20 things i love

rules: answer 20 questions and tag 20 people you wanna get to know better

tagged by: @everysinglepheel Thank you so much! ^.^

name: Drew 
nickname: Draco, Tezzim, Fel
zodiac sign: Aquarius
height: 5'9"
nationality: USA
fav fruit: Apples. But like, a honeycrisp or a Macintosh. Red delicious is not good.
fav season: Winter!
fav book: Anything discworld is good but I’ll give it to Temeraire (the first book of the series at least)
fav flower: Red Spider Lily
fav scent: Cinnamon.
fav color: Red/Blue complimenting each other.
fav animal: Do dragons count? If not, snakes!
coffee tea or hot coco: Tea.
average hours of sleep: A crapshoot of 4-12 hours. Usually it’s around 6-7 recently.
cat or dog person: Cats.
fav fictional character: Naoto Shirogane is pretty good, But it’s a tie between Niv-Mizzet and Nicol Bolas.
how many blankets do you sleep with: 1-3 depending on season and mood.
dream trip: In to an alternate dimension where dragons exist.
blog created: Honestly I’m not even sure.
I’m tagging: I don’t know 20 people but I’ll tag @kasutamasabisu @poppingpunkandpills @wispedheart @didyousaydragons @aquestionmark @uglybuffet and @kyrothedragon

happy birthday to my special boy !!!!
it’s a hamster plush party

Twenty things I’ve learned in Twenty Years

1. Life will break you down until you’re crawling on your hands and knees, until you feel like you are Atlas holding the world upon your shoulders, until you feel like the raging inferno inside of your chest is going to combust. These are the moments that will forge you in a fire and make you more unbreakable than diamonds.

2. We are made of stardust, at least that’s what they say. I remember someone told me that every atom in my body once belonged to a star that exploded. At night I stare at my hands and wonder when I will erupt. I know now that I cannot trust anyone else to keep me whole in the darkest hours of the night but my own two star infused arms.

3. You will fall in love, and that is okay. Sometimes we need to fall in love to remember that there is good out there. Fall in love with the boy who opens the door for you, fall in love with your boss who works too hard, fall in love with the woman who hands out roses on that one street corner, fall in love with yourself.

4. They weren’t lying when they said we accept the love we think we deserve. I grew up being told I was a mistake and so I adopted the idea that no one could ever love a mistake. I was wrong (they were wrong) and now it’s up to me to prove them wrong. Don’t believe the things they said, you are so much more than the toxins they tried to poison you with.

5. Close your eyes, count to ten, and open them again. You are not alone. I know it may feel like you are the only one, but believe me when I say that you aren’t. I was where you are, and now I have talked to more people that have been through much worse than I than I would like to admit to. You are never alone, not really.

6. Music can save. Play it as loud as you can with the windows down as you drive (probably a little too fast). Play it while you are at work and while you are in the shower and play it when you want to give up in the middle of the day and when you want to give up in the middle of the night. Just play the music that tugs at your heartstrings, it may save you.

7. Nothing in life is easy, not really. You will catch a few breaks here and there, but the rest of the time you will find yourself fighting tooth and nail to make it back to the top. Don’t give up, I almost did this year and if I had I wouldn’t be able to witness what the sun looks like shining in her eyes.

8. You will have scars, and that’s fine. We all have them but it’s up to you if you want to hide them or show your battle wounds to the world so they know how strong of a warrior you are, so they know not to fuck with you.

9. Watch the sunrise, and watch the sunset. There is something about the sun that screams life; let the light bleed into you and consume you until you shine with it. Sometimes it’s the simple things we are missing in life that we need the most.

10. They will say they love you and then they will turn around and break your heart. You cannot compare your life’s worth to the empty spaces that were once filled around you. People will leave (willing or not) and life will go on. Let life go on.

11. If you are under the impression you are broken, then it is up to you to decide if you are or not. It took me years to admit that I was never quite whole, but when I did it was the most freeing feeling ever. Brokenness does not take away from perfection, and you are the very definition of perfect.

12. It’s okay to let people in, you don’t need to cage yourself away from the rest of the world, don’t forget to live your life while you pursue safeness.

13. Hobbies will save you when all else fails you, find a hobby and stick to it. When the world feels all too loud, a hobby can make you go deaf.

14. The moment you realize Wonder Woman or any other superhero you idolized as a child is not going to swoop down and save you is when your life changes. You have to be your own hero in this world. Stop waiting for someone to save you and go save yourself.

