Dear DDK, 

It’s been 4 months since I’ve blocked you but I think about you every day. 

I’ve changed my name and so many other things since we last talked, you wouldn’t even be able to find me on Facebook anymore. 

My face is different, my hair is different. I’ve been going to the gym a lot recently and I’m even going to get a tattoo in a week. 

I wonder if you ever think of me. I think about you and I think I might have seen your dad yesterday on my campus, but that wouldn’t make sense. 

I’m sorry I’m not there for you anymore but I couldn’t stand still being in love with you but knowing I couldn’t be with you. 

I hope your college applications are going well. 

I still have a bit of hope that you’d apply to my school. It has beautiful scenery and I know you’d love it. 

Sorry again, 



ok rant time so jaebum did his first solo vlive today and as we all know he’s not much of a talker and can even be a little awkward at times but despite all that, he did a 30 min vlive for us…even planning it carefully to make sure he wouldn’t bore us like planning to go walking down the han river or bringing a puzzle bc he likes solving them and YET people still had the AUDACITY to call him boring and ask him to do something exciting?? what the fuck?? it took 2 years to have his solo v and here we finally have jb who barely speaks 10 words in interviews stay and chat for HALF AN HOUR and thats all u say to him!!!! fuck outta here!!!! he even wanted to stay for a little longer but couldnt bc he had a radio show to go to. jaebum, who insisted on staying a little while longer despite his busy schedule doesnt deserve this shit so if ur just gonna call him boring. shut up. lock ur phone. and dont watch him at all bye.


There’s one letter on here from a d to an m and I keep rereading it. I’d like to think it’s from you. I know it’s not, but I’d still like to think that. It’d make me happy to know you think of me at all, even more that you actually like me.