I hope you all appreciate the suffering I endured to make this shitpost. I had to go back to episode 21 and watch That Scene. I had to wade through all those sad Cell 8 feels to get these screencaps, I hope y’all are happy.
Aries: Gym teacher who’s probably having an affair with one of the students?incredibly scary, hasn’t figured out how to use an inside voice. still hot though ;)
Taurus: will make you take your shoes off and sit in a circle with a candle in the middle. that one who gives tests that have absolutely fucking nothing to do with what you’ve been learning. unnecessarily angry if you’re 2 minutes late
Gemini: so fucking smart. just cant get it across to you in a way you understand. they’re really nice, but will probably spend 20 minutes telling you about their childhood growing beans in mexico DEFINITELY A SCIENCE TEACHER
Cancer: the kind of teacher who gives you print outs that are already trimmed down to size. probably gets walked all over by the students but loved by everyone
Leo: that one who needs to chill. constantly reminding you of how many days till exams and giving random tests and shit. screams MITOCHONDRIA IS THE POWERHOUSE OF THE CELL 5 times every lesson. reminds you you’ll fail regularly
Virgo: They’ve made you and 20 other students cry because your project was the wrong file type and not supported by their laptop. Lowkey want to cry everytime you look at them.
Libra: ohmyfuckinggod tears you fucking a p a r t . Encourages you to share your opinion just so they can rip you and your self worth to shreds in a “healthy debate”
Scorpio: that teacher you see like once a month. you constantly have supply for their lessons. probably is actually a really good teacher but is too busy going on school trips to ghana
Sagittarius: Has no lesson plan. Ever. And you always seem to finish working twenty minutes before the end of the lesson. Yet you somehow still end up getting As in their tests?? How? ! ??
Capricorn: their lessons are so boring. textbook work all of the time, and frequent tests. you probably do well, but you want to get hit by a car everytime you think about going to their class
Aquarius: CONDESCENDING. they never say anything but you feel like you’re being judged constantly. you give your opinion on a topic and they reply with an “okay” before inviting someone else to speak, who they KNOW will contradict you
Pisces: Manipulates you into doing extra work for something?? always asking you’re okay as well and recommending you speak to the school counsellor every lesson. genuinely cares about your mental health
1. Jack come in lookin’ like Mad Max meets The Warriors
2. The reboot is hella darker and it’s exquisite like the aged wine that it is
3. An ambiguously human woman might might *might* have birthed the septuplet spawn of a demon
4. Jack fights a villain who looks like he’s from One Piece but talks like he’s from YTAS
5. Aku has a cell phone, and even if he had one before, the fact that he is given this kind of continuity even in this darker climate just –
6. Jack, at some point, became swordless and this is probably a part of what’s contributing to the guilt hallucinations
7. Oh, yeah: JACK IS FUCKING TRIPPING ON THAT GUILT SAUCE, MY POOR DUDE
Y’all know I am am a huge science nerd- this is the product of that.
This spell is designed for those days when you have a lot to do- and cannot bring yourself to do any of it. This has been happening to me a lot recently (hello depression) and I absolutely hate feeling lethargic- especially when it has an impact on my practice and my school work.
So this is my solution. Super simple and effective-pure intent.
(Reminder that I am not a doctor or a mental health professional and that witchcraft is never a substitute for professional medical care.)
You will need:
A detailed list of things to do. A great tip for spoonie witches: break things down into the smallest tasks if you need to. Seems silly-really helps.
One caffeinated beverage of your choice. If it’s late at night, try something with natural sugars (like fruit).
Things to make sigils (optional)
One charged crystal of choice (optional)
Have you: eaten, drank water, slept, taken all of your medication, and showered in the last 24-36 hours? If the answer is no, do that first, unless you are using this spell to motivate yourself for self-care. In either case, spells are much more effective when your body and mind are well-maintained.
Make/acquire caffeinated beverage of choice.
Plant your feet firmly beneath you, hip-width apart. Roll your shoulders down and back. Take a deep breath and exhale, focusing on how the air moves through you. The air is always in motion, never completely still. Even once it’s inside our lungs, it continues to flow in and out of our cells as it travels through our system. (trust the anatomy nerd)
Take a long drink of your beverage. As you swallow, focus on the energy inside the cup and how it is becoming a part of you. Think of Newton’s First Law of Motion: An object in motion will stay in motion. The energy in your drink will stay in motion inside your cells.
Finish your drink, and get moving. Repeat if necessary.
You also have the option of keeping a charged crystal in your pocket or wearing it as pendant. (Clear quartz works great for general energy). You can also draw energy producing sigils on your list of things to do, your mug, or your skin. The main goal is to get moving, because it’s easier to continue than it is to start.
And that’s it! I hope this helps anyone who needs it. If you’ve got any ideas for additions or substitutions, feel free to submit them. My inbox is always open for questions/concerns/proclamations of love.
I’m following the storyline of the TV show, so I wrote parts to the other episodes as well that are connected. BUT they are all written the way that you can read them separate without having read any other part!
part 1: about the final scene of season 6 part 2: about the first episode of season 7 part 3: about the readers arrival in the sanctuary (for 7x02) part 4: about 7x03 “The Cell” part 5: about 7x04 “Service” part 6: about 7x05 “Go Getters” (7x06 was left out because the timeframe between the episodes was too short) part 7: about 7x07 “Sing me a song” part 8: about 7x08 the midseason finale “Hearts still beating” part 9: about 7x09 “Rock in the Road” (7x10 had to be left out)
The wind shook softly on the windows of your room while you looked at the swinging trees. It was only one day ago that you came back from Alexandria, where you had to see a second time how the man who had taken you with him after the line up killed some of your people. One of them completely innocent. You had no idea where they had taken Eugene, you didn’t even know where your brother Daryl was after you had heard that he fled. The only thing you knew was that he was probably not in Alexandria but you also knew that Negan and his men wouldnt stop searching for him and the thought of that still let a shiver run down your back.
You heard a knocking on the door and seconds after that Negan came smirking in, his bat laying on his shoulder. “Good Morning Sweetheart. We two gotta do a lot stuff, meet some fucking people”, Negan said grinning as he came closer towards you. “One of them is even a fucking old friend of yours. What was his name?”, he asked smirking. “Eugene”, you hissed while Negan kept grinning at you. “Where did you hold him?”, you asked glaring at him hoping that he wouldnt tell you that he was in one of those cells. “No need to glare Sweetheart. He’s having a fucking nice ass apartment and I really do hope for him that he’s getting the mop on his head done right now and gets some food”, Negan said chuckling while he looked at you. “You think I put him into one of the damn cells? No Sweetheart I need his damn brain to work intact”, he said chuckling before he continued. “But apropos cells there is the dumbass we’re gonna meet before your mullet friend”, said Negan grinning before he walked towards you to get his arm around your waist while you tried to find out who Negan was talking about. “Would be impolite to let him wait, right?”, Negan said before he opened the door of your room.
