But he was handsome. His dirty blonde hair always sat messily upon his head. Thick black framed glasses sat perfectly on his face while two dimples frame the sides of his perfect lips. Not that you had notice his perfect lips to begin with. Namjoon was your boss, a mantra that you had to remind yourself on a daily basis because if it weren’t for that then you would certainly be wanting to get him in the supply closet. But Namjoon was your boss.

Taking a deep breath, you started your presentation. It seemed like all the knowledge your fancy degree had given you went out the window as soon as you started to speak. You weren’t even sure if it was english, but before you knew it you had reached the last slide. Silence filled the room as the men in suits took in the last of your words. “Any questions?” you asked.

There was no response. Just pairs of empty eyes staring back at you. The overwhelming feeling of failure creeped into your bones as you stood awkwardly in place, unsure of what to do. Finally, the grumpiest of all the men raised an eyebrow and started to speak, “How is this relevant to our company? The ideas you are proposing are very provocative, but we don’t run the business this way. It seems a little out of reach, don’t you think?”

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anonymous asked:

Any random fics you would recommend?

Hi Nonny!

I’m actually in the process of writing a lists upon lists of fic recs, but I think I’m overdue for another fic rec list to tide y’all over! How about, in the same style of my last “random fic rec list”, a list of the last 50 fics I just recently bookmarked? Listed in word count order, because it’s the easiest way for me to organize these :D Enjoy!

(As a side note, this was only supposed to be “Top 10″, then 20, then 25, and now it’s 50. I had to stop or I would have just done all my bookmarks, LOL)

I-J’S LAST 50 BOOKMARKED FICS ||  JUNE 2017

Tied by beejohnlocked (E, 1,029 w. || PWP, Bottomlock, Bondage) – Sherlock ties John up and rides him.

A Christmas Holiday by consultinggalpals (sansa_undergrind) (G, 1,076 w. || Tooth Rotting Fluff, Christmas, Honeymoon) – "Come on, Sherlock. Just take the picture already.”

Giveaway fic #1 by ConsultingPurplePants (E, 1,170 w. || John’s Belly, Coming Untouched, BJ’s) – John doesn’t like his belly. Sherlock does. Part 1 of 500 Tumblr Followers Giveaway Fics

Of Small and Unexpected Things by wearitcounts (Sher_locked_up) (T, 1,239 w. || Love Confessions, Scars, Implied Abuse, Fluff & Angst) – It’s by accident, the first time John sees them.

The Pigeon’s deplorable nesting place by SlothfulSlytherin (G, 1,482 w. || Alternate First Meeting, Humour, Fluff) – Upon returning to London, John Watson took up residence in a mouldy little flat on Baker Street. The flat itself wasn’t all that special or interesting, his new neighbour on the other hand…

Want by siennna (T, 1,806 w. || Fluff, Pining, First Kiss, POV Sherlock, Requited, Second Person POV) – When John speaks, you hear more than words. You hear the rise and fall of his tone, the comfortable quake of his laughter, the warm pauses of silence in between. When John laughs, there are stars glittering on his tongue and galaxies resting just behind his teeth, and you wish you could press your lips there and burrow into the warm sound. Part 6 of sienna’s favorites

Biggest and Best by Sexxica (E, 1,815 w. || Dildos, Sherlock’s Size Kink, John’s Giant Junk) – John Watson has a huge cock. Sherlock wants it inside him. Part 2 of Tumblr Ficlets Gone Wild

In Which John is Attractive and Sherlock is Angry by kim47 (T, 2.382 w. || Fluff, Est. Rel., Jealous Sherlock) – Sherlock’s reaction to finding out that everyone wants HIS John, and how he told them to piss off and get their own Watson.

Perfect Solo by Itsallfine (E, 2,384 w. || PWP, Solo Kink, Fantasy, Pining, Dirty Talk, Sex Toys) – Sherlock couldn’t decide how he wanted to have John that night. (The one where Sherlock uses his box of sex toys to take himself apart in every way John might have him.)

Green Carnation by glenien (T, 2,616 w. || Sherlock’s Mind Palace, Meta-Fic, Angst and Fluff, Communication, Post-TAB) – John takes Sherlock home. Part 1 of It’s No Longer Eighteen Ninety-Five

It Was All Right There In Front of Him (A Five Times Plus One Story) by bees_stories (T, 3,191 w. || 5+1, Protective Idiots, Grooming, Bed Sharing, Lestrade POV) – DI Greg Lestrade is a good detective. But sometimes he doesn’t trust the evidence in front of him, until there’s a compelling reason to do so.

it’s in the details by kimbiablue (T, 3,272 w. || Fluff, First Kiss, Pining Idiots) – Sherlock and John meet with a forensic artist to determine how capable they are able to describe each other. In which John struggles to adequately describe Sherlock Holmes, and also thinks about his lips a lot.

Posh Boy by panickedbee (M, 3,622 w. || Kinks, RST, Pining, Sexual Frustation) – In his head he greets him with hey, handsome in the morning, calls him genius when he is being too clever again, calls him pretty man and silly git and sweetheart and, of course, posh boy. Part 5 of Sherlock Holmes Is A Very Lucky Man

All That I Have by the_arc5 (M, 3,721 w. || Post-TGG Canon Divergence, Pining Sherlock, John Whump, Anxious / Worried Sherlock, Light Angst) – In the aftermath of the Great Game, Sherlock finds himself with a new weakness. John is both the cause and the cure.

Let me be the wallpaper that papers up your room by Teatrolley (NR, 3,966 w. || Est. Rel., Two Idiots in Love, Fluff, Domestics) – Four seasons in the life of Sherlock and John, really.

Someone Else’s Heart by thisprettywren (E, 4,188 w. || First Time, H/C, POV Sherlock, Caretaking John, Pining Idiots) – A crime scene, a rainstorm, and something they both should have known all along.

Practical Johnkeeping by what_alchemy (M, 4,330 w. || Beekeeping, Aging, Gladstone, Tooth Rotting Fluff) – Sherlock predicts nectar flow the same way he deduces a murder, but he harvests the honey like John coddles the dog.

Atrium by kali_asleep (T, 3,460 w. || 5+1, Valentines Day, Fluff & Schmoop, First Kiss) – Five times Sherlock gave John his heart, and the one time Sherlock got a heart in return (literally)

You Can’t Always Get What You Want by hubblegleeflower (E, 4,804 w. || Sex, First Time, Pining John) – John wants. He always has, but now that he’s living with Sherlock again, it’s all he can do to hold it back. And Sherlock isn’t helping…

How Will I Know? by eragon19 (E, 4,895 w. || Pining, Love Confessions, POV Sherlock, Fluff, Sherlock’s Imagination, Papa Lestrade) – Here was the problem: Sherlock Holmes was completely and irrevocably in love with John Watson, and he had absolutely no idea how to tell him.

Linger by queenoftrivia (E, 4,908 w. || Lingerielock, Fluff and Smut, BJ / HJ, Bottomlock, Dirty Talk) – Sherlock decides to surprise John after a somewhat stressful day at work.

Wasted Hours by songlin (E, 4,973 w. || Omegaverse || O!John/A!Sherlock, Pining, UST, Angst & Porn) – John is respectful. John keeps his distance. He doesn’t look at Sherlock when Sherlock decides trousers are for dull people. He doesn’t breathe in and savor it when Sherlock flings himself onto the couch first thing in the morning, wafting alpha scent, dressing gown settling around him in a cloud of blue silk. He doesn’t linger when he’s piecing Sherlock back together after a fight, even though he’s half-dressed and beautiful and right there. He can ignore it. He can control it.

Sociopathy and Other Fibs by kinklock (M, 5,314 w. || 5+1, Miscommunication, Humour, Friends to Lovers, Post S3, Love Confessions) – Five times John called Sherlock out, and one time Sherlock returned the favour.

a very soft epilogue (my love) by darcylindbergh (E, 5,395 w. || Retirement, Domestic Fluff, Dancing, Dogs, Grumpy Old Men) – Across the pillows, Sherlock shifts and hums, the creases of his face deepening and then smoothing before settling. John watches him wake up, his chest swelling with affection and fondness, and thinks he’ll never get tired of Sherlock in the mornings, sleepy and soft. It’s been some forty-odd years, and John hasn’t gotten tired of it yet. Part 5 of things fairy tales are made of

Thirty Three Hours Without John Watson by Bookaholic, mybrotherharry (M, 6,232 w. || First Kiss / Time, Pining Idiots, BG Mystrade, Crackish) – Sherlock can SO TOTALLY survive without John Watson. It should be a piece of cake.AKA the time when Sherlock braved grocery store lines for milk, purchased and gave away a box of tampons and figured out what the X-Factor is. Greg and Mycroft didn’t sign up for this shit. Next time, they are going to the Bahamas. 

once upon a time by darcylindbergh (M, 6,501 w. || Fluff and Angst, First Kiss / Time, Love Declarations, Christmas) – It starts with a wish. In the beginning, John comes home. Part 1 of things fairy tales are made of

The Effect of Memory by testosterone_tea (E, 6,430 || Praise Kink, First Kiss / Time, Fluff, Smut, Virgin Sherlock, Love Confessions, Confused Sherlock) – John has temporary amnesia coming off of anaesthesia after an operation and not only does he not recognize Sherlock, he starts flirting with him! After John recovers, he doesn’t remember the incident at all. But Sherlock does. Confusion ensues.

Sherlock’s Laboratory, Episode 1: Romance by berlynn_wohl (E, 6,900 w. || Clones, Sci-Fi AU, Clone Sex, Foursome, Double Penetration) – “John, this isn’t one of your science fiction programmes. This is reality.“ Part 1 of Sherlock’s Laboratory

Onomatopoeia by aquabelacqua (M, 6,904 w. || First Time/Kiss, Frottage, Dirty Talk, Domestics, Word Kink) – Something is the matter with John. Sherlock is determined to figure out what it is. Mark his words.

Drawstring by May_Shepard (E, 7,412 w. || Friends to Lovers, UST/RST, Fluff and Smut, Post-TAB, John POV) – John is bothered by Sherlock’s slowly-falling jim-jams… as in hot and bothered and he is trying to deal with a sexy dishevelled Sherlock while also keeping his pining in check.

Six Dates by avawtsn (E, 7,421 w. || 5+1, First Time / Kiss, Post S4-Compliant, POV John) – A rather accidental 5+1 written for the prompt “is this a date?” Hint: it is.

Christmas by WhimsicalEthnographies (E, 7,673  w. || Worried Sherlock, PWP, Drunkeness, Christmas, Est. Relationship) – John feels a lump rise in his throat, and it hits him, again, that this beautiful, infuriating creature is his. Completely, one-hundred percent his.

I’d be Lost Without my Blogger by shadenc (T, 8,057 w. || Rev. TRF, H/C, Angst) –  "There are several snipers with their guns pointed at your head this very moment. Now, if you look up you’ll see John and myself on the rooftop of Bart’s. Understand the game yet?“ “Shoot me. Let him go and shoot me.” “Noble now, are we? Unfortunately, you are not the one who will make that decision.”

To Quote Malcolm Tucker; or, Get The Fuck In or Fuck The Fuck Off by kim47 (T, 8,484 w. || Jealous Sherlock, Flirting, Cockblocking) – Sherlock is cockblocker and a prick tease and John is not amused.

A Lifetime Together by LondonGypsy (M, 8,886 w. || Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Falling in Love, Friends to Lovers, Slow Burn, Pining Idiots, Alternating POVs, Domestics, Retirement) – John and Sherlock falling in love.

The Devil You Know by PipMer (T, 9,300 w. || Friends to Lovers, Romance, Holmes Brothers, Jealous Sherlock) – The Holmes brothers are behaving oddly. John is dazed and confused. In other words, it’s business as usual at 221B Baker Street. Except when it’s not.

Out of the Darkness by Irrevocably_Sherlocked (M, 12,165 w+ (WIP) || Death, Overdose, Heavy Angst, Whump, Mary is Not Nice, Post S3/TAB Compliant) – John Watson has long assumed Sherlock Holmes is immune to sentiment, “doesn’t feel things that way.” Sherlock, however, would do anything for the person he loves most in the world, including putting himself in danger while keeping John in the dark in hopes of keeping him safe. Tired of being left behind, John is running a strategy of his own. Unfortunately things do not go as planned for either of them. And as John lays bleeding, Sherlock finally allows himself to say the things he’s always meant to… This is the story of love, forgiveness and finally making right all the wrongs in these two men’s lives.

Anytime by SilentAuror (E, 17,995 w. || UST, Porn With Feels, POV Sherlock, Romance, UST/URT, Happy Ending, Drunken Endeavors) – Sherlock blinks and attempts to focus. There is a little too much vodka in his veins at the moment and it’s having an unfortunate effect on his brain and retinas both. There are two Johns sitting across from him, and both of them are frowning at him.“You’re drunk,” the Johns tell him. Sherlock blinks some more. “Says the man with Mrs Hudson’s doily on his head.”

Just a Kiss by emmagrant01 (E, 19,695 w. || 5+1, Case Fic) – Five times John and Sherlock kissed because of a case and one time they kissed for real.

