Now let’s go to sleep, I have a feeling I’ll be late for school tomorrow…

(spoiler alert, she couldn’t even sleep, she squealed in her bed until her alarm went off… and so did he) 

it took me…. so long…… to finish this….. it wasn’t supposed to get this long, holy shit……….

ANYWAY, ANON WHO REQUESTED A REVEAL, I hope you like this… I know this isn’t exactly what you asked for but it’s what i could do. also please pretend you can’t notice i had no idea what i was doing 

EDIT: the text is a bit hard to read, so I wrote it down under the cut: 

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PART 1 / PART 2 / Part 3 / PART 4

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Members: Jungkook x You ft. Jimin & Taehyung
Genre: angst, fluffy, smutish
Warnings: badboy, cussing, mature
Word count: 3219

What if all this never happened. Everything would be in place and he wouldn’t have to feel this way.

“Yeah you’re too cute” girl smiled sitting in Jungkook’s lap with her arm around his neck

Jungkook’s eyes focus on you. He looked at you from head to toe. You were too damn beautiful.
It seemed like you’re staring at him too, smiling with full happiness, but no. Jungkook’s looking at you, but you’re looking at someone else. Taehyung.
He approached you and hugged you, you didn’t take your smile off your face.
Taehyung softly kissed your cheek, two of you danced together, sang along the songs.

Is it okay to be jealous on someone’s happiness?

“Hey” girl puts her index finger under Jungkook’s chin, turning his face towards her.
Jungkook looks up and down at her. His eyes travelling down her lips, eyes.
“Do you want to kiss me?” she smiled
His arm was around her lower back, his hand slowly running in circles on her thigh.

He leans in, pressing his lips on hers. It felt good, but not the same. Not same when he kissed you.
He tried to get you out of his head. More he deepened the kiss, kissed her passionately. Slowly the thought of you was gone. It felt good again.
Feeling of her hands running around his body, tugging on his shirt, so he knows she wants him.

“I’ll go get my jacket” she whispers to Jungkook’s ear and smiles walking away.

Jungkook leans back on his chair. Looking at crowd. Noticing how you didn’t even pay any attention to him tonight. Usually by now you’d be staring at him, watching him kissing other girls. That’s not the point anymore. Taehyung is your boy now. There are no games no more.
You found someone who make you happy I guess.

He stood up and walked out of the club with girl who he’ll use tonight.
Your eyes did follow him as he walked through the exit door.

He pushes her against the closed door. Kissing her neck.

Your lips are kissing Taehyung’s. More and more passionate.
Taehyung’s hands running under your shirt, taking it off.

Jungkook pushed girl on her bed, crawling on top of her. Unzipping her dress, kissing her shoulder.
She helps him and takes her dress off completely. Her hands grab on his white shirt, unbuttoning it quickly, taking it off. Jungkook’s arms placing on each side of her body, leaning down kissing her lips, neck. Making his way down her body.

His fingertips run down your soft skin. Chills run down your spine. Taehyung’s lips kiss your neck slowly.
You arch your back, and throw your head back as you feel Taehyung’s fingers go in and out. You moan his name. Feeling the pleasure. Soon after even more pleasure, pain who you loved. Taehyung kissed your lips over and over. You couldn’t help but moan.

Her voice fills the room, as he begins to trust into her faster, harder. His head buried into her neck.
Her fingers run though his hair. She pushed him off and came on top of him.
She started to grind, placing her hands on his chest. His hands on her hips to help her a bit.

Moans get louder second by second.
She leans down and kisses Jungkook’s lips, lays down next to him. Trying to catch a breath.
“Fuck me.” She laughs

Taehyung throws his arm around your shoulders. Pulling you closer, two of you cuddle.
Your lips kiss his neck, until you place your head on his chest.

