5 6 7 8 i want you to be my mate

My v-day gift to you <3

valentines day is either today for some people or tomorrow. Anyway, since im not doing anything but working that day i decided to do some drabbles again. soooo ill put the rules and stuff below and you just create your request and ill work on them tonight and tomorrow. i’ll only be choosing a few to do so im sorry if yours isnt done :( im only one person haha. 

Don’t be ridiculous with your ask okay. like make it easy for me to write something on it lmao. 

choose a member, scenario, plot, if you want smut, angst, or romance in it. it’s easyyyy. 


1. neighbors. 

2. roommates

3. class mate. 

4. cool kid in school.

5. party

6. beach

7. Park

8. blind date

9. club

10. best friends


1. experimenting together (if you have a certain experiment in mind pls help)

2. making out / grinding / dry humping / thigh riding / (no actual penetration)

3. trying kinks (send me what kink pls)

4. rough, needy sex that involved alot of teasing before hand. 

5. virgin sex.

6. oral only. 

7. three some (add a member)


1. cheating (whos the cheater?)

2. other (pls tell me cuz i cant think atm)

you can add whatever you want to your request <3 I’ll try my best to write it how you think it haha. 

click me to send your request. 

Soulless Mate Part 11

Summary: Sam and the reader were a happy couple until Sam lost his soul. Now the reader can’t stand to be around him, which Soulless!Sam doesn’t seem to mind until he starts having these ‘feelings’ that go beyond attraction.

A/N: Sigh. It’s finally here! It’s been MONTHS since I’ve updated and I sincerely apologize for that. A lot of things have happened and it affected my ability to write. I really want thank you for all the support I’ve gotten these past few months. I do read your messages and I appreciate every single one. It shows me that you haven’t given up on this story and I want you to know that I haven’t either. You guys are awesome 🤗. I hope you enjoy this chapter.

Word Count: 2,501

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10

 "His bond with the baby is getting stronger.“ Castiel tells you. "Is that why he’s been acting out of character lately?” The changes in his behavior have been subtle but there’s been enough of a difference for everyone to notice, especially you. 

 Castiel answers your question with a nod. “Sooner or later he will become attached to her just as he’s attached to you.”

 "I still don’t understand how this is still possible even though he doesn’t have a soul.“ "None of this is emotional. It’s all biological, so his soul plays no part in the matter." 

 You can’t help but frown at his words. "It’s kind of weird though, how much care he shows now.” “

That care comes from his instinct to protect, not from his heart.” Castiel reiterates.

 "I know. You’ve said this before.“ You sigh, deep disappointment in your tone.

 "What’s wrong?” Castiel asks, his voice laced with concern. 

 "I don’t know.“ You shrug. ” I just-“ You pause and let out another sigh. "I just want Sam’s soul to be returned before the baby gets here." 

 "It’s still possible, Y/N.” Castiel tries to reassure you. 

 You shake your head. “I’m already nine months, Cas. The doctor says I can go into labor any day now." 

 Castiel takes your hands in his. "Dean and I are still here, Y/N. We’re going to help with her.”

 "I know.“ You look down at your round belly and picture your daughter inside. A daughter that will probably never know her father. Not really. "It just wasn’t supposed to be this way, y'know? We were supposed to get married and get a house.” You feel your eyes begin to tear up as you think about what should have been. “We were supposed to quit hunting a-and start working. We…” Those are the only words you can get out before you start to cry. Castiel lets out a sad sigh before pulling you into him, leaning your head against his chest. Castiel doesn’t say anything as you cry. Instead, he strokes your hair in hopes it’ll give you some sort of comfort. You’re buried in his chest, tears leaving your eyes and creating small puddles on his white shirt for a minute or two before you feel a sense of calmness come over you. Your tears stop and you almost forget what upset you in the first place.

 "How are you feeling, Y/N?“ He asks, expectancy in his tone. You lift your head up slowly, bewildered at your sudden change of mood.

 "I’m actually feeling okay.” You look into his blue eyes, confusion etched into your facial features. “That’s really weird.” You say to yourself as you wipe the stray tears on your cheeks.

 "It’s actually not so strange.“ Castiel tells you.

 "What do you mean?” You ask, even more confused now.

 "As an angel of lord, I’m able to manipulate your mood.“

 "You mean like Jasper from Twilight?” You blurt out before you can stop the words from coming out of your mouth. 

 A look of confusion takes over Castiel’s face. "Are you talking about the movie with the inaccurately portrayed vampires? You and I know that vampires do not ‘glitter’, they-“ 

 "Never mind, Cas.” You cut him off with a bit of a chuckle. “Well, I do feel better, so thanks for that." 

