3 days to freedom

10 Reasons Not To Relapse:

1) Withdrawals. Those weren’t fun, were they?

2) The mental torture and anxiety of realizing the dope is almost out…

3) …and having to experience that feeling every single day.

4) Your freedom will be lost once again. The dope will be making all the decisions now, and it doesn’t care how its chooses will destroy you.

5) Do you really want to lose your clean time? Even if it’s a day, so many people will never be able to achieve a day of sobriety.

6) Oh, but you might not get an opportunity to ever get clean again, because there’s a good chance you’ll O.D.

7) You’ll go back to the same lifestyle that brought you to get clean to begin with.

8) Think you feel shitty now? You’ll feel even shitter when you relapse.

9) Think of your worst drug run and double it: that’s what you’ll have to look forward to.

10) I may not know you personally, but I know you don’t deserve to relive the horror that is active addiction. You may question your worth, but let me be the one to tell you that you deserve SO MUCH BETTER than having a needle in your arm, powder in your nose, or toxin in your lungs.

Now, don’t be ashamed or feel hopeless if you relapsed, because relapse is a part of lot of people’s stories, including mine. Relapse doesn’t mean you can’t get clean again; in fact it’s a big incentive to say “fuck you addiction!” And try again!

** This post is for the addicts who are about to pick up. I just wanted to try to prevent at least one person’s relapse, because as many of us know, relapses are miserable. **

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.

Honestly how would you feel if your future kid resorted to the same things you do to lose weight? I’d be distraught and frustrated if they juiced for 3 meals a day; ran not for the freedom, but to atone for a binge. That they looked at strangers online and then felt inadequate.

Looking back, I can’t remember the truth. I blew everything out of proportion so I could feel the hurt and betrayal and write about it in vivid detail. It was my own method of torture. My own undoing; and I enjoyed every second of it.
—  c.j.n.
MarcoAce Week Prompts 2016

Welcome to MarcoAce week 2016~! 

This year, it will run from the 12th to the 18th of December, so make sure to mark your calendars and get ready! ;3

  •  [12th] Day 1: Freedom
  •  [13th] Day 2: Hobbies 
  •  [14th] Day 3: Laugh 
  •  [15th] Day 4: Mask 
  •  [16th] Day 5: Questions & Answers 
  •  [17th] Day 6: Weather 
  •  [18th] Day 7: Free space! (or, Holidays) 

Make sure to tag your works with ‘marcoace week’ so that everyone participating can find it, and feel free to @ tag the marcoace week blog once you’ve posted!! (When posting please remember to tag & place all NSFW work under a readmore out of respect for other participants.) 

Reblogs to help spread the word are appreciated!

Hunay week 2016

I’ve noticed there’s a week dedicated to so many other ships in the Voltron fandom, but I never found a Hunay (Hunk X Shay) week?? So, without further ado…

Hunay Week 2016!

November 10th-17th (+18th)

Day 1: Sky/Stars
Day 2: Slavery/Freedom
Day 3: Balmera/Earth
Day 4:Free Day!
Day 5: Crystals/Caves
Day 6: Wonder/Innocence
Day 7:Cooking/Family

Bonus! Day 8: