1 Year Anniversary

Hello yes, it is I, can you believe this blog has been running for a year now? I can’t. And I never imagined that within one year id have around 700 followers! I’ve met so many amazing people on this crazy site, I honestly didn’t think I would keep it up as long as I did but I’m going strong lol. I couldn’t tag all my followers partly because tumblr was being trash and it wasn’t working, and partly because that would have taken forever and I don’t have the time for that rn whoops. Anyways, thank you to everyone who is following me and supports my writing and tolerating my dumb rants lol. Anyways! Thanks for such a wonderful year everyone!!! 

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if i missed anyone im so sorry! i made this on a bit of a time crunch since im on vacation. Thank you to everyone who follows me and to all the other blogs that makes tumblr not as much as a hell hole as it usually is lol

notable recap of 17tv soonyoung ft. fellow svt members ♡


English Subbed Video of Seventeen Seungkwan and DK wishing for NU’EST to succeed, talking about covering NU’EST “Hello” pre-debut, Seungkwan saying there’s likely a Pledis family concert if NU’EST do well and DK thanking Baekho Hyung for helping him get through a tough time recently.

Your Laugh Is Even Nicer - Requested Kim Samuel Scenario

This is my first requested scenario which is very exciting!🎉 This is for: @xsiaz

Genre: Fluff

Word Count: I have no idea

Message?: I hope you enjoy and I’m sorry if it doesn’t separate out.

“Please leave the boys alone Y/N,” my mum’s voice came again from by the door where she was carrying a little black and white dog which my little 10 year-old self found the most adorable thing in the world, so adorable my mum had to bring it to work whenever I came with her.

“No she’s okay,” Vernon said, hugging me close. “Hey! Y/N! Did you know we have a new boy today?”

“Really?!” I asked excitedly, flashing my wonky smile.

Vernon nodded, “he’s another English speaker, like you and I.”

I nodded, “so he’s only half Korean?”

A very exciting thought for me with my English dad and Korean mum.

Vernon pointed at me, “Exactly!”

I giggled until Mingyu came over and picked me up, carrying me over to the door where my mum was.

“No!” I exclaimed. “I want to stay with you! Not my mum!”

“Thank you very much then,” my mum said, mock offended.

“You’ve heard about Samuel?” Mingyu asked, changing the subject and the language.

“Yep!” I said. “I’m excited!”

“He’s coming up now guys!” my mum shouted.

A few seconds later a little boy entered the room, he had to be the same age as me.
He looked around at the green walls and the ten boys he was going to be working with.

“He looks very small to be working with you guys,” I whispered to Mingyu, still in his arms.

“I’m sure he’s very talented though,” Mingyu whispered back.

I nodded and Mingyu put me down.

“Hello!” Samuel said bowing. “I’m Samuel.”

Everyone smiled.

“Aww so cute!”
“Y/N has a same-age friend!”
“He’s even smaller than Y/N!”

He was visually baffled by the mention of a girls name so I waved.

“Hello! I’m Y/N. I don’t actually work with guys, I can’t dance,” I introduced myself. “I’m 10 by the way, how about you?”

“I’m 10 too!” he exclaimed. “Nearly 11 though.“

“And you can dance,” Mingming said, joining the conversation.

I shrugged and went over to my mum to view what the boys were practising today.

“You have a nice smile by the way,” Samuel said from behind me. “I think you need braces though.”

I laughed, “I think so too.”

“Ahh, your laugh is even nicer,” he said.




“Y/N!” Samuel shouted, clicking his fingers and clapping his hands in from of my face.

“Huh?” I asked.

Samuel laughed as I looked up at him from his arms.

“What are you thinking about?” he asked.

“Nothing,” I said.