 The confusion on Castiel’s promptly fades away and is replaced with a warm smile. "It’s my pleasure, Y/N." 

 You feel your stomach grumble as your moment with Castiel ends. "Now,” You wipe your eyes. “I will make myself something to eat; I have a serious craving for some tacos.” You huff. “Come on,” You pat his thigh. “I’ll make some for everyone." 

 "I will not stand in your way. You can get scary when you’re hungry.” You chuckle as he helps you off the bed. “As much as I would love to stay for tacos, I must go.” His smile falters and his tone reveals his slight disappointment. 

I’ll save you some.“ Your promise of food brings the smile back to his face, which is exactly what you wanted. You give him a side hug, one arm encircling his waist, the side of your protruding belly softly pressing into his stomach. "Be safe, okay?” You tell him as you step back. “

I’ll try my best.” He says before he pulls his disappearing act on you, the familiar sound of fluttering wings filling your ears.

 "Okay, time for food.“ You say to yourself before you waddle out of your room. As you make your way into the kitchen and see Dean with his back turned. He’s probably making his sixth cup of coffee.

 "Hey, momma.” He greets you, his back still turned. “How-” “Your footsteps. They’re not exactly light.”

You hear him lightly chuckle and you shake your head in response even though he can’t see you.

 "What’s for dinner, momma?“ He finally turns around with, you guessed it, a cup of joe in his hand.”

 "Tacos.“ You see Dean break out into a grin as you make your way to the counter. You outstretch your arms and pull on the small knobs to open the cupboard above you. It takes a bit of effort since your belly makes it difficult to properly grasp the handles but you get the job done. Unfortunately, once the cupboard’s open, you see that it’s practically impossible for you to grab any of the ingredients.

 "Need help there?” You look over in time to see Dean take a sip of coffee.

 "Please.“ You sigh. 

As Dean reaches for the stuff you feel a hard kick from the baby along with a small pop. Immediately after the pop, you feel a gush of fluid leave your body.

 "Y/N, did you just pee on yourself?” Dean asks, clear disgust on his face. “I mean I know you’re pregnant, but come on.” You follow his line of vision to the puddle of clear liquid on the floor beneath you. You’ve read about this on pregnancy forums. It takes you about a second for it to register. Your water just broke. 

 "Dean, that’s not pee.“ You look back up at Dean, wide eyed.

"What do you mean?” He asks as he looks back up at you. Once his eyes lock with yours, and he sees the look on your face, terror takes over. “W-What do we do!?”

 "Get my hospital bag and get Sam!“ You practically yell at him and he nods furiously before he runs out of the kitchen.

 "SAMMMMM!” You hear Dean yell as he runs through the corridor, obvious fear in his voice. You would have laughed if you weren’t feeling so terrified yourself. Not even a minute goes by before you hear two sets of footsteps quickly making their way down the corridor. It’s not long before the boys reveal themselves, Sam holding a black duffel bag and Dean carrying a car seat that was supposed to have been installed a week ago. 

 "You haven’t put in the car seat?“ You ask in disbelief, your voice almost shrill. Your eyes dart between the two of them as you scold them. Dean looks like a deer caught in the headlights, his green eyes a mix of surprise of fear. He stares at you for a good five seconds before he makes a beeline for the door, rushing past you and swinging the door open with one hand before exiting the house. You watch as the door slams right behind the shorter of the brothers before you face Sam. "Well?” You ask expectantly. 

 "Don’t look at me. He was the one who was supposed to install it.“ He tells you as he shrugs. 

 You sigh and pinch the bridge of your nose. "Let’s just go." 


It’s been two days since your baby girl arrived. Her birth had been long and painful but it was all worth it once you got to hold her in your arms for the very first time. 

 You watch with a smile as Dean feeds her with a bottle of your breast milk. After a couple of minutes, she chugs the last of it. "Someone was hungry.” Dean jokes as he cradles the baby with one arm and passes you the empty bottle with a free hand. “She gets it from her uncle.” He tells you as he changes the baby’s position, carefully lying her small body on the left side of his chest, resting her fragile head on his broad shoulder. One hand Is placed under her bottom while the other gently pats her back to help release any gas she may have.

 "Where’s Sam?“ You ask as Dean paces the room with the baby. He stops for a second and gives you a bewildered look. 

"I don’t know. But he better get here soon because we need to have a talk.”

 "A talk? About what?“ You ask. 

 "Sam’s soul.” He says simply. “What about Sam’s soul?” You ask hesitantly. You’re not sure if this is good news or bad news. Dean hasn’t talked about Sam’s soul in a couple of weeks. You all have been too busy preparing for the baby.

