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*Almost 100 direct instructions by Allah in the Quran for mankind*
—  1. Do not be rude in speech (3:159)
2. Restrain Anger (3:134)
3. Be good to others (4:36)
4. Do not be arrogant (7:13)
5. Forgive others for their mistakes (7:199)
6. Speak to people mildly (20:44)
7. Lower your voice (31:19)
8. Do not ridicule others (49:11)
9. Be dutiful to parents(17:23)
10. Do not say a word of disrespect to parents (17:23)
11. Do not enter parents’ private room without asking permission (24:58)
12. Write down the debt (2:282)
13. Do not follow anyone blindly (2:170)
14. Grant more time to repay if the debtor is in hard time (2:280)
15. Don’t consume interest (2:275)
16. Do not engage in bribery (2:188)
17. Do not break the promise (2:177)
18. Keep the trust (2:283)
19. Do not mix the truth with falsehood (2:42)
20. Judge with justice between people (4:58)
21. Stand out firmly for justice (4:135)
22. Wealth of the dead should be distributed among his family members (4:7)
23. Women also have the right for inheritance (4:7)
24. Do not devour the property of orphans (4:10)
25. Protect orphans (2:220)
26. Do not consume one another’s wealth unjustly (4:29)
27. Try for settlement between people (49:9)
28. Avoid suspicion (49:12)
29. Do not spy and backbite (2:283)
30. Do not spy or backbite (49:12)
31. Spend wealth in charity (57:7)
32. Encourage feeding poor (107:3)
33. Help those in need by finding them (2:273)
34. Do not spend money extravagantly (17:29)
35. Do not invalidate charity with reminders (2:264)
36. Honor guests (51:26)
37. Order righteousness to people only after practicing it yourself(2:44)
38. Do not commit abuse on the earth (2:60)
39. Do not prevent people from mosques (2:114)
40. Fight only with those who fight you (2:190)
41. Keep the etiquettes of war (2:191)
42. Do not turn back in battle (8:15)
43. No compulsion in religion (2:256)
44. Believe in all prophets (2:285)
45. Do not have sexual intercourse during menstrual period (2:222)
46. Breast feed your children for two complete years (2:233)
47. Do not even approach unlawful sexual intercourse (17:32)
48. Choose rulers by their merit (2:247)
49. Do not burden a person beyond his scope (2:286)
50. Do not become divided (3:103)
51. Think deeply about the wonders and creation of this universe (3:191)
52. Men and Women have equal rewards for their deeds (3:195)
53. Do not marry those in your blood relation (4:23)
54. Family should be led by men (4:34)
55. Do not be miserly (4:37)
56. Do not keep envy (4:54)
57. Do not kill each other (4:92)
58. Do not be an advocate for deceit (4:105)
59. Do not cooperate in sin and aggression (5:2)
60. Cooperate in righteousness (5:2)
61. ’Having majority’ is not a criterion of truth (6:116)
62. Be just (5:8)
63. Punish for crimes in an exemplary way (5:38)
64. Strive against sinful and unlawful acts (5:63)
65. Dead animals, blood, the flesh of swine are prohibited (5:3)
66. Avoid intoxicants and alcohol (5:90)
67. Do not gamble (5:90)
68. Do not insult others’ deities (6:108)
69. Don’t reduce weight or measure to cheat people (6:152)
70. Eat and Drink, But Be Not Excessive (7:31)
71. Wear good cloths during prayer times (7:31)
72. protect and help those who seek protection (9:6)
73. Keep Purity (9:108)
74. Never give up hope of Allah’s Mercy (12:87)
75. Allah will forgive those who have done wrong out of ignorance (16:119)
76. Invitation to God should be with wisdom and good instruction (16:125)
77. No one will bear others’ sins (17:15)
78. Do not kill your children for fear of poverty (17:31)
79. Do not pursue that of which you have no knowledge (17:36)
80. Keep aloof from what is vain (23:3)
81. Do not enter others’ houses without seeking permission (24:27)
82. Allah will provide security for those who believe only in Allah (24:55)
83. Walk on earth in humility (25:63)
84. Do not neglect your portion of this world (28:77)
85. Invoke not any other god along with Allah (28:88)
86. Do not engage in homosexuality (29:29)
87. Enjoin right, forbid wrong (31:17)
88. Do not walk in insolence through the earth (31:18)
89. Women should not display their finery (33:33)
90. Allah forgives all sins (39:53)
91. Do not despair of the mercy of Allah (39:53)
92. Repel evil by good (41:34)
93. Decide on affairs by consultation (42:38)
94. Most noble of you is the most righteous (49:13)
95. No Monasticism in religion (57:27)
96. Those who have knowledge will be given a higher degree by Allah (58:11)
97. Treat non-Muslims in a kind and fair manner (60:8)
98. Save yourself from covetousness (64:16)
99. Seek forgiveness of Allah. He is Forgiving and Merciful (73:20)
100 direct instructions by Allah in the Quran for mankind