Jungkook gets up, taking his boxers putting them on, his shirt and pants.
“You don’t have to leave you know?” girl smiles biting her lip
“I know, but I need to go” Jungkook said, sitting down on the bed putting on his shoes.
“I had great time tonight” she wraps her arms around his body
He moves her hands away from his body and stands up.
“Will you call me sometime?” she whispers
“No” he looks at her and walks out of the door

Walking down the quiet street, he takes his phone out and checks of you replied something. It was just an seen.
He stops and licks is lips, looking down his phone.
3:16AM: I know you’re probs with Taehyung, buuut hope you thought about what I said. I just wanna know the answer.
He clicks send and puts his phone in his pocket along with his hands, continues to walk.
His phone kept buzzing thinking a message is from you, but it was from all different girls wanting to text with him or see him.
He stops sometimes and thinks what kind of person he became after that rough breakup with his ex.
All he wanted to make a revenge after what she done to him. Everybody thinks it was just arguing, she cheated on him.
He actually loved her. Never felt something that strong about someone. He trusted her, she made him happy and then she did what she done. She made him feel crushed inside, heartbroken. He didn’t know what to do with himself, he felt like he will lose it. But why would he, just because of someone who doesn’t appreciate what she has or had in her life.

He wanted to do something to forget her. He smoked weed, yeah it felt good but it wasn’t enough. Got drunk often but it wasn’t enough. Tried to hang out more with his friends, but never felt the same.
But soon as after his friends told him to go and live a life, go out with girls, have fun with them. When he did that it didn’t change right away the feeling, but as he did it more it did. He slowly started to forget about his ex. He liked that way, he loved doing that.
Soon he became the person he is now. Everyone knows him as the guy who plays with girls, steals their hearts then throws them away.
He liked that, liked to be known as a fuckboy, as that bad guy. He was too much of a sweetheart back few years.
His heart was black, he didn’t know what means to actually feel something for someone. He was too used to just using everyone, knew the game. Knew how to make someone fall for him, make them feel special and come on his line.
He knew he got it all. Looks, charm, smile, body.

You thought he forgot about you, because he distant himself from you after finding a girlfriend and changing. He actually didn’t.
He knew you watch him, observe him as all other girls do. When you’re not looking he’s looking at you.
Knew you have feelings for him since the moment he caught you staring. You were too kind, sweet, too good of a person that he messes with and messes you up.

It was just a damn party that everything clicked. Even though he had an “girlfriend” at the time.
More he did notice you are watching, the more he wanted to make you jealous, make you crazy, think about him.
He didn’t expect to get to know you in that way first. But he knew you as a person.

After he realized what he done, how he acted towards you, now thinking how you’re happy with a person, makes him regret for not trying taking everything step by step.
But he’s afraid of falling in love. That’s why he’s acted cold and heartless. And he’ll continue to do till he gets you out of his head.

Water was falling on his head, body as he stood in the shower thinking. He throws his head back, running his hands down his face.
He hears his apartment door open and close. He freezes and watched the bathroom door.
“JUNGKOOK-AH!” he hears Jimin’s voice
“I’ll be out in minute” Jungkook shouts and turns off the water and steps out.

Few minutes took him to get dressed and he unlocks the door and walks out and heads to living room.
“Like what the fuck. You scared the fuck out of me” Jungkook looks at Jimin and sits down
“Sorry man… I just came to pick you up” Jimin smiled and shows his new car keys
“Oh damn you got a new car?” Jungkook smiled
“Yeah! It’s a bomb”
“Which one is it?”
“Jaguar f type, black one”
“OH FUCK! NICEEEE” Jungkook nods his head and stands up
“You look… Pale” Jimin laughs
“What?” Jungkook looks back at him
“I don’t know, you look tired”
“I’m fine. Let’s go” Jungkook said taking his phone and wallet

“Another fucking day.” Jungkook sighs as they get out of the car
“YOOO” some random dude puts his hand over his mouth and points at Jimin’s car
“I know I know” Jimin smiled and nodded his head

