365 Challenge

The best parts of me aren’t real. I’ve created this person for you to love and I’m a little too tired tonight to bring her out.
Yeah I know this isn’t what you signed up for but I told you what you were in for darling.
I’m giving you a way out now, handed you the eviction notice to our love. Take it and run.
You don’t need me and I don’t love you.
—  (184/365) by (KJ)
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DOLL 365, 2017 - Day 41

Gremy and Gizmo got to hang out with Donnie, my miniature English cream doxie. He isn’t too pleased with his new friends…

Gremy is a Peak’s Woods Suntan Rabbit Goon
- Faceup: KyungMin Lee
- Wig: Monique Gold
- Eyes: Oscardoll
- Sweater: Poisonbleu
- Leggings: Dorset Clothing
- Shoes: Angell-Studio

Gremy is a Peak’s Woods Suntan Rabbit Goon
- Faceup: KyungMin Lee
- Wig: Monique Gold
- Eyes: Oscardoll
- Sweater: Allthatisdolly
- Pants: Angell-Studio
- Shoes: Angell-Studio

Pause.
We took so many pauses.
So many breaks and stops and red lights and u-turns just to get through the night.
And its funny because in the end he left, put his foot on the gas and never looked back. I think he said we were too stagnant or maybe we were like two ships passing in the night.
I can’t remember
I think I was drunk when he left.
I think I was drunk throughout the entire relationship.
I think a lot lately mostly about myself and what I’m doing now, without him. I think he loved me though, truly loved me.
I think I broke his heart.
—  (181/365) by (KJ)

BJD 365, 2017 - Day 15

Sorry for not posting this yesterday! I figured I’d show off a color image of the over-sized custom shawl I made for an Etsy commission. What do you think?

Icelina is a Unoa Zero Latea
- Wig: Leekeworld
- Eyes: Leekeworld
- Faceup: Culur
- Shawl: Studio Miscast
- Skirt: Rrabit

I am tired –
tired of pouring cup after cup
of caffeine down my throat,
swallowing productivity
one scorching mouthful at a time.

Forfeiting sleep for success,
I want to scream,
but my throat already burns
and I don’t think screaming
will earn me extra cords
at graduation.
—  “Education” (19/365)

BJD 365, 2017 - Day 14

Finished a beautiful oversized shawl for SD16 sized ladies and couldn’t resist taking a beautiful black and white photo of Miss Icelina.

Icelina is a Unoa Zero Latea
- Wig: Leekeworld
- Eyes: Leekeworld
- Faceup: Culur
- Shawl: Studio Miscast

BJD 365, 2017 - Day 62

Flying back to Philadelphia! I’ve flown previously with Gremy, but this was the first time my twins got to fly together.

Gremy is a Peak’s Woods Suntan Rabbit Goon
- Faceup: KyungMin Lee
- Eyes: Oscardoll
- Wig: Unstrung Hero
- Hamster Suit: VOLKS

Gizmo is a Peak’s Woods Bluegrey Rabbit Goon
- Faceup: KyungMin Lee
- Eyes: Oscardoll
- Wig: Unstrung Hero
- Hamster Suit: VOLKS

Daily Doodle 80/365 - March 21, 2017

Kinda ironic how I don’t even dare make a single growl

Well, today we played out that act we were rehearsing yesterday, it went down nicely! But even with me listening to hyena and peacock videos this morning, I couldn’t get the noises down correctly and mostly didn’t dare do them.. unless someone else from the team did them first..

Anyways, the professor loved a transition we did from peacock to humpback whales, since we already had our arms raised, so we raised them more and turned into whales, then from whales we did the eating motion, spun and landed as hyenas.. theeeen it went downhill from there since transitions and acting was messy, but we tried! The other teams did great as well, but the professor didn’t like the ending of any of them, making an introduction and ending to a play is hard!

After this I had lunch and took a peek at where I should be working sometime soon since my buddy is working there now. It’s a single classroom at the university where they keep the most powerful computers for rendering and all that stuff, I think the university ads or bigger films come from there.. I wanna be there already!! My buddy first learned how to do 2D rigs there for a project they’re gonna be doing, I SOOOO wanna learn how to do 2D rigs for animation, since I wanna see how that would work with my toony style, maybe make a weekly animated thing? Or just play around from time to time

When I got home I played the usual game of Minecraft with my bestie and then stayed in a call while drawing together, it was nice