“Probably asking yourself who we’re gonna meet. Well its fucking Dwighty boy, Cause Dwighty fucking fucked it up to keep your damn brother under control”, Negan said grinning. “And now we’re gonna meet him after one night in paradise”, Negan said chuckling before he went around a corner. You already saw his doctor leaning against a wall before a locked door. “Alright and now enjoy the show Sweetheart”, he said chuckling before he let go of your waist and walked in front of the door. You scoffed as Negan turned once again to you, winking at you before he turned back and drummed his bat against the metallic door. “Good fucking mornin’, sunshine. Is it just as cozy as you remember? You spent a lot of time on the wrong side of the door after that fucking stupid road trip with the wife and Tina. So let’s talk about now. We went out looking for your little failed project for a few hours, just around the perimeter, tip to taint, as it were, right about the time I had you thrown in here, and when I got back, I realized I was short a wife”, said Negan while he stood before the door. ”Which one?”, you heard Dwights cracking voice ask. ”Sherry. You know anything about that, Dwighty boy? ‘Cause I got to tell you, that is one hell of a coincidence, her leaving just a few short hours after Daryl fucking took off. Oh, and he didn’t force his damn way out. No. Somebody opened the fucking door for him”, continued Negan. Did she really let Daryl out? But why should she have done that? She knew Daryl only from that one time before they got caught as far as you knew. ”It wasnt Sherry”, you heard Dwights weak voice respond. ”Dwighty boy was it you? Did it work the other damn way around? You were supposed to break him. Did he break you? I mean, let’s face it , you’ve got some pretty legitimate grievances. You change your fucking stripes on me, Dwighty? You starting to see things different?”, Negan asked before he pounded the bat again against the door. “After all this before and after hell, after everything who are you, Dwight?”, asked Negan swinging his bat back on his shoulder. ”I’m Negan”, Dwights voice sounded through the door before Negans hand found its way to the handle and unlocked it. The door swung open and revealed a bad looking Dwight. His eyes were surrounded by dark circles and a wound with dried blood was on his forehead. They had beaten him up and for sure not just for a few minutes and now he sat where your brother had to stay for way too long. Dwight struggled to get up while you saw how Negan chuckled slightly. “Daryl isn’t like you. He’s emotional. So he’s either on his way home, or he’s coming back here to try to kill some more of us. Mostly you and me. Either way, we’ll find him”, Negan said while you felt how a shiver ran down your back with his last words sounding through the air. You knew your brother, you knew how he could be. But you werent the only one who could handle him, Rick would get everything done, for sure. At least thats what you hoped. “So do you think you know where Sherry went?”, Negan said ripping you out of your thoughts: “Yeah”, responded Dwight sighing. ”Alright then bring her back”, said Negan before he turned to his doctor. “Stitch him up. Fix what you can fix”, said Negan to the man before Dwight stumbled over to him. ”Oh Miss? We need to get a new bandage for you too in the next days”, said the doctor pointing at your arm. There was still the wound Arat had given to you when she decided to first shoot you when Rosita was laying on the ground telling she didnt make the bullet. But Arats bullet just brushed your arm and while Negan made it more than clear to her that she shouldn’t ever dare to shoot you again she shot Olivia. Negans glance went back to you while he bit his lip while chuckling slightly. ”First thing’s done, Sweetheart now its your damn friends turn”, said Negan as he walked chuckling over to you. ”So you know him good right?”, asked Negan close before you. ”We are both in Rick’s group for a long time now so yes”, you said looking at him before you saw Negan raising his finger chuckling. ”Were Sweetheart, you were in the Rick’s group for a long time. Dr. Smartypants is now one of us and you,..you my dear Sweetheart, you belong to me”, said Negan grinning, his face short before yours while you scoffed shaking your head bewildered. ”I’ll never be one of you”, you growled while Negan chuckled. ”We’ll see Sweetheart, We’ll fucking see”, Negan chuckled before he continued. ”So you know if he has it up here?”, he asked grinning pointing at his head. ”You better ask him yourself”, you growled before Negan slung his arm around you once again.
You walked through the corridors of the sanctuary with Negan chuckling beside you before he opened a squeaking door. The bright sunlight dazzled you as you walked outside before you saw a familiar face again. Eugene. Negan chuckled before he let go of your waist and walked over to Eugene who held a glass with pickles close to his body. “There he is. Man of the hour! Come on over here, big fella”, Negan said chuckling to Eugene while he walked his arms spreading over to him. “Don’t be rude, asshole. Say hello”, said Negan chuckling while he looked at Eugene. “H-H-Hello”, stuttered Eugene looking at Negan before his glance met yours for less than a second. “You got a name, asshole?”, asked Negan chuckling and you already knew where he wanted to go with that. “Eugene”, answered he still with a trembling voice. “Now us. Who are you?”, asked Negan grinning. Yeah, there was it again. “I’m Negan”, yelled the crowd of people around Eugene and Negan before he walked closer towards him. “Well, Eugene I know you remember Lucille. Now, you see this right here? You might have to get real close. That, my friend, is the bullet you made. Now, under normal circumstances, I’d be showing you that real close over and over again”, Negan told Eugene leaning his body back and chuckling imitating the sound of the bat hitting a head. “But, Eugene, see, all I really want to know is if you are a smarty-pants. You know things? Answer the question”, asked Negan pointing at him. “I…I am, indeed, a smarty-pants. I taught myself to cast bullets. I uhm found a machine shop with the necessary stuff. I…I read uh a lot, and, um although my memory is not considered eidetic, I don’t skim and I don’t scrimp. If knowledge is dropped, I do, indeed, pick it up”, said Eugene taking a breath while you watched every move Negan made towards him. You knew Eugene and besides that you didnt like seeing one of your friends that afraid, “Oh, so you really are just some asshole?”, asked Negan chuckling. “N..No. I’m not. I have PhDs in biochemistry, as well as immunology and microbiology, and I’ve completed my doctorate, which makes me a doctor. Prior to the collapse, I was part of a 10-person team at the Human Genome Project, working under Dr. T. Brooks Ellis to weaponize diseases to fight weaponized diseases. Fire with, uh you know uh f-fire”, answered Eugene heavily breathing. And he was lying again, like he did to the group a long time ago until his lie was exposed. But he was indeed extremely intelligent and you could understand why he was lying right now. It was his kind of weapon. Eugene looked over to a walker held on a few sticks in the cage you saw falling apart just second after your glance wandered over. “All right, Dr. Smarty-pants. You ought to be able to crack this without breaking a fucking sweat. You see, I have a lot of free labor here at the damn fence, living dead pricks that help keep the riffraff out. Problem is, they don’t keep. They fucking fall apart. Like that poor sack of pile of shit there”, Negan said pointing at the walker in the cage before he continued. “So, Dr. Smarty-pants, how do we keep them on their feet?”, Negan asked while you saw how Eugene tried get himself under control. ”Goddamn you’re still fucking trembling. Jesus,…well Sweetheart come over here maybe a familiar face will calm his ass down”, said Negan chuckling as he turned around to you. You looked annoyed at Negan while you crossed your arms before he continued. ”Or maybe you gonna make him even more nervous, who knows”, continued Negan chuckling before he waved you over again. ”Anyways, come over Sweetheart”, he said chuckling before you walked reluctantly over to them. Negan wouldnt give up anyways. You looked at Eugene whose glance wandered over to you before he began talking again and you felt Negan sneaking an arm around you. Then it blustered out of Eugene, he listed every single thing what was needed and what to do with the molten metal that should protect the walkers. “God damn! If that ain’t the coolest thing I’ve ever heard in my life! Not only is that practical, it is just badass! Whoa”, Negan said chuckling while Negan let go of you and slung one arm around Eugene’s shoulders. “Look at you, Dr. Smarty-pants. Did Rick have you doing this kind of fucking valuable stuff for him?”, Negan asked grinning. ”No”, stuttered Eugene as response. “His loss, our gain. I feel like I need to give you some kind of signing bonus here”, Negan said chuckling to Eugene “Uh, w-well, I was… I was gifted these pickles.”, said Eugene holding up the glass “Ahh. No. As a token of my gratitude, I’m gonna send you over a few of my wives to your apartment tonight, show you a good time…Now, I don’t think I have to worry about this. But who knows how truly smart you are? No sex. That is a grave no-no….However, you can have a little dinner, some drinks, share a few laughs….There is nothing like beautiful women that smell good to make you feel human again”, said Negan chuckling while he got his arm back around you. “Did…did you say “wives,” meaning plural?”, asked Eugene bewildered. “Hell yes, I did”, said Negan chuckling. “Are you-”, asked Eugene looking at you. ”Fuck no she’s none of them”, interrupted Negan smirking Eugene before he continued. “So what does Dr. Smarty-pants say to his knew bestest friend in the whole wide world? What does he say?”, asked Negan chuckling. “Thank you. Fully, completely sincerely, seriously thank you”, said Eugene his voice still trembling. “Okay. Why don’t you go have some fun?”, asked Negan before a blond woman took Eugene and walked inside with him, followed by the other men before Negan turned fully to you. ”See Sweetheart, I was fucking good to him”, Negan said placing his arms his other arm also chuckling around your waist. ”Great”, you said with a sarcasting undertone while he looked smirking at you before you heard your stomach rumbling. ”Looks like someones damn hungry”, said Negan chuckling to you. ”Well, lets get you some food”, Negan continued before he walked inside with you.