He hummed and went back to watching his programme until a few seconds later he took me by surprise by attacking me in the worst form. Tickles. I burst out laughing as he tickled my waist. “Tell me what you were thinking about! I know it was something!” He laughed. “Or not, ahh your laugh is so nice.” “That’s wh-what I was thinking about!” I laughed. “What?” he asked. “The first time we met!” I exclaimed. “What does that have to do with your laugh?” he asked, still laughing. “I’m serious!” I pouted. “You said I had a nice smile but I needed braces then you said ‘ahh, your laugh is even nicer’.” “Well, it was all true,” he said, kissing my forehead. “And your laugh is even nicer.”

as gay as verkwan and jihan and all that seem at time, does anyone else remember that time in 2013 on seventeen tv where mingming was trying to… kill jun? or something? idk but

this was actually much gayer than anything past debut has ever been

tag yourself i’m the guy with the earbuds not giving a fuck

jun was loving it too i mean look at that he’s having the time of his life

hey mingming, buddy, is there something you wanna talk about?




this is probably what every sexually frustrated jun stan now wants to do to him

jesus mingming you can just ask nicely


hoshi’s like ‘oh did i just interrupt something?’ YES YOU DID

Just For You - Kim Samuel Scenario

Although they may not be the best, I want to keep on making Produce 101 scenarios so please request a boy and a scenario!

I sighed from where I laid on my bed. I kept looking over at my phone, checking for any updates.
I finally got up and started walking round, maybe even thinking about doing my homework when my phone rang. I practically fell over going back to reach it before picking it up and pressing answer. I didn’t even have to look at the caller ID to know who it was. The call I’d been expecting the whole day.

“I got an A,” he said.

As soon as those words escapes his lips and I heard him singing his song of celebration, I fell to the floor and tears escaped my eyes.

All those nights where I fell asleep in his studio, watching him figure out which dance move looks best, whether he should put a turn here or there.
All those times I got told off by the Brave CEO for ‘distracting’ Samuel from his practising.
Every single time I’ve seen him since I met him back when we were 9 came flooding back to me.


Auditioning for Brave

Spotlight with Silento.

Sleepless nights spent practising.

Produce 101.

Everything came back to me in a wave of relief and memories as these tears fell from my eyes.

“I’m so proud of you,” I managed to say.

As I said that, I heard the first sob come out of his mouth.

“You cried so now I’m crying!” he complained.

I chuckled.

“Thank you,” he said, still sounding teary. “Thank you for everything. I feel so sorry for you and my mum, all those nights you stayed up, all the stress you had because of me.”

“We only did it because we love you Sammy,” I whispered down the phone, not moving from my place, still on the floor.

I heard Samuel sniffle on the other side.

“That’s the first time you’ve ever said I love you,” he chuckled.

“Well it looks like a good day doesn’t it then?” I said, tears still in my eyes.

“Who said that was a good thing?” Samuel teased, back to his own cheeky self.

I laughed, to emotional to be witty back.

“I love you too Y/N,” Samuel whispered. “I want to thank you so much for everything.”

“The only thing you can do now to thank me is do the best you can do in Produce and have no regrets coming out,” I said, really truly meaning every word. “I don’t even need you to come first. Just try your best and don’t hurt yourself.”

“For you,” he said, and I could hear him smiling. “Just for you.”

what kind of carat are you?

adore u or pretty u? jeongcheol or jihan? 17tv or one fine day? peachshua or grapeshua? “my life is hamburger” or “my heart is mayonnaise”? Q&A or chocolate? ‘U’ special stage or ‘girl group medley’? verkwan or gyuhao? shining diamond or boom boom? “what time is it now?” or “naega hosh”? check in or highlight? 

Maybe That's What I Was Trying To Say - Kim Samuel Requested Scenario


Genre: fluffles

Message?: its cringy if I try to write in Korean so I am not going to do that!


“And now everyone, please welcome our forean exchange student, Y/N!” Mr Lee said.

Okay, that was my name, I understood very little else of what he just said but it was probably an introduction.

I bowed, introducing myself in my broken Korean.