Achieving the Together-Coloured Instant by teahigh (E, 20,776 w. || Est. Rel, PTSD, Codependency, Fluff & Angst, H/C, Smut, Demisexual Sherlock, Experiments) – John wonders if this is how it’s going to be: A life speaking in code, because they’re both too stupid to figure out how to say, “I love you.”

Once Upon a Beast Becoming by antietamfalls (T, 24,042 w. || Beauty and the Beast AU || Magical Realism, Folklore, Celtic Mythology) – An act of pride, a druid’s curse, an enchanted leaf; Sherlock’s torment has lasted an age. Hope arrives in the form of one John Watson, a man uniquely suited to break the spell. But with a single night to win his affections, Sherlock finds his carefully laid plans disrupted by a monstrous killer whose sights are set on the only thing he has left to lose: John.

Don’t Leave Anything Out by lookupkate (E, 27,422w. || Epistolary, Falling in Love, Misunderstandings, Alternate First Meeting) – The first letter John writes home from Afghanistan is meant to go to a woman he went on only one date with. How it ends up in Sherlock’s hands is completely innocent. What happens next is not. What do you do when you find out the person you’re in love with has been lying about something as monumental as who they are? What do you do when you’re the one who lied? How on earth do you put the pieces back together?

“finally kiss the bloody idiot” by Salambo06 (E, 29,812 w. || Mutual Pining, Fake Relationship, First Kiss / Time, Angst, Misunderstandings, Fantasies POV John) – Inspired by a fic idea on tumblr : “John and Sherlock know the Yard has a pool going for when they’re finally going to get together. It’s been running forever, and it’s worth thousands of pounds. It’s all fun and games, hahaha, until they find out Lestrade is in dire financial straits (dog needs emergency surgery, he’s putting his kid through gymnastics training, I don’t know, something), and they decide to fake a relationship to win the pool for him. Sherlock figures out the day and way that Lestrade thinks it’s going to happen, and they act it out. It’s all for a good cause, fake relationship style, until it’s not.” Part 1 of The Pool

A Promise Made to Be Broken by PlantsAreNeat (E, 37,018 w. || Fake Relationship, Pining, Slow Burn, RST, Eventual Relationship, POV Sherlock) – A young John makes an ‘if we’re still single at 40, we’ll get together’ pledge to a woman who ends up all wrong for him. She keeps reminding him of the promise, and won’t let go of it. John asks Sherlock to pose as his boyfriend at a family wedding, so as to dash her hopes permanently. Sherlock, who has at last acknowledged his feelings for John, reluctantly agrees despite knowing how painful it will be to ‘have’ John, but not keep him.

Resistivity and Relative Charge by liriodendron (E, 41,750 w. || Synesthesia, Angst, Case Fic, Romance, Est. Rel., Homophobia, Religious Content, Victor Trevor, Mild Jealous John, Mild John Whump) – In which Sherlock Holmes meets an old acquaintance, John Watson doesn’t enjoy a trip to the country quite as much as he thought he would, and the past absolutely refuses to stay where it belongs. Part 3 of Conductivity

Fan Mail by scullyseviltwin (E, 53,942 w. || Stalking, Obsessive Fans, Angst) – “WatsonChick143 has been rather maniacal in her commenting as of late… she’s left comments on everything you’ve posted John, something so obvious can’t have escaped even your attention.“

A Cure For Boredom by emmagrant01 (E, 81,665 w. || Dirty Talk, Threesomes, Light Dom/Sub, Sex Club, Experiments, Anal, Mildly Dubious Consent) – They’d never talked about sex in the year they’d known each other. Well, that wasn’t quite correct: Sherlock had never said a word about sex; John had bemoaned his personal dearth of it on many occasions.

The Stars Move Still by BeautifulFiction (E, 96,022 w. || Magical Realism, Demons, Slash to Pre-Slash, AU, Happy Ending) – "What could I want so desperately that would make me sell my soul? What could possibly compel me to surrender the part of myself that makes me who I am: the source of my magic, my self-control, everything?”

The Heart In The Whole by verityburns (E, 101,650 || Post-TGG Canon Divergence, Drama & Angst, H/C, First Time) – Events after ‘The Great Game’ leave Sherlock dependent on his best friend and colleague. But John has a secret of his own…

between each beat are words unsaid by darcylindbergh, hudders-and-hiddles (T, 107,998 w. || Epistolary, Slow Burn, Friends to Lovers, Angst, Happy Ending) – On their wedding night, John and Sherlock gift each other with the things they each said when the other could not hear, the things they each put down where the other could not see: a collection of writings that illustrate the way their love for one another has grown over the years. Part 1 of between each beat

Hate it or Love it: 50 quotes from MLK that white people can use besides ‘hate cannot drive out hate’

Every year around Martin Luther King Jr. Day everyone likes to drop an inspirational quote from Dr. King. Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. was a multifaceted philosopher and an amazing orator with a plethora of accessible speeches, sermons and books; yet, somewhere along the way it seems as if a rule was created, restricting white people to one quote in particular:

Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that.”

I don’t know the reason behind the restriction; perhaps because this is one of the better quotes to try to push the “I don’t see color; we’re one race – the human race” agenda. Or perhaps the darkness and the light can be used to represent black and white and thus play into the white savior movement. Whatever the reason may be! BlackHistoryDay.tumblr.com is here today to give you 50 quotes from Dr. King that I encourage you to keep in mind for your future references:

1. “No movement of essentially revolutionary quality can be neat and tidy.”

2. “The only answer that one can give to those who would question the readiness of the Negro for integration is that the standards of the Negro lag behind at times not because of an inherent inferiority, but because of the fact that segregation and discrimination do exist.” 

3. “There is no more torturous logic than to use the tragic effects of segregation as an argument for its continuation.”

4. “It is one of the ironies of history that in a nation founded on the principle that all men are created equal, we’re still arguing over whether the color of a man’s skin determines the content of his character.”

5. “There comes a time, my friends, when people get tired of being plunged across the abyss of humiliation, where they experience the bleakness of nagging despair. There comes a time when people get tired of being pushed out of the glittering sunlight of life’s July and left standing amid the piercing chill of an alpine November.”

6. “There are some things that we’ve got to learn to sacrifice for. And we’ve got to come to the point that we are determined not to accept a lot of things that we have been accepting in the past.” 

7. “We can never be satisfied as long as the Negro is the victim of the unspeakable horrors of police brutality…”

8. “We must see now that the evils of racism, economic exploitation and militarism are all tied together… you can’t really get rid of one without getting rid of the others… the whole structure of American life must be changed. America is a hypocritical nation and [we] must put [our] own house in order.”

9. “What good is having the right to sit at a lunch counter if you can’t afford to buy a hamburger?” 

10. “Increasingly, by choice or by accident, this is the role our nation has taken, the role of those who make peaceful revolution impossible by refusing to give up the privileges and the pleasures that come from the immense profits of overseas investments.”

11. “If we will but make the right choice, we will be able to speed up the day, all over America and all over the world, when justice will roll down like waters, and righteousness like a mighty stream.”

12. “That the poor white has been put into this position, where through blindness and prejudice, he is forced to support his oppressors. And the only thing he has going for him is the false feeling that he’s superior because his skin is white—and can’t hardly eat and make his ends meet week in and week out.” 

13. “Through our scientific and technological developments we have lifted our heads to the skies, and yet our feet are still firmly planted in the muck of barbarism and racial hatred. Indeed this is America’s chief moral dilemma.”

14. “To keep a group of people confined to nasty slums and dirty hovels is not a State Right, but a State Wrong.”

15. “It may be true that morals cannot be legislated, but behavior can be regulated.”

16. “It may be true that laws and federal action cannot change bad internal attitudes, but they can control the external effects of those internal attitudes.”

17. “The law may not be able to make a man love me, but it can keep him from lynching me.”

18. “Even this nation came into being with a massive act of law breaking; for what implied more civil disobedience than the Boston tea party…there’s nothing new about law breaking.”

19. “God has brought us here for this hour to tell us to save America because our white brothers is carrying it more and more to destruction and damnation.”

20. “We’re called to do it so that means we can’t stop. This should make us more determined than ever before.”

21. “Now they always tell us to cool off and I know that when you get people cooling off too much they will end up in a deep freeze. They tell us to slow up and some of them even say that the Negros in Albany out to go home and be quiet because there’s a political campaign going on and you may help elect some particular candidate that shouldn’t be in office. Well I don’t know if you have an answer for them and I don‘t know if I have an absolute answer but I want to say to those who are telling us to stop merely because a political campaign is going on that this is a moral issue for us. We’re moving on towards freedom’s land. We cannot stop our legitimate aspirations for freedom merely because some immoral person will use this for his own political aggrandizements…”

22. “We worked in this very nation 2 centuries without wages. We made cotton king; we built our homes and the homes of our masters in the midst of injustice and exploitation. Yet out of a bottomless vitality we continue to grow and to live and if the inexpressible cruelties of slavery didn’t stop us, the opposition that we now face cannot stop us.”

23. “The absence of brutality and unregenerate evil is not the presence of justice.”

24. “As the nation passes from opposing extremist behavior to the deeper and more pervasive elements of equality, white america reaffirms its bonds to the status quo.”

25. “Whites, it must frankly be said, are not putting in a similar mass effort to reeducate themselves out of their racial ignorance.”

26. “It is an aspect of their sense of superiority that the white people of America believe they have so little to learn.”

27. “To find the origins of the Negro problem we must turn to the white man’s problem.”

28. “It seems to be a fact of life that human beings cannot continue to do wrong without eventually reaching out for some rationalization to clothe their acts in the garments of righteousness.”

29. “The greatest blasphemy of the whole ugly process was that the white man ended up making God his partner in the exploitation of the Negro.”

30. “Just as the ambivalence of white Americans grows out of their oppressor status, the predicament of Negro Americans grows out of their oppressed status.”

31. “Negroes have grown accustomed now to hearing unfeeling and insensitive whites say: ‘other immigrant groups such as the Irish, the Jews and the Italians started out with similar handicaps, and yet they made it. Why haven’t the Negroes done the same?’ These questioners refuse to see that the situation of other immigrant groups a hundred years ago and the situation of the Negro today cannot be usefully compared.”

32. “The Negro was crushed, battered and brutalized, but he never gave up. He proves again that life is stronger than death.”

33. “A riot is at bottom the language of the unheard. It is the desperate, suicidal cry of one who is so fed up with the powerlessness of his cave existence that he asserts that he would rather be dead than ignored.”

34. “What is needed today on the part of white America is a committed altruism which recognizes this truth.”

35. “True altruism is more than the capacity to pity; it is the capacity to empathize. Pity is feeling sorry for someone; empathy is feeling sorry with someone. Empathy is fellow feeling for the person in need— his pain, agony and burdens.” 

36. “I can never be who I ought to be until you are what you ought to be. This is the way our world is made.”

37. “True education helps us on the one hand to know truth, but more than that it helps us to love truth and sacrifice for it. It gives us not only knowledge, which is power, but wisdom, which is control.”

38. “If you can’t fly, run; if you can’t run, walk; if you can’t walk, crawl; but by all means keep moving.”

39. “We will move out of these mountains that have so often impeded our progress, the mountain of moral and ethical relativism, the mountain of practical materialism, the mountain of corroding hatred, bitterness and violence, and the mountain of racial segregation.”

40. “…Always have faith in the possibility of getting over to the Promised Land. Don’t become a pessimist and feel that we cannot get there; it is difficult sometimes, it is hard sometimes, but always have faith that the Promised Land can be achieved and that we can possess this land of brotherhood and peace and understanding.”

41. “An individual who is not concerned about his selfhood and his freedom is at that moment committing moral and spiritual suicide…”

42. “But I know, somehow, that only when it is dark enough can you see the stars.”

43. “There comes a time when one must take a position that is neither safe, nor politic, nor popular but he must take it because conscience tells him it is right.”

44. “Many people fear nothing more terribly than to take a position which stands out sharply and clearly from the prevailing opinion.”

45. “Many sincere white people in the south privately oppose segregation and discrimination, but they are apprehensive lest they be publicly condemned.”

46. “’Do not conform’ is difficult advice in a generation when crowd pressures have unconsciously conditioned our minds and feet to move to the rhythmic drum beat of the status quo.”

47. “This tragic attempt to give moral sanction to an economically profitable system gave birth to the doctrine of white supremacy.”

48. “Unlike physical blindness that is usually inflicted upon individuals as a result of natural forces beyond their control, intellectual and moral blindness is a dilemma which man inflicts upon himself by his tragic misuse of freedom and his failure to use his mind to its fullest capacity.”

49. “Only through the bringing together of head and heart-intelligence and goodness shall man rise to a fulfillment of his true nature.”

50. “Nothing in all the world is more dangerous than sincere ignorance and conscientious stupidity.”

Enjoy.

On my way from work I ran into a busker, which isn’t an uncommon sight in my town. The town is a magnet for these types of artistic vagrants for reasons that are a mystery for me, but this guy was notably talented. He was a very large, very round man who played the accordion like an absolute pro, and though the accordion is far from a favorite instrument of mine - it doesn’t even rank in the top 50 - I had to pay him for his efforts. He had no hat, box, bucket or other object in which to drop my money, so I attempted to pay him directly and he held out his hand to stop me. He opened a slit on the side of his accordion revealing USB slots and told me to connect my phone to his accordion.

When I did, my phone automatically downloaded an app that was like Uber for buskers. It had listed the entire history of this particular busker, from even before it was possible for the app to exist, with recordings off all his performances and the ability to rate him on a scale of 1 to 5. Since I was impressed by his performance, and perhaps just a bit in awe of being introduced to this new app, I rated him 5 stars and he seemed quite pleased. I thanked and complimented him before continuing on my way, and that’s when I noticed that every busker on the street had been making use of this app. It seemed that many people weren’t even paying attention these buskers, but a group of dark suited men would patronize each, plugging their phones into multiple USB ports on the instruments and rating each busker before moving in a group in order to rate the next busker.

That night I had horrible nightmares. They were abstract and seemed to morph at random. The images in them were vivid and visceral, yet I couldn’t describe them to you now as their coherence hinged on dream logic. However, one dream managed to form itself into something of a intelligible moment. I was in the class of my home room teacher from elementary school. I was there to make up for tests that I had failed as a child. My teacher was there, sitting behind her desk, though she was obscured by shadows and all I could make out were her eyes behind her glasses. They were moist and shined faintly in obscure light. When she blinked, they became like fleshy holes and I could see to the back of her brain, where things, like spiders or living threads, were wiggling and moving around at extreme speeds. Each time she blinked, she would grow larger and my desk smaller. I was anxious because I knew my growing teacher’s eyes would eventually envelope the room before I could finish my tests, which were simple, but made difficult to complete because of the increasingly tiny size of my desk.

It eventually came to be that I was inside of my teacher’s mind and everything was pink and red. Those spider-like threads would run up my arms and my desk and pencil were lost, though I still gripped my tests in hand. I woke up itchy and in a cold sweat. I couldn’t sleep for the rest of the night. I turned on my laptop and found that the internet was out, at least temporarily, so there was nothing I could do to hold me over until morning. I just lied in bed waiting for daylight. After some hours of staring at my ceiling from my bed, I became hungry and decided to head down to the kitchen in order to make a snack.

There was nothing but bread and butter, and all the butter knives were dirty, so I just ate plain white bread. Sitting at my kitchen table and staring out in the dark of the night through the window, I could see that the group of dark suited men were still rating buskers, the same buskers from earlier, who performed the same routines without fail.

Jungkook as your boyfriend

Originally posted by jinkooks

  • k if you get to date jungkook you are the luckiest thing on earth because who doesn’t want to date that nerd
  • so he would be extremely nervous before confessing because he wouldn’t just go to a random someone he found cute and ask them out oh no no he would totally fall for a best friend
  • and guess what you are the best friend
  • and the nerd didn’t even realise he liked you in the first place he was literally just like “huh hyung aren’t they amazing if i’d date someone i wish it would be them”
  • and jin is literally facepalming for the fifth time because “jungkook maybe u CAN date them just ask”
  • but kook is like “wait no i can’t hyung we are best friends are you dumb or something”
  • but then something clicks in his head or jin is hitting his head bc kook’s stupid af and you turn around and smile at him and he just realises
  • he just knows he already fell for you
  • and then he nearly faints
  • but yeah back to it he decides to confess after some weeks or months idk he’s pretty much a loser
  • so what better way to confess than write a message because he is still a loser and he knows that if he talks to you he’s gonna screw it all up
  • so here’s the thing, being your best friend, kook doesn’t really write you messages and even when he does they are short because he knows you won’t get mad
  • but he literally stood all night up to write a long ass message before sending it at like 7 am
  • you still don’t know that he worked so much at that message but namjoon is forever blackmailing kook with it
  • woah this backstory is long af
  • anyway badabing badaboom you two are together because you actually had a crush on him who wouldn’t have a crush on jungkook
  • he still doesn’t like texting but he tries to send you morning texts and good night texts
  • you also get to wear his white t-shirts and he complains about it but he finds you sexy when you wear his clothes so he lets you wear them anyway
  • you two watch the marvel movies and you secretly like iron man too but you say that captain america is better just to annoy kook
  • alright back to the story
  • so jungkookie wouldn’t be big on skinship at first
  • he would be afraid to hold your hand
  • so when he does hold your hand he just internal screams and is like “good job kook you did good”
  • but then he regrets everything because his hands get sweaty so he immediately tries to find a context to stop holding your hand
  • he is also afraid to kiss you
  • and when the boys see that none of you is taking initiative on kissing they come up with a plan
  • so they play the pepero game
  • and yeah, taehyung and hobi kiss again and jimin gets slapped by yoongi bc they kissed but it’s all worth it when they shove both your heads into one another to see you kiss
  • and this is the story of your first kiss
  • jungkook likes hugs though
  • he would hug you 24/7 if he had the time
  • he gives good hugs too like he likes to hover over you if you are shorter or snuggle his head into your neck if you are tall enough
  • I’M LITERALLY MELTING WEHY AM I DOING THIS TO MYSELF
  • he would also like cuddling, especially spooning
  • but he would love to be the big spoon, even if you are 6 feet tall he. is. going. to. hold. his. baby.
  • and you can’t do anything about it
  • he still whines about his arm being numb after you two get up and he denies ever wanting to be the big spoon so you are still the bad one
  • after he gets comfortable enough with you he would start making out with you
  • and BOI would he love making out yes he would
  • he’d be pretty good at it too like he would love to hover over you while you two kissed (he would also dominate the kiss he’s a dom fiGHT ME)
  • he’d put a hand around your waist if you were standing and he would gather your hands over your head if you were sitting
  • he loves when you straddle him but he will never ever ever tell you
  • he also gives good neck kisses
  • he would pepper close mouthed kisses over your neck and they would be so light you would barely feel them
  • and when he gets to your collar bone you think he’s done buT HE GOES BACk to your neck and just bites
  • he bites
  • and then he starts to sloppily kiss all over your neck and he starts biting and sucking and licking everywhere he can reach and he gives you s o many hickeys and god forbid you hide them nope you gotta go out with your neck fucked up i’m sorry you got no choice
  • and he gets so smug and proud when people point out your hickeys or bruises and he smirks and he just w i n k s at you when you look over
  • but this fucker would headbutt you into your nose if you gave him one faint faint pale hickey
  • so yeah i guess you found out that your sex life is pretty interesting
  • of course, if you are ok with sex bc if you are not jungkook is still a happy bean
  • SMUT AHEAD PLZ DON’T CONTINUE IF YOU ARE NOT OK WITH IT I WILL WRITE SOMETHING IN BOLD WHEN I FINISH IT
  • k so i already said that jungkook is a dom and i will forever support this statement with my whole heart
  • anyway, the first time he wouldn’t be as confident as he was with making out
  • bc apparently making love is different
  • and he’s scared of hurting you
  • so you have to take the wheel
  • and your first time is gentle and cute and somehow awkward but you enjoyed it nevertheless because jungkook kept on repeating praises and he also left those heavenly moans out
  • spoiler: after the first three times kook flips you two over and fucks you into oblivion
  • another spoiler: you never get to dom ever again
  • from then on it just gets wilder and wilder
  • i don’t really see him into dirty talk but i actually see him into dirty talk???
  • like i don’t think he will dirty talk every time but if you get him angry enough he will get into lowkey humiliation mode
  • sometimes calls you slut but apologizes for it 50 times after it’s all over
  • will never ever do anything that will hurt you because he may be a dom but he’s not going to ever hurt you so u are in good hands
  • a big one on fingering i dunno i don’t see him eating you out but he’ll finger you at any hour every day he’d finger you hours on no end if you would let him
  • also loves fucking your mouth if you are ok with it but still apologizes for it 10 times
  • spoiler: if you let him fuck your mouth then he will totally do it and if you gag or struggle he will chuckle and be like “come on, you can take more than that” and just continue. feels bad for it later
  • anyway, if you look uncomfortable with something or you look like you just can’t anymore he will stop because he doesn’t want to push you past your limits
  • and apologize again like 70 times because he is good at apologizing
  • K THAT’S IT NO MORE SMUT
  • if you guys ever fight he will be s o scared but only after it’s over and one of you walks away
  • i mean, he gets into it and he is pretty competitive so when you fight he wants to show you that he is right even if he isn’t
  • so he doesn’t notice that what you two do is bad only after you walk away
  • so he gets very very scared and he’s !!! “hyUNG WHAT DO I DO THEY LEFT”
  • and jin is like “calm down kid they’ll come back i promise”
  • and you do come back and jungkook is in literal tears his cheeks are all puffed out and his eyes are red and his lips are even redder and he looks like he can’t breathe anymore and he just clings to you and he repeats “please never leave me alone don’t ever walk away like this please i’ll do everything let’s just never fight i don’t like it” and he is ugly sobbing and whining so you just hug him and cuddle him and wipe away his tears and you can’t even remember why you fought in the first place
  • that was your first fight so after that one jungkook avoids the fights like the plague
  • if you guys start fighting he drops everything and hugs you very very tight because he is scared you will walk away again so he sits you down somewhere and he sits right next to you so your legs and arms touch because he needs to know you are there 
  • and you two just talk and never fight again
  • he also gets you little cute presents because “i just saw it there and it reminded me of you so i just bought it”
  • so your room is full of little things from jungkook because he doesn’t really like presents but will forever buy you stuff because he highkey likes to spoil you
  • you are so spoiled istg the only time he doesn’t spoil you is when you say “why do you spoil me” and he just denies everything
  • he is totally whipped but he doesn’t acknowledge it
  • and you guys tease each other every day and every time people see you together you bicker but at the end of the day you are still his and he is still yours
  • he knows he can trust you so WAIT NOPE I FORGOT TO SAY SOMETHING IT’S NOT ENDING YET
  • he is so jealous
  • i mean, it’s not that he doesn’t trust you, because he does, but when he sees other men around you he just goes on protective mode
  • the problem is he doesn’t know how to react when he feels like this so every time it’s different
  • one time he pulls you away, one time he joins the conversation, one time he just says something salty to the other person and forcefully grabs you and takes you somewhere else
  • actually, it’s always different with jungkook, whatever you guys are doing, be it dates (sometimes you go to a cafe, the next time you go to the gym and sometimes he takes you to the zoo or a carnival), or kisses (he will forever kiss you in a new way, two kisses will never be the same) or even talk (you guys will never talk about the same thing twice)
  • and that is because he knows he doesn’t know what to do so he wants to make sure that you are still interested in him and still love him and he’s forever afraid that he might screw up so he tries his best because you are honestly the world for him and he doesn’t want to lose his sun and moon and stars
  • because you make him feel things he never felt before and you are his only source of calmness and peace when everyone is stressing him and only your scent can relax him
  • and he knows he can trust you because you have been there before he even knew who he was. you were always there to remind him why he is wonderful and why he is doing what he is doing and you always supported him through his darkest times. you always protected him and he didn’t even know
  • so now he is forever grateful for what you’ve done for him and he wants to do so too. he wants to be there for you and he wants you to cry on his shoulder, not on someone else’s. he wants to be the reason you smile and he wants to protect you and he wants to remind you why you are breathtaking
  • he just adores you and everything about you and he still can’t comprehend why you love him the way he loves you and every night he has to remind himself that you are his, that you are there for him and that you are ok with it
  • so your relationship is more than bickering and presents
  • because jungkook is way deeper than he shows and he is a person that feels everything so very deeply and sometimes he is afraid of his own feelings and this is why he needs you to show him that you feel the same way and that he isn’t crazy or something
  • your relationship is one where you aren’t just lovers, but best friends too, which means that you know everything about each other, but are still eager to absorb everything that means the other’s existence
  • your relationship is built on sleepless nights where you just stare at each other and warm blankets and 3 am dinners and soft shy kisses and sweaty hands even after years of being together and mistakes because they are always there but you two learn to overcome them and he wouldn’t have it any other way
  • this got very long

Originally posted by bangtannoonas

A/N: I got this template from chantenyongs and I could not find the original creator to give proper credit to.

A = Aftercare

He’s a sub and there’s no denying it but even so that is the case his aftercare consists of him praising you for doing such a good job.

B = Body part (Their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

Obviously he’s proud of his dick because he knows that he’s larger than most men. He’s head over heels for your breasts. The way they bounce as you ride him puts him in a daze.

C = Cum

When he’s on the edge he pushes himself deeper to make sure he’s getting everything inside of you/the condom.

D = Dirty Secret (a dirty secret of theirs)

He wants to try being blindfolded and tied up.

E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)

You were his first so since they very beginning he’s always had you take the lead so he doesn’t know much about sex the only thing he knows is that he always ants you and no one else.

F = Favorite position

Him laying down with you on top and you’re straddling him. If you lean to bring your face close to his he’ll loose all control and thrust into you roughly.

G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)

He’s more of a silent laugher when having sex. It’ll make him feel so good that he’ll constantly smile at you.

H = Hair (How well groomed are they)

He likes everything to be perfect and wouldn’t want to risk having the mood ruined because things got awkward when you saw his hair so he keeps it hairless.

I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…)

There are times when he wants to be romantic but like I said before he’s submissive about sex so when he wants to be all lovey dovey he’ll grab your hips to slow you down and hug you close to his body and you two grind in sync to your orgasms.