Before you laid a hall, filled with people and stalls with food. “I’d love to stay here with you, but I gotta manage some shit. You can have fucking everything you want, just say they should write it on my name”, Negan said before winking at you. You looked at the crowd before you began walking around. There wasn’t just food or medicine, there was even a damn barber. You felt the glances of some of the people on your body while you made your way through the crowd. After some time you felt your stomach rumbling again and finally stopped before a grill. “Could I have some of that?”, you asked pointing at the grilled food. “Number?”, asked the man behind it, while you felt his glance already goring through you. “I dont have a number… but Negan told me to let it write on his name”, you said swallowing. “Are you fucking with me?”, asked the man growling “No I…Alright I better go now”, you said knowing that this man wasn’t just a savior he was probably pretty argumentative and you really needed no stress here. “Wait, wait you can’t just get your lying ass out of here”, he growled glaring at you. “Alright I don’t wanna start a fight here but I’m not lying. He told me to get it on his Name. You can ask him if you want to”, you said calm but tensed looking at the man. “You know what were doing with people like you here? We beat the holy hell out of them”, the man said suddenly coming closer while you felt your heartbeat increasing. He was giant and you knew that if it would come hard on hard your chances would be pretty low, even when you knew how to fight. Before you could do anything else the man began cornering you against the wall while you still tried to find a way to flee. “You’re so gonna regret fucking with me”, he growled while you saw how he clenched his jaw and his glare intensifying. ”We don’t have to let that escalate-”, you tried to say as calm as he could but he interrupted you. ”Shut up”, he growled coming even closer. You balled your hands trying to hold yourself back until you found no single way out anymore. There was no one helping you and you didnt expect that someone ever would. Your hands tightened and you felt adrenaline rushing through you body as your fist hit his face making him that shocked that he stumbled back that you could flee out of his grip while you heard the man curse. You tried to get out of the corner but felt a strong grip at your wrist that pulled you back. You felt him pulling you at the shoulders pressing you against the wall while you felt his heavy breath already on your skin. ”Goddamn Bitch”, he spatted as you felt how his hand went from your shoulders to your throat while you tried to kick him away with your legs. “You’re just making it worse”, hissed the man while you kept kicking before you felt his hands tightening around your throat while you desperately gasped for air until the moment the grip of the man suddenly loosened up.
You saw the man sinking blood overflowed down to his knees before you saw Negans bat crushing down on him again. You gasped for air and felt your heart pumping heavily against your chest while you saw Negan panting and hitting down on the man over and over again that had just seconds before threatened you. The head of the man turned into a bashed mix of blood and skull before Negan stopped and you finally got a bit of your breath back. Negan let the blood covered Lucille fall next to the still twitching man before he walked over to you. “Holy fuck are you okay?”, he asked heavily breathing while his glance went concerned up and down on you while you could finally breathe a bit slower again. “Yeah”, you nodded still trembling and trying to catch your breath before Negan turned from you to the silent crowd. “If any of you dare to do some shit like that I swear you’re gonna end up the fucking same like that dead asshole”, Negan yelled before he turned to one of the people. “Get his sick ass out of here”, he growled more calm while he stroke over his jaw. You looked at your, through the punch, red swollen knuckles before you looked up to Negan. “Punched him?”, he asked while you nodded and a small grin flashed over his lips before he lead you outside the hall. On the hallway Negan suddenly turned you around to him and began examining your throat with his glance. His hand went up your head to turn it gently to the side to get a better look even though he was gentle you jolted slightly up. “Its alright”, you heard Negan say quietly while he kept looking at your throat. “No marks..”, he muttered before he let go of you but kept looking at you and his hand found his way to your arm where he stroke slightly over it still looking at you. “You should have screamed for me”, he said swallowing and looking concerned at you while you noticed that he was slightly trembling. Negan, the cruel Negan, seemed to tremble because of you even when you couldnt really believe it and tried to tell yourself that it was probably just through the adrenaline rush he had through bashing that mans head. “I’m not gonna ever let that happen again, okay? Trust me at least about that”, he said still looking at you while you slowly nodded. “Okay. then lets get you away from here”, he said before he began walking.