“Okay then Y/N, go to that seat over there, next to Samuel,” Mr Lee said.

I smiled at him, mentally cursing for not practising Korean more as I walked over to my seat.

“So,” the boy next to me, Samuel, said in perfect English, “where you from?”

I blushed a bit, looking at his handsome features before stuttering, “umm, Y/C/N.”

“Oh that’s cool!” he smiled.

“And you?” I asked, comfortable with English. “Where are you from?”

“Grown up in Korea,” Samuel said. “But my Mum is Korean and my Dad is Latin American.”

I gasped, “that’s such a nice mix!”

He chuckled, “Thanks. Oh and uh, I know it takes a while to get used to the Korean language and culture, but I’ll help you.”

I grinned at him, everything would be fine if I had Samuel…

At the end of the school day, all I wanted was to go home maybe unpack a bit and then sleep. Maybe for the rest of my life, but, when I told this to Samuel though, he just laughed.

“No way! You can unpack tonight!” he laughed. “Afternoon’s are made for street food and Korean tours.”

“Samuel seriously!” I said in Korean, trying to show off.

“If that is trying to impress me, it’s not working,” he replied in Korean.

I shrugged, walking off with him following me. I then sighed, “fine. I guess I could do with street food.”

He smiled, walking ahead of me and calling at me to keep up.

“My legs are not as long as your’s!” I exclaimed.

He chuckled, “it’s fine we’re here. Now, I want you to order.”

“But that’s Korean,” I said. “I can’t do that.”

“Actually, you can,” he said. “Your challenge for the next week is to go into five different shops or stalls and order in Korean.”

I swallowed, then accepted his challenge by saying, “fine. What do you want.”

He hummed for a bit, looking at the stall, “ttoekbokki!”

I sighed, walking up to the stall and ordering two servings of ttoekbokki.

The man gave it to me, I payed him and bowed before turning back round to Samuel.

Samuel stared at me with his eyebrows raised, “so?”

“I did it! I actually did it!”

He laughed, high fiving me. My heart dropped as I though he was going to go for a hug. Wait. Why did I feel like this? I gave him the ttoekbokki, pushing the emotions I had down into the back of my mind. They mean nothing.

The next day after school Samuel decided that rain actually might affect our Korean trip and stall food so instead, brought me round to his house.

“I think my sister is having a friend round today as well,” he said. “So you might find little Barbie dolls everywhere.”

I laughed, “you have a little sister?”

“Uh-huh, she’s 9,” Samuel nodded. (A/N - I don’t actually know the age of his sister)

I smiled, “cute.”

“More like nightmare,” Samuel laughed.

I rolled my eyes before saying, “so what are we doing today?”

“We, dear Y/N, are practising Korean,” Samuel smirked, just as I reached the top of the stairs.

“Bye bye,” I said, walking back down them.

He laughed, grabbing my arm.

“Come on Y/L/N,” Samuel said, bringing me up to his room, sure enough on the way there we saw plushies and Barbies.

“Also, I have something to say,” Samuel said as he closed his bedroom door and sat at his desk. “Y/N I..”

He looked at my eyes before shaking his head, “actually it doesn’t matter.”

I looked at him confused until he shook his head, “no forget about it. It’s fine.”

I sighed before sitting next to him, “okay.”

We then spend 4 hours on Korean revision. We had 2 breaks. By the end I should have been fluent. But I definitely was not.

“Why can I still not do this?!” I exclaimed.

Samuel laughed, “your so cute.”

He then froze at his own words before clearing his throat and continuing, “well, maybe you should get home now. It’s quite late.”

I smiled, thinking about his comment before standing up, “yeah. Yeah I should.”

He walked over to his bedroom door, about to open it so I could go home but he stopped as both of us were next to the doorway.

I looked at him, “you alri—”

I got cut off by Samuel pressing his lips to mine.

“Maybe that’s what I was trying to say earlier,” he said, breathless.