And at that exact moment Zayn didn’t feel the need to drown himself in alcohol anymore. Because Niall’s lips were far more intoxicating than any brand of tequila and Zayn craved Niall’s touch more than he craved the burning of the alcohol. or Zayn and Niall both start using alcohol as an excuse to keep hooking up with each other. or Niall is literally the reason that Zayn is becoming an alcoholic.
breathe in the stars(2689 words; major character death, hints of depression, anxiety and bipolarity, suicide)
Zayn blinks, a little bit confused and a little more awed. “You mean, like a…” he trails off, cannot bring himself to say out loud the words on the tip of his tongue.
“Yeah, a suicide pact,” Niall finishes off for him and he wants to hate him because he makes it look so easy.