You walked to the apartment but instead of your room, you stood before Negans. He opened the door leading you in while you looked at him with an asking glance “You’re gonna stay here Sweetheart”, Negan said while placing the bat next to the couch. “I’m what?”, you asked looking bewildered at him. “You heard fucking right, you’re gonna stay here with me at least for the next nights”, he said looking at you. “Why?”, you asked looking at him. “'Cause when your sweet ass is here theres no fucking prick who could attack you again”, he said raising his brows. “Why would someone come into my room to attack me? Anyways…you’re also always locking the room don’t you?”, you asked looking at him. “Listen I don’t fucking care if I’m locking it or not, you my dear Sweetheart are staying here”, he said looking at you while you scoffed as response. You weren’t that much into in sharing a room with him. Your own room here was when you were alone at least a little bit of a save haven for you and if you’d stay here, you knew that you would lose that. “You’re mostly together with me over the day anyways. So whats the damn problem?”, he asked huffing. “Well maybe because I liked that little tiny bit of privacy you’ve left me”, you said crossing your arms tighter before your chest. “I also have no sleeping stuff over here”, you said knowing that this argument was probably pretty weak but you took everything that came to your mind. “Thats no problem Sweetheart I got something here”, he said before a small grin created on his lips. And that grin already told that it wouldnt be some normal sleeping shirt. Negan went over to his wardrobe and pulled a lingerie out he proudly presented. Goddamn that man was unbelievable. “I’m not gonna wear that”, you said while you huffed annoyed. “That would be a damn shame ‘cause I’m convinced that you’d look fucking mind blowing in it”, said Negan walking chuckling towards you. “I don’t care, I’m not gonna wear that”, you repeated yourself. “Well so you wanna sleep naked? I mean I personally would fucking love it-”, he said chuckling. “No I’m not. Don’t you have anything else here?”, you asked looking at him. “No got nothing… but you can have a damn shirt of mine” He asked looking smirking at you while you just huffed. And you saw in his face that he clearly liked the idea of you wearing something of his. “Alright”, you said sighing. His shirt wasn’t the best option but better than wearing a goddamn lingerie. Negan went chuckling once again over to his wardrobe and pulled one of his white shirts out to hand it over to you. You took the shirt huffing while he grinned at you before you went over to the bathroom, closing the door behind you and lockig it. You needed no unwelcome guest.
While you saw the dusk already breaking through the window in the bathroom you pulled the big shirt over your underwear and tried to use the small alone time you had right now. Just in that moment you realized that Negan had actually saved you, you didnt like to admit it but he did. He did save you through beating someone to death. He was probably beating people often but he showed his protectiveness over you again and you got more and more problems getting his concerned side along to the cruel side you had seen so often. But the worse problem you had right now was the weird feeling in your stomach that created when you got to see another side of him and also right now while you thought about it. There was nothing right about that but thanks to god there was still enough about him that extremely repulsed you and gave you the feeling that you hadn’t gone completely insane. You tried to get rid of the rest of your thoughts before you breathed out and unlocked the door to open it. Negan sat already in the bed, some notebook in his hands while he looked smirking at you. “Sweetheart I gotta say that doesnt only look cute it also looks damn hot, but what have I fucking expected”, he said winking at you while you walked huffing over to the bed. You looked over to Negan who lifted the blanket up before you could. “Come into this cozy bed Sweetheart”, he said smirking to you while you got huffing under the blanket, intentionally leaving some space between you and him. “Oh come on, Sweetheart, you know that I’m not gonna bite you”, Negan said chuckling while he snapped the notebook shut and laid it next to him on the nightstand. You sunk deeper into the pillows while you heard Negan chuckle. “Alright Sweetheart, you don’t have to but I can’t guarantee that we’ll stay that far apart from each other the whole night”, said Negan chuckling before you turned to him and said something that you had never thought you’d say to him but you knew that you had to when you didnt want to feel like a complete asshole. “I uhm, I just wanted to thank you for what you did in the hall. Thank you, really”, you said looking swallowing at him while you saw a mix between a smile and a smirk create on his lips. “Anytime Sweetheart”, he said looking at you before you nodded slowly, turned a bit away from him and could to your pleasure doze off shortly after that.
The bright sunlight shining through the windows woke you up. You slowly opened your eyes realizing that you were in Negans bed and not yours as you saw him laying close to you that close that you even felt his breath on your skin. You looked at him. His chest went slowly up and down, his face relaxed while a few detached hair strands hung in his face. It wasnt the first time you saw him that peaceful while he slept but every time it surprised you anew. And whatever it was seeing him like that, the feeling you had cursed about just yesterday in the bathroom created in you again, while you immediately tried everything to get rid of it. You didnt want him to make you feel that way. “Good morning Sweetheart”, Negan said while he opened his eyes looking directly smirking at you. “What a damn blessed man I am to wake up next to you”, he said chuckling before he sat up and looked at you. “Alright Sweetheart, I’d love to spend more time with you in my goddamn bed but you gotta get yourself ready so we can get your wound checked up again”, he said pointing at your arm. You nodded before you made your way to the bathroom, got ready and walked with Negan through the hallways.
Minutes later you found yourself before the doctors office. Negan took Lucille from his shoulder and knocked the bat again the door. “Doc, got some job for you”, Negan said but got no response. “I’m coming in”, Negan said before he opened the door but revealed an empty office. “Well looks like you gotta put up with me”, said Negan smirking while you walked inside. You leaned against the table while you watched how Negan took some bandages and the salve the doctor had put on your arm the first time and walked back to you. He began to get the old bandage of your arm before he began treating your wound while his glance went smirking over and over to your face again. He got to the end of the bandage and looked for a moment at it. “Cant leave it like that”, he mumbled before he walked over to the desk and began rummaging in it before he hold a tape triumphically up. “Got it”, he said chuckling before he looked back to the desks drawer to close it as he went quiet for a second. “What the heck is that shit”, he asked suddenly holding a small piece of paper up. “Looks like we found the prick that let your brother out.”
