“(Y/N)…” sighed your boyfriend Harry as he looked at the cavity in your mouth with his tools.
You were in pain, but you still managed to transfer you vision on his mouth where he was biting his lips. Something that turned you on more than it should in this situation. Your eyes widened as he licked his lips.
Harry now looked where your visions were fixated and chuckled, shaking his head.
“Are you sure you’re here to fix your teeth?” Your cheeks reddened in embarrassment.
“Would you like that baby girl? Would you like if I fuck you here on my table, bending on it? Oh you sure do like the way I talk to you.. Dont you? Such a naughty girl you are…” He spoke in a low, husky voice.
“Hmm.. You’re a bit chatty today Styles, aren’t you?” You spoke before crashing your lips against his, moving them passionately yet hungrily.
He moved his hands below your thighs, picking you up and walking towards the front of the table, situating you comfortably, lips moving in sync.
His hands moved inside your undies, feeling you. “You’re so wet for me baby girl… Ain’t I love that.” he murmured against his lips.
your pants hit the floor along with his. Your shirt unbuttoned.
“You dont know what effect you have on me,” he kissed your jaw, slowly moving towards your cleavage.
“Show me.” You moaned. He tturned you towards the table, your torso leaning on the table .
He grabbed himself and rubbed his tip over your wetness, pushing himself in . He pulled back and slammed back in not giving you time to adjust.
“Its daddy.” He moaned.
“Daddy..” He felt your walls clench around his member. He moaned loudly, moving his hands under your bra, kneading your breasts.
“Oh daddy.. Faster please..” You managed to moan out.
He moved fast as you said. Pits ready to burst in both of your stomach.
“i-im close daddy”
“Let it go.. Let it go baby girl.” You both released making the thrusts sloppy and both bodies sweaty.
“Oh my god!” a voice shrieked behind you both. You turned to look at a blushing nurse.
So, I’ve been thinking about this for a while now and I really wanted to write it down, so I did. I felt like most of the songs on Niall’s album told a chronological story when you put them in a particular order, so I tried my best to figure out what order that would be and analyse what exactly the song means. The only songs I haven’t analysed in this are This Town, Slow Hands and Mirrors, because he said they weren’t personal and when you think about it, they totally fall outside the story anyways. I know this is long so I apologize in advance!
Seeing Blind: I put this song first because Niall describes knowing what love is
because he’s read it in books and seen it in movies, but never really experienced it himself. Then he see
this one person and he falls in love with them from a distance, he doesn’t
think they will ever notice him but suddenly they do. The rest of the song
talks about how that person finally made him experience love himself, but they’re
so amazing he can’t believe they actually chose him.
alone: This one is second because he describes already being in a relationship
but the other person isn’t really open with him. He know they’ve been through
some bad stuff, and he really want them to trust him because he knows it would
make the two of them closer.
This song basically has the same concept as Since we’re alone but I put it
after that one because it feels like the two people in the relationship are
closer here. The line ‘Hold me close but at a distance’ makes me feel like
Niall was really close to someone in some ways, but he also knew this person
was holding stuff back in other ways. He really thinks he can help his partner
and he wants them to know that even if he doesn’t understand it, they can still
talk to him about it.
me: At first I wanted to put this song after seeing blind because it seems like
quite a happy song, but then I noticed there was already some issues going on
in this relationship. Niall describes how his life is selfish and that they don’t
have a lot of time, but he knows that if his partner has a bit of patience with
him it will be alright. It also once again talks about how he knows his partner
is not feeling good, but he’s telling her not to worry because in the end the
both of them will be together. In this song he fully believes the relationship
will be fine because they love each other.
The tide: I
feel like this describes the first signs of his relationship failing, and he’s
frightened about it because he loves this person a lot. ‘Those brown eyes,
crying in a crowded bar.’ It feels like they’ve had one of their first fights,
maybe about the other person not sharing enough with him since that’s one of
the main themes of this album. It also feels like when that fight broke out,
they both started oversharing, maybe his partner finally told him what was
bothering them. The lines ‘Cause I’m needing you to understand, when I go all I
ever seem to fear is that you’re gonna find someone and slowly watch me disappear.’
Makes me feel like what this person hasn’t been telling him is that they
struggle with him never being there, but that when he’s gone he’s always
worried they might find someone else. And basically, throughout the song he’s
just begging this person not to leave him and fight for their relationship.
was a bit scared analysing this song because I know how much it means to him
and I don’t want to say something that doesn’t make sense. I hope all of you
know this is just my interpretation and I’m not in any way implying that
whatever I said about any of the songs is 100% true. Anyways, this song feels
like Niall and his partner had another fight earlier, one that was basically the
last straw. But then it calmed down and they ended up lying on the couch
together, he didn’t realise until then that their relationship would probably
be over after that. Niall starts thinking about how it was when he just met
this person, how their relationship took off and how happy that made him. He
wants to try and hold on to that, and it basically gives him that small bit of
fake hope that it’s not the end for them and just like in The Tide, he’s
begging this person to please not leave him because he loves them so much. But
then in the bridge I feel like he talks about that feeling of being on the edge
of a breakup just hurts so much, he wishes it would all just be over.
Too much to
ask: Niall himself said that this song is what happened after the evens of Flicker,
so I had to put it here and it makes total sense. It feels like this was really
shortly after their breakup (Only yesterday we were on the run). This song
talks about the early stages of heartbreak, when the only thing you can think
of is your ex, and everything you see reminds you of them. You think they could
walk in at any moment and make up with you. And that’s what Niall wants in
this. He hopes the person he broke up with starts regretting their decision and
all he’s asking is for them to think about it for a little longer because he
still loves them with everything he has.
Houses: In this song he also talks about heartbreak, but it seems like here it’s
been a little longer since it happened. He basically talks about the reason
they broke up. His relationship had lots of ups and downs, at one point they
could be on top of the world and at another at the bottom of the ocean. He
wanted to fight for it so badly because he knew he wasn’t going to find love
like that again any time soon. In this song he’s just starting to get over it a
little bit. ‘So turn your head and let us go, I learned to breathe on my own.’
He even tells the other person they should just let it go, and he first
realises here that he’s going to be okay on his own.
loose: To be honest, I’m not entirely sure if this song is about the same story
as the rest of the songs, but it could be and it’s not too hard to fit it in. I
feel like this is about months after the breakup where he realised some things
about his partner, and that they aren’t so perfect as he thought they were.
This person was someone who basically messed with his mind, he loved them so
much he kept falling for their tricks. They would always tell him he’s the only
person they love, but then when something went a little wrong in their
relationship they’d have a new partner in a matter of seconds. He’s over it in
this song though and he’s warning other people about his ex in this song.
On my own:
I put this one last because I feel like here he’s finally 100% okay with being
single. He realised it has a lot of great advantages like, having drinks with
your mates whenever you want, sleeping for as long as you want, etc. He prefers
all of these things over being in a relationship. Then he sees this attractive
person who he likes and it’s not like he wouldn’t have a little fun with that,
but he doesn’t want anything serious anymore. ‘Your company’s fine, but I get
on better with mine.’ Basically says that he loves being around other people,
and he doesn’t mind the attention but there’s nothing he loves more than being
on his own.
One of the things I hate most about growing up is how you lose touch with fandoms and bands and stuff that you used to obsess over. Like you don’t necessarily stop liking the things you used to, you just lose the capacity and energy to care about something so wholeheartedly.