J = Jack Off (Masturbation)

He wouldn’t like doing it because you aren’t there with him so if he does he’ll tell you about it right away and he’ll feel a bit bad about it but you ensure him that it was okay and if he wanted he could call you the next time he was needy ;)

K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)

Mommy kink. I know some people might not agree with that but I can definitely see Minhyuk calling you “mommy” as you bounce on his length.

L = Location (Favorite places to do the do)

Doing it on the bed is probably his ideal spot but if there was another place he’s love having sex with you at it would be anywhere with a chair and that was an enclosed space. Perhaps an empty dressing room or storage closet?

M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)

As soon as you bite his lips he’s completely under your command.

N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

He would never bring dog collars into the bedroom, whether you are wearing it or he is. It’s a definite no from him.

O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)

He wants you to blow him so hard he sees stars. If you wanted he’d eat you out but you’ll have to praise him so he knows he’s doing a good job.

P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)

It’s all up to you, he’ll go however fast or slow you want. You’re the one in control and he’s fine with whatever you want him to do.

Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)

He has no opinion of them tbh. You guys probably have never done one and if the time comes that you guys are doing a quick round it’ll probably be before he even leaves the house to go to work,

R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)

He would not like to get caught so he’ll avoid any risk of that happening. Good luck trying to get him to have sex in public.

S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…)

He lasts for as long as you do even if it overstimulates him.

T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)

He doesn’t own toys, but you do. As long as they aren’t 50 Shades of Grey kinky he’ll be willing to try out what you have.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

He doesn’t like to tease but you might and that’s okay to him. He wants you to make him beg and whine.

V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)

All the noises possible come out of him and you. More whines and long moans are from him while you’re probably just making some grunts and groans.

W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)

He wants a threesome with you and another girl as long as you were okay with it that is.

X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words)

HE’S FUCKING HUGE WTH HOW DID THIS HAPPEN?!?!

Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)

He’s always ready for sex and craving you 24/7. He can wait a while since he has a high endurance so sex happens at least every other day usually.

Z = ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

You’ve worked him hard and he’s officially pooped out and you are too. Cuddles for days and then slumber.

~Blake

The Search Continues..

I was super excited when Anna last when out.  She was looking hot, it was a Friday night, and I was positive our little fishing expedition would turn out successful.  And… I was wrong.  

The bars were either way too crowded – which seems to inhibit hotwife predations – or Anna would be set upon by ridiculously old men that would prevent her from making herself look available to more attractive suitors.  In one instance, she went to a bar and quickly identified two men that fit her profile – 40-50 years old, distinguished, and preferably bald white men.  However, before she could make eyes with these gentlemen, a 70 year old man sat down next to her and conversation vomited all over Anna.

You know what I mean… when someone makes a friendly comment to start a conversation.  You reply, politely, but also let it be known that you don’t want any part of a conversation… yet they… keep… going… with… the… questions…  It was actually somewhat amusing as Anna was texting me that she was just going to bail on the entire bar because some guy over twice her age refused to give her a moment of peace.  On the upside, the manager of the bar made her promise to return because apparently “women like Anna attract business when they are seen at the bar.”  While totally sexist and objectifying, it’s also pretty cool to know my wife is that hot that her mere presence at a bar brings in customers. 

A week later…

So, this time we decide to mix things up.  Try a hotel bar downtown on a weeknight.  No idea why we try that, but hey, that’s what we did.

First bar is completely empty.  Anna tells me that and I actually pause a moment, to reflect on the fact that apparently only I’m surprised by the fact there aren’t legions of drunk perverts at bars on a Monday.  But hey – we don’t need an army of them, we just need one…

Anna then tries a bar in the lobby of a local hotel… and *bingo*.  She tells me the place is packed.  People everywhere.. drinking, laughing, buying shots… A target rich environment to say the least.  I get a text update from Anna about two guys “making eyes” from the bar, and an older, semi-fat guy that sat down next to her at the bar.  I’m feeling confident.

Several minutes go by without update.. which I have quickly learned is the first sign that something is afoot.  Because if Anna is bored at the bar, she’s texting non-stop.  When the texts stop, that means she’s found someone that actually arouses her interest.  

I ask her if anyone is flirting with her, and I get a curt reply, “yes.”  Another good sign – when she doesn’t take the time to send a long text, that means she doesn’t want him to leave.  My heart starts to race and I take a nice, long pull off my beer.  “Is this actually going to happen?”, I think to myself.

Anna updates me once more to tell me that things are going well and one guy is definitely throwing it at her.  Things then happen very quickly, I get a text that he’s invited her to his room.  She asks if that’s okay.  I ask what she’s going to do, and she responds, “suck his cock.”  I freeze.  She sends two more text messages asking if it’s okay and she needs to know now…  I say yes. But she better get it on film!

Silence…  It’s amazing how long a minute can seem when you think some guy is fucking your wife’s face at that very moment…  I take another huge pull off my beer and try and steady myself while I wait for an update.  My phone chirps, and I see a text image.  “Oh my god…”, I think to myself, I’m about to see my wife with another man’s cock in her mouth.

Nope.  It’s her hand holding – or trying to hold – what looks like a penis.

Micro Penises – yes, they exist.

So I’ve heard of micro-penises, but I thought they were made-up things like Log Cabin Republicans and the Easter Bunny.  Welp, I got my first look at one.  Or rather, I got my first look at Anna’s hand covering a mico-penis, because it was so small I couldn’t actually see it.  I actually laughed out loud when I first saw the picture… then I immediately felt like an asshole.  This guy can’t control his cock size anymore than I can change my height or hair color.  Who the fuck am I to judge?  I just got lucky in the cock-roulette of life.  But secretly, I felt happier about the size of my own package after seeing it.

The best way to describe it is that Anna tried to hold it but it didn’t go further (farther?) than Anna’s middle knuckle.  She told me, “I can’t suck a cock this small.”  I responded with, “well, do whatever turns you on, or leave.  Up to you.”  

Anna later told me the guy was very cool and friendly, and she really liked how forward he was.  He basically asked her to close the tab, come up to his room, and suck his cock.  Anna is a very stunning, attractive woman that is also a very intelligent (if you think you’re smart… imagine being in a room of super smart people and being the smartest of those people.  That’s Anna’s level.)  I’ve witnessed her make grown, successful men uncomfortable with her combination of looks and smarts.  So I think she was really turned on by how forward and confident he was – she doesn’t experience it often.  

When she got to the room, they both started undressing.  She said she dropped her dress and when she turned around and saw his cock, she immediately put her dress back on.  He asked for a blowjob, which she refused, then a handjob, which I think she attempted but found it too difficult.  He then asked to jerk off while she watched.  Anna later said (with a laugh), “I’m not a bitch, I let him get off.”  She rubbed his balls while he talked dirty and jerked himself off.  She then immediately left the room.

We came home and devised a new plan…  we’d have to find someone the ol’fashioned way.  Online.

Lars!

A day or two later we take a quick look at the m4mf section of Craigslist and identify a few ads that look promising.  Posts with actual sentence structure, pictures of guys that look attractive, and men that actually expressed thoughts deeper than, “Me fuck your wife, arrrgghhhh!”  I send off responses and wait.  I include a picture of Anna that I think will attract attention.



The first response is a guy we will call Lars.  We will call him Lars because he specifically requested that name.  Which should give you a hint that (1) Lars is pretty fucking cool; (2) Lars definitely made it past the first hurdle.

Lars and I quickly exchange several emails and I’m actually surprised at how much we appear to be on the same page.  When I’m explaining something, he tells me not to worry because he already knows what I’m saying, and he actually repeats jokes that I’ve told to Anna in the past (regarding ass-less chaps and cowboy hats).  He sends a photo and he’s a 40-50 year old looking guy, athletic, about 6′2″ and…. bald.  Yeah.  Anna’s definitely going to love this guy.  The bald head is a clincher.

In my head, I already know she’s going to love this guy.  And I know Anna is smoking hot, and he’s going to be itching for a chance to get her naked.  I’m 99.9999% sure this is going to end with me watching my wife suck off a complete stranger.  Anna plays coy, like, “well, let’s just set a meet and greet first.  If it goes well, we can get a room later.”  Lars seems to be on the same page, so as the odd-man out, I acquiesce and pretend that the meet and greet is going to end with them saying something other than, “let’s set something up.”  Besides, I love foreplay… and what is this now other than extended foreplay?

pas-dexcuses  asked:

Hey Dicta! I've got a bit of a specific rec request. I've had a look at your masterlist (and at others, as well as trolled the AO3) but have yet to find what I want, which is Drarry D/s with praise kink. I don't mind who tops/bottoms, so long as the verbal abuse/humiliation is kept to a minimum, and, in its place, there's a lot of praise. Hope you're having a lovely day!

Hey!! This is a fantastic ask and I wish I could help you more than I’m going to be able to, but I also (surprise, surprise) want to talk about why I’m not able to help you more, and there will be recs within. So!

So. Praise kink is one of my absolutely faves for lots of reasons. But there is very little of it! There are some people who are really good at it (looking at @gracerene09​ here) but it’s not a huge thing. There’s plenty of fic with dirty talk during sex, and that seems to be the heading that most talking-during-sex falls under, but it’s rarely praise-y. Maybe because, as a thing, even the name dirty talk seems to suggest that whatever is being said should be, you know, dirty - that it should make the participants feel some range of things including but not limited to: objectified, demeaned, humiliated, fully realized (through confronting their own fears about themselves), understood, transgressive, turned on. And turned on is maybe the trickiest of these, in my mind, because the mechanism of that isn’t always clear. Some of the fics that I can think of that do dirty talk really well (IDK My BFF Hermione is usually the first that comes to mind) suggest that dirty talk is a way of coming to terms with fears/pieces of self-image that are hard to reconcile/admit to/own, and I can buy that, sometimes. But a lot of the time it’s just that calling someone names magically turns them on which, without some insight into the characters’ psychology, is a little…not great, if I sit back and think about why writers would take for granted that meanness is a turn on? And then there are often implications to all of this that don’t sit super well with me, principally (a) with the frequent use of feminized language (referring to assholes as cunts, etc.), the idea that being feminine is a dirty secret that should be hidden/would make less lovable and (b) that truly knowing and understanding someone means knowing what’s bad about them and knowing what they don’t like about themselves and focusing on that.

But what if you see it as more matter of fact, a la the Dan Savage “Dirty talk for beginners” approach? (”Tell em what you’re going to do, tell ‘em what you’re doing, tell ‘em what you did.) Or you like aspects of dirty talk - the communication of desire and anticipation and the bit of transgressiveness that comes with admitting to your desires out loud - but not the other stuff? Or you’re already well aware of your issues and want a partner to affirm/show that they know the good things about you - that you’re gorgeous and sexy and sound amazing and feel amazing and are blowing their everloving mind? Or you want to tell your partner how fucking awesome and hot and fantastic they are? Or the purpose of dirty talk for you is to communicate what you want and to give and receive consent in a non-stilted way and being called a cock-gobbling cumwhore would kind of ruin the mood? (This is all, of course, not mutually exclusive with wanting other kinds dirty talk sometimes too. One of the great things about being human: you can enjoy different things at different times!)

In those cases, praise kink is where it’s at. 100%. But.

In my experience, there is not a lot of it. There is very little of it. There are, when I checked, TWO Drarry fics tagged with praise kink. There are a lot more tagged for dirty talk, but most of the ones I’ve read rely on that whole genre of “you’re such a fucking slut” “I’m gonna fuck your man-pussy” “bet you like this you whore, bet you’re just a cumslut,” etc. And sometimes I - personally, subjectively, speaking only for myself - find that to be kind of a bummer, politically and personally and because it can get a little overdone.

So a few things.

  1. Drarry writers: Will you please write more praise kink?
  2. Why isn’t there more Drarry praise kink? (is it just not a thing in this fandom? I see it elsewhere. Is it because they’re so antagonistic? Because after what they’ve both been through I can see either Draco or Harry being way into/getting off on being told how good and loved and wanted they are.)
  3. Is there more Drarry praise kink hiding out there? And if yes, where?

Real questions. Non-rhetorical! And if y’all start writing praise kink or you know where to find it, shoot me some links, okay?

In lieu of there being lots of praise kink I’m going to talk about some fics that might sort of fit the bill.

First, I want to talk about this one:

Dirty Little Secret by writcraft - NC-17, 22.5k - When someone threatens Harry’s life, Kingsley decides to send him to a safe house with only Draco Malfoy for company.  As the two men are forced together, memories of the past resurface and secrets are discovered.

This fic has a bunch of conventional dirty talk. It also has excellent negotiation of that dirty talk, and of a new bdsm relationship more generally, and Draco articulates some of this stuff just really really well. So while it’s not about praise kink and doesn’t have praise kink in it, it’s worth reading for people who are interested in kink negotiation or the potential virtues of praise kink-type talk.

And then there’s ones that involve dirty talk that, as far as I can remember, isn’t mean. That’s still not praise kink, I don’t think - it’s not about one partner or the other or both getting off on giving praise - but it does have some of those elements, mostly talk that’s in that vein but is about how/why one’s partner is desirable and hot and awesome. I’ve tried to err on the side of caution, so, like, I can think of some that involve some pretty complimentary dirty talk but also include sarcasm/banter/someone telling the other to shut up/fuck off (A Divine Intemperance, Draco at Nineteen, Endowment, plenty more) and have left those out. So not quite the list you were looking for, but hopefully it will help? And as always, please remember to leave some love for the authors!