You walked into the hall with Negans arm, as always, wrapped around you while you knew that this wouldn’t end good for the Doctor and you didnt need the burning fireplace for it. Before you stood the crowd around Dr. Carson who was held by two of Negans men while he looked already like was already completely done with everything. Which was pretty understandable through the burning iron you saw in the fireplace. ”Alright Sweetheart, its gonna get pretty messy here so in case you don’t wanna watch, I’m not making you. You just gotta close your pretty eyes”, Negan said chuckling to you before he went over to Dr. Carson but still caught you glaring at him. You looked into the crowd and saw Negans wives stand there, as always in their uniform like black dresses, before something else caught your attention. Eugene. He was standing on one of the platforms, next to him stood the woman you had already seen a few times. You looked back to Negan who stood chuckling before Dr. Carson. “You are gonna want to pay close attention to this”, said Negan as he turned around while pointing at Eugene with his bat before you suddenly saw how Negan hit Lucille against the Doctor who therefore stumbled and choked “No, no, no, no! Why? I didn’t do anything”, he whimpered heavily breathing while you looked shocked at the scene before you. “I found this little souvenir tucked away in your desk”, said Negan holding up the note he had found not long ago. “I-I-I don’t know what that is”, whimpered Carson before Negan hit his bat once again against him while you jolted slightly gasping up. “You my dear friend, you left the door open and let my puppy out. You fucking knew Sherry hated Daryl being here, so you let him out for her, be the damn hero. Then you could move in. That is some weaselly shit right there”, growled Negan at the strongly trembling man. “But I didn’t. She’s the one who ran-”, panted the man but couldnt finish. “Oh, she ran? You know why she ran? Because she knew I would blame her, which I did. But, see, Sherry told Dwighty boy the whole story right before she was torn apart. A super hot girl, horrifically killed because of your greedy, delusional, and tiny little prick”, hissed Negan before he got the iron while you felt a shiver running down your back only by it’s sight. “It’s not true”, gasped the man. “Dwight?”, asked Negan turning to Dwight who stood at the furnace. Your glance landed on him while he just stared cold into the fire. “He’s lying about it”, Dwight just said while he kept staring into the flames. “I would never do that”, whimpered Dr. Carson. “Why? Why? Why would he do that? Why would he intentionally try to hurt you? Sherry’s gone. And if he’s lying and she’s out there, We will find her. And then I will burn the other side of his fucking face off until he dies. So, what was he gonna get out of this?..No I know my Dwighty boy. See, all he needed was one more night in the hole, get his head screwed on straight. It worked before, and it worked now. Ain’t that right, Dwight?” asked Negan turning once again to him. “Oh, yeah”, responded Dwight still staring into the flames. You didnt really believe Dwight. Doesnt matter what he was saying. Something about his behavior, his glance made you feel like Negan trusted into the wrong opinion right now. And that would have consequences for Dr. Carson. “Oh, please. No, please. Oh, Jesus, don’t burn me. Please! No. No, no, please!“, gasped the man. “Now you know I hate this shit. Just tell me you did it and that you’re sorry, and I don’t have to do this”, Negan said holding the iron in his hands. “Yes…Yes, I did it… all of it. Sorry. I’m so sorry. Please I’m sorry”, whimpered the doctor. “That’s all you had to say. That is all you had to fucking say”, you heard Negan say and saw him looking at Eugene before you thought that you couldnt believe your eyes. Negan grabbed Dr. Carson by the shoulders and threw him with his head first into the furance. You jolted up, feeling how your breath got heavier while you stared with widened eyes at the still screaming man Negan held into the flames before he let go of the him and walked over to Dwight. You tried to get your shocked glance from the hanging out body half while you still couldn’t really believe what just happened. You knew that you shouldn’t be surprised about Negans cruelty anymore after all what happened, but still you were. “Good thing we got a spare Dr. Carson.”, said Negan while he pointed up to the shocked looking Eugene as you asked yourself if Negan knew that Eugene was no healer before you heard Negans voice again. ”Sherry got nothing ever on her”, Negan said pointing at you before he continued. ”But from the wives she was one of my favorites. I’m sorry for you Dwighty”, Negan said looking at Dwight. “I’m not”, said Dwight with a cold expression on his face. “Whoo. Fucking ice-cold. I fucking love it”, said Negan chuckling before he let go of Dwight and walked over to you while you still had a mix between glare and bewildered glance in your eyes. “I think we gotta check a view things before we’re continuing with your friend” said Negan chuckling before he lead you outside with him while you still the pictures of the burning man in your head and all you could think of that was that you hoped that they would never find Daryl, so that he would never have to meet a similar destiny. You spent the next hour or even hours by Negans side while he was walking through the sanctuary, checking if everything was alright and if there were any News about your vanished brother. But every time the men and women negated and with that you had at least little bit you could be released about before you made your way to Eugene’s apartment.
Negan smirked at you before he knocked with his bat against the door that slowly opened. “May we come in?”, asked Negan grinning the slight puzzled Eugene before you before he walked in with you. “So, how are you liking it here? Are we doing right by Dr. Smarty-pants? You know, Frankie and Tanya had nothing but good things to say about you”, Negan said to the still puzzled looking Eugene. “It’s all right. I get it. I know how hard it can be to accept change, to get on the right team. My Sweetheart over here? She’s still not into all of this but you know my friend, I’m not gonna give her up”, Negan said chuckling while pointing at you. “Well but back to you Dr. Smarty-Pants… I need you to understand something. I do not make this invitation to everyone and I sure as shit do not make it lightly”, said Negan while you saw how Eugene began to panic again and you tried to search for his glance. “Hey. Hey! You do not need to be scared anymore. You don’t need to be fucking scared. You just have to answer me one question. And it’s a big one. Who are-” “I’m Negan. I’m utterly, completely, stone-cold Negan. I was Negan before I even met you. I just needed to meet you properly to know. I’m Negan”, you heard Eugene say while you looked swallowing over to him. Sure, Eugene wasnt the bravest of them all but he couldnt just forget everything Negan did in that night, killed his best friend, and be subject to Negan. He couldnt actually do that, right? Was he just playing a game or was he actually making a whole new beginning? You had no idea and all those questions kept going through your mind while Negan walked with you back to his and now also your room..
Akechi, you could come in from the soaking rain with a black eye and 3 of your limbs in casts, talking about how you were just robbed and dumped by your girlfriend and I would still have no sympathy for you.
Ok not that I’ve ever had the following argument (I totally
have and this is why I’m single tbh) but working nights sucks for any sort of
life. Hope you all enjoy it!
@laura-smith9 Request: I love your writing skills!! So I was wondering
if you could write me an andre burakovsky imagine? Like where you get into a
fight because you also work and when he finally can be home you are not because
of your work and so he gets upset and says that the others don’t work etc and
this annoys you and bla bla bla haha 🙈 and then you kind of
make up… yes I’m a sucker for happy endings. But it’s up to you, you can also
make it differently😉 thank you love😘
just gotten home from a long shift at the hospital. It had been a terrible
shift (although working at an ER in a children’s hospital wasn’t ever really a
picnic) and all you wanted right now was a hot shower and your bed.
An imagine about the 9th episode of season 7 The reader has to go back to the Sanctuary with Negan once again…
I’m following the storyline of the TV show, so I wrote parts to the other episodes as well that are connected. BUT they are all written the way that you can read them separate without having read any other part!
part 1 is about the final scene of season 6 part 2 is about the first episode of season 7 part 3 is about the readers arrival in the sanctuary (for 7x02) part 4 is about 7x03 “The Cell” part 5 is about 7x04 “Service” part 6 is about 7x05 “Go Getters” (7x06 was left out because the timeframe between the episodes was too short) part 7 is about 7x07 “Sing me a song” part 8 is about the midseason finale
You looked back at Alexandria, that still laid in a shocked silent before you while you still saw some of your friends from afar as you stepped huffing into the truck, knowing that you’d have to return to the place where your brother Daryl was held in a tiny cell and probably also Eugene soon. You walked swallowing over to the bench in the back of the truck that came from the place you had come from with Carl and Negan just hours ago. Before you saw Alexandria once again. Before two more people had to die. You let yourself fall onto the bench still pressing a tissue on the wound Arat had given to you. Before she had shot Olivia, she had chosen to kill you but her bullet had just brushed your arm leaving a small wound and Negan out of control. He had shown that kind of protectiveness also in other situations, you had seen him softer when he had seen Carl crying or when he sat with Judith in the rocking chair on Ricks porch while he was on the other side still that asshole who had murdered your friends in that one night. And with killing two more people, he had just supported that image. Negan let himself fall next to you while he looked from your face to your wound before he looked over to his men. “Someone gotta get me some disinfection stuff and bandages”, he said looking at the man sitting before him before one of them got up and rushed out of the truck. You glanced warily at him as he turned back to you with a big grin on his face. “What Sweetheart? I’m just taking fucking care of you”, he said smirking at you while you huffed and the man came back into the truck with the stuff Negan had asked for. He began dripping some liquid on a tissue as the motor of the truck started. “Lets get fucking ready for it, Sweetheart! I’m gonna be fucking gentle I promise”, he said chuckling while he winked at you before he took your arm into one of his hands and began carefully cleaning the wound. Negan hummed some song while you turned your head away from him and looked out of the window as the truck rushed past the trees. You felt how he wrapped the bandage around your arm before he you looked over to him right as he finished “Perfectly done, Sweetheart. Gonna get you to my doctor anyways”, he said smirking while he packed away the left bandages. You turned away from him again while you felt how one of his arms wrapped around your waist. You leaned against the window, looked outside while you thought about your friends in Alexandria and Eugene who had still sobbed uncontrollably when you had seen them loading him up. The truck kept driving over the roads passing smaller groups of walkers once in a while, while you felt how you got more tired the longer you looked out of the window. Your eyelids got heavier, the whole day from the beginning with Carl showing up to you ending up in one of Negans truck again had stressed you and made you extremely tired. You tried your hardest to stay awake, you didnt want to fall asleep here, next to him and his men but at some point you couldn’t fight your tiredness anymore and finally dozed off.
