what she means:
It's been two years and we still don't know how Neil Patrick Harris disappeared from the stage during the 2013 Tony Awards opening number and reappeared in the audience mere seconds later. Did he run down the aisle? Did he go off into the wings, then run around the theatre to enter in the back? Did he go into a trap door under the stage, where he was pushed in a cart to the other side of the theatre? Wasn't anyone there in the audience that can tell us the truth?
Yesterday I had a canceled class at school and instead of doing homework or studying for the math test I had next period I watched 40 minutes of the 2013 Tony Awards on YouTube and I think that says a lot about who I am as a person
2013 Tony Awards: Best Performance by a Leading Actress in a Musical - Ivy Lynn, Bombshell
For me, there is nothing more magical then that moment right as the lights go down, and the crowd is waiting in silence, with anticipation for the show to begin. It’s a moment full of hope…and full of possibilities. So I’d like to thank the audience for coming and for believing, as I do, that there is nothing more important or special as live theater.