1. Do not be rude in speech (3:159)
2. Restrain Anger (3:134)
3. Be good to others (4:36)
4. Do not be arrogant (7:13)
5. Forgive others for their mistakes (7:199)
6. Speak to people mildly (20:44)
7. Lower your voice (31:19)
8. Do not ridicule others (49:11)
9. Be dutiful to parents(17:23)
10. Do not say a word of disrespect to parents (17:23)
11. Do not enter parents’ private room without asking permission (24:58)
12. Write down the debt (2:282)
13. Do not follow anyone blindly (2:170)
14. Grant more time to repay if the debtor is inhard time (2:280)
15. Don’t consume interest (2:275)
16. Do not engage in bribery (2:188)
17. Do not break the promise (2:177)
18. Keep the trust (2:283)
19. Do not mix the truth with falsehood (2:42)
20. Judge with justice between people (4:58)
21. Stand out firmly for justice (4:135)
22. Wealth of the dead should be distributed among his family members (4:7)
23. Women also have the right for inheritance (4:7)
24. Do not devour the property of orphans (4:10)
25. Protect orphans (2:220)
26. Do not consume one another’s wealth unjustly (4:29)
27. Try for settlement between people (49:9)
28. Avoid suspicion (49:12)
29. Do not spy and backbite (2:283)
30. Do not spy or backbite (49:12)
31. Spend wealth in charity (57:7)
32. Encourage feeding poor (107:3)
33. Help those in needby finding them (2:273)
34. Do not spend money extravagantly (17:29)
35. Do not invalidate charity with reminders (2:264)
36. Honor guests (51:26)
37. Order righteousness to people only after practicing it yourself(2:44)
38. Do not commit abuse on the earth (2:60)
39. Do not prevent people from mosques (2:114)
40. Fight only with those who fight you (2:190)41. Keep the etiquettes of war (2:191)
42. Do not turn back in battle (8:15)
43. No compulsion in religion (2:256)
44. Believe in all prophets (2:285)
45. Do not have sexual intercourse during menstrual period (2:222)
46. Breast feed your children for two complete years (2:233)
47. Do not even approach unlawful sexual intercourse (17:32)
48. Choose rulers by their merit (2:247)
49. Do not burden a person beyond his scope (2:286)
50. Do not become divided (3:103) 
51. Think deeply about the wonders and creation of this universe (3:191)
52. Men and Women have equal rewards for their deeds (3:195)
53. Do not marry those in your blood relation (4:23)
54. Family should be led by men (4:34)
55. Do not be miserly (4:37)
56.Do not keep envy (4:54)
57. Do not kill each other (4:92)
58. Do not be an advocate for deceit (4:105)
59. Do not cooperate in sin and aggression (5:2)
60. Cooperate in righteousness (5:2)
61. ’Having majority’ is not a criterion of truth (6:116)
62. Be just (5:8)
63. Punish for crimes in an exemplary way (5:38)
64. Strive against sinful and unlawful acts (5:63)
65. Dead animals, blood, the flesh of swine are prohibited (5:3)
66. Avoid intoxicants and alcohol (5:90)
67. Do not gamble (5:90)
68. Do not insult others’ deities (6:108)
69. Don’t reduce weight or measure to cheat people (6:152)
70. Eat and Drink, But Be Not Excessive (7:31)
71. Wear good cloths during prayer times (7:31)
72. protect and help those who seek protection (9:6)
73. Keep Purity (9:108)
74. Never give up hope of Allah’s Mercy (12:87)
75. Allah will forgive those who have done wrong out of ignorance (16:119)
76. Invitation to God should be with wisdom and good instruction (16:125)
77. No one will bear others’ sins (17:15)
78. Do not kill your children for fear of poverty (17:31)
79. Do not pursue that of which you have no knowledge (17:36)
80. Keep aloof from what is vain (23:3)
81. Do not enter others’ houses without seekingpermission (24:27)
82. Allah will provide security for those who believe only in Allah (24:55)
83. Walk on earth in humility (25:63)
84. Do not neglect your portion of this world (28:77)
85. Invoke not any other god along with Allah (28:88)
86. Do not engage in homosexuality (29:29)
87. Enjoin right, forbid wrong (31:17)
88. Do not walk in insolence through the earth (31:18)
89. Women should not display their finery (33:33)
90. Allah forgives all sins (39:53)
91. Do not despair of the mercy of Allah (39:53)
92. Repel evil by good (41:34)
93. Decide on affairs by consultation (42:38)
94. Most noble of you is the most righteous (49:13)
95. No Monasticism in religion (57:27)
96. Those who have knowledge will be given a higher degree by Allah (58:11)
97. Treat non-Muslims in a kind and fair manner (60:8)
98. Save yourself from covetousness (64:16)
99. Do not repel one who asks (93:10)
100. Seek forgiveness of Allah. He is Forgiving and Merciful (73:20)

So! One of my marketable skills as mentioned in this post is sewing weighted blankets. I maybe should have had an example in said post, but I only just finished this one and better late than never. This is a 20 lb 60″ x 80″ weighted twin-size space-themed comforter that I made for my own use. Other retailers don’t have anything larger than 42″ x 72″, and the fanciest they get with designs is pattern on one side, solid color on the other side reversible blankets. A blanket this size and with this type of patterning cannot be obtained elsewhere as far as I know, and even a comparable (20 lb,  42″ x 72″, patterned reversible) blanket would cost $200 at minimum, before shipping. 