The slight swinging of arms around you woke you up. You felt warmth around you and almost wanted to cuddle closer to get more of it before you slowly opened your eyes and found yourself carried in Negans arms. Your head was nuzzled into the curve of his neck, your hands rested on his chest while he held you closely to himself as he kept walking. You almost jolted up as you realized what was happening but could stop yourself and instead raised your head carefully while Negan turned his face to you. “Holy fucking hell, the Sleeping Beauty has awoken from her beauty sleep”, he said grinning at you while you scoffed still not really awake. “Let me down”, you said huffing while Negan kept smirking at you. “Thats some fucking service I only offer to you, you should think twice about it”, Negan said chuckling. “I have, could you please let me down now”, you said with a more urging tone in your voice. “Alright”, Negan said sighing before he let you down and you could first see that you were not far from the trucks that had brought you back to the sanctuary. You looked around trying to search for Eugene, but all you found were some Saviors that walked around. You felt how Negan slung his arm around you as you saw how Simon walked towards you and Negan. “Boss…we’ve got a problem”, he said scoffing while walked closer. “And thats what, Simon?”, Negan asked raising his brows. “Her dickhead brother”, Simon said pointing at you while you felt how your blood froze. God, what had happened again? What did they do to him? And what did he do? “That prick broke out and killed fat Joey on his way out”, said Simon while looking at Negan ”Fucking shit, really?”, asked Negan scoffing while he stroke over his jawline. ”Yeah, bashed his head with some iron bar”, Simon responded swallowing. ”Jesus, bet that prick run back to his sweet sweet home”, said Negan huffing. ”Probably, we can go searching for him”, responded Simon. ”No, no doesnt make sense to search in the fucking night. Don’t wanna risk to get more of my men killed in the darkness searching for that asshole…we’re gonna talk tomorrow more about that”, Negan said before Simon nodded and walked over to the other Saviors. You saw how Negan turned sighing around and looked at you. “Did you know about that? And don’t even think about fucking lying”, said Negan looking serious at you. “No I didnt, I mean how should I even done that? You were with me the whole time”, you said looking back at him before he looked nodding at you. “Yeah, yeah right”, he muttered stroking pondering through his hair. He clenched his jaw swallowing before he looked back at you. “Alright lets get inside”, he said before he began walking with you over to the door.
Negan lead you trough the hallways all the way to your room and walked chuckling with you inside. You knew exactly what he planned for the rest of the night, but this time you couldnt. The first two times you agreed had just been caused through the thought that you could maybe endanger the others a bit with not rejecting and maybe even provoking him. But that wasnt the case. It didn’t matter if you would sleep with him or not, you knew now that he wouldnt force you and you knew, that he would hurt them whenever he felt like they deserved it regardless of how many nights you would spend with him. You couldn’t deny, as much as you hated it, that you had felt joy in these nights while you had known that everything that made you feel this way was wrong and you didnt want to feel those wrong feelings again. And you didnt want to have him that close. Especially not after all what had happened today. All what was probably happening right now to Eugene. You stopped walking before you felt how Negan wrapped his arms around you from behind and pulled you closer against his body. You heard him chuckle as you felt his hot breath on your skin and moments after that his lips that placed themselves on your neck while you felt his body even closer and a shiver running down your back. “Sweetheart, I guess a fucking eventful day deserves an eventful night”, you heard him whisper smirking in your ear. “I’m not gonna do anything with you after all what happened”, you growled while you turned around and freed yourself with that out of his arms while he looked chuckling at you shaking his head slightly. “Because of the two dead fucking people? Or what? I know you got your own head and I’m not gonna fucking force you to anything but If I might remind you that we already fucked two times, Sweetheart?”, Negan said chuckling holding two fingers up while you felt how the anger in you builded up and Negan walked closer to you. “And might I remind you that, both fucking times, you were a moaning mess under me?”, he said smirking at you while you had to control yourself to not slap him. You hated him for that comment and you also had hated yourself for enjoying a single moment with him even if his statement had been exaggerated in your eyes. The reason you had slept with him had never been joy, it had always been the fear of not exactly knowing what he was all else capable of doing. You breathed scoffing out and swallowed, before you calmly raised your voice that was tembling through anger. “Why did I spend those nights with you? Why Negan? Absolutely not to have the damn murderer of my friends around me even more. You’re an asshole but you’re for sure not dumb, you’re probably everything else than that. You know why I did that”, you said into his eyes while you balled your fists trying to keep yourself under control. You looked at Negan who remained silent for a few moments but still with that grin on his lips chuckling slightly. “The only reason why I agreed was to protect the last ones you’ve left me. That’s it….you’re not the only one who can read people Negan. I know what game you are playing by punishing others than the ones who made the mistake…I just never wanted to play that fucking game with you”, you said swallowing hard while you saw Negan smirk wider. “I know, I fucking know Sweetheart. First, I wouldnt ever fucking punish you for not fucking me. Second, that girl back in Alexandria didn’t seem to fucking understand anything. Similar thing with your fucking dickhead Brother. He could’ve have the best fucking life here, but he chose to fucking fuck it up more than once”, Negan said grinning. “He just chose to not be one of your brainwashed fucks”, you muttered growling. Negan came closer again and stopped shortly before you. “And now he fucking fled and killed one of my damn men. Bad decision, fucking bad decision even for a dumbass like him”, he said looking into your eyes. You looked at Negan while he walked chuckling towards you and took your chin into his hand while his glance intensified ”I really hope for your fucking friends that they fucking learned out of their damn mistakes. But in case they haven’t and my men find your fucking brother in Alexandria…hell, they’re all dead and Daryl, fuck, I’m gonna get him back here and torture the living fucking shit outta him”, he said dangerously whispering while you felt how your breath stopped. You felt how painful strokes shot through your whole body. You saw their dead bodies before you, covered in blood and spread all over Alexandria. Your brother being turtoured to death while you heard his screams crystal clear in your head. You felt how the burden on your shoulders grew, how the pressure on you increased. You hadnt have time to come to turns even about glenns and abrahams deaths because the man who had murdered them had been around you the whole time and now you had to fear even more of the people you loved would be killed. You shifted disgusted away from him, stepped away while you glared at him and clenched your jaw ”What? Thats how it works. They know the fucking rules and when they’re not playing by them…well, they gotta fucking pay for it”, he said chuckling while he stepped closer looking at you. “Fuck you”, you muttered growling while you heard Negans chuckle. “Well Sweetheart, you know, I better like you doing that”, he said grinning as you scoffed and shook your head angrily at him. “Times have fucking changed but your friends don’t seem to want to fucking get that. You know what that whole thing reminds me of? That I guessed that you all thought you’re gonna sit around a table at sundays dinner with a sweet little happy fucking ending. But those fucking happy endings are nothing for this world”, he said stepping closer again. “Told that Rick already when he laid crying like a little ass baby on that RV…you know Sweetheart, I think you also hoped to get that happy ending, didnt you?”, Negan asked, his face shortly before yours, while you felt how the pain already crawled up in your body. “Well Sweetheart I fucking hate to disappoint you but I guess your friends just turned that sundays dinner into a