 "I found a way to get it back.“ Your breath hitches at his words. These are the words you’ve been waiting to hear ever since learning Sam was soulless.


 "I talked to Death and-” You stop him. 

“You talked to Death?”

 "Yeah, and?“ He replies, slight annoyance in his voice. 

 You choose to ignore his tone. "How?" 

 "Doesn’t matter.” He answers as his head turns to take a quick peek at his niece. “What matters is that there’s a way we can get Sam back.” He tells you as his gaze finds his way back to you. As much as you’re excited to learn that there’s a way to get Sam’s soul back, you’re really worried about what Death will ask in return. He’s not just going to do this out of the goodness of his heart.

 "There’s a way to get my soul back?“ Sam interrupts your thoughts and your eyes follow the sound of his voice to the open door a few feet away. Dean’s gaze lands on Sam as he walks into the baby’s room. 


 "How?” Sam asks. 

 "Well…“ Dean starts off slowly. "Death agreed to go fetch your soul if I do his job for a day." 

 "Do his job?” Sam lets out a soft chuckle. “You have to be Death for a day?”

 "That’s what he said.“ Dean replies.

 "I don’t understand. How are you supposed to be him for a day?” You ask, unsure of how this is supposed to play out. 

 "His ring.“ Dean reminds you both of the jewelry all four of the horsemen wear to harness their powers. "I wear his ring, and suddenly, I’m the new Death.”

 "It’s that simple?“ Sam asks, skepticism in his voice. "How hard could it be? I just take people when it’s their time.” He doesn’t sound worried at all. 

 Sam looks over to you. “It sounds easy.” He shrugs.

 "You’re soulless. Everything’s easy for you.“ You remind him as you roll your eyes.  

Everything except feeling.” He replies with a cock of an eyebrow. 

 "Anyway,“ you give Sam a hard glare before you return your attention to Dean. "I don’t know how I feel about this." 

 "It’s the only option we have, Y/N.” He tells you. “Are there any repercussions if you don’t do his job?” You ask. You want to know everything about this deal.

 "Nope. Just that Sam doesn’t get his soul back.“ 

 "That’s it?” You ask. This almost seems too easy. “You know Death is a man of his word. He’s not going to screw us over.” Dean says, most likely to try to calm your nerves. It doesn’t work. But you don’t know what else to say.

 "I guess.“ You sigh.

"It’s going to be fine, Y/N.” Dean gives you a small smile. Another attempt to try to reassure you. 

 You don’t return the smile. “If you say so." 

 Dean’s about to say something when your daughter starts fussing in his arms. "Shhhh, it’s alright.” Dean says in a low but soft voice as he begins to pace the room again. It’s to no avail as the baby starts to whimper. 

 Seeing your daughter in distress is making your motherly instinct kick in, and all you want to do is cradle her and kiss her tears away.

 "Give her here.“ Sam interrupts your worried thoughts as he gestures for Dean to bring his daughter to him. You watch as Dean walks over to Sam and hands her over. You notice once she’s in Sam’s arms, she immediately starts to quiet down. Your daughter’s response to Sam’s touch tugs on your heart strings and the corners of your lips turn upward to form a smile. With the baby in his arms, Sam sits up straight and cautiously places her on the left side of his chest, just as Dean had done. Beginning to pat her back, Sam looks up to see Dean staring at him.

 "Can I help you?” Sam asks his brother as he continues to burp the baby, a mix of curiosity and mild annoyance on his face. Dean furrows his eyebrows in response. 

“Nothing, it’s just…weird." 

“You’re weird.” Sam replies childishly. Dean scoffs. “Not as weird as you. You don’t feel." 

“Yeah, and that’s why I’m the better hunter.” Sam retorts with a smirk. 

 "Boys, can you not?“ You step in before they can really start to bicker. Dean throws his hands up in surrender while you see Sam revel in the fact that he got the last word. You shake your head, an indication of your disapproval and bring the attention back to the discussion. "When is the deal happening?" 

"Today.” Dean answers. “I’m actually supposed to meet him in about an hour.”

 "An hour? You chose to tell us about this an hour beforehand?“ 

 "You’re lucky I told you at all.” Dean scoffs. 

 "Oh, so you’re the one who makes all the decisions now? Sam and I have no say?“ You retort, upset Dean thinks he can do these things without, at the very least, consulting you. 

 "You just had a baby, Y/N.” Dean tells you sternly. “I didn’t want to put more stress on you.”

 "I understand, I really do, but this is Sam’s soul we’re talking about. I should be clued in on things like this. I need to be. He’s the love of my life, Dean. And more importantly,“ You sigh."He’s the father of my child." 