“Jungkook” his “ex” walks up to him”
He just raises his eyebrows
“I miss you-“
“I don’t care” he cuts her off and walks pass her, stop and turns around smiling
“Your loss babe” he winks and walks away with Jimin
“YOU broke up with me!” she shouted
“Do you just want to make a scene here?” Jungkook turns around and walks up towards her
“I want everyone to know what actual person you are!”
“You don’t get the part “I was using you” or “You were used” ?” Jungkook stared at her eyes
“Jungkook…” Jimin said
“No no, I NEED to hear the reply for this” he laughs, not breaking the eye contact with her
She just pushes him away and walks away.
“You’re really like mean and cold” Jimin looks at him
“I am that person, I can’t change” Jungkook slides his hands in his jeans pockets

“Taehyung. You going with us?” Jimin asked
“I already told Y/N I’ll meet with her”
“You know, Y/N is all that matters now. He’s throwing us away. You’ll need us” Jungkook looks up and down at Taehyung
“Oh come on, that is not true” Taehyung said
“You’re with her 24 fucking seven.”
“Wow” Taehyung nods his head
“I really don’t care anymore-“
“Like you ever did” Taehyung stared at Jungkook. There was a tension between them.

Being pissed off, Jungkook sat in class, his fist on his side of his face. Being bored and not listening to anything. You were sitting in front of him. How pissed off he was he didn’t even care if you’re there or not.
“Jungkook” he hears teachers name
“Yes?” Jungkook looks up and sits back on his chair
“Did you hear what I said?”
“Repeat it.”
“We are going to work in pairs, and we have to finish that project till Wednesday.”
“Correct. Who would you like to be in pair with?”
“I actually don’t even care” Jungkook let’s out a small laugh
“Okay then… You’ll be working with Y/N”
Jungkook slowly looks up at him. Staring at him.
“Excuse me?” he leans forwards
“You and Y/N are going to be working together, since you need a better grade, she is smarter than you so..” teacher explains
“Right….” He nods his head and leans back again

Bell went off. And you stood up.
“Y/N…” he said
You turn towards him.
“Jungkook.” You put on a fake smile
“Wow that’s cold” he laughs
“My place or yours?” you were not so excited
“Fine, I’ll come at 5PM” you said and took your stuff walking out of the classroom

“Welcomee to my crib” he smiled as he closed the door behind you
“Woow, you actually cleaned the place?” you laugh and take off your jacket leaving it on the sofa
“Oh come on.” He said
“Okay what we need to do?” he added
“I’ll do it.” You said looking up at him
He raises his eyebrow and keeps looking at you.
“But this a pair project”
“Like you want to do anything?” you laugh and take out the books and all other stuff you needed
“So what, I am going to watch you do the work?”
“Like you don’t want to watch me?” you look up and your eyes fall back on the papers
Jungkook licks his lips and shakes his head.
“Got anyone coming over? SO I know to hurry up with the work”
“No, no one is coming”
“Wow, I am actually surprised” you laugh
“Why?” he sits on the floor next to you
“Because you’re Jungkook. The fuckboy” you look up at him
Two of you keep looking at each other. Slowly both of your eyes fall on each other lips and quickly look up again.
“What if I am not that person actually? Like you said, I am actually weak?” he puts his elbow on the coffee table, his chin falling into his palm. You look away and look back at him
“Maybe you’re a person who wears a mask?”
“That is what I just said or asked or whatever you want to call it.”
“I hope, you’re happy.” He added
You leave your pen and look at him. You saw some kind of tiredness, worry in him. His eyes weren’t the same as they used to look at you. They looked at you differently.

“I am” you said
Jungkook nods his head looking at the floor.
“That’s good” he lifts his head up and looks at you
“Is there something wrong?” you asked
“Why would there be?” he had a confused face on
“You’re… Weird”
“Maybe trying to be good for once? Even though I told myself to be cold, and heartless towards you again so I can fucking forget you.”
“You… Feel something towards me?” you asked, your voice a bit shaky
“No. I just… Don’t know what am I even feeling actually” Jungkook runs his fingers through his hair
“You fucked me up so bad.” He added and let’s out a laugh
You stared at him. Trying to figure everything out, to think about everything.
“I feel like a weak bitch when I talk like this. Just the way you said I am” he laughed and shakes his head
“But seeing you with Taehyung, is like… Wow… Like what did I do wrong? Then remember what I done. And I then realize that I am a jealous fuck. Which I don’t want to be” he looks at you
“Taehyung, he-“
“Fought for you, actually you for him I get it. You tried to make me beg for you, but I figured you out second you started to hang out with him”
“Were you jealous of me hanging out with him?” you raise your eyebrows
“No, because I knew you think about me when you’re with him” he points
“You know that is the truth” he added
And you sigh throwing your head back.
“Well this just got serious and quiet” he said and two of you laugh.
“Let’s get back to work, I mean you” he added
“Right. I even forgot about it for a second” you laughed and take the pen in your hands again