Drarry Recs: Nice Dirty Talk

Because You Just Shaved Your Face by gracerene - NC-17, 2k - There are certain advantages to being clean-shaven. (and others in the 50 Reasons to Have Sex Series)

Corruptela Vox by Constant Vigilance - NC-17, 5.5k - Draco’s kink is revealed.

Talk Dirty To Me by sdk - NC-17, 1.5k - Draco takes the liberty of making Harry’s New Year’s Resolutions for him.


Pls reblog or reply/message to add more on! Now that I’m thinking about it, definitely want to know where all the dirty talk is!! And realllly curious to know if this is actually all the H/D praise-type dirty talk out there. It can’t be, right? There has to be more of that? And some actual, straight-on praise kink?

Prince!Woozi AU

I’m so sorry, I know that there are already so many Prince!AUs but I just had to write this!! I don’t know if I’ll do any other Prince!AUs for the other members. Maybe I should just finish my royal servant!seventeen AU

Dt: @kikhwa because you said you wanted me to tag you in ALL my AUs (but I’m not sure if you meant that you wanted to be tagged for only the royal servant!seventeen AU?) and @with-woozi because you made me have major Woozi feels lmao

  • Very strict on the servants and expects the very best out of them
  • But it’s only because he’s under a lot of stress and is constantly pressured by his father to become the best ruler
  • He’s always studying the history of his kingdom and other kingdoms, learning about different cultures and customs and such
  • Basically learns about things that will help him become a better ruler
  • Tends to overwork himself and is always multitasking
  • Never goes out into town because he’s too busy working
  • Whenever officials from other kingdoms make remarks about him or question his capability to run the kingdom he gets SO MAD because honestly he works so hard WHAT GIVES THEM THE RIGHT TO JUDGE HIM??? THEY’RE JUST A BUNCH OF OLD MEN!!
  • An official from another kingdom once flat-out said that Jihoon wouldn’t make a good leader and so Jihoon just kind of clenched his fists and just went over to the guy and tried to fight him, but was held back by his servants
  • He was scolded by his father and was ordered to control his temper
  • Now whenever someone makes a comment or questions his ability to be a leader, Woozi just kind of brushes it off and makes a comment about the person so casually that the person will be confused as to whether or not Woozi just insulted them (spoiler alert: he did)
  • But since he still has a lot of stress, Jihoon’s advisor suggested he do something to help relieve all the pent-up stress
  • So what Woozi does is he sword fights with the knights (specifically, knight!Jun)
  • He’s actually really good at sword fighting and everyone is surprised because they didn’t expect him to be THAT good
  • But since he’s either working to improve himself or sword fighting he’s tired quite often
  • If you’re a servant then you probably go into his private study to tidy up but then you find Woozi sleeping on the desk, his hand still clutching his pen
  • He looks so exhausted and you know that you should really wake him up, but you don’t
  • Instead, you cover him with your apron (because all of the blankets in the room are dirty and you really don’t have time to go and fetch one from another room) and slightly move his position so that he’s more comfortable
  • Woozi is really surprised and confused when he wakes up and finds your apron around his shoulders, but he sees your name sewn into the inside of the pockets
  • So he spends a good forty minutes walking around the castle, asking all the servants if they know where he can find you
  • Servant!Seungcheol says that he knows you and offers to take Woozi to you
  • Woozi accepts and the two of them go off into one of the castle’s rooms where you’re changing the bedsheets
  • Your back is to them, and Woozi kind of walks to you, ready to just hand over the apron and get it done with because honestly he’s been doing this for 40 minutes now he has other things to do
  • But then you turn around
  • You have a polite smile on your face, and Jihoon is kind of just frozen because the sun is shining through the window and illuminating your figure
  • Jihoon wasn’t prepared for you to look so cute so he’s just red-faced and flustered and he’s stuttering and trying to grasp onto a coherent sentence
  • So he just kind of holds out your apron like “H-here…t-t-t-thanks f-for, uh..I-I..thanks”
  • You’re just like it was no problem and you take your apron back from him and yOUR FinGERS toUCH  and Woozi gets so RED so he turns around and runs out of the room
  • Servant!Seungcheol is kind of jogging next to him with a sly little smirk like I saw what happened back there~you like them~you think they’re purdy~
  • `Woozi is just like NO, I DO NOT! I-It was just hot in that room…that’s all
  • And Seungcheol is still jogging next to him like sure~~you TOTALLY don’t like them~~
  • And Woozi is just like shUT UP! DON’T YOU HAVE WORK TO DO???!?!?!?!
  • There was one time when Woozi ran out of supplies so he had to go down and ask for some and you and Seungcheol were the only ones there
  • So Woozi had to walk up and ask you for supplies and he was really embarrassed but what made it worse was that Seungcheol was standing behind you, wiggling his eyebrows and making kissy faces and being such a grease ball
  • Basically had to bribe Seungcheol to just stOP (and he also may have challenged Seungcheol to a sword fight and scared the dude to death but shhh)
  • Sometimes Woozi will get really depressed because all the pressure and stress is crushing him so he’ll like to take really long and calming walks in the castle garden and he’ll also sometimes sing to himself
  • You were in the gardens one day and saw Woozi walk by and thought he looked a bit lonely so you started to walk next to him without saying anything and looked at the scenery
  • Woozi had to do a double-take and was really surprised like is that really them??? Is it just my imagination??? because he has on more than one occasion imagined that you were taking nice walks with him but he never thought it would actually happen
  • You just look up at him really innocently like “mind if I join you?”
  • And Woozi is really shy and just stutters out that it’s alright
  • And for a while it’s very nice, almost like a date which actually makes Woozi very happy
  • But it’s not as calming as it’s supposed to be because you are so CLOSE to him
  • Your hand is dangerously close to bumping into his and your arms are slightly brushing against his and he can see every detail of you like your very kissable lips, your eyes, your soft skin, it’s just toO MUCh to hANDLe
  • So Woozi has to excuse himself, saying he has work to do, and runs the entire way from the garden to the castle and he’s out of breath and breathing heavily, but it’s not because he was running it’s because !!you!!were!!right!!there!!next!!to!!him!!
  • And servant!Seungcheol somehow managed to get pictures of you and Prince!Woozi which he send to Woozi and the prince turns 50 shades of pink it’s adorable
  • There’s a time where Woozi was just kind of tired while he was working so he rested his head on the table and focused on breathing and he heard someone come in but didn’t move
  • He slightly opens his eyes and sees that it’s you so he just tenses up like !?!?why are they here?!?!
  • You just drape your apron over him and make sure that it’s all snug
  • When you look at him he looks so comfortable and soft and squishy you just can’t resist so you lean down and place a gentle kiss on his forehead and just leave
  • And Woozi just m e l t s
  • Prince!Woozi works really hard to be a good ruler, but all he really wants to do is take nice, romantic walks with you in the garden and hold your hand and place soft kisses on your face. But he’ll continue to work hard because he wants to show you that he can be a great ruler and hopefully you’ll fall in love with his determination and hard work
100 thoughts I had while watching X-Men: Apocalypse *!!SPOILERS!!*

1. I’m so ready for this

2. Somethings about to go down I can feel it

3.They’re taking their masks o- ok they’re mutants

4. Ooooookay so this is the apocalypse dude

5. Damn he is fuGLY

6. OH OH OH OH THEY’RE TRYING TO KILL EN SABAH??? Good. He gives me a bad vibe.

7. Damn he’s being protected.

8. Ah shit this bitch has a forcefield around him I see what’s happening here

9. Welp. Not looking forward to when he wakes up.

10. daMN RAVEN LOOKING FINE GIRL

11. NIGHTCRAWLER MY PRECIOUS CINNAMON ROLL!!!!!

12. Casual human history lesson on mutants ok???

13. What’s wrong with this kids eyes??

14. Omg is this who I think it is???

15. LEAVE HIM ALONE YOU BIG BULLY!!!

16. HOLY GUACAMOLE IT IS SCOTTY!!!!!

17. Holy shit holy shit holy shit

18. OMG XAVIER’S SCHOOL YAS

19. SOPHIE TURNER!!!!!!

20. Omg he did nOT JUST CALL HER A FREAK??? DON’T BE RUDE TO JEAN, SCOTT. SHE IS UR FUTURE GIRLFRIEND!!

21. Oh ok he just zapped the tree ok

22. “I think it was my very favourite tree.” Jeez, Charles way to make the kid feel worse

23. Those eyes look familiar… Who is this chick?

24. Oh okay hey Moira

25. Oh god please do not tell me she’s going to the creepy wanna be gods tomb

26. Yep ok she is alright this isn’t gonna end well

27. Called it

28. Omg baby Jean is having a nightmare

29. Ok not a nightmare she’s seeing into apocalypse dudes head

30. Erik works in a place surrounded by metal why do I feel like this is not a good thing???

31. Omg he’s gone all domesticated with a wife

32. AND A DAUGHTER???? PRECIOUS

33. “Let’s go check her out. Check it out.” Good god Charles

34. “Nice to see you again for the first time ever” Omg Charles can you be anymore of a dork this is what happens when you wipe someone’s memory of you

35. FETUS STORM IS ADORABLE!!!

36. Psylocke is a babe too bad she’s a psycho

37. He just turned Angel’s wings into bLADES OF STEEL WTF

38. Omg no not his family!!!!! will Erik evER CATCH A DAMN BREAK???

39. Here we go Erik is 100% gonna lose his shit

40. Ffs he’s gonna murder all his coworkers great

41. And here’s En Sabah to make shit worse LEAVE ERIK ALONE

42. annnnnnd he’s heightening Erik’s powers cool great this is gonna end sO WELL

43. Charles’ expression when Raven tells him Erik has resurfaced is all *the fuk u done now erik*

44. Ffs Erik just listen to Charles and stOP BEING AN ANGRY PRICK

45. And now this asshole has taken control of Charles grEAT

46. YEAH ALEX U GO ALEX 4 FOR U ALEX

47. Of course En Sabah turns up to the institute oF COURSE

48. NO LEAVE CHARLES ALONE GIVE HIM BACK!!!!!!

49. Alex no don’t be an idiot no nope nO ALEX STOP

50. SHIT SHIT SHIT WHY WHY WHY

51. Quicksilver is a mother fuckin bAD ASS HE’S THE REAL HERO HERE

52. POOR SCOTT HE’S SO HEARTBROKEN

53. Wait why didn’t Alex survive he’s IMPERVIOUS TO FIRE HOW IS HE DEAD????

54. Ffs who are these military guys

55. WHAT THE FUCK

56. Jean is seriously amazing

57. YES GO SAVE THEM U SMOL UNDERRATED MUTANTS

58. and they have something to prevent them to be able to use their powers OF COURSE

59. This guy is a douche canoe thEY’RE NOT THE BAD GUYS YOU NUMPTY

60. Ummmmm Jean idk if it’s a good idea to open that box

61. IT’S WOLVERINE!!!!

62. Damn son I forgot how much of a savage he was in the beginning

63. AND THIS ASSHAT IS LEAVING HIS MEN BEHIND AND FLEEING THE PUSSY ASS BITCH

64. I stg if they make this moment between Jean and Wolverine romantic I’m gonna loose it sHE IS A DAMN CHILD THAT WOULD BE GRO- oh she just took his headpiece off and gave him back some memories ok

65. This mother fucka forcing Charles to do his dirty work HOW DARE HE

66. CHARLES IS GIVING JEAN A SECRET MESSAGE OMG

67. And the battles commences…. This movie is so stressful ffs

68. YAS RAVEN CONVINCE ERIK HE STILL HAS GOOD IN HIM AND STILL HAS A FAMILY COME ON GIRL

69. and he doesn’t care… awesome

70. THIS BITCH IS GONNA TRANSFER TO CHARLES’ BODY OH HELL NO

71. INTERNALLY SCREAMING WTF I HATE MARVEL

72. SOMEBODY SAVE CHARLES FOR GOD SAKE

73. I SWEAR TO GOD IF THE TRANSFER IS A SUCCESS

74. Oh ok so that’s how Charles goes bald

75. IMPECCABLE TIMING NIGHTCRAWLER THANKS FOR THE ANXIETY FFS

76. QUICKSILVER IS FUCXKIN EN SABAH UP OMG

77. spoke too soon

78. UM NO GET UR HANDS OFF RAVEN ASSHOLE

79. YES STORM THAT IS UR HERO HE IS STRANGLING

80. I hate everything

81. “Thanks for letting me in” YEAH MOTHA FUCKER CHARLES GONNA KICK UR ASS

82. uh oh

83. Omg he’s literally turning into a giant shiiiit

84. Jean help him help help

85. “You betray me?” “No. I betrayed them.” OMG ERIK ITS OK WE FORGIVE U

86. Oh no Scott is being sucked into the wall BEAST WAKE UP AND HELP HIM

87. Omg come on Charles get up

88. OMFG JEAN HURRY UP AND HELP HIM

89. HES ASKING HER TO HELP HIM I FUCKING KNEW IT SEE JEAN FUCKING HELP HIM

90. “I have something you don’t. You’re alone. I’m not.” Damn this is some Harry vs Voldemort type shit

91. JEAN IS ABOUT TO FUCK. SHIT. UP!!!!!

92. JEAN IS SO SAVAGE HOLY SHIIIIIIIIIT

93. YAS STORM TO THE RESCUE TEAM WORK BABY DESTROY THIS MOFO

94. Ummmmm Erik and Jean just casually rebuilding the whole institute ok???

95. I wish I had powers to do that

96. Mystique teaching the X-Men my heart why do her and Erik turn evil in the future uGH

97. Ok the post credit scene needs to hurry the fuck up

98. Seriously I need to pee

99. WHY ARE THE CREDITS SO LONG IM GONNA PISS MY PANTS

100. Ok what the fuck was that??? F u Marvel

Gypsy

Three days. Three days you have been trapped in some creeps cellar in a cage, you checked your phone still no service. You were hungry , tired and freezing. Who ever kidnapped you at least threw in a blanket .