 "I get it. You only want the best for the little one.” He glances at your daughter, a small smile on his face. “We all do.” He walks over to you and pulls you into a hug, slightly surprising you, before planting a reassuring kiss on your cheek. “I’m gonna get him back, Y/N. For you and for her. Especially for her.” He whispers in your ear. 

 "Okay.“ You whisper back.

Fictional Boyfriend Tag


  • David from Lick by Kylie Scott. He’s so romantic and Sexy. ;)


  • Mr. Rochester from Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte. He is defintlly dark and moody. But he loves jane. 


  • Alcide from the Sookie Stackhouse Novels. Mmm <3

4. BOYFRIEND YOU WANT TO TAME (I don’t like to “tame” men)

  • But i would pick Eric Northman from the Sookie Stackhouse Novels. <3

Originally posted by redhaired93


  • Peeta from the Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins. He’s a little too cute for me. I llike bad boys. ;)


  • Thats tough! I love all my boys so much. I’d have to pick Rhysand from Acomaf. <3 Hes lovely! 


  • Penn from The Tearling Series. He’s great. <3


  • Josh King from Loving Cara by Kirsten Proby. He’s owns a ranch i feel we good go on Horse rides together. <3


  • Rowan Whitehorn from TOG by Sarah j. maas. Hes tough and can hunt & stuff. Also teach me that stuff. (can you tell i’ve never been hunting or camping? XD)


Aragon from LOTR. He’s wonderful. <3

Originally posted by ecannus

OK thats it! I Tag anyone to do it & If you do this tag let me know and i will check it out! Love you guys <3 




Sorry for the late answer and thanks for the ask :)

  • 5. Are you in love?

Currently? No and I sadly never was in love.

  • 6. Are you single this year?

Yes, and the last 20 years, too.

  • 7. Can you commit to one person?

I would say only my internet friends, because I dont have an real friends in my life. But about my deepest dreams? Sadly no one.

  • 8. Describe your crush

Don’t have on.

  • 9. Describe your perfect mate

He should have the same interests as me, and should accept me and my problems. Look isnt the most important, but I should find him attractive.

  • 10. Do you believe in love at first sight?

Not sure about that.

  • 11. Do you ever want to get married?

Yes, and I hope I will get married some day. 

  • 12. Do you forgive betrayal?

Already answerd. No, I am quite unforgiving and years later, I remember it.

  • 13. Do you get jealous easily?

I would say yes, but I dont show it.

  • 14. Do you have a crush on anyone?


  • 15. Do you have any piercings?

No, and I dont want one.

  • 16. Do you have any tattoos?

No, but I would have one or two :)

  • 17. Do you like kissing in public?

Never kissed anybody, but I would like it, because I would think, everyone is looking and I dont like that.

  • 20. Do you shower every day?

In the sommer but in the winter only every second day.

Tagged by @edwardcuckway, thank you, mate c:

DIRECTIONS: You can tell a lot about a person by the music they listen to. Put your MP3 player, iTunes, Spotify, etc. on shuffle & list the first 10 songs, then tag 10 people everybody, no skipping. 

1: P!nk - Beam me up

2: Lowlands Away (damn I love this sea shanty so much)

3: Shinee - Dream Girl 

4: Charli XCX - Boom Clap

5: NU’EST - Face 

6: Calvin Harris - How Deep Is Your Love 

7: Shinee - Nightmare (Yeah, I love K-pop so damn much)

8: Yuji Ono & Kahimi Karie - Le Soleil D’or 

9: Sia - Chandelier 

10: Woodkid - Iron 

I tag @malwa1216 @swiggle-muffin @afterglowingassassin @pandassiin @dorianelise @ginaunderthesea @asgardian-highblood @marshmallows-and-champagne @he-is-so-fucking-cute @shay-makes-my-luck and everyone who want to do this c:


14 Days of Romance
(A late Valentine’s day countdown)

Day 3: But I’m a Cheerleader 
     Who doesn’t love a cute lesbian romcom? Especially one where no one ends up sad, dead or alone! And damn look at those COLORS~

“1,2,3,4, I won’t take no anymore. 5,6,7,8, I want you to be my mate. 1,2,3,4, you’re the one that I adore. 5,6,7,8, don’t run from me cause this is fate.”


So, anon requested I do some blogrates and it has been a while since I’ve done them! I like meeting new people anyway, so it seemed like a good idea to me!


  • mbf this piece of fictional-men trash
  • reblog this post
  • send me an ask with what sort of stories you like to read about
  • blacklist ‘kim does blogrates’ if you don’t want to see them all


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★ following? no, sorry, but ily / i am now / of course / you’re my mate

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