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♥ 2016 Conventions! ♥

I was pretty late applying to conventions this year~
But here are the ones I AM confirmed for!!

Sailor Moon Celebration | Ontario Science Centre | Toronto | July 9th
Otakuthon | Palais Des Congrès | Montréal | August 5-7
FanExpo Canada | Toronto Convention Centre | Toronto | September 1-4

Feel free to send me suggestions but most Artists Alleys are full for 2016. ;-; Some conventions also encourage you to email them and suggest artists/guests you would like to see! (Especially smaller ones!) ♡♡

The Bodyguard - Part 5

Luke Hemmings

Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3 / Part 4

Feel free to request more parts :)
Luke’s POV

I barely registered the days passing. They blurred into each other, unable to distinguish the day from the night as I slumped in the plastic chairs in the waiting room. I would have realised they were uncomfortable if I felt anything but numbness, apart from the feeling of some kind of void.

One of the boys was there at all times, but they kept swapping to go home and shower and sleep. They forced me a few times, but it never consisted of more than a change of clothes and a shower.

I lived, breathed and hated the hospital.

The boys looked tired, no matter how much they tried to sleep I knew not much was coming to them. Michael in particular had deep purple circles as he had taken the extra guilty role of seeing the alley in the first place, no matter what Calum and Ashton said to him. I said nothing. I didn’t speak the whole time, I just weakly protested in the form of trying to push them off me as they pulled me from the chair.

The boys may have looked bad, but there was probably nothing worse than the sight of me.

I knew my hair was constantly messy and had thick tracks where I had racked my hands through it, my eyes tired and half closed, face pale and gaunt. Sickly looking. Maybe I looked just as dead as she was.

It felt like hours, the seconds in between her feeble gasp of breath and the ambulance arriving. Ashton had sobbed but I just couldn’t stop the choking noise coming out of my tight throat. Her limp body in my arms, her head lolling to the side into me as she paled.

My hand was shakily brushing the hair out of her eyes as if she would wake back up and it would annoy her, my eyes flicking to Ashton as he rocked back, low growls ripping out of his throat.

Calum and Michael rounded back around the corner, the other bodyguards in tow as they all skidded to a halt, the boys immediately faltering to their knees as they watched us in despair.

I had to change positions in the waiting room every few hours to avoid injuring myself. My long legs were out of place, awkwardly shoved in a chair as my hands rubbed over my face. The boys came to join me, slotting in the remaining seats as Calum handed me a coffee.

I gave him an empty smile as I took it, gulping it quickly and not registering the heat as it slipped down my throat.

“Luke Hemmings?” A woman called, not even looking up from her clipboard until I yelped, scrambling up and tripping over the table as I landed at her feet. The boys followed me, hauling me up as I stuttered.

“That’s me.” My voice was hoarse from days of silence, my nerves aching in anticipation.

“You can go in now, room 879. She may still be-” I dashed down the corridor, not staying for her to say ‘asleep’ as I scanned every number passing.

876,877,878.

879. I froze; hand on the doorknob as the boys caught up to me, watching me nervously. I hesitated slightly as Michael gave me a soft nudge, pushing to open it as I held my breath.

She was still pale, but still beautiful, and my heart pounded at the sound of a steady beep meaning she was still very much alive. The boys grinned at each other as we walked quietly, arranging ourselves around the bed. I sat at her immediately right, elbows on knees as I chewed my lip, watching her. Her hair was sprawled around her as her chest rose and fell softly. I scanned her body, noticing her hand at her side as I gently picked it up, jumping at the coldness of it as I intertwined our fingers.

I brought it to my lips, briefly kissing it as I started to slowly rub it, the boys smiling as I finally settled down comfortably for the first time in days.

“Uh, I was thinking, wondering actually, if we could maybe see about delaying the tour for a little while?” I coughed as the boys all smiled softly at each other.

“One step ahead of you mate.” Calum grinned.

“We already talked to Paul. He’s talking to the date guys.” Ashton rubbed the bridge of his nose as I sighed in relief.

“Good. I don’t know if I’m ready for another bodyguard, it’s just best that we delay it.”

“You better not be talking about the tour.” A groan caused us all to look down in shock, a slight squeeze in my hand making a surprised laugh escape my lips. Y/N scrunched her nose up, blinking at the dimmed lights of the room.

“Y/N!” Michael yelped, all three of them standing back up to crowd around the bed. She beamed up at us as I rapidly tried to blink away my tears.

“Listen to me right now. Do. Not. Delay. This. Tour. I will kill you, and then this whole thing will be pointless.” She giggled slightly as I bit my lip again, swallowing hard. Her eyes scanned us, settling on my face last as she fell quiet, and a crooked smile met her lips.

“We’ll give you guys some time. Coffee anyone?” Michael pushed Ashton and Calum out of the room, winking at me as I sat gently on the side of the bed. We sat in silence for a few minutes, until I finally found the courage to meet her eyes, words falling out of my mouth.

“I’m sorry I didn’t do more.” Her brows knitted together as she tried to interrupt, my choke stopping her. “I could have done more. You almost died.”

“I didn’t die.” She said softly as I dropped her hand and went to the chair next to her instead.

