30stm by me

The Kill
30 Seconds To Mars
The Kill

Lyrics:

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?

What if I fell to the floor
Couldn’t take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?

You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I’m not running from you (from you)

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

Look in my eyes
You’re killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside

Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am

Ooh oooh
Ooh oooh
Ooh oooh

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you

Look in my eyes
You’re killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

Come, break me down
Break me down
Break me down

What if I wanted to break?
What if I, what if I, what if I
Bury me, bury me, bury me

((Please put up with me while I vent… For as long as I could remember I’ve lived with crippling chronic depression and anxiety, and when I didn’t have a support system, one of the few things that kept me going for so long was music. To be very specific on the who, Linkin Park. Their songs helped me vent so much of my frustration, anger and sadness and I was able to breathe more easily, able to have more strength to wake up for another day. My strongest support system before I had any else, before I finally pulled myself together enough to know that I needed to seek help, was Linkin Park. Chester Bennington was a man who’s voice touched so deep within me and helped me move forward and I’ll never forget how grateful I am to him and Linkin Park. His suicide was such a blow that I spent a whole day in a daze of disbelief before I could finally mourn his loss. 
So it should be pretty fucking understandable why I would feel so offended and angry and frustrated when, watching the VMAs, Jared Leto had to ask people fucking TWICE to stand up to pay respect to Chester’s memory. That MTV cut a tribute performance for Chester to a fucking ad. That ‘who shaded who’ is a more valid conversation than the complete disrespect to the memory of a man who literally saved lives with his musical legacy.))

Save Me - Part One

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A big thank you to the person who made this video!!! 


All acoustic versions of the songs of 30 Seconds to Mars collected here.

0:00 City of Angels
4:16 Closer to the Edge
8:30 Kings and Queens
14:02 Do or Die
17:33 A Beautiful Lie
21:18 Was It a Dream?
25:11 The Kill
29:04 Alibi
31:55 Attack
35:03 The Story
39:07 A Modern Myth
42:20 From Yesterday
46:08 End of All Days
50:43 Hurricane
54:54 This Is War
59:45 Stay (Rihanna Cover)

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“Don’t ever ask for permission to follow your dreams. Follow them no matter fucking what. It’s important. We have one life here and you are the author of your story, more than anybody else. You are much more responsible for your dreams coming true or not than anyone else in your life you have contacted with. So, dream big, work hard, and make it happen no matter what.”