Exact price depends on desired weight, complexity of patterning, and size, but I can make a comparable blanket for about 30% less. 

Please consider commissioning me! Email me at tekla.cobb@gmail.com with a clearly indicated subject.

Assalamu'alaikum wr wb.

*100 Perintah Allah Subhanahu wa ta’ala dalam Al Qur’an untuk kehidupan manusia sehari-hari:*

1. Jangan berkata kasar (QS 3 – Ali Imran : 159)

2. Tahanlah amarah (QS 3 – Ali Imran : 134)

3. Berbaiklah kepada orang lain (QS 4 – An Nisaa’ : 36)

4. Jangan sombong dan arogan (QS 7 – Al A’raaf : 13)

5. Maafkanlah kesalahan orang lain (QS 7 – Al A’raaf : 199)

6. Berbicaralah dengan nada halus (QS 20 – Thaahaa : 44)

7. Rendahkanlah suaramu (QS 31 - Luqman : 19)

8. Jangan mengejek orang lain (QS 49 – Al Hujuraat : 11)

9. Berbaktilah pada orang tua (QS 17 – Al Israa’ : 23)

10. Jangan mengeluarkan kata yang tidak menghormati orang tua (QS 17 – Al Israa’ : 23)

11. Jangan memasuki kamar pribadi orang tua tanpa ijin (QS 24 – An Nuur : 58)

12. Catatlah hutang-hutangmu (QS 2 – Al Baqarah : 282)

13. Jangan mengikuti orang secara membabi buta (QS 2 – Al Baqarah : 170)

14. Berikanlah perpanjangan waktu bila orang yang berhutang kepadamu dalam kesulitan (QS 2 – Al Baqarah : 280)

15. Jangan makan riba’/membungakan uang (QS 2 – Al Baqarah : l

16. Jangan melakukan penyuapan (QS 2 – Al Baqarah : 188)

17. Jangan ingkar atau melanggar janji (QS 2 – Al Baqarah : 177)

18. Jagalah kepercayaan orang lain kepadamu (QS 2 – Al Baqarah : 283)

19. Jangan campur adukan kebenaran dengan kebohongan (QS 2 – Al Baqarah : 42)

20. Berlakulah adil terhadap semua orang (QS 4 – An Nisaa’ : 58)

21. Tegakkanlah keadilan dengan tegas (QS 4 – An Nisaa’ : 135)

22. Harta yang meninggal harus dibagikan kepada anggota keluarga (QS 4 – An Nisaa’ : 7)

23. Wanita memiliki hak waris (QS 4 – An Nisaa’ : 7)

24. Jangan memakan harta para anak yatim (QS 4 – An Nisaa’ : 10)

25. Lindungi anak yatim (QS 2 – Al Baqarah : 220)

26. Jangan memboroskan harta dengan semena-mena (QS 4 – An Nisaa’ : 29)

27. Damaikanlah orang yang berselisih (QS 49 – Al Hujuraat : 9)

28. Hindari prasangka buruk (QS 49 – Al Hujuraat : 12)

29. Jangan memata-matai atau memfitnah orang (QS 2 – Al Baqarah : 283)

30. Jangan memata-matai atau memfitnah orang (QS 49 – Al Hujuraat : 12)

31. Gunakan harta untuk kegiatan sosial (QS 57 – Al Hadid : 7)

32. Biasakan memberi makan orang miskin (QS 107 – Al Maa’uun : 3)

33. Bantulah orang fakir yang berada di jalan Allah (QS 2 – Al Baqarah : 273)

34. Jangan menghabiskan uang untuk bermegah-megah (QS 17 – Al Israa’ : 29)

35. Jangan menyebut-nyebut tentang sedekahmu (QS 2 – Al Baqarah : 264)

36. Hormatilah tamu anda (QS 51 – Adz Dzaariyaat : 26)

37. Perintahkan kebajikan setelah kita melakukannya sendiri (QS 2 – Al Baqarah : 44)

38. Jangan berbuat kerusakan di muka bumi (QS 2 – Al Baqarah : 60)

39. Jangan menghalangi orang datang ke masjid (QS 2 – Al Baqarah : 114)

40. Perangilah mereka yang memerangi mu (QS 2 – Al Baqarah : 190)

41. Jagalah etika perang (QS 2 – Al Baqarah : 191)

42. Jangan lari dari peperangan (QS 8 – Al Anfaal : 15)

43. Tidak ada paksaan untuk memasuki agama (Islam) (QS 2 – Al Baqarah : 256)

44. Berimanlah kepada para Nabi (QS 2 – Al Baqarah : 285)

45. Jangan melakukan hubungan badan saat haid (QS 2 – Al Baqarah : 222)

46. Susuilah anak-anakmu selama dua tahun penuh (QS 2 – Al Baqarah : 233)

47. Jauhilah hubungan badan diluar nikah (QS 17 – Al Israa’ : 32)

48. Choose rulers by their merit Pilihlah pemimpin berdasarkan ilmu dan jasanya (QS 2 – Al Baqarah : 247)

49. Jangan membebani orang di luar kesanggupannya (QS 2 – Al Baqarah : 286)