15. They are gone, she took her own life and he died in a car crash and she died from cancer and he left. You cannot live your life counting how many people that held a piece of your heart vanished, I’m not saying to forget about them I’m just saying that it’s okay to say goodbye.  

16. It’s okay to cry; cry in the shower and in bed and in your car, being sad is okay as long as you don’t let it consume you.

17. Smile as much as you can even on the bad days.

18. For God’s sake, don’t let them ruin you. You are so strong, you’ve made it this far and that means you can make it another day. If you can get through today you can get through tomorrow and every day that follows. If you feel like you can’t get through the day then sit down and don’t move until the light is peaking in through your window.

19. Never say never. If you think you can’t do something try anyway, this is your life, you are the main character of your own story, but you are also the author of your story. Write it however you want, but don’t give up halfway through.

20. Just don’t take your life. While this is something I learned this year I’m also writing this as a reminder to myself and to you. Don’t do it, please. There can be more to life than what you are feeling right now, don’t rob yourself of the beauty of this world. Don’t give up, no matter how much it hurts.
—  An open letter to myself, and to you. (Sometimes I write until I run out of words) ALightLitInTheDark

i see a lot of posts going around about how the process of making art is essentially just tears and experiencing The Struggle™ and while those are ALL TRUE i would also like to point out the GOOD THINGS about making art!!!!!! 

  • when u finally find that ONE PERFECT SHADE OF COLOR
  • experimenting with different art styles 
  • those tiny mindless doodles u make on the corner of the page
  • flipping ur canvas and seeing that ur drawing isnt TOO asymmetrical 
  • [picks brush u dont often use] why the HECK dont i use this more often??? 
  • putting ur music on shuffle and a song that fits the scene of what ure drawing comes on 
  • turning off ur lineart layer and having a good laugh over how ur color layer looks like a melting ice cream
  • drawing something u’ve never tried and realizing that u LIKE IT 
  • when ur friend does the compliment thing. thank u friend 
  • drawing a curvy line and GETTING IT RIGHT THE FIRST TRY
  • overlay. thats it 
  • blushies!!!
  • spacing out in the middle of sketching/lining/coloring and 5 mins later going like o HEY COOL i can draw
  • that tiny pop when u stretch ur back after hours of arting 
  • seeing the final result and thinking goddamn!!!!!!
  • I Did That!!!!
  • wow!!!!!!
  • i really love art!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
20 Wonder Woman things I loved

Spoilers y'all 

 1) Diana - she is so pure and good and absolutely magnificent and GAL GADOT Christ take the wheel 

2) Steve - broke my heart to fucking pieces with blue-eyed sincerity and the quiver in his voice when begs Diana for help 

3) THE FIGHT SCENES OMG THEY ARE SO GOOD I AM ATTRACTED TO ALL OF THE AMAZONS AND JESUS CHRIST THAT IS SIME GOOD STUFF RIG THERE 

4) No Man’s Land - I don’t know what it is because it’s not about people dying, but it’s the sheer EPIC scale of the hero sequence, the music, and the way Diana just lunges forward with her shield and just TAKES THE FIRE that brings tears to my eyes 

5) Etta - we fight with our principles 

6) Diana is bi 

7) REPRESENTATION EVERYWHERE 

8) Steve and Diana’s relationship: respectful and gentle 9) They don’t deserve you 

10) And Steve knows it 

11) SHIELD - The fact that Steve saw that move and remembered it and used it to HELP Diana 

12) how much of a LOVELY person Steve is: smart, charming, self-deprecating, and so deeply deeply human and scared 

13) CHRIS PINE NUDE???? 

14) DIANA BEING BADASS AND YOU NEVER GET TIRED OF IT 

15) When Diana just smashes through buildings with an unsuspecting soldier smashed through the wall - get wrekd 

 16) the values the film explores 

17) did I mention horses? Because horses! 

18) WOMEN EVERYWHERE (and in the crew too!) 

19) The WW THEME y'all 

20) Chris Pine: he is still making me bawl my eyes out. THE SPEECH. when he wishes he could tell Diana that there’s ONE man to blame but there isn’t and his voice just BREAKS. That broke me. Oscar worthy. His eyes tearing up and his hands clutching desperately at her. And he looks death in the eyes and is scare, but DOES THE THING ANYWAY. “I can save today. You can save tomorrow. I wish we had more time. I love you" 

 Extra: To Be Human Is To Love

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Originally posted by s0mewhereweaknessis0urstrength

- school is fucking important. pay attention and do the work, it’s so worth it.