fucking slaughter”, he said as he chuckled as he backed away while his glance still laid on you. You felt the feelings washing over you how it hurt you to see that scene again before you. Their screams that still sounded through the air, Alexandria turned into a bloodred hell and everyone and everything you loved gone forever. That scenes before your eyes werent just any nightmare that kept you awake in sleepless nights, no, it was worse. They could be reality. They had already taken so much from you, close friends that had fought through this world had to die through his hand. And now, if they would find him, they would take the very rest. “Just go”, you said glaring at him feeling that you couldn’t take his presence anymore and just didn’t want to. No matter if you had seen a slightly bit of a soft concerned side of him, that what seemed like somehow protectiveness over you, you were just disgusted by him right now and by what he did to your friends. You felt how your eyes became slightly wet just because that burden that laid on you became even bigger. You didn’t want him to see how hard that all hit you, confused you and came close to you, you didn’t want him to see you ever cry again as you did in the night he murdered Glenn and Abe. “Just go”, you tried to growl while you heard Negan chuckle once again. You looked up shortly before adding something as you saw how he suddenly went quiet and his glance changed into a softer concerned one. He had seen the tears in your eyes. He looked at you and swallowed before he raised his voice. “Holy hell Sweetheart, fuck I’m…I’m sorry, I really am, shit…I didn’t…I never wanted to-”, he said not finishing but instead looking at you while he breathed stressed out. Within one moment that man in front of you who had threatened to turn your home into a slaughterhouse got turned simply from seeing how much he had hurt you with that, to his softer side, to the man that looked at you as if he would actually regret telling you that. But you didnt care right now. You didnt care if he was that softer, concerned Negan again you just wanted him to leave. You looked swallowing at him while he bit his lip before he swung his bat over his shoulder and you’re glance went away from him, outside the window until you heard his voice again “Good Night Sweetheart”, you heard him say before the door shut, knowing that even when he had regretted telling you, he would still let all your friends get killed when your brother was in Alexandria or just close to it. As soon as you heard the door being shut you couldn’t hold your tears back anymore, a loud sob escaped your mouth while your body turned into a trembling mess, while you felt incredibly helpless thinking about everything that could happen tomorrow. You felt the hot tears stream down your face while your sobs suddenly stopped for a second as you heard how the handle of the door moved but was let go of seconds later and finally followed by heavy steps that got quieter with every second. He had stood there. He had stood there for sure and had heard you crying. And he seemed to have at least thought about coming back in to you. You let yourself fall scoffing onto the bed, your feelings mixing between grief, sorrow and the anger you felt because he had heard you sobbing. It had been enough that he got to see your glassy eyes, you didn’t want him to see you weak, even when he had apologized. You curled up into your bed while your head began to pound through the tears that just wouldn’t stop. You wanted to be strong and not cry but at that moment all the sorrow you had tried to suppress over all the time you were here bursted out though the storm Negan had provoked just with what stood behind his words. You didnt know how long you laid there, but at some point you could finally doze off.
The bright sunlight that shined through the windows of your room woke you up. It seemed still pretty early and you just wanted to sleep more but instead of that you laid awake there and as you realized that it would avail to nothing you decided to shower just to get wash all the dried tears from your face and body. You let the water pour over your body and even when the thought of Negans words last night still let a shiver run down your back you felt a bit better now and just hoped that Daryl and the others knew what they were doing. You got dressed, tried to get one of the fruits down your throat that laid in a little basket on a desk and sat down on the bed knowing that Negan would probably come soon. And your feeling was proved right. You heard the knock on the door before Negan came chuckling back in. He eyed you and as he seemed to notice that you were mostly alright again his signature grin formed on his lips. ”Good fucking morning Sweetheart. Promised to get your wound treated and as you know, I’m a man of my fucking word”, he said smirking at you. ”Alright”, you said sighing before you got up and walked to Negan who ultimately placed his arm around your waist again as he lead you out of the room. For a few minutes you walked with him through the hallways of the sanctuary while several Saviors kneeled as soon as they saw Negan. Then you stood before a door Negan opened for you and guided you grinning in. It wasn’t a room like the most ones in the sanctuary it was a doctors office. “Only the fucking best treatment for my Sweetheart”, Negan said grinning at you before he turned to the man in the white tunic. “Doc, you gotta take a look on her wound”, said Negan as you walked completely inside the room. The man nodded and lead you to the treatment table while Negan leaned the wall. “What happened?”, he asked looking at you as he began to slowly loosen the provisory bandage. “A bullet brushed me”, you muttered. “Well then you had a lot luck, Miss”, said the man as he turned around to a cupboard and began to rummage around in it. You nodded slightly as he turned back around and began to treat your wounds while you felt Negans intense glance on you. After a few moments you looked carefully over to him and noticed how serious he was eying every move the doctor made until he saw you looking at him. You looked back but could still catch how he grinned and winked at you before his glance fell back on the doctor. ”Doc, have you already heard of Fat Joeys fucking terrible fate?”, Negan asked suddenly. ”Yes, already yesterday night. Really sad”, responded the man while he kept going. ”Yeah, yeah it its, especially ‘cause that Fat Joey, Skinny Joey joke fucking died with him. No but seriously he was a good man”, Negan said before he chuckled slightly and took his walkie into his hands and raised his voice. “Alright everyone. Listen. Fat Joey’s dead. For anyone out there who loved the obese bastard as much as I did, I just want to say a few words. Fat Joey was not the most badass son of bitch, but he was loyal. He had a great sense of humor. In fact, we were just joking about oral sex with Lucille the other day. Things will not be the same now that he’s dead. Without Fat Joey, Skinny Joey is just … Joey. So it’s a goddamn tragedy. So, let’s have a moment of silence”, Negan with a slight touch of consternation but mostly with his regular voice where you hadnt have to see him to know that he was grinning. You looked at Negan who remained silent, dandling his head slightly from left to right as if he would count how many seconds he had to wait to talk again. You looked back to the doctor in front of you who was spreading salve over your wound as you heard Negans voice again. ”We got ourselves a red situation. I need a search party and see if Daryl ran home like the dumb animal that he is”, you heard Negan say while you swallowed thinking about last night. It still made you want to vomit just thinking about what could happen if they found him there, or if they found him outside somewhere. “On it. Be there in time for lunch”, you heard Simons cracking voice through the walkie. “Turn that sleepy little burg upside down”, Negan said grinning before you looked swallowing back to the Doctor who kept treating your wound “You are going to be fine really soon. It’s just a small wound, with the salve I put on it’s going to heal fast”, the doctor said as he began to wrap a new bandage around your arm. “But I guess you already had worse wounds”, he added and kept going. “Yeah”, you said nodding. “Alright you are done”, said the man with a half smile before you hopped of the treatment table. You walked over to Negan who already waited for you with one of his arms as always ready again to wrap around you. ”Thanks Doc”, Negan said before he walked out of the room with you. You felt his glance on your body before his voice raised again. ”If he’s not as fucking dumb as he often acts they’re staying alive. Just hope for that, Sweetheart”, you heard him say before he kept on walking.
