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Short days
Long nights
I can feel my heart racing I think it’s going to jump out of my chest.
Cold sweats
Late night sex.
Late night relapses
Mixed with your strongest drink to numb the pain.
Short days
Long nights
I’ve been pretending again
It’s harder the hundreth time around.
I will never relapse again
I will never recover again.
Short days
Long nights.
—  (201/365) by (KJ)