3rd jobs

3rd Jobs…Omg OK WHY ARE WE NTO TALKIGN ABOUT THIS???

Everyone else im excited for but..CrA and DiE YOU TWO NEED TO GET THE HELL AWAY FROM ME NOW BEFORE I LOSE MY SANITY O^O *holds cross* BACK UP YOU DEMONS!!

The new year is approaching here in Singapore and I guess it’s another round of reflections. 

I can’t really think of that many things I’m grateful for tbh. Just my nature to focus on the negatives of my life instead of the positives. It might sound cliche, but this year was really an emotional rollercoaster for me. From transitioning into my 2nd year of art school, cutting ties with multiple people that I was close to, strain and stress with family ties etc to realising that I should feel more comfortable being me and turning 21. Definitely not sure if I really grew much of a person this year. I do remember starting off the year on the wrong foot with a lot of anger in me. I guess I’m less angry and trying my best to think things through logically. I need to remember that I shouldn’t get worked up too much and stop being petty and learn how to let go. 

I don’t understand why turning 21 is sucha defining moment but I guess from now on, I really have to get my ass into gear and stop being a kid. I honestly hate the fact that I’m growing up. I’m afraid of graduating and not being able to find a job. I’m afraid of not being able to support myself. I’m afraid that my parents, who are both in their 50s, might leave anytime. I’m just very afraid as to what the future holds for me. I really want to start 2017 with a blank slate, delete all the bad memories and move on. 2017, please be kind and handle me with care. I’m vulnerable and fragile. I hope that I just won’t prevent myself from being happy since it seems like I’ve been doing that for the past 20 years. I hate change lol.

satanikasama  asked:

Interesting, there are many possibilities for your 3rd job path. What comes to my mind is how you can decide to give up your mission and no longer use the power of the Goddess. What do you think? What can happen?

That’s an interesting way to think about it…

If I don’t… rely on her power… 

How would I maintain my existence?

If I find a new source of power, maybe…

OOC

Hey guys, I hate to be writing this- but I sadly have to leave the group. I’m taking 7 classes this upcoming semester and am about to pick up a 3rd job. I love everyone in this group so so dearly, but I simply don’t have the time to dedicate to this group any longer and don’t want to half-ass my commitment to you all.

I’ll keep these accounts open and pop in on them from time to time to read what you’ve written and see what’s going on, and my Skype will always be open for you guys to message me on. I really feel as though I’ve gained a great group of friends, I love and care about you all so deeply and I hope we can stay in touch, and even more so I hope I can come back and rejoin you all someday soon.

Thank you all for a remarkable experience. You’re all incredible.

anonymous asked:

I have a feeling about your 3rd job path is affected by dark El and a bit like crimson avenger (just mad desire for killing demon increase), your personality change and you more lost faith in human

I have a feeling my 3rd job path will be more about the place I was stuck in after the Giant El Explosion.

You know, where I almost got deleted from existence…?

and I had to endure it alone?

lee-tan  asked:

What do you think Ain's 3rd job path will be? Will he become ruthless and emotionless in his mission? Or will he submit to the demonic energy/dark El and fall? Either way, long hair is a must.

He’ll lose all faith in Ishmael and be consumed by the power of void.

Semi-Hiatus

Hello everyone! As you can probably guess from the title of this post I am going on a semi-hiatus. The next two weeks are going to be very busy for me as it is the end of the semester and I have a lot of final papers to write and exams to study for. So I’m taking a little break from the blog. 

I will still continue to post submissions in the queue as I can (it is empty right now, sadly) but I will not be taking any new submissions. I want to keep the ask open so I can continue to answer questions people have or just chat about some of the wonderful HCs, but please don’t submit anything. If I see a lot of people are ignoring that, I will have to close the ask.

Thank you for understanding and I hope everyone has an amazing day.

Originally posted by ifoundasavior