Jungkook smiled and then watched you writing, looking at the books, searching for stuff.
His eyes watched your face, your eyes. Your eyelashes how long they actually are and actually cute. Your small nose, your lips.
He watched your movements, your hand putting a piece of your soft hair behind your ear, showing off your earrings.
A small smile grew on his face.
“Want me to help you?”
Your eyes look at his
“Yeah, search for anything that is connected with this” you point at the title
“You got it” he said and two of you smile at each other

He kept looking through the book, telling you what he found pointing at the sentences.
“Want something to eat? I can order pizza or something” he said
“Yeah I am starving” you laugh and sit on the sofa, throwing your head back, closing your eyes.
“My legs hurt”
“Well I don’t know why you even sat on the floor, you could have sat on the sofa and we could bring the coffee table closer” Jungkook laughs holding his phone in his hand
You look at the floor and coffee table. You look up at him and laugh.
“Right” you shake your head

Later pizza man came, and Jungkook puts the box down on the coffee table.
“Now that looks good!” you smiled and took a piece
“My life is complete” Jungkook took the first bite
“I actually can’t believe this is taking us so long for this” you said
“Yeah, I didn’t know it’s that huge”
“I think you don’t even know how this book looked till you saw it today” you laughed
Jungkook smiled and nods his head
“You got a point” he said

Your phone started to buzz. A lot of times.
Two of you kept looking down at your phone.
“You can answer it you know?” Jungkook said while eating
“I know. I don’t want to” you said
“It’s probably Taehyung.”
“I saw your message that you sent.” You said and took a sip of soda
Jungkook looks to the side at you and waits for you to continue on.
“I actually saw that you’re a good person today, tonight” you said looking up at him
“At least you are that way towards me. I never saw you that way towards anyone else” you added
Jungkook’s eyes fall down, he takes a breath and leaves his piece of pizza.
“I am trying. I want to try. I know Taehyung will hate me for being friend with you or I don’t know if we will be-“
“Friends?” you cut him off and keep on looking at him

Jungkook looks down at your hand and up at you. He extends his hand and two of you shake hands.
There was a silence. But sometimes silence is better than talking. It was a positive one.
Two of you smiled while continued to eat and drink.

At midnight, Jungkook and you finished the project. You write the last word down and put a dot on it.
“Oh thank fuck!” Jungkook throws the book away and leans back closing his eyes
You laughed and hold your hand you wrote with for hours.
“DAMN!” you shout and smile

Closing all the book and getting everything in place, you stand up.
“Well I better head home now” you smiled and stood up
“We did well!” Jungkook smiled and walked with you to the front door.
“We did it!” you smiled and turn towards him
“I had nice time today” you added looking at him
“Yeah, me too” he said

You had an urge to just wrap your arms around him and give him a hug. So you did that.
Jungkook looks down and puts his chin down on your head and slowly wraps his arms around you giving you a hug back.
“If Taehyung finds out about this, I will die” he finally said and two of you step from each other
“Right” you laugh
“Bye Jungkook”
“Can you go home alone?”
“Yeah, I’ll be fine” you smiled and walked away.

Jungkook closes the door and smiles, nodding his head. After he cleared everything up, he took his shirt off and sweats, falling into bed.
Y/N, 12:09AM: Friends :)
He smiled and turned off his phone.