50. Jangan mau dipecah belah (QS 3 – Ali Imran : 103)

51. Renungkanlah keajaiban dan penciptaan alam semesta ini (QS 3 – Ali Imran 3 :191)

52. Lelaki maupun wanita mendapat imbalan yang sama sesuai perbuatannya (QS 3 – Ali Imran : 195)

53. Jangan menikahi mereka yang sedarah denganmu (QS 4 – An Nisaa’ : 23)

54. Keluarga harus di-imami oleh seorang laki-laki (QS 4 – An Nisaa’ : 34)

55. Jangan pelit (QS 4 – An Nisaa’ : 37)

56. Jangan iri hati (QS 4 – An Nisaa’ : 54)

57. Jangan saling membunuh (QS 4 – An Nisaa’ : 92)

58. Jangan membela ketidak jujuran atau kebohongan (QS 4 – An Nisaa’ : 105)

59. Jangan bekerja-sama dalam dosa dan kekerasan (QS 5 – Al Maa-idah : 2)

60. Bekerja samalah dalam kebenaran (QS 5 – Al Maa-idah : 2)

61. Mayoritas bukanlah merupakan kriteria kebenaran (QS 6 – Al An’aam : 116)

62. Berlaku adil (QS 5 – Al Maa-idah:8)

63. Berikan hukuman untuk setiap kejahatan (QS 5 – Al Maa-idah : 38)
64. Berjuanglah melawan perbuatan dosa dan melanggar hukum (QS 5 – Al Maa-idah : 63)

65. Dilarang memakan binatang mati, darah dan daging babi (QS 5 – Al Maa-idah : 3)

66. Hindari minum racun dan alkohol (QS 5 – Al Maa-idah : 90)

67. Jangan berjudi (QS 5 – Al Maa-idah : 90)

68. Jangan menghina keyakinan atau agama orang lain (QS 6 – Al An’aam : 108)

69. Jangan mengurangi timbangan untuk menipu (QS 6 – Al An’aam : 152)

70. Makan dan minumlah secukupnya (QS 7 – Al A’raaf : 31)

71. Kenakanlah pakaian yang bagus saat shalat (QS 7 – Al A’raaf : 31)

72. Lindungi dan bantulah mereka yang meminta perlindungan (QS 9 – At Taubah:6)

73. Jagalah kemurnian (QS 9 – At Taubah : 108)

74. Jangan pernah putus asa akan pertolongan Allah (QS 12 – Yusuf : 87)

75. Allah mengampuni orang yang berbuat dosa karena ketidak-tahuan (QS 16 – An Nahl : 119)

76. Berseru kepada jalan Allah dengan cara yang baik dan bijaksana (QS 16 – An Nahl : 125)

77. Tidak ada seorangpun yang menanggung dosa orang lain (QS 17 – Al Israa’ : 15)

78. Jangan membunuh anak-anakmu karena takut akan kemiskinan (QS 17 – Al Israa’ : 31)

79. Jangan mengikuti sesuatu yang kamu tidak memiliki pengtahuan tentangnya (QS 17 – Al Israa’ : 36)

80. Jauhkan diri dari perkataan dan perbuatan yang tidak bermanfaat (QS 23 – Al Mu’minuun : 3)

81. Jangan memasuki rumah orang lain tanpa ijin pemilik rumah (QS 24 – An Nuur : 27)

82. Allah menjamin imbalan kebaikan hanya kepada mereka yang percaya kepada Allah (QS 24 – An Nuur : 55)

83. Berjalanlah di muka bumi dengan rendah hati (QS 25 – Al Furqaan : 63)

84. Jangan melupakan kenikmatan dunia yang telah Allah berikan (QS 28 – Al Qashash : 77)

85. Jangan menyembah Tuhan selain Allah (QS 28 – Al Qashash:88)

86. Jangan terlibat dalam homosexualitas (QS 29 – Al ‘Ankabuut : 29)

87. Berbuat baik dan cegahlah perbuatan munkar (QS31 Luqman17)

88. Janganlah berjalan di muka bumi dgn sombong (QS31:Luqman: 18)

89. Wanita dilarang memamerkan diri (QS 33 – Al Ahzab : 33)

90. Allah mengampuni semua dosa-dosa kita (QS 39 – Az Zumar : 53)

91. Jangan berputus asa akan ampunan Allah (QS 39 – Az Zumar : 53)

92. Balaslah kejahatan dengan kebaikan (QS 41 – Fushshilat : 34)

93. Selesaikan pesoalan dengan bermusyawarah (QS 42 – Asy Syuura : 38)

94. Orang yang paling mulia di sisi Allah ialah orang yang bertaqwa (QS 49 – Al Hujuraat : 13)

95. Tidak ada dikenal biara dalam agama (Islam) (QS 57 – Al Hadid : 27)

96. Allah akan meninggikan derajat mereka yang berilmu (QS 58 – Al Mujaadilah : 11)

97. Perlakukan non-Muslim dengan baik dan adil (QS 60 - Al Mumtahanah : 8)

98. Hindari diri dari kekikiran (QS 64 – At Taghaabun : 16)

99. Mohon ampunan kepada Allah yang Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Penyayang (QS 73 – Al Muzzammil : 20)

100. Jangan menghardik orang yang meminta-minta (QS 93 – Adh Dhuhaa : 10)

Shadaqallahul adzim, Maha Benar Allah dengan segala FirmanNya
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Kaleidoscope - Monty de la Cruz x Reader

Request - “Can you write a Montgomery dlC imagine with the phrase "i need time to think about us?” Also, I love that your ask is Jeff Askins😂👌"

If, as tales and myths prophesize, soulmates are as real as the earth is round, then Montgomery de la Cruz and Y/N L/N were living in stark reality. Or, so was thought.

They’d met at school years back, and theirs was a love story one might read in a fairytale, a classic romance. It was rare they’d be seen without the other, never spoke ill of each-other, and knew their partner inside out. Even better than themselves, some might say.

Today Montgomery had knocked on Y/N’s door at 20:42 on this hot summer night. The sun was setting.

“Look,” he’d been acting strange ever since he’d knocked on her door, he hadn’t even taken up her offer to enter the house which was an immediate red flag.

“Monty you’re scaring me.” Her arms wrapped around her stomach, less as a sign of coldness and more one of insecurity. Although she was really trying to avoid noticing the redness and watery eyes Monty was sporting, she couldn’t help the fact that she already had. Her first thought was to run and hug him- make sure he was okay, but something was stopping her.

“I-” he stuttered and looked at the floor.

Then his entire demeanour shifted, like the switches had all been changed, and they were locked.

“Y/N, something’s changed.”

“You’re damn right it has.” Her stern tone was to hide the fact she felt she might throw up. They were supposed to know each-other better than themselves, but Y/N had no idea who he was right now, he was vague and unclear- she knew something was up but couldn’t put her finger on it, an unusual occurrence for the two.

“You and me, have you ever noticed how different we are?” He chuckled softly, and each chime had a sharp edge which dug deeper into her heart. He slid his hands in his pockets casually, as though the stop was just that. A stop on his way to somewhere better.

“Yes, but that’s what makes us so good…” she moved forward and closed the door behind her, since the cold had started to permeate the house.

“Don’t you think it’s always been… inconvenient?”

“No… because, when you love someone things like that don’t matter. Nothing matters.” She moved toward him and placed a hand on his chest, “I love you, so if you’re feeling insecure about us-”

He stepped back abruptly. “Tess’ back. Seeing her made me realise a few things.” Everything stopped for a moment. All she could hear was white noise and all she could see was the fuzz of a television screen with no signal. She was spinning. She had no clue where she was looking or of anything else around her, she only knew the thought permeating her head incessantly.

“You still love her.”

He paused. She could make out his face now, and the overriding emotion was pity. He wasn’t trying to walk on eggshells, he felt bad for her, but he wasn’t going to make this any easier. She’d hit the nail on the head.

“I need time to think about us.” The trouble was that the nail wasn’t stopping, it was still being hammered violently and roughly.

“Do you really? Or is that just deferring the official break-up you’d already planned for?” She snapped. The words were immediate. Noticeably his face was still red and patchy, his stern expression contrasting along with his strong stance, yet she noticed a falter, a flicker of hurt or regret. Or maybe that was just her hoping.

“Y/N, you know that’s not-”

“Do I?” She whispered. “I feel like I have no idea who you are right now.”

After a few moments with no answer, she continued; “why?” She shut her eyes, seeing his expression might just kill her.

“Quite honestly, you were never what I wanted. I’m sorry I led you to believe that.” A dagger. A kitchen blade. A stapler. A sword. Scissors. Pins. Needles. The sound of a 12 gauge locking and loading, pointed right a her heart. Anything and everything sharp was pressing into her chest.

“Silly me…” her voice was barely audible, and the dizzying effect of his words caused her to sway slightly.

And it felt like the kaleidoscope of butterflies that disrupted her stomach whenever she saw him, died. She could hear their gut wrenching screams, and it felt as though they were being torn to pieces, along with her heart.

“I never wanted to hurt you.” He almost pleaded. “Hurt me? You’re fucking ripping me to pieces, and standing there like it means dog shit to you!” She shouted back, eyes still shut, trying to stop the tears from falling.

“It was fun while it lasted, right?” He smiled boyishly, causing her blood to boil, her brokenness now mixed with fury.

You may have shattered my heart for ever.

“So this was all an act, Monty? Only I wasn’t aware that we were playing to an audience. I’m sorry that I wanted something real instead of a dream. A Midsummer Night’s Dream.” She chuckled bitterly.