Minutes later you arrived in front of a door, but it wasnt yours, it was Negans. You looked questioning at him while he began to chuckle. “Got some shit to do and I guess you’d like to be up to date about whats happening at the wonderfully idyllic Alexandria”, he said while he opened the door and lead you grinning in. There you were back again in his room, like the times you had spend here when Carl had been here. Your glance wandered around in the room until it laid on his giant bed as you heard him chuckle. “Taking a fucking liking in my bed, Sweetheart?”, Negan asked chuckling while you looked annoyed back at him. “You can fucking believe me, you’re its most welcome guest”, Negan said grinning before he waved you over to the couch with him. You sat down on it while Negan let himself fall next you, placed the walkie on the table and grabbed a small booklet. He leaned back and began writing down something while he placed an arm on the backrest and stroke with his fingers over your shoulder creating a weird feeling inside you, you ultimately wanted to get rid of. You looked out of the window, knowing that somewhere outside there was Alexandria and you had no idea what was going to happen there. If your brother was there, if he was outside in the woods or maybe even in Hilltop. In case he was in Alexandria, you could just hope that they would hide him extremely good and you didnt even wanted to think anymore about the alternative. You couldnt do anything, you couldnt warn them, you couldnt help them, nothing. You were completely helpless. Your glance wandered more often than you wanted to the walkie that laid on the table until that one moment the crack sounded that made you jolt up. “Alright Boss, we’re in Alexandria. Just sent the others out. By the way, Rick acted like an innocent sheep”, you heard Simons voice suddenly burst out of the walkie before Negan leaned towards the table and took it into his hands. “Of fucking course, lets see if he’s the innocent bastard he pretends to be”, Negan said chuckling into the walkie while you swallowed knowing what the Saviors were doing right now. “Wow, you really do not fucking seem like you’d trust a lot in your friends intelligence”, said Negan chuckling as he had seemed to notice your shocked face expression. You looked scoffing over to him while he kept chuckling. The next minutes seemed like an eternity. You felt an unbearable pressure on your ribcage that didnt want to let you breath and while your thoughts circled around everything that could happen your body began to tremble and your breath speeded up. You felt how Negan began to look at your trembling body that just didnt want to stop and your ribcage that went faster up and down then you wanted to. You saw how Negans hand reached over to yours and took it carefully into his before he squeezed it soothing. After a few moments you felt his thumb stroking over the back of your hand while he remained silent. He didnt say anything, he didnt even chuckle. He just sat there with you on the couch, your hand stayed buried in his big warm hand while it somehow calmed you down as bizarre as it was. You didnt know if he did this because he felt guilty for last night or if he actually cared somehow about you. Maybe even both. You just didnt know. That thing between you hadnt got any clearer it actually got even more muddled. Your thoughts would have stayed circling around that but the cracking of the walkie ripped you out of them. ”Boss, we went through everything, don’t know where that prick is but he’s definitely not here”, you heard Simon voice while you could finally catch a breath for the first time. They didnt find him there, they were all alive. No more dead people. Daryl was somewhere out there, but doesnt matter if Rick and the others had contact to him or not, they would somehow find themselves and now that the Saviors didnt find him there, their situation was safer. ”Alright Simon”, you just heard Negan say into the walkie. ”Looks like your brother isn’t as fucking dumb as I thought”, you heard Negan say chuckling. And while with that the silence was gone and the chuckle back at it again, his hand stayed to your surprise tightly around yours.
Warnings: Mentions of blood and a dead body, Dean is angry
Series Summary: The reader is a genetically enhanced assassin who’s on the run from her creator, but what will happen when she get’s taken back to the bunker by Sam and Dean? Or falls for one of the Winchesters…
Author’s Note: Sorry I didn’t have a new part of this series out last week, I took a bit of a writing break, but here’s part four! If you want to be tagged in the following parts of this please send me an Ask or add yourself to This List. Feedback is always appreciated, and enjoy!
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Dean was angry. And hurt. And confused.
You didn’t do him the injustice of slipping into his mind – you never had, not for either one of the boys. Even the first day you’d met them, when you were beaten and bloody, your accelerated healing inexplicably gone and two men holding you in an underground bunker, you still hadn’t invaded their thoughts. You’d always felt it was an abuse of power, especially on humans – or rather, humans that hadn’t had their lives stolen and their DNA magically altered. But you didn’t need that particular ability to read Dean’s emotions today. Not only could you see them flashing across his face in an unchecked vulnerability, you could smell them.
The rage, the pain, the shock. They practically radiated from his body like a beacon of your betrayal and there was no way you could block your heightened senses, no matter how many times you’d tried since you woke up in that tiny metal cell all those years ago. This was who you were now – what you were now - whether you accepted it or not, and now Dean was burdened with the same knowledge you lived with every day.
Concept: Each cell in Nanba Prison is a cafe. What type of cafe would the cells be?
I was having a small chat with my close friends, so most credit goes to them
Building 3/Cell 6 :
You know those rich ass fancy themed cafès? Thats building 3 for you. Butler Cafè! They are dressed are up in fancy ass clothing, suits, bowties, gloves and so on. Honey and Trois are already quite popular around the ladies, so theres no surprise they are the most popular cafè in Nanba, with cell 13 close behind
Building 4/Cell 10:
A simple and innocent idea that was suggested by Musashi, animal Cafè! Though, Musashi is the only one in his cell, he had to get together with others. They kinda just hopped on his idea since they couldn`t come up with something themself.
They would all be wearing different types of themed clothing. Musashi would be dressed up as a cat. Ofcourse Musashi would be wearing a long tail with big fluffy cat ears.
Building 5/Cell 8:
A scary haunted house themed cafè suits Cell 8 just perfectly. Upa would be a flying ghost, Qi would mostly be slacking off by just dressing up as a mummy to scare those who pass by and Liang would be dressed up as a zombie. They serve halloween themed food, so get ready for the spooks!
Building 13/Cell 13:
It was Unos idea, so there were no doubt that it wouldn`t happen. They were fighting about the idea for the theme, but Uno settled them down. Maid Cafè! They would wear custom made maid costumes that Mitsuru had bought online.
Uno would be the most popular and requested maid, with Nico close behind him. Jyugo and Rock would mostly be the side cast, since they aren`t that found of being dressed up like this