You wrapped yourself up sitting on the cold cement floor looking around for a way out. You heard foot steps coming towards your cell you scurried back into the corner looking away as a flash light shown in on you .

“Hey are you alright ?” They ask starting to pick the lock , “ Sammy over here”

Another pair of foot steps hurried over as the cell door opened . You were so weak, you tried to stand falling back , the man with the flashlight put his gun into his holster and the other rushed over picking you up cradling you in his arms. Taking you out of the building , your vision was blurred you seen scattered dead bodies including the one of the man that kidnapped you .

Once you were outside the one the other called Sammy set you down on the grass . The sun was so bright after not seeing it for a few days.

Sammy grabbed you a bottle of water which you gulped down almost drowning yourself not taking a breath.

Y/n: “thank you” you wiped the dripping water off your chin

The other man came out of the house smelling of gasoline as you watched the Windows turn black from smoke

“Come on we need to get out of here” he handed Sammy the keys and helped you up and into the back seat of the car.

Sammy: “ dean did you really have you burn the house down with them”

Y/n: “what were they” you shuddered in the back seat , the man you know knew as dean turned looking you over.

Dean : “ did they feed you blood”

Y/n: “ no ew…why would they feed me … Blood” you touched your hand to your neck where it has been bitten wincing in pain.

Dean : “ where do you call home”

Y/n: “ I …. I don’t have a physical address … No living relatives”

Sam : “ how did you end up back there with those vamps

Y/n : “ I travel a lot my car died a couple towns over…. I was staying at a hotel in this town …. I went out to the vending machine for a drink that’s all I remember”

Dean : “ what’s your name”

Y/n: “ y/n , and I’ve picked up from your conversations to each other that your dean and he’s sammy”

Sam: “Sam ,my brother dean just doesn’t want me to grow up”

Dean : “oh you love it” he smacked him on the shoulder giving him a smirk

You gave them directions to the hotel you were staying at and thankfully they didn’t clean out your belongings or give you a hard time although you did pay for the week.

Dean and Sam got a room at the same place to make sure they killed the whole nest. They handed you their numbers in case you needed them , You thanked them again waving out your door going to shower and go get something to eat .

You stripped your damp dirty clothes throwing them right in the trash . The hot water on your skin felt amazing you scrubbed and scrubbed careful around your cuts and bite marks .

You climbed out of the shower wrapping your self in a towel drying off putting on clean clothes . You fixed your hair into place and grabbed your room key and purse heading out the door calling the number the boys gave you.

Y/n : “hey I know I already thanked you guys, but I was wondering if I could buy you guys lumch or dinner … Whatever time it is … I know it’s weird some random girl offering to buy two guys she just met food… But I’m starving and….”

Dean: “ well you clean up very nice for a gypsy “ Dean said into the phone smiling ,he was standing in front of you on the walkway

You hung up the phone , and shook your head. Blushing a little , he was one to talk . He was easily one of the most handsome guys you had ever met.

Dean: “ I was just actually on my way over to ask you if you would like to join Sammy and I…”

You looked over noticing Sam already in the passenger seat of the impala. You smiled looking down at your gurgling belly .

Y/n: “ I could really use a burger or three”

Dean looked at you and shrugged impressed. Although he obviously didn’t believe someone of your size could ever put away three burgers.


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You went to a cute little 50’s themed diner and looked over the menu and your eyes glistened . The waitress took the boys orders and then looked to you.

Y/n: “ I’ll have a bacon cheeseburger the works … Extra bacon, curly fries , onion rings, root beer float… And do you have pie” you looked up from the menu and the waitresses nodded looking at the boys who both were shocked at your order

Waitress: “ yes darlin’, we have Maine blueberry , Apple , and pecan”

Y/n: “ put this all on one tab by the way , and I’ll one of each , I’m sure whatever one I don’t eat one of them will… I’m starving”

The waitress nodded walking away looking at pad of paper and went to put your order in. Sam nudged Dean noticing his jaw dropped.

Y/n: “ judge me all you want , I haven’t eaten in days …” You laughed

Sam: “ no ,no we are not the type to judge… you really don’t have to buy our food”

Y/n: “ look , you guys did me a solid saving my life from …vampires and all… And I’m guessing you do it for a living … Also no offence what does a hunter really get paid for hunting … my dad used be a part of the BAU unit … I can tell that you two are like me… Except when my parents were murdered, while I was away to school. the government set me up well, I have a feeling all you were left with was your bitchin car and crazy skills I will probably never understand …I dropped out of school , I didn’t want to be like my father …being an only child it’s kind of expected… Losing him the way I did , I couldn’t stand to live at home… You save people , you saved me..Let me buy you dinner it’s the least I could do…”

Dean : “ we survive , we do what we do because it’s the right thing to do, not for a pay check …we’ve lost really good people in the process … Fighting the good fight… Its always been Sammy and I against the world” he looked as if he was trying to prove himself, getting flustered.

Sam: “ sorry about your parents y/n , did you ever think about going back to school”

Y/n: “ Nah , I didn’t leave on the best of terms”

The waitress pushed a cart containing all your food, she placed the boys in front of them and then yours . Your eyes lit up picking up your burger getting ready to bite into . Dean and Sam watched you intently puzzled.

Y/n: “ what ? Do you guys say grace…”

They shook their heads as you bit into your burger moaning involuntarily. Dean looked at Sam and chuckled. You finished almost everything in front of you, the pit that was your stomach was now full .

You forgot you ordered pie, the waitress brought the three plates out and you groaned not knowing if you could have another bite . Dean licked his lips you smiled offering him to choose first, Sam politely declined.

Y/n: “ mmm better than sex”you thought out loud forgetting you were with these two men you just met.

Dean almost spit out his pie watching you lick your fork , the waitress set the bill on the table . You pulled out your wallet waving her down giving her a hundred dollar bill telling her to keep the change. She smiled handing you a box for the one uneaten pie.

Sam: “thank you y/n” he nudged Dean

Dean: “yes y/n thank you”

You smiled giving them a nod , you all piled back in the car heading back to the hotel.



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You went to your room , took off your pants and threw yourself on the bed turning on the tv. Hopefully they had something good on paper view. There was a knock on the door and you answered it and no one was there.

You shrugged closing it turning around to two different pairs fangs a girl and a guy, didn’t look to be more than seventeen. you screamed fighting it off to reach for your phone . One of them kicked it out of your hand, thankfully you already hit dial.

Fang one :“Thought you could get away little bitch, kill my whole family … Well you forgot the two of us”

Fang 2: “your blood is so intoxicating , wasn’t to hard to track you… Father was stupid to try and keep you as a pet…”

Fang one: “ now sister, lets not play with our food, besides we have to get back to the others”

The girl laughed holding your head cocked to the side getting ready to drink, Dean came busting through the door sword in hand.

He sliced the guy vampires head clean off splattering his blood all over you and the girl vampire. She let go of your neck shoving you to the side Sam grabbed you putting you behind him .

The girl vampire fell to her knees in defeat , waiting to be killed. You almost felt bad for her, but then remembered what she was and what she was capable of. With no hesitation Dean swung his sword and her head fell tumbling at your feet. You looked down horrified , and sat on your bed.

Sam started gathering the bodies and wrapping them up to dispose of them. You walked into the bathroom in horror to have your second shower of the day.
You came out in just a towel , to Dean still in your room.

Dean : “ I uh…. I can come back…” He looked you up and down

Y/n : “please …”you rolled your eyes , “just hand me my bag please” you laughed

Dean handed it to you, still not being able to take his eyes off you. You held you towel with one hand while searching your bag for something to wear.

Y/n : “ok so these nests …There are more, or at least they made it seem so”

Dean : “well depending on who fed from you… a vampire once it has your scent… It’s for life”

Y/n: “oh great” you pulled out a long shirt and pair of shorts to wear to bed .

You walked over towards dean pecking him on the lips.

Dean : “wait ..”

Y/n: “ twice in one day, You saved me… Let me give you a proper thank you” you gently shove him on the bed.

Dean: “ woah y/n any other time I’d be all for …” He kept you from taking your towel off.

You stood back a little embarrassed , you had never been turned down before.

Y/n : “yeah sorry , your right … I don’t know what came over me”

Dean: “hey it’s been a rough few days for you ,and you did say the vamp said there were others we have to be on guard… ” he watched you go into the bathroom to get dressed. “So stupid” he muttered

You came out in your night wear dean was still muttering to himself sitting on the edge of the bed. You smiled to yourself rolling your eyes.

Y/n : “ does Sam usually take this long” you sat down beside him

Dean: “ he just texted me , he’s almost done”

You got up walking over to the mini fridge bringing out the to-go box with the slice of pie from the diner. And grabbed some to go forks you had collected handing one to dean .

Y/n : “ this is great pie… I’ve made better… A big part in not wanting to be a cop, or an federal agent … I just want to bake and cook… My father refused to pay for any sort of schooling or training for it…”

Dean: “you make pie … And cook… Your higher than a ten … Why haven’t you made some man insanely happy”

Y/n : “ my last boyfriend I caught in bed with my room mate … He was a moron anyway… There had been a few hopefuls over the past year … But … I don’t stay in one place long enough to really get to know anyone… the most conversation I’ve had in a long time has been with you and your brother ..”

Dean: “ and you barely know us”

Y/n: “ I trust you two, if you didn’t stick around I’d be dead” you shrugged offering the last bite.

Dean: “ do you want a beer? I could use a beer” he stood up heading for the door


You huffed discarding yet another outfit. Into the trash .

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Dean came back with Sam cooler in hand and Sam on his laptop. Dean sat down his cooler and sat down at the table . Sam closed the door giving you a shrug and sat across from Dean.

Y/n : ” sweet a sleepover” you joked

Sam: “ three other girls have been kidnapped In the past few hours… The nest we took you out of doesn’t seem to be the only one …”

Y/n : “ how do you track them…”

Dean: “ hunny they will be back, and we will be waiting” he cracked open a beer handing it to Sam , then offered you one you politely declined he cracked his own taking a gulp.

Sam : “ y/n try and get some rest, you look exhausted we will be here”

Y/n : “ sounds like an excellent idea” you crawled under the blankets turning on the clock radio to the local classic rock station and trying to fall asleep … Your eyes fluttered shut, hopefully you wouldn’t embarrass your self snoring.

Dean : “she likes burgers, pie,she is like us, she passed like every station until finding the classic rock… She is so… So damn beautiful…”whispered looking over at you

Sam: “ she’s also in danger… When we take down the other nest, why don’t you ask her out…” Sam gave a hopeful grin

Dean : “ right , keep her safe first…I’ve never been much felt this attracted to a girl since…”

Sam: “yeah I know… Which is why you should go for it…”

You smiled to yourself listening to their conversation. You didn’t blow it practically throwing yourself , maybe they would teach you how to hunt too.

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You woke up to Dean passed out in the chair and Sam still tapping away on the laptop , you sat up and stretched .

Fool in the rain by led Zeppelin started playing on the radio , you turned it up a little singing it to yourself .

Sam playfully rolled his eyes, as you stood up still singing… Along dancing around .

Sam: “ I take it you had a good sleep”

Y/n: “ waking up to led Zeppelin Sam , you need to lighten up a little” you grabbed his arms forcing him to twirl around with you.

Dean groaned dropping the bottle he fell asleep with and realized what was going on.

Dean: “Sammy?” He laughed

Sam: “ apparently waking up to led Zeppelin means dancing like a fool”

Y/n: “ what’s the point of living if you can’t enjoy the small things” you continued to sing along

Dean smirked watching you dance around and you let Sam go back to work grabbing onto Dean.

Dean: “y/n I don’t dance” he chuckled

You weren’t having that , you grabbed a hold of his hands forcing him like you did with Sam.

Sam: “come on Dean lighten up a little” he winked at you.

Y/n: “And the warmth of your smile starts a-burnin’ ,And the thrill of your touch gives me fright.And I’m shaking so much, really yearning .Why don’t you show up, make it all right?
Yeah, it’s all right.” You sang twirling around towards Dean , either he had to catch you or let you fall.

He caught you smiling shaking his head , dancing with you goofily . The song ended and he stopped still holding you looking into your eyes.

Sam cleared his throat , and he let you go shaking it off . You quietly sighed to yourself as he went over to see what Sam had figured out .

