#WARNING extreme bambling ahead #this kind of really got out of hand #i just wanted a few sentences #read it and/or delete it as you wish
#isn’t it a shame that their first conversation is the longest they had and also probably the most revealing one? #i remember when i watched this and the switch happened i was so excited to find out every little difference between their lives #how i wanted liv to meet rachel and ella #and it wasn’t even a wild idea considering the conversation above and the fact that rachel and ella were in olivia’s apartment before she went over there… #i wanted them to be a catalyst for her preferably gradual realization that our side wasn’t the villain of the story
#and then it never happened #and it just joined my long list of wishes about things that should have happened #like how i wanted her to be able to cross over in 3.20 #but those two examples won’t ever come near to intensity of how much i wanted to see the season 3 finale’s playing out without peter disappearing
#CAN YOU IMAGINE? #liv trying to keep henry a secret #walternate of course trying to use him to get peter back and trow it into olivia’s face #her reaction #peter’s reaction #walter’s reaction #everyone’s reaction #olivia being distant #peter trying to be a dad and walter a grandpa #olivia slow coming around #holding him #loving him #and then accepting it and getting pregnant #giving birth to etta #which should preferable involve some form of our favorite cab driver so that the name would be a given #and of course the oh so slowly forming friendships between the olivias and lincolns (of course clark lee would show up) and peter and scarlie… #and moreau and the end of dayers could be their common enemy #and then the saving each other’s lives would start #and they would learn to joke about the vagenda incident
#nope #i haven’t given this the slightest of thoughts #and now i am bawling my eyes out #and i can’t unsee them saying etta on the last two gifs #and that isn’t helping with my situation either
BLATANT EXAMPLES OF THE FACT THAT OLIVIA’S MEMORY PROBLEM HAS BEEN THERE EVER SINCE SHE CAME TO THIS TIMELINE 1) Peter glimmered in Jacksonville but their first kiss was in Over There Part 2. 2) Our!Olivia wasn’t in the operahouse, Amber!Livia was so she shouldn’t know about what happened to September. 3) Our!Olivia doesn’t remember the trials. She never did. Amber!Livia on the other hand had memories about it.