I am so blessed to have made so many wonderful friends through this site ❤️ I love you all so much.

i am up at 3:16am, drunk and sore-bodied.
you name this holy and say you’ll accept nothing less. you listen to broken prayers, me yelling at god that i’ve left my body eight hours behind and to come back tomorrow morning

we take communion together and there’s peace on this deathbed. you tell me we had to draw my blood for it, and we had to draw all of it, because god’s gotten tired of answering lately.

so you’re still calling this holy, you’re ignoring that i am less Girl and more Ghost. i want to scream CALL ME JUDAS, CALL ME SET APART AND STILL THE WORST OF US ALL

i am set apart and still the worst of us all.

—  half-holy (catherine w // sempiternalwriting)
Dylan/Tom/Cole - 3:16am
This is for the anon ask on tumblr. Sorry but I aint doing the other things lol I hope this is a happy medium! Song: Jhené Aiko - 3:16am

i need help i love these boys to much

(Message received on April 12 at 3:16 AM.)
Hello? Are you there? Listening? I’m just trying to get in touch man. I’ve been so fucking, so fucking down lately. Like, I don’t know what’s happening. I’m just so tired all the time. Trying to sleep. I just, I just lay there quiet. Can’t speak cause everyone around me is passed out. My fucking mind’s raging. Uh, hello? I don’t even know why I called. I think it, I think it might be time for me to leave. Just call it quits. I’m sick of this. It’s the same fucking day, every day. I think I sleep, I can’t be sure though. It’s all the same now. Drink, drink, drink again. I’m tired man. I think it, you don’t want to hear this. I’m a mess. I’m sorry man. I just don’t know who to turn to. No one really hears me, you know? I speak, at least I think I speak, but no one hears me. I’ve said enough. Hello? Hello? I shouldn’t have called.
(Message deleted.)

(Message received on August 12th at 3:16am)
Hello, its me, again. I know I shouldn’t have called but I really didn’t know who else to turn to. Remember last time we talked? You said we were both fucked up, you said you understood because you were fucked up too. I just, I just wanted to speak to you before - well I think you know what I’m saying. If you’re there please pick up, please. Just for a minute, please.
(Message deleted)

—  The Amity Affliction - Never Alone & O.M.G.I.M.Y

I said I would do this, but I’ve been too busy doing junk and other stuff to even get some time to. I saw you on snepchet and my mind kept running again so here I am, 3:16am with work tomorrow, tired as shit, wearing my Charmander onesie sipping on some juice just to write some corny ass shit bout my amazing friend @zenshousewife . You mind if I love you real quick? Pbbpptbbt:

There’s no way I can actually put my appreciation into words for you. You came into my life during a storm. A windy one at that. And your presence alone seemed to just clear the skies before I had a chance to notice. You were heaven sent in the purest form. Just so much going on for you in such a beautiful package: the way you go to great lengths to make everyone feel included. The fact that you don’t even have to say anything and you just seemingly put smiles on everyone’s face. The fact that you have no traces of darkness in you. You approach all situations with pure intentions and a pure heart. The way that like… you seem to have all the right words, all the right combinations to make people feel better. And I’m not talking just putting smiles on peoples faces. Like the actual power to heal unseen wounds. It’s astonishing. The way you express your BOAT loads of support and love for every one of your friends with no hesitation. Makes you feel like you’re on top of the world; like you have no limits to what you can or can’t do. The fact that I can literally talk to you about ANYTIHNG and you won’t judge or see me differently. Where I can talk about my problems, my past, myself, Orochimaru’s snord (snake sword) cock, and you’d instantly be on board. I can truly be myself when I’m talking to you. And lastly, the way you’re able to pick yourself up from dark times. With no words of encouragement, with no one by your side to offer you a hand. You’re just able to stand up on your own two feet, and all of this while offering to carry the burdens of your friends and loved ones on your back? You are unbelievably strong and I hope you don’t forget that. You are an angel in human form. Like an actual actual angel. 

