biggest fears: silence, physical contact, being left alone, not being happy with myself before I die
current time: 11.02 AM
drink you had last: fruit/veggie smoothie with almond milk
every day starts with: Slapping the snooze button on my phone
and thinking about the dream I had if my dream journal and pen aren’t by my bed
to actually write it down and a little breathing exercise thing to help me feel
present and calm if I’m going out that day, then if my schedule allows and I’ve got the time, working out and yoga, then shower, then breakfast.
favorite song: This changes frequently. Uhhh…The last song I listened
to was Castle by Halsey?
ghosts are real?: Y E S.
in love with: Making things, love (particularly
self-love/self-care lately), Prompto, Ignis.
jealous of: Nothing, really. I wish I had more financial
stability and was a bit healthier like other people that I know but I wouldn’t want to take those things from
them. I understand that those are something that take time to attain.
killed someone: Almost. Twice. Looong story.
last time cried: A few days ago after something not so great
happened and I lost two friends.
middle name: Marie.
number of siblings: Four brothers.
one wish: I’d like to be content with who I am/was when I get
person you last called/texted: One of my managers.
questions you’re always asked: “Why do you look so sad all the time?” “Do you always flinch when people get close?” “Can I
touch your hair? (answer is no unless I trust you a lot)” “Why don’t you talk
that much?” “Whatcha making?” “Do you do drugs?” “Can I get a tarot reading?” “Why haven’t you written a book yet?” “Have you ever considered voice acting? You sound like a game NPC” “Why don’t you eat meat iT’S SO GOOD”
reasons to smile: I’m alive and made it through all the junk
that happened in the past, I’m capable of living on my own without many issues,
I can make things, I can write, I’m where I never thought I’d be as a child.
song last sang: Castle by Halsey
time you woke up: I woke up twice today. Once at around 6 AM,
again at around 9 or 10 AM, I forget.
underwear color: Grey, lilac lace.
vacation destination: Greece, I think.
worst habit: I’m gonna do habits for this. I’m terrible at
responding to people in a timely manner because I’m really shy. I bite my
fingernails a lot because I get anxious but that’s stopped for the most part. I
don’t make eye contact with people even if they’re somebody that I trust/respect
– it’s a problem. I know there are others but those three stuck out right away.
USMagazine.com: 25 Things You Don’t Know About Me: David Cook
David Cook, 28, (Cook’s second album This Loud Morning, is out now) shares the 25 things you don’t know about him with Us Weekly.
1. I still own my first guitar. It’s covered in stickers and unplayable, but I’ve got it. 2. I’m a wino. A good Opus One and I’m set. 3. I never took guitar lessons. 4. I got my braces off less than a week before college started. Close call. 5. I was once the proud owner of Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles: Coming Out of Their Shells Tour on VHS. 6. Growing up, my friend and I start a Ninja Turtles club, where for 25 cents, we’d provide bully protection. We made 25 cents. 7. I always cheated at the Bozo game at Chuck E. Cheese’s. 8. I used to stay up on school nights to watch M*A*S*H reruns. 9. I still only like plain cheeseburgers. 10. My favorite meal is Mom’s ham, beans, and cornbread. 11. As a kid, I wanted to be a drummer. 12. I took a course in college about learning to be organized. I got a D. 13. I love going to baseball games but don’t like to watch them on TV. But I love watching golf on TV. 14. In my bathroom, I have a framed picture of Frank Zappa taking a dump. 15. I did the P90X workout for a week. 16. I love documentaries. 17. I once saved a piece of confetti from an Aerosmith/Kiss concert for three years. 18. I get excited for Shark Week. 19. I’m the worst at wrapping presents. 20. I once swallowed a minnow for $50. 21. I took five years Spanish. I retained almost nothing. 22. My first car was a 1985 GMC S15 pickup. 23. If the movie Fools Rush In is on TV, I’ll watch it. 24. I get most of my news from The Daily Show. 25. I have an unhealthy obsession with Man v. Food.
1. I eat a chocolate bar almost every night before bed. 2. I have a weakness for Ancient Aliens. 3. When I was a kid, 3 was my favorite number because if rotated, it looks like a pair of boobs. 4. I’m usually very neat. 5. Favorite food: macaroni and cheese – or chocolate. 6. Least favorite: peanut butter. 7. Contrary to popular belief, I have way more than just four shirts. 8. Growing up, The Clash’s “Straight to Hell” was always our sing-along song while we washed the dishes. (Hi, Mom!) 9. I’ve never ridden a horse, except on set. 10. I own about 50 masks. 11. I don’t follow any sports teams. 12. My first car was a Karmann Ghia. 13. Some of my top movies are Mad Max, Midnight Cowboy and Saturday Night Fever. 14. My favorite thing to do is lie down. 15. I think apple pie-flavored gum is a revolutionary concept and I love it. 16. I once tried using bacon as fishing bait, but I didn’t catch anything. 17. My best friend is my cat. 18. My most essential household tool is the Mr. Clean Magic Eraser. 19. I prefer to sleep without a pillow. 20. When I grow up, I want to be [Walking Dead costar] Scott Wilson. 21. I use Siri more often than I’m willing to admit. 22. I just got a microwave this year. 23. I still haven’t turned it on. 24. I can only cook on a George Foreman grill. 25. One of the most important things I learned how to do this year is poach an egg (not on a George Foreman grill).
the most Me thing about Me is that it’s two months until my birthday and i’m like “25!!!! GOTTA BE HUGE!!!!!!” and the other half is like “who’s got time to plan? not me. someone just send me a plant, that’s fine. i’ll eat an extra roll of cookie dough and call it a victory when i’m gripping my stomach in gastronomical agony.”