You grabbed your clothes heading to the bathroom to freshen up and get dressed.

Sam pointed out on the map to Dean of all the possible places he figured the nest would be, you left the door open a crack to listen.

Dean: “ ok so three different spots… How are we supposed to hunt all three, one of us needs to stay with y/n… And your not going alone that would be suicide mission… Cass is still m.i.a.”

Y/n: “simple you take me with you, train me” You came out arms crossed

Dean: “ absolutely not, you would get yourself killed”

Y/n: “ I’m also a target I could draw them out for you”

Sam: “Dean she kind of has a point”

Dean: “ no … We are not dangling her I their faces … It’s to risky”

Y/n: “ well I’m going… You said it your self .. Neither of you can go at it alone… Too dangerous , and you want to keep me safe from harm… Which means I can’t be let out of your site”

Sam: “and unless you magically find Cass….”

Dean: “Fine…you stay close”

You nodded, you tied your hair back smiling.


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After witnessing and actually having your first vamp kill under your belt you were relieved. Each and every last one dead.

Sam and Dean even were impressed how you handled the whole situation.

Sam left you two alone to go fetch some supplies , they would be heading out tomorrow.

The time you spent with them only being a few days felt like years. You grew to care about them , especially Dean.

Dean stopped by your room to check up on you to make sure you were ok after slicing your first vamp.

Dean : “ you were really good out there today , I’m impressed”

Y/n: “ me how about you two… I killed one measly vampire … You and Sam at least killed a dozen”

Dean : “it was your first time … How do you feel?”

Y/n: “honestly… I feel fantastic… I get it … Why you guys do this for a living… Although we didn’t save them all… Those people …we saved them .. that felt so good”

Dean sat down on the edge of your bed, in silence. You could tell he wanted to say something but was holding back.

You walked over closer to him , straddling him. He looked up at you with a gulp.

You slowly placed your lips on his then pulled back to see if he wanted this as much as you.

He played with your hair and the kissed you back holding you into him. You ground down on him picking up pace Causing him to lay back.

you crawled on top of him pulling your clothes off piece by piece and then helped him with his. His hand slipped between you legs finding you clit making figure eights causing you to whimper into his mouth.

Dean: “ ive been thinking about this moment since you kissed me.. I stupidly turned you down… I’m ….”

You cut him off kissing him to shut him up, as sexy as his voice was you wanted his lips to be on yours. He gently rolled you over onto your back kissing down your body ,placing his mouth on all your sweet spots.

You wanted him inside you so bad , but he was drawing it out . He kissed his way back placing one on your vamp bite mark.

He slowly entered your core , filling you up. You tilted your head back to cry out .you whimpered wrapping your legs around him to bring him closer.

He started out at a slow but swift pace, drawing in and out of you slowly and steadily. You hoarsely groaned and bucked your hips upward into his, squeezing your walls around him wanting him to pick up the pace. Which he did, holding you close panting in your ear. Mix of both your moans escaping.

Dean : “you feel so fucking good”

You couldn’t even respond to caught up in the moment. Your were trying to focus on not cuming before him. All you could do his pull him close .

He rested his forehead against yours, looking into your eyes .

Y/n: “ Dean…” Your stomach began to tighten…

He immediately picked up his pace a bit more grinding into you harder and faster . Muffling your screams of your orgasm with a kiss as he came along with you .

He slowed his pace down finishing you both off and He rolled off you gently laying beside you . You whined at the loss of him inside you. He wrapped his arm around kissing your forehead as you nuzzled in.

You to lay in silence for a little while trying to recover. Until he broke the silence turning to face you .

Dean: “ come with us”

You chuckled looking up at him.

Dean : “ I’m serious y/n … You can stay with us… I already talked to sammy… He agrees, a girl like you … As sweet and insanely beautiful as you are… We can keep you safe, and …”

Y/n: “ … And you will finish training me” you smiled

Dean: “to protect your self …” he played with your hair

Y/n: “ ok”

Dean: “ ok?”

Y/n: “ if you want me to come with you I will … I’ve been on this adventure to find myself for far to long… Who knew finding myself here with you … A supernatural hunter … made so much sense”

Dean: “ and tomorrow I want to take you out”

Y/n: “ shooting ?”

Dean : “ easy tiger , on a date”

Y/n: “ you like me , huh dean winchester”

Dean: “ I think we already established that” gesturing to your bodies.

y/n: “ I like you too” You leaned up kissing his cheek .

He smiled reaching beside him to get his cell phone off the side table . You snatched it and he looked at you puzzled.

You turned the camera on and took a picture as you kissed his cheek . He goofily looked annoyed but you knew he loved it. Saving it as your contact picture handing it back.

He shook his head dialing Sam, he hadn’t called or texted whether when he got back.

He didn’t answer , Dean looked a little worried and got up out of the bed. And hurriedly put his clothes on.

Dean: “ I’m going to go check the room. He must have fallen asleep”

Y/n: “ok” you smiled kissing him once more before he left you alone

You threw yourself back on the bed smiling ear to ear . Your stomach full of butterflies, you had never in a million years would have thought knowing.

Someone less than a week you would agree to staying with them. Maybe he felt bad for you ,knowing you didn’t actually have a home to return too…that didn’t matter.

The connection you felt to dean even more so after the time you had just shared warmed your heart. You hadn’t fallen this fast for anyone besides your first love .

You went into the bathroom and cleaned up putting your pjs back on. You came back out dean already back laying propped up on the bed.

Dean: “yep he fell asleep alright … In baby… And he had a girl with him…” He chuckled , “ the room is literally a few feet away”

You shook your head with a small grin laying back down in bed, as he put his arm out so you could cuddle back into him.

Y/n: “ he was Working on his night moves” you sang jokingly

Dean : “ classic” he smiled kissing your forehead chuckling , he tickled your arm until you fell asleep listening to his heart beat.

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skeysesil  asked:

Ok this may be out of the bloom but Kathy, I do really want to know how would you portray or think fem!GOT7 would be like. And I believe other fans would like to know too. Thank you! ^.^

:) sure! I think they wouldn’t be much different than they are now though ^^
But when you asked this, I kind of thought of what they would be like as normal high school girls XD so I’ll just describe those, if that’s okay?? If you were looking for a different answer, you can send me another ask!! ^^ sorry I just went with this~


Jamie (JB): She keeps her hair short and wears a lot of clothing that seems too mature/sexy for her age. A lot of guys (and girls) have crushes on her, but are too scared to approach her. She has a crush on her classmate who was voted “everybody’s friend” and “best school spirit”, but pretends she doesn’t know anything about the person. She hates pep rallies and anything to do with school spirit, but has never gotten in trouble and has never been late to any class. She pretends she doesn’t care about anything, but gets really upset when fluffy animals are involved. She’s president of the photography club and gets really good grades (but very few people know this).

Mary (Mark): The people in school who don’t really know her well think she’s an airhead. They think she’s just a pretty face who doesn’t know anything, because she rarely answers questions and doesn’t do her homework. But she actually learns really quickly and knows more languages than anyone else in her school. She doesn’t really comment on debates or give her opinion much, but when someone is in trouble, she’s the first one to stand up for them. She doesn’t let being a girl stop her from helping, and often pushes herself too hard to help people in need. She’s always standing up for the kids that get bullied, but never gets hit because all the bullies think she’s beautiful. She owns a puppy at home named Princess.

Jinnie (Jinyoung): Student body president, president of National Honor Society, and every teacher’s favorite student. Everyone likes her but is also slightly intimidated by her. She’s always smiling at all the students and teachers, but gets annoyed easily when things aren’t done to her expectations. She’s really a perfectionist, but also an amazing listener. She was elected president of so many things because people know she’ll listen to everyone’s opinions and keep things running smoothly. She’s watched Titanic over 50 times and has cried every single time (actually, the real Jinyoung probably did this). She’s in love with her best friend.

Jackie (Jackson): Hands down the most popular and athletic girl in school. She’s captain of her swim team, and sometimes this takes a little toll on her grades. But teachers know how hard she works, and always cut her some slack. There is not one person in the school that has met and disliked her. She is friends with everyone she’s met, and asks every single person “how are you doing?” and genuinely waits to hear the answer. She remembers everyone’s names. She’s president of everything that Jinnie is not president of. She’s secretly self-conscious of how broad her shoulders are from swimming and wants to be told she’s pretty.

Youna (Youngjae): Teachers always call her out for laughing/talking too loudly in class, but they never punish her because they all really love how lively she is. She makes their classes brighter and always laughs at the lame teacher-jokes. She’s always smiling, but is a little self conscious and doesn’t think anyone has a crush on her. There’s actually a few people in love with her and they are die-hard dedicated to her. They secretly fight over her in school and compete against each other, but she doesn’t know about it and accidentally friend-zoned all of them. She’s in choir and always gets the most solo parts. She likes to keep her hair in braids, because it’s a hassle otherwise. She’s a closet gamer.

Bammy (Bambam): Best dressed girl in school. Almost every girl is jealous of her and wants to be her. They don’t know it, but Bammy actually makes / tailors most of her clothing herself at home. She can’t afford expensive clothes, but makes everything look designer with her skills. She hates gym class and often finds excuses to skip it by helping different teachers or pretending to have projects to do. She gets upset by seeing bad fashion choices and wants to help people by giving makeovers. She has a lot of siblings and does a lot of part-time jobs to help out at home. She only likes older men who are in college because the ones in her high school are not mature enough for her. She always wears high heels.

Yulia (Yugyeom): Biggest teacher’s pet after Jinnie~ She follows all the rules and gets good grades because she knows her parents want her to go to a great university. But her secret passion is dance! She secretly practices with a dance team after school every day, but tells her parents that she’s tutoring people because she knows her parents won’t approve. She’s always getting mistaken for a 4th year because she’s so tall, and gets asked out a lot. She turns them down because there’s someone on the dance team that she really likes and admires :) No one ever tells her the meaning of inappropriate things because they want to keep her pure, so her Google search history is a little dirty because she has to google everything to learn about bad words.

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On JonTron

Recording Script

So some people are asking us about JonTron. And I’ve actually never met JonTron but I caught some of what he said on the podcast and on his twitter. So I’m going to explain things in context.

You’ll find that I always side on the side of free speech, because I think woman’s right are important but human rights are more important,  and why we did this project was not to tell men what they should do, but to show what women can do. So our project is more about telling different stories them policing the ones that are told.

So the first issue you have to understand is that Men and Women perceive each others bodies differently but surprisingly they actually perceive women’s bodies very similarly. Women and Men look at women’s bodies far more similarly than when they look at men’s. Women are better able to tell what is erotic on their own body then men, and that’s a big shift. For the women watching, men don’t know that majority of women don’t want pictures of their dick. If you read a Billion Dirty thoughts there is evidence to show that men even straight men are more interested in seeing errect penis’s then woman.

So to explain why this is important.

So Sarah J. Gervais and she did this study

My Eyes Are Up Here: The Nature of the Objectifying Gaze Toward Women, and it showed that both men and women were more likely to perceive woman with more hour glass bodies as both attractive and to have good personality traits if judge entirely on their looks. Men would look longer but come to the same idea.

She seems to be a bit political in her work, you don’t published a book titled Objectification and (De)Humanization so a reader, I would strongly suggest you actually look at her work but it seem to be fairly well done.

And this is supported in advertising studies as well. So Norway, EyeTrackShop developed software to determine what people would look at first at a glance in an advertisement

And they came up with different information that showed that Men actually look at woman’s face first, and then their breasts while woman do it in the opposite order. Men tended to look at woman’s face more, and then woman but both overall looked the torso for the same amount of time with woman more focused on a woman stomach.

So why is this important. We usually referenced Naomi Wolf, here, and her concept is that women are willing to sacrifice a lot to maintain being perceived as beautiful. And the reason is both other and themselves feel it gives them power. So if you are at a job and you want people to do what you say, both the woman and men are more likely to follow a beautiful woman. Naomi Wolf cover this in the beauty myth. But what’s important to understand from her research is it’s clear, that woman will sacrifice being good at their job  to look more beautiful. Naomi Wolf refers to this as the Iron Maiden and you can read the Beauty Myth to learn more. So a woman might say spend money on plastic surgery, and have to take 2 month off work to recover, to make her boob higher. This isn’t like ditzy woman ether, Naomi Wolf showed that even woman in really powerful positions would still have this idea and sacrifice.

So on Annita’s point, we really don’t know 100% what her point is because of the way she presents her material. Like it seem to me from a feminist who likes making games she is saying that using woman as background object, that have been brutalized and sexualized invokes an negative emotional reaction in the viewer. And I don’t argue with that. It seems to be a excellent way to invoke an emotional reaction in both gender. If she’s saying it’s overused, I would also agree. If she’s telling people to come up with new stories. Yes come up with new stories, make the world more interesting.

But if she’s pairing women versus men, then clearly, both feminist and advertising research shows that both women and men perceive this very similarly. They both see the combination of sex and violence as invoking emotion. And it’s clear as 50 Shades Grey is coming to theatre for no good reason that both genders show an interest sort of eroticization. Even when the woman are the subject of violence. And as a man that confuses me, but it’s clear from the book “A Billion Wicked Thoughts” that both men and women have interest in this type of aesthetic. So it’s not so much of a male gaze issue and wish she’s stop saying that.

And I honestly don’t think, that the games are telling people this kind of violence is a good thing. Because outside the context of that scene she showed, the player is more than likely going to kill the person that is causing the violence to the woman often graphically with his own hand. And there is no better way to teach the consequence of the action then for the player to actually kill the person  or to be penalized for their action if they engage in violence in the game.

So I honestly don’t know her exact point. If people want me to discuss the point I will. I just I get confused and I feel JonTron is justified in his confusion.

anonymous asked:

Ironically, Attitude honoured TXF with a media recognition award at the event Liam didn't attend. Sooooo, yeah. I'm guessing Syco has some connections there (can't remember if anyone dug it out). wtf has XF done to deserve any LGBT+ award? So Simon's show gets patted on the back publicly for being LGBT-friendly (gasp, choke) while Liam is dragged for being a homophobe. Subtle. (But damn Attitude - how shitty that a pub devoted to a marginalized group would sell out like that.)

Attitude Magazine is officially on my shit list. How awful can you be, pretending to be a safe space for gay individuals and then encouraging and promoting homophobia through an interview with your cover star? Disgusting. I really hope gay men reading the Liam issue saw that for what it was.

I have had the (seemingly unpopular) opinion that Liam either didn’t say a lot of the stuff in that interview or that he was directly coached into what to say by 1DHQ since about a week after that interview first leaked. You may have seen my tags earlier where I mentioned the fact that Harry has actually INCREASED his onstage contact with Liam since the release of the magazine. Liam has certainly made unbelievably ignorant and heteronormative comments (and failed to apologize for them sufficiently), but I cannot comprehend how people  explain away the fact that Harry (the most overt supporter of the LGBTQ+ community in the band) seems absolutely fine with Liam and has actually acted friendlier with him since the interview’s release.

Do people seriously think that Harry would be friendly and cuddly with a man who had touted the baby as real, said Larry is fake, suggested that LGBTQ+ fans and allies bring rainbows to shows solely because of Larry, AND made disparaging comments about people who support the closeted relationship of Harry and Louis? Can you HONESTLY look at Harry Styles, rainbow flag dancer extraordinaire, and explain away the fact that he has shown ZERO coldness to Liam since that interview and has actually given the appearance to fans that he is now closer to Liam than he has been all tour? I don’t understand.

It doesn’t surprise me AT ALL that X-Factor (and thus Syco) has connections to Attitude Magazine and I really hope some people see the light after this. Simon has been working his ass off all year to make it seem like he’s gay-friendly. I just can’t believe that people read The Sun today (where they basically suggest that Liam didn’t attend the event because he’s a homophobe) and then still try to argue that Liam meant every word of that interview. Logic 101 suggests that this entire Attitude debacle is part of the smear campaign against this band. I would bet that Liam was not actually sick tonight and instead avoided attending the Attitude Magazine awards because going would be like a show of support for his interview and the disgusting things that were said in it.

Reasons to believe Liam is not the person that magazine portrayed him as:

  • Harry increased interaction with Liam (and all the members) following the release of the Attitude Magazine interview
  • Louis has never displayed ANY coldness, anger, or disappointment with Liam whatsoever since the Attitude Magazine interview was released
  • Harry has never displayed ANY coldness, anger, or disappointment with Liam since the Attitude Magazine interview was released
  • There is no audio or video footage of Liam’s interview
  • The article opened by stating that Liam had an entourage of 9 people (I think that’s the exact number?) upon arriving at the interview
  • X-Factor (and therefore Syco) has connections to Attitude Magazine
  • Liam has never shown any type of noticeable disgust toward Harry or Louis, two bandmates that we know are in a relationship with one another
  • Liam has shown approval for rainbows on multiple occasions
  • Liam showed approval for “colors” soon after the Attitude Magazine article was released, though he didn’t refer to them as rainbows, almost like he’s not allowed…similarly to how Louis cannot overtly acknowledge rainbows at this stage of the game
  • Liam has told lie after lie after lie according to the 1DHQ narrative, thus preventing Harry or Louis from having to do the brunt of the dirty work
  • Liam has read a large number of Larry signs at concerts
  • Liam never left One Direction even though then 40%, now 50% of the band is in a homosexual relationship
  • Liam has shown himself to be at least somewhat bi-curious through his interactions with Zayn in the past
  • Liam has never shown himself to be uncomfortable with homoerotic actions onstage

If people want to dislike Liam for his heteronormative comments onstage, his ignorant decision to support the Duck Dynasty folks, his inability to apologize for his actions that hurt others, or the fact that he can never stfu when he’s working to sell 1DHQ’s narrative, I think that’s reasonable. However, most people continue to hate on Liam about his Attitude Magazine interview, his twitter comments in the aftermath and in the last 24 hours, and a suspect print interview and I just think they’ve missed the point.

I just wish people would keep in mind that there is a smear campaign against all the members of One Direction brewing right now. The Larries are the most aware fans in this fandom, so they aren’t falling for it when it comes to Louis and Harry. Unfortunately, many Larries have fallen for it when it comes to Liam.

Hairspray always makes me think.

Not the hair product, of course, but the musical. Specifically, the movie adaptation done in 2007, which is my favorite (don’t judge me). Especially the song “I know where I’ve been” because it reminds me of a huge problem with social justice culture in the modern era.

We’ve forgotten where we’ve come from.

My family is the definition of multi-generational. My Maternal Grandfather was born in 1909, my paternal grandfather in the 10’s, and both my grandmothers in the 20’s. My father was born in the 40’s, my mom in the 50’s, and my siblings were born in the sixties and seventies while I was born in the eighties. Until 2005 (when my grandfather died) we had a centuries worth of memories and experiences that have been freely shared. My grandfather served in WWII at 16 (illegally) after working in coal mines from age six to help support his dirty poor family, my grandmother was a single jewish mother in the 1940’s, my mom marched for civil rights in the sixties, my father married someone outside of his religion at a time when you just didn’t do that. And he remembers the terrible prejudice from Christian’s that came with that choice.

My grandparents remember the abject poverty that came during the great depression. My father remembers the terrible things that could happen to LGBT people in the military during vietnam. My Mother remembers bricks being thrown through her window in the middle of the night because she dared to tutor young black men so that they could go to college in a part of the country the fought hard to keep Jim Crow alive. My parents remembered Loving V. Virginia and the hard battle people had to fight just to be allowed to love each other.

My siblings remember Harvey Milk, they remember the AIDS crisis and the mistakes on both sides that led to so many deaths and so much fear. I remember Matthew Shepard. I remember how the best, most agreeable idea anyone could come up with to stop the terrible things happening to gays in the military was DADT. I lived to see it put in place and I lived to see it torn down.

In a little over century, a tiny blip in our planets existence, we saw incredible, unbelievable change. And it saw so many minds open up to the wider world.

And every day I see more and more mines shutting again.

So I watch this musical and it’s use of the words ‘negro’ and 'colored’ and 'Afro tastic’ and I watch them marching singing, I know where I’ve been, and I think about something my Dad used tell me. IT’s something I think about when one group or other talks about boycotts and microagressions, and all of those things.

See he remembers a time before TV. He talks fondly of the old shows he watched. But when this sort of topic comes up, there are a few shows he’s quick to recall. Particularly, he likes to talk about a show called Amos N Andy. Now, for those who don’t know, Amos N Andy started as a radio show done by two white men, and included all the terrible racial stereotypes you might expect from the era. But even back then, white actors in blackface didn’t exactly translate over well so they did something utterly remarkable for the time.

They hired black actors. Not just as maids, not just as bit parts (however good they were in those parts) but as main characters. Hell, most of the cast was black. That was….lets just say that was not common in 1951 when it aired. It went from 1951-53, then ran as reruns until 1966. It didn’t get shown to a national audience again until 2012 because of protest (including from the NAACP) except in bits and snatches in documentaries.

Now this show featured tons of racist stereotypes, it was not a good show nor one I would ever advocate being made today. But the sad thing about people that don’t want this show ever shown lies in the idea that by hiding this away, dismissing it for all the racism that you also do a terrible disservice to the actors and actresses who were some of the first to do what they did. Racist or not, this show was one of the first to have an almost entirely black cast and still show on a major TV station. And forgetting that…forgetting all racist characters simply because they offend our sensibilities now….erases all the strides that those actresses and actors made. It wasn’t pretty, it wasn’t appropriate, but those people who took those roles don’t deserve to be forgotten simply because that’s what the world they lived in would allow them.

And I think of shows like All in the Family that was, while significantly better in terms of bigotry than Amos N’ Andy, still not exactly friendly to our sensibilities today but was so important anyway. It challenged stereotypes and bigotry in it’s own way….there were so many shows that did… and when I see things torn down now for not being enough this, or being too much that, or not being PC enough it hurts my heart. People are so stuck in the now and in their impression of what was from a modern perspective that they’ve forgotten where they came from. I’ve watched shows, movies, books be called ground breaking one day and bigoted trash the next all depending on what way the mood is swinging and who can find something to be offended about. And I find it very sad. Because some of the most groundbreaking, opinion changing things were both refreshing and offensive at the same time. But people have forgotten than, and they’ve forgotten that the world is decidedly not black and white. Something I think some of the brightest leaders of the time recognized.

They’ve forgotten how groups of people who’d been abused, killed, degraded still took the hands of people that some now would say it was okay to hate because they didn’t believe the separation would bring them equality. Who fought so hard to love and marry a person of another skin color, ignored by some louder voices who think it’s some sort of betrayal.

They’ve forgotten the fear of AIDs, having not grown up (or around a person who had grown up) during the time where it wasn’t just a disease it was a death sentence. Where children with this disease were removed from schools. Where politics lead to death so numerous that a quilt bearing the names of the dead stretch 1.3 million square feet. It’s in knowing that many of those names are the only real tombstone that those lost ever got. They know the fear of being outed, but not the fear of being arrested. Most of them don’t know a world before Non-discrimination clauses, and legalized…well anything, frankly. They quibble over pronouns and who is worse off without realizing how many people that came before them fought just to exist so that they could argue over such things. I see people who’ve forgotten their history except for the parts that suit them.

They fight so hard to be different now that it almost spits in the face of the people who fought so hard just to be seen as a little less different.

And I wish more people who look back at where they’ve been and how far they’ve come. There’s still miles to go but there’s always going to be something to change and something fight for. But the steps we’ve taken so far should be something to pull us together, not tear us a part the way looking ahead has.


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lilgreyeyes  asked:

Hello! Would you be willing to write any more jealous!Cami fics? I find them hilarious and just gobble them all up. If you're sick of writing them though, could you write something about the supernatural community's reaction to Caroline finally arriving in NOLA? Or maybe Caroline's class/dormmates reacting to her gorgeous British boyfriend with the dimples? I just really like outsider POVs haha... anyway, thank you so much for all the wonderful writing you've done for the fandom! DFTBA!

The Things I See

AN: Future canon things. But none of the ugly canon things like magical pregnancies or ster*line exist.

This is a bit on a short side but I hope you’ll still like it :) It’s my first time writing something from outsider POV so I’m eager to find out how it turned out. Thank you for the inspiring prompt :)

PS. I always say there’s not such thing as too much jealous!Cami but for now I’ve decided to let her rest in peace, haha. It doesn’t mean I’m not open to writing more in the future, though!

Thank you for beta work, Kelly @garglyswoof :)


Lily groaned, hearing the commotion down the hall as she headed to her room. The dormitory resonated with female giggles and longing sighs, all of which could mean only one thing.

Forbes’ perfect British boyfriend had come to visit.

Which meant that apart from all her dormmates’ endless jabbering and gushing over the tasty hunk Forbes had landed, she would also have to endure at least a few sleepless nights. She had the misfortune of living in the room next to Caroline’s, and her and the British candy?

They were so freaking loud.

Their behaviour actually bordered on troublesome on occasion as Lily was sure it wasn’t physiologically possible to have sex that many freaking times. But apparently Mr. McDimples had superhuman stamina going for him as well as being perfection personified.

Although…Klarence, or whatever his douche-fancy name sounded like, wasn’t always as perfect as her dormmates painted him to be. From what Lily had observed (not that she had gone out of her way to do so), Caroline’s boyfriend tended to operate on more of the possessive and overprotective side. She had noticed the way he glared daggers at people who diverted the blonde’s attention from him, men and women alike. Having been an unwilling witness to more than a few of their fights - she knew Caroline did not appreciate this side of him. In the end though, the couple always made peace somehow, their making-up almost as loud as the arguments.

Mr. McDimples’ behaviour was even borderline disturbing at times - like that one time Jesse decided to move to Greenland all of a sudden, coincidentally only a few hours after having dared to flirt with Caroline in front of her boyfriend. Lily certainly had her suspicions about that.

Nevertheless, there was no denying the devotion and adoration that flickered through the darkness of his eyes whenever Caroline was near. Just as she seemed to brighten even more in his presence. And it was adorable, really, the way she charmed him by not falling for his charm.

Shaking her head, Lily shut the door behind her with a loud thud and chastised herself for wasting time on such silly thoughts. It seemed she was no better than the rest of her fawning dormmates.

Must be that British charm.

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