“God damn it, Y/N, you almost died. Because of us. Because of me.” Tears finally broke free of my eyes as she fought to grab my chin, pushing my gaze back up to her.

“Because I didn’t follow job procedure. I didn’t survey the situation. Because they didn’t follow job procedure. Because they left me with you all. Because dark alleys are the shittest idea ever in daytime, never mind night. Because I wasn’t going to let him hurt you.” Her fingers clasped mine.

“Because I didn’t follow procedure, but I wanted to still do my job, protecting you. Because you can tell me that I saved you, so it was your fault? No. I chose to save you, and I’m never going to regret that. Because if he had hurt you, because you did something brave and something that saved me, something that I taught you, I would never forgive myself. So it was really, a selfish act for me.” Tears ran down her face too, my thumb going to gently wipe them away.

“I don’t care what you say, Y/N. If I can delay this tour, I will. Because I can’t have another bodyguard. I won’t.”

“Still stubborn, I see. But I’d want me too. We’re a pretty badass pair, Luke.” A laugh finally rose in my chest, a smile really crossing my face as I scooted the chair closer to her.

“And my mom is in love with you.” She laughed, her eyes crinkling as I played with her fingers.

“Seriously. Like she didn’t like you enough. Though to be honest, you’re popular with everyone at the moment. Parents, friends, fans. They all want to know the girl who saved the four idiots chasing cats in dark alleyways.”

“Cats are great though. Speaking of cats…” She trailed off, biting her lip. “Mikey blames himself, doesn’t he?” I nodded slightly as she sighed. “I thought so. He almost looks as bad as you, which, by the way, I don’t understand. Why do you look so shit? I didn’t go through all this just so both of us could look terrible.” Her jokes warmed me, finally pushing out the cold that had settled in my bones.

“I was worried about you.” She rolled her eyes.

“Would you worry about any of the other bodyguards like this? You’ve really freaked yourself out, Lu.” My mind raced as I looked around the room hurriedly.

It’s not fair, to tell her. You know that. That’s going to jeopardise her job if you tell her. Not to mention the fact that she won’t feel the same. It’ll make everything awkward, and you’ll loose the best thing that ever happened to you, whether it was only a friendship or more.

“Not fair.” I muttered to myself as she frowned.

“What’s not fair, Lu? Any reason you’ve been silent for a while?” I broke free of my thoughts as I shook my head, realising that I had said it aloud. She pouted as she poked my arm.

“You know, you shouldn’t have been scared because you didn’t think you could save me.” My eyebrows shot up as I remembered what I had gasped to her as I thought she was dying.

“You remember that?” She nodded, smiling softly.

“Of course I do. You were so brave, I’m really proud of you.” My cheeks flushed at her compliments.

“Not as brave as you. You weren’t scared at all.”

“I was. I wasn’t scared for me, though. I was scared for you guys.” She squeezed her eyes shut as she yawned, her hand covering her mouth.

“Why?” I gave her a confused stare as she laughed a little.

“Because people would really, really care if you were gone. I don’t just mean fans or anything; I mean your families are spectacular. I’ve never seen so much love. It would really hurt them.” I stood up abruptly, going back for the bed seat as our faces were close together.

“You don’t think people would be hurt if you were gone? Maybe you don’t have a fan base, and your family are idiots, but you have four guys who would care a damn lot. It doesn’t how many people you have, its who. To the world you might be one person but to one person you might be the world.” I rambled on as I sighed, breaking my speech to meet her eyes solidly. Here goes nothing.

“And I’m that person.”

OF COURSE I COULDN’T KILL HER LMAO

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Also, if you ever want me to read any of your stuff i’m totally down for that! All you gotta do is ask :)

MASTERLIST

Smut 5sos

English Love affair - mc 

School - mc

First Meeting - ch

Concert - AI

Shower - LH

Teacher! - MC

Cosplay - MC (requested)

Road Head - Muke

Road Head - Cashton

Bad Day - AI

Swimming - LH

Kitten - MC

Imagines/Blurbs 5sos

He finds out you’re ticklish 4/4

Feelings -LH

Dating Calum

Dating Luke

He finds out you’re pregnant - AI

Better off naked - CH

One By Night By Day Another - LH

Friends or more? ~ AI

Masterlist

Isaac/Stiles: 

Feels like hearth ache

Stiles: 

- Haunted part 1/ Haunted part 2/ Haunted part 3/ Haunted part 4

Feels like hearth ache part 2

Isaac:

Foreplay *Smut*

Feels like hearth ache part 2

Moon

Kai Parker:

Hurt

I have a great story

Kol Mikaelson:

Caught

Drunk & In Love

Scott McCall:

I shouldn’t be this jealous

The scare

Erica Reyes:

Lazy Day

STRIP -  teaser #4

Feel the fern…

Just give me a sign, pretty mama, and I’ll be your number one
U and I creep 2 my house and then we’ll take off everything

Hey baby, can I talk 2 U?
Can I walk with U?
Can I stay with U?
Can I play with U 2night?
No! Shh….       
                                                                                                                                              When Miles Davis was working on his 1986 album, Tutu, Prince sent him a tape of this song. Davis added a trumpet part. Prince was not happy with the end product and it never made the album.

  • 🎵 Prince; interesting interview & powerful performances >  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W-TeaVxcNoU