“Don’t spout that nonsense, I’m trying to spare your feelings here.” He snapped.

“You don’t care. You never cared.”

She picked up the pieces of her self that had been carelessly splattered onto her doorstep, and entered her home, locking the door behind her with a newfound emptiness.

TUMBLROSOK POLAROIDJA 1.RÉSZ

0:00 Szeretlek Hianyzol 0:03 fazom gyere ide 0:04 aludni kéne 0:05 ujra az egeszet 0:16 maradj itt. 0:18 VALAMI KAJAT,JO LESZ MILANOI IS 0:23 Jezus,meg ilyenkor is eszek 0:23 miert nem tudom elfelejteni? 0:30 szex, pia, cigi 0:31 erezni akarom a leheletet a nyakamon Hallani a mely hangjat Basztatni a hajat… 0:47 szeretem 0:52 kellunk egymasnak 0:59 leszarlak 1:00 Bárcsak ne fájna a fejem 1:01 Aludni kéne. 1:02 ilyenkoran? 1:03 Holnap utazok. Illetve ma. 1:04 miért nincs itt ,minden egyes percben? 1:05 imadom ezt a filmet 1:06 hianyzik 1:07 faszom kivan 1:10 nem gondoltam volna rola 1:12 negyedik álmatlan éjszaka ezen a héten 1:13leszarok mindenkit és innentől csak magammal fogok foglalkozni és azzal aki megérdemli 1:14 Nelkule nem megy az alvas se 1:15 aludni kene almos is vagyok de miaf_szert nem megyek akkor? 1:16 fáj már az orrom a sok orrfújástól 1:20 unalom van 1:22 Miért vagyok most ilyen üres? Mi hiányzik az életemből? 1:25 szeretem a bőröd illatát 1:37 hogy hogy megint írtál?azt hittem hallani sem akarsz rolam… 1:46 loloznek 2:20 Hianyzik. 2:27 irjon valaki 2:38 miert jott megint szoba ez a ribanc? Fujjj megolom… Es hianyzik az enektanarom + ehes vagyok! 2:41 ez kibirhatatlan 2:47 korán kéne kelni 2:47 mikor lesz ennek vege? 3:00 milyen jo lenne ha most mellettem aludna 3:41 Korán van még aludni xD 4:19 aludni felesleges idopazarlas 4:29 Geciehesek vagyunk 4:32 Még mindig nem tudom hogy aludjak-e xD 4:56 Ma megyek sarvarra, de hogy…. 6:25 boldog vagyok hogy van nekem 9:52 nem tolt be a film 9:54 Végre ma làthatom 10:44 gecifaradt vagyok de megerte mert vele telefonalhattam ejszaka🙈 10:46 Keresem az életem értelmét. 11:45 fel kene mar kelni 11:49 van sok ho 11:51 faradt vagyok 11:54 Remelem ma azèrt írni fog 11:54 hianyziK… 11:55 fent volt es nem irt, mikor maskor bealvasig beszeltunk, biztos jobban elvolt a tobbi haverjaval 11:55 MI A FASZ BAJA VAN BiankaNAK? 11:56 még mindig alszik,bárcsak velem lenne 11:55 Hulye Dani mrg mindig alszik 11:57 faszert kell felebreszteni 11:58 esik a hó, hóembert akarok csinálni vele 12:02 miert nem esik a ho? 13:04 ha a másfél csík terhesség akkor a barátnőm terhes 12:05 Bassza meg hogy már megint átbaszott a köcsög… 12:08 ugy unatkozomvalaki irhatna 12:12 meg mindig szeretlek 12:13 kene egy oleles meg egy puszi 12:16 Akarom 12:17 nemlatom mennyi az ido, jonnek az ertesitok 12:20 kéne pia 12:21 szet vagyok esve megmindig 12:22 kibaszottul faj a fejem 12:23 Nem akarok sulit. 12:26 imadom a testapolokat 12:41 elhult a team 12:42 kezdek jobban lenni lelkileg 13:14 elrontottam 13:15 geci hideg van 13:18 az is kurva 13:21 kivan szaradva a szam es nagyon hianyzik a baratom. 13:31 megfagytam 13:35 kene scream queens-t nezni 13:38 holnap tanulhatok geci jo. 13.43 szeretem az idiota fejet, de ha nem hagyja abba megverem 13:44 baszki unatkozok kurvara 13:46 most akkor meg talalkozunk 13:47 mert akk hajat kene mosni 13:48 ahh leszarom megyek enni 13:47 de nem tudom mit egyek 15:06 Dean & Sam és kakaó 15:07 egy ora mulva ide jon 15:09 egyedül fogok meghalni 15:10 hogy a faszomba aludt eddig, es hogy a faszomba idozitett ilyen geci jol es irt most? 15:57 faszert kellett eljonnom es megint nelkule lenni kitudja meddig 16:00 megint az ágy szélén ülök egyedül a sötét szobában … sokra fogom vinni az életben az biztos 16:01 Elkellett volna olvasnom a Szent Péter esernyőjét 16:04 szingli ev fuck yeahh 16:07 még mindig szeretem,de azért pizza is jól jönne 16:11 ehes vagyok -mingyart otthon -valami lesz itt 16:18 Kibaszott hideg van. 17:14 nagyon megfagytam 17:13 Bárcsak írna. 17:15 bárcsak lehetne belőle valami 17:20 Ehes vagyok 17:21 annyira hianyzik de o meg le se szar megorulok 18:09 hat ja, ezt is elbasztam 18:10 bazdmeg mar megint inni kene:DDD 18:20 mikor lesz már 21:00 óra latni akarlak 18:34 a szerelmemre gondolok 18:36 jo lenne mindennap irni vele. 19:41 kenyeret eszek 19:45 Ma egy éve hogy beismerte hogy szeret. Jól áttbaszott 19.46 szeretem 19:50 Olvasni kéne az Átváltozást 19:59 Nem birom tovabb,eletkedvtelen vagyok,senki nem tud rajtam segiteni. 20:01 Nem akarok iskolába menni 20:02 rohadtul atfagytam 20:03 senkinek nem megy a távkapcsolatVajna Anett 20:41 Miért csinálja ezt velem? 20:42 barcsak megszunne az osszes kibaszott erzes. 20:49 viszket a lábam 20:51 honvagyam van 20:52 jol sikerult a levesem 20:53 mi a faszért nem fagy már meg az a kibaszott kókuszgolyó 20:54 mi a faszért fagyasztasz kókuszgolót 20:55 hogy mégjobban elhízzak a gecibe 20:56 szarrá kérdezem askon névtelenül, megtudok róla mindent, élőben meg majd: “Szia” “Szia a nevem..” “Tudom ki vagy, milyen magas vagy, hanyas a lábad, milyet szartál tegnap”.. szed 20:57 írok 20:58 haza akarok menni 20:59 hetfon suli, felek es inkabb meghalnek 21:00 a sajt az jó 21:01 mindenki itt depizik valami faszságért én meg szomorú vagyok mert nincs itthon sajt 21:02 nekünk van 21:03 kurva anyád 21:04 szamithatok ra? 21:05 miert ? 21:06 lehet hogy ráugrok és megdugom ha meglátom 21:09 Senki sem figyel arra hogy mit akarok 21:11 NEM KELLETT VOLNA ENNYIT ENNEM FÁJ A HASAM 21:12 szuletesunk ota haldoklunk 21:13 mindenki leszarja azt amit en erzek 21:15 most jol esne egy szal cigi a tobbiekkel 21:17 Fanni vagyok a hegyről aki beteszi egyből 21:19 elhitted, hogy ez meno volt 21:20 Kicsit elirtad az idot 22:00 lassan abba kene hagynom 22:01 szeresenek 22:02 nem merek ráírni, nyomulósnak tartana. azt hiszem. 22:03 magány 22:04 az agyam tele van minden szarral 22:05 És megint ott tartunk, hogy te mással vagy én meg vágyakozom utánad. Megint ott tartunk, hogy sehol. 22:06 Még mindig szeretem. De ugy igazán… 22:07 nem ismerlek 22:08 megbaszodsz bazdmeg 22:09 Bebaszombat. 22:10 hagyjon mar beken engem es takarodjon vegre ki az eletembol mert csak tonkreteszi . . . 23:00 nem kéne már aludni? késő van 23:01 miért szerettem bele? és mikor múlik el? 23:02 pasztmek ma se tanultam 23:03 kell egy kád. 23:04 nem akarok dolgozni holnap éjjel…. 23:05 jó volt szilveszterkor megfeledkezni rólad 23.06 amúgy már rohadt sok ilyen volt és egyikből sem lett semmi grin emoticon 23:07 Larry Stylinson meg mindig igaz 23:08 hol a csalad? 23:09 olyan aranyos 23:10 Nekem nem is o kell. 23:11 basszus semmit nem tanultam 23:12 gyermekként álmodoztam egy lányrol. És ez a lány most a kezemet fogja. 23:13 Mikor jön már rá végre, hogy mellettem a helye?! 23:14 Szeretem es o is szeret engem! 23:15 ő fürdik, én ágyban fekszek 23:16 Akkor most tényleg kellek vagy anyának megint igaza lett? 23:17 tudnám őt szeretni. 23:18 nem akarok holnapot 23:19 Az illatát a kabátomon hagyta. 23.20 Ha elválnak, kivel leszek egyedül? 23:21 Megírlak téged, titokzatos érzelem, Karold át a lelkem, s légy énvelem. Mikor szemem becsukom, aludnom nem engedsz. Ezért lelkem behunyom, Még vélem nem szenvedsz. Egy ember vagyok aki nem sír, Egy ember,ki vérző lelkével nem bír. Lassan pihenni tértem volna az egekbe, Elrejtett volna a hideg föld, a hegyekben. Álmok tengerén hánykolódom miattad, Bánat s bú belőlem mindent kialtat. Felhőtlen boldogság mit akkor érezett, Hinni nem hitte, de még is létezett. Nem kell kimondanod, nekem elég, ha csak nézel, És tudom, hogy benned hatalmas magány fészkel. Röppenő gondolat, száguldó érzés, Csókod érezvén nem volt több kérdés. 23:22 eskuszom lattam elobb valakit a folyoson 23:23 elment. Mikor jon vissza? 23:24 Sötét - a szó jelentése: kevés fény 23:25 Ujra a szanalmas hetkoznapok es a gusztustalan emberek.hurra.ja es meg mindig remenytelenul egyedul vagyok amin a 2016 sem fog valtoztatni.lol 23:26 minden kezdodik elorol 23:27 nem akar tőlem semmit. De én mindent tőle akarok. Komolyan mindent.. 23:30 kapcsold már be azt a k_rva wifit és írj már egy annyit hogy szia 23:31 egy ev mulva is itt fogok ulni es a telomat nyomkodni? 23:32 nem tudom mit akarjak 23:34 találkozunk jövőre, ezt mondod, de remélem, hogy inkább arra gondolsz, hogy talán holnap is jó lenne, meg hogy mennyire szeretsz, de semmi ilyet nem mondasz, csak a levegőbe nyújtom a kezem, de te nem vagy sehol. lehet, hogy nem is voltál. 23:35 miért nem ír? 23:36 mit kell irni? 23:37 mit tettem hogy utál??? 23:38 osszezavarodtam 23:46 Sirhatnékom van 23:47 és már megint ezek a könnyek.. 23:48 fogsz te még miattam szenvedni 23:49 elvont fiú tejfölös szája 23:50 Mindjárt suli 23:51 nem tudom betartani a fogadalmam… 23:52 barcsak ujra elhetnem 23:54 hat elment de holnap ujra latom 23:55 kikene mennem pisilni 0:01 annyira hiányzik, hogy belehalok. 0:02 Szeretném, ha szeretnél 0:03 szeretni és szeretve lenni… csak ennyi kell! frown emoticon 0:04 kivantalak 0:05 cigire van szükségem most sűrgösen. 0:06 Ma van a szulinapom. Gondolom mondanom sem kell, hogy teged kivantalak.