Just… thank you for being that person I can always depend upon, that person I can always come back to, confide in, trust, and create unforgettable memories with. Thank you for being my person. Love you always Poo, sincerely and truly. ᵇᵘᵗ ᵖᵒˢᵗ ᵃᶰᵒᵗʰᵉʳ ᵇᶦʳᵈ/ˢᑫᵘᶦᵈ ᶜᵒᶜᵏ ᵒᶰ ᵐʸ ᵈᵃˢʰ ᵃᶰᵈ ᴵ ʷᶦᶫᶫ ᵗʰʳᵒʷ ʰᵃᶰᵈˢ⋅


6karl  asked:

Favorite songs atm ?

Blue Ocean- Jaden Smith

With me- dvsn

idgaf- Jacquees

feel it- Jaquees

B.E.D.- Jaquees

Persian Rugs- Jacquees

Drama ft Drake- Roy Woods

Often- the Weeknd

Jealousy- Roy Woods

Recognize ft. Drake- PND

Ballin- PND


Lonely ft Jaden- Post Malone

Drunk In Love- the Weeknd

Acquainted- the Weeknd

Exchange- Bryson Tiller 

Studio- Schoolboy Q

Blue Jeans- Lana Del Rey

Video Games- Lana Del Rey

Bitch, Don’t Kill My Vibe - Kendrick Lamar

2 On (Explicit) ft. SchoolBoy Q- Tinashe 

Her- Majid Jordan

Break from Toronto- PND

All Eyes On You Meek Mill Ft. Nicki Minaj & Chris Brown 

3:16am- Jhene Aiko

Wading- Jhene Aiko

The Worst- Jhene Aiko

First Position- Kehlani

The Way- Kehlani

Kehlani’s Freestyle- PND

Sex on the beach- PND

Player- Tinashe 

Ride of your life- Tinashe

Needed Me- Rihanna

I lied- Nicki Minaj

One dance- Drake

I love u, i hate u- gnash

Trust issues- Drake

Controlla- Drake

Hallucinations- dvsn

little do you know- Alex and sierra

Low life ft. the weeknd- future

This is barely even half of them but there you go :)

I do not feel the fear of falling,
Thought I could fly.
It did not go well,
But oh well.
But what do you know
I'm​ right back to where I was before.
But I’m not alone,
You said ‘take my hand’
And we go (and we go)
And I hope that we don’t overdose
Cuz we don’t (no we don’t)
We don’t when we have had enough….
—  “3:16AM”– Jhene Aiko

April 6th 3:16am.

There is no good way to start this so here goes,

Today is my survivor day, it happened years ago. I’m having less and less nightmares barely 6 a year now. But the important thing is that despite everything, despite every touch, all the times the three of you tried to destroy me. Steal my worth and pride unintentionally or not.

You failed because I am here and still fucking standing.

I am alive.

And I am not my abuse.
Nobody is.

So we the survivors, win.

—  cocktease420
a feeling

I hope one day you will learn to feel love, and not the type of love that they have in the movies, the type of love that is simple and happy, that can make your cheeks go warm
I hope you find the love that doesn’t mean crying and aching at 3:16am because you’re worried she won’t love you again in the morning, love isn’t the thought that she won’t hold your heart in her hands like a fragile vase
I want you to find the love that brings patience and selflessness
I hope you find the love that won’t make you go crazy because if you were sane you wouldn’t know how to deal with the pain that love can bring, but one day I hope you find love that will make you feel happy again because you deserve to find love with someone who won’t make you lose your mind.

a.h. (December 23, 2015)

Love Me Like You Do

Characters/Pairing: Dean x Reader

Summary: The Third Installment of “The Love Series”. The Reader can’t take the heartache anymore. She confronts Dean about it.

Song Prompt: Love Me Like You Do - Ellie Goulding

Word Count: 2,679 

Warnings: Angst, Light Fluff, Implied Smut

Author’s Note: Hey guys! So this is my entry for @mamaredd123‘s 100 Follower Challenge. My prompt was “What can I say? Chicks dig me.” I hope you guys like this!! Feedback is greatly appreciated! **Un-betaed** so any mistakes are my own!!🙈

The soft lyrics bursting through my phone’s speakers couldn’t have spoken truer words.

I groaned and slumped my head forward, letting it slam against the table.

How pathetic was I?

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