The best parts of me aren’t real. I’ve created this person for you to love and I’m a little too tired tonight to bring her out.
Yeah I know this isn’t what you signed up for but I told you what you were in for darling.
I’m giving you a way out now, handed you the eviction notice to our love. Take it and run.
You don’t need me and I don’t love you.
We took so many pauses.
So many breaks and stops and red lights and u-turns just to get through the night.
And its funny because in the end he left, put his foot on the gas and never looked back. I think he said we were too stagnant or maybe we were like two ships passing in the night.
I can’t remember
I think I was drunk when he left.
I think I was drunk throughout the entire relationship.
I think a lot lately mostly about myself and what I’m doing now, without him. I think he loved me though, truly loved me.
I think I broke his heart.
Kinda ironic how I don’t even dare make a single growl
Well, today we played out that act we were rehearsing yesterday, it went down nicely! But even with me listening to hyena and peacock videos this morning, I couldn’t get the noises down correctly and mostly didn’t dare do them.. unless someone else from the team did them first..
Anyways, the professor loved a transition we did from peacock to humpback whales, since we already had our arms raised, so we raised them more and turned into whales, then from whales we did the eating motion, spun and landed as hyenas.. theeeen it went downhill from there since transitions and acting was messy, but we tried! The other teams did great as well, but the professor didn’t like the ending of any of them, making an introduction and ending to a play is hard!
After this I had lunch and took a peek at where I should be working sometime soon since my buddy is working there now. It’s a single classroom at the university where they keep the most powerful computers for rendering and all that stuff, I think the university ads or bigger films come from there.. I wanna be there already!! My buddy first learned how to do 2D rigs there for a project they’re gonna be doing, I SOOOO wanna learn how to do 2D rigs for animation, since I wanna see how that would work with my toony style, maybe make a weekly animated thing? Or just play around from time to time
When I got home I played the usual game of Minecraft with my bestie and then stayed in a call while drawing together, it was nice