Traditional Commissions

Hello all! I would REALLY LOVE to get back to digital art cause my Gallery is officially the nightmare scenario right now. And also I fucking forgot I have a medical bill to pay.
My Goal is $220 for the computer, and $167.20 to finish paying my medical Bill.

So my overall goal is $387.20.

Medical Bill Goal is first on the priority list!

I’m offering simple portraits and chibis, inking is optional because I’m not the best at inking + I only have one pen. When I reach my goal for a computer I will digitally color your commission in flats!

Please private message me or send an ask if you’re interested!

Chibis - $5
Portraits - $15

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Current Progress - $24.42 / $387.20
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I’ll update my progress via My Mobile Description!

[17.09.2017, 20:42] helloo, this photo was taken a few days ago when I was doing some chem revision in my garden , it was so nice to sit outside where it was breezy but warm ????? Its suddenly gone cold again so I have to wait before I can study outside again but i’m waiting for it :)) I have also changed my icon, it was made by @hittingthebooks (thank you!!!)

I will accept you as fragrant incense when I bring you out from the nations and gather you from the countries where you have been scattered, and I will be proved holy through you in the sight of the nations.
Then you will know that I am the Lord, when I bring you into the land of Israel, the land I had sworn with uplifted hand to give to your ancestors.
—  Ezekiel 20:41-42
Holy Shit Guys...

Not gonna lie 

I was on mobile this morning and I had this all typed up and it was like 3 paragraphs long and i was almost done and then BECAUSE OF THE STUPID NEW UPDATE IT DELETED WHEN I SCROLLED UP!

Ok MOVING ON 

Lets do this again

A warning.. I have too much to say about this so please bare with me because this post is going to be everywhere.

Im gonna be honest here! 

My first reaction was “shit… now I have to actually finish all those projects..” but once it sank in, my second reaction was “Why the fuck do all these amazing people follow me?!” I honestly cant comprehend it. I mean, I swear too much, I yell, my blog is trash, and my posts are shit. Yet all you, my followers, my friends… you all still follow me for some reason! And i dont have the words to tell you how much that means to me. I love all of you so damn much. Even my little ghost followers. You guys mean the world to me. 

When I started this blog.. uhh.. i think about 6 months ago?

(Please please please please please please please read! I just have to add this because of how long this is, it fucks everything up)

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Querido diário,

São 20:42 da noite e estou olhando para a minha Televisão sem prestar atenção alguma. O som dela me faz não sentir tão sozinha. Hoje eu aprendi, diário. Nada é eterno. Eu queria que tivesse sido eterno aquilo entre nós sabe?. Eu queria ser mais parecida com as outras da minha idade. Eu sempre odiei as diferenças. Eu sou muito diferente. E isso é estranho,mas ao mesmo tempo é bom. Diário acho que vou chorar. Desculpa,acabei de te molhar. Fica tranquilo,eu já estou melhor. As coisas transbordam às vezes em mim. Lamento te incomodar.