- friends come and go, it’s gonna happen. sometimes it’s your fault, and sometimes it’s not. you’ve just gotta understand that everything happens for a reason.

- your parents might be annoying, but they really do have your best interests in mind. you should try listening to them once in awhile, you really might learn something.

- if a boy doesn’t try, he genuinely doesn’t care. wait for the guy who would do anything to be your everything.

- your body is your body. you’re stuck with it, so make the most of it. if you wanna wear makeup, wear makeup. go on youtube and watch tutorials, it’ll get you somewhere. if you don’t wanna wear makeup, don’t fucking wear makeup. you look great either way.

- you’re gonna get your heart broken. a lot. by friends, family, and boys. every heart break is a lesson.

- when one door closes, another one opens. i promise.

-  if you want a change, you have to be the change

- live your life for yourself..because it’s yours. focus on what makes you happy at the end of the day, because that’s whats most important. that you are happy.

—  things i wish i realized before i turned 20

Just imagine if you could reread your favorite manga as many times as you wanted but it still had the same magical effects as it did the first time through

I can’t get over the fact that Reyes romance is so ridiculously sweet and romantic. We got this “bad boy” that keeps joking about being a gentleman, because of course he’s not one, that actually kiss Ryder in a rooftop, slow dance while saying cheesy things and look at he/her/them with an adoring expression.

Week 1 - The Haunted Hill (1/?)

Hi everyone! Since September seems so far away, I’ve decided to challenge myself to post one new Outlander artwork per week from now until the premiere! If you’re interested in following my art struggles, I’ll be posting every Monday and tagging as #oneweekcloser

heyyy so i just reached 800 followers and i’m so happy and sorry lol that all of you’ve decided to follow this shitty blog

recently i’ve discovered that i really enjoy doing moodboards and even if they’re really bad just as everything i do because i have no talent, i truly enjoy making them !! so i’ve decided now that i reached 800 followers could be a great opportunity to do moodboards for you,, my followers

so if you’d like a moodboard made by me,, this is what you gotta do

  • you should be following me
  • reblog this post
  • send me an ask with your face tag and things you want me to base the moodboard on (your aesthetic) but if you don’t want it with your facce feel free to just say your aesthetic
  • if you don’t want the moodboard based on you, you can send me the actor/youtuber/whatever you want and the color palette you’d like

you can blacklist ‘michelle does follower moodboards’ if you don’t want to see them

ID #80948

Name: Lani
Age: 20
Country: United States

 I am a film and theatre major who loves eating spaghetti for breakfast sometimes.
I have a massive love for ceiling art and architecture but I also love french history and art.
I’m a college student looking for friends who can tell me about that their experience no matter where they are (residentially or personally).

My personal motto is to love life and live it to the fullest and to take massive risks if you think it’ll pay off.

I have an affinity for random things like iridescent things and first edition bound books.

Preferences: I prefer 18-27

20 things i love about you

1. the way your eyes light up when you smile
2. the stupid but funny jokes you make
3. the look on your face when you talk about something you are passionate about
4. the way you draw
5. how beautiful you look when the sun shines on your face
6. the way you always make me smile
7. how you accept me for who i am
8. when you’re telling stories
9. how puffy your cheeks are
10. the colour of your eyes
11. how weird you can get
12. your laugh
13. how you always put me in a good mood
14. how cute you can be
15. your hair
16. you make me feel like i’m worth something
17. your cheesy jokes
18. we can be silly together
19. how we both get along so well
20. the way you inspire me with your thoughts and emotions

I remember when I was fourteen, sipping on a mixture of liqueurs from various different cupboards from various different houses, sitting on some decaying swing set, with a friend I no longer call friend, a un-friend I no longer can see in front of me, but she was a mirror of me, but only draining, never gave anything.

Sitting on these swings we discussed life and love, things we knew nothing about, but we talked and compared and discussed. Reciting poems about it, like at school, but not as strictly. She always got the words wrong but I didn’t mind. When she finished I said that I didn’t believe in love, to spite her, I think. Although I had not at the time, ever been in love, so maybe I was speaking the truth. Her eyes already puffy from a story about a boy, she would say, don’t say that! Love is a beautiful thing!

I am 20 now, so it seems, it is written on the birthday card in front of me. And I mumble to myself, I don’t believe in love. And I look around, he’s not here, the whisky boy, but my family is. I say thank you, for the cake, for the presents, and I feel tears in my eyes. And in that moment I feel love, it is true, but most of the time love escapes me. Oh, how misery loves me. It’s like a prayer, but only just.

—  1000 years ago but my mum says it was only a day - Knight