17 years old forever

Horror/Dark/Psychological Anime Recommendation Masterpost

This alphabetical-order list can and will be added to based on what I watch in the future. See something missing on this list? Got a recommendation for me? Hit me up with an ask and I’ll try to get my hands on it.


Genres: Horror, psychological, dark, mystery, gore, supernatural

Plot: Koichi Sakakibara, a high school transfer student, begins to discover the strange secrets and mysterious deaths affecting his class after an encounter with his enigmatic classmate, Mei Misaki.

Why it’s here: This anime is a modern classic in terms of Japanese horror. It perfectly balances creepiness, mystery, and gore in the traditional high school setting.

Attack on Titan

Genres: Action, dark, gore

Plot: A young boy’s life is changed forever when man-eating Titan’s break through the walls of his home, causing him to swear revenge on the monsters that caused this tragedy.

Why it’s here: Because there is almost nobody in the anime community that hasn’t seen this series. If by some slim chance you have not… just go watch it now.

Corpse Party

Genres: Gore, mystery, horror, supernatural

Plot: A group of friends perform a ritual of friendship that goes deadly wrong, sending them into an alternate universe haunted by the vengeful spirit of a young girl.

Why it’s here: This anime is hardcore-horror and a classic for gore-lovers.

Dance in the Vampire Bund

Genres: Vampire, supernatural, action

Plot: Mina Tepes, vampire princess, and her werewolf bodyguard are determined to create a safe-haven for all vampires, despite both human and vampire opponents. 

Why it’s here: It’s an enjoyable action/vampire series. TRIGGER WARNING-at times this anime can be slightly pedophilic (the main character is an immortal vampire in the body of a little girl). Watch at your own risk.


Genres: Mystery, psychological, murder

Plot: Fifteen students wake up in an armored school in which there is only one way out: getting away with the murder of a fellow student.

Why it’s here: Danganronpa includes a cast of diverse characters, crazy plot twists, and a general feeling of Sherlock-Holmes-gone-wrong.

Deadman Wonderland

Genres: Horror, action, science fiction

Plot: Middle school student Ganta Igarashi has been arrested for a brutal crime he did not commit and sent to Japan’s most notorious prison theme park: Deadman Wonderland. Upon his arrival, weird blood-related powers begin to emerge and take an effect upon his stay… 

Why it’s here: It’s a horror-genre classic. It’s got blood, plot twists, crazy characters, you name it.

Death Note

Genres: Psychological, detective, supernatural, dark, murder

Plot: High-schooler Light Yagami’s life is forever changed when he stumbles across the Death Note, a notebook with the power to kill anybody whose name is written inside.

Why it’s here: Death Note is the best of the best when it comes to psychological and dark anime. If you haven’t seen it yet, I highly recommend you run right now to your nearest electronic screen.

Death Parade

Genres: Psychological, dark, drama

Plot: Welcome to the Quindecim, where your bartender Decim is ready to mix up some drinks and judge your soul. Well, that is, unless you’re a black haired woman by the name of…

Why it’s here: Because I’m still crying over this masterpiece. And the opening is amazing (if not a bit misleading). 

Devil May Cry

Genres: Action, demons, horror

Plot: Dante runs a “private investigation” business, which is really just a front for his actual job as a demon hunter.

Why it’s here: Because I quite enjoyed watching an invincible half-demon white-haired anime boy wrecking shit.

Elfen Lied

Genres: Horror, psychological, gore

Plot: The story focuses on the Diclonii, a species of mutant with horn-like head protrusions and invisible arms called “vectors.” One Diclonius, Lucy, escapes her detainment facility and proceeds to enter the life of two humans: Kohta and Yuka.

Why it’s here: Elfen Lied as a story is both heartbreaking and emotional. Also, as a plus for all the gore lovers out there, it also contains incredible amounts of violence.

Hell Girl

Genres: Horror, supernatural, revenge

Plot: Legend has it that at exactly midnight a site called the Hell Correspondence opens for requests. Once a request is made, the user has the choice to summon the Hell Girl and send an enemy to hell at the cost of their own soul.

Why it’s here: If you’re looking for something episodic and dark, here you go. It’s perfect for binge-watching due to its many episodes and multiple seasons.


Genres: Action, vampire, supernatural

Plot: Seras Victoria got a lot more than she bargained for after heading with her police unit into the vampire-ravaged village of Cheddar. After being saved from death by the enigmatic vampire Alucard, she is introduced to the Hellsing organization and the world of vampire hunting.

Why it’s here: The music, the animation, the characters… it’s all so perfectly retro and amazing. Holy hell. Watch it.

Hellsing Ultimate OVA

Genres: Action, vampire, supernatural, gore

Plot: Hellsing returns, better than ever, with a plot continuous to the original manga. In a nutshell: badass vampires vs. Nazis vs. Catholics. That’s it. That’s all you need to know.

Why it’s here: Guns, guts, Alucard, sociopathic priests, a cannon-loving bad bitch, and maybe some implied lesbianism but I’m not sure. 

Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni

Genres: Psychological, horror, supernatural

Plot: Keiichi Maebara is a newcomer to the small, rural Japanese village of Hinamizawa. He makes friends, has fun, and lives a normal existence until the night of the Watanagashi (Cotton-Drifting) festival, where things take a gruesome turn… 

Why it’s here: This series is a mindfuck that you’ll never forget. Think these characters on the cover look innocent, incapable of brutally murdering each other over and over? Think again.

Mirai Nikki (The Future Diary)

Genres: Psychological, horror, action, romance

Plot: Lonely outcast Yukiteru Amano’s life is put in jeopardy when he receives a diary that can see into the future from Deus, the God of Time and Space. Deus informs him that eleven other people have gotten a similar gift, and he must compete against them in a battle royale to become the next God and prevent the apocalypse. 

Why it’s here: Mirai Nikki is famous for having the most well-known yandere in anime history: Yuno Gasai.

Nightwalker: The Midnight Detective

Genres: Detective, vampire, horror

Plot: Shido Tatsuhiko is a vampire detective tasked with protecting humanity from dangerous Nightbreeds, a lower form of demon that possess humans. Together with policewoman Yayoi, schoolgirl Riho, and familiar Guni, he stalks the night to ensure the safety of all.

Why it’s here: I highly recommend Nightwalker if you’re a fan of the original Hellsing series. It’s retro, it’s got jazzy music, and it’s just plain cool. 

Parasyte: The Maxim

Genres: Horror, body horror, science fiction

Plot: One fine summer evening, parasites descend upon Earth and begin to take over human bodies and eat other humans. 17 year-old Shinichi Izumi’s life is forever changed when a parasite tries and fails to take him over, and is instead stuck inside his right hand.

Why it’s here: Talk about a titan in the body-horror genre; holy shit the imagery in this anime is good. This anime is also deeply philosophical, exploring humans, human emotions, and environmental destruction.

Psycho Pass

Genres: Science fiction, crime, cyberpunk, psychological

Plot: In a world where people’s thoughts and mental states are judged by a special program as “criminal” or “clear,” a special task force known as the Public Safety Bureau’s Criminal Investigation Division is charged with finding and apprehending dangerous and/or potential criminals.

Why it’s here: It’s a modern psychological classic that fits into the dystopia-craze while still maintaining freshness, suspense, and entertainment value.

Puella Magi Madoka Magica

Genres: Magical girl, dark, fantasy, horror

Plot: Middle school student Madoka Kaname and her friend Sayaka Miki have been offered a choice: they can have any wish of their choice granted in exchange for becoming a witch-fighting magical girl. However, what seems like an easy choice is made more complex by the appearance of another magical girl, Homura Akemi, who urges them to refuse the offer.

Why it’s here: Because this anime will fucking wreck you.

Rin: Daughters of Mnemosyne

Genres: Action, horror, cyberpunk

Plot: Rin Asogi and her assistant Mimi are two immortal women running a detective agency in Shinjuku. Follow them and the Maeno family through their mysterious, action-packed passage through time.

Why it’s here: Mnemosyne is a piece of art. It was hard to select genres for it, as it’s really in one of it’s own. 


Genres: Horror, mystery, supernatural

Plot: Something is slowly killing off the residents of the small, isolated Japanese village of Sotoba, and two characters: high-schooler Natsuno Yuki and doctor Toshio Ozaki, are determined to find out and stop it.

Why it’s here: Shiki is my personal favorite anime of all time. It perfectly balances creepiness, philosophy, unique art, and gore for a neat package of binge-watching material.

Tokyo Ghoul

Genres: Horror, dark 

Plot: College student Kaneki Ken meets Rize Kameshiro, a beautiful, intellectual lady who invites him on a date with her. What could be more perfect, right? Wrong. Rize is a flesh-eating ghoul who nearly succeeds in killing Kaneki, putting him in the hospital. However, when he gets out of the hospital, he finds that something inside of him has changed… 

Why it’s here: I will honestly be surprised if you are in this section of tumblr and have never seen Tokyo Ghoul. Like seriously. It’s all the rage. How have you avoided seeing it this long?!

Umineko No Naku Koro Ni

Genres: Horror, mystery, drama, supernatural

Plot: As the head of the wealthy Ushiromiya family nears death, he calls together the entire clan to the isolated island of Rokkenjima for the annual meeting to determine how the inheritance will be distributed. As it turns out, the inheritance is an epitaph, a riddle that must be solved before all of the island’s inhabitants are murdered by the enigmatic witch Beatrice.

Why’s it’s here: Umineko is a sort of companion story to Higurashi, though it focuses on completely different characters and setting. They are equal in their mindfuckery, but I find this story to be more Halloween-friendly.

Yami Shibai

Genres: Horror, ghost stories

Plot: A series of shorts, each episode is a Japanese ghost story told by a strange masked man at a children’s playground.

Why it’s here: The animation is reminiscent of kamishibai (paper drama), and is thus very unique. Also, the stories, while short, are creepy as hell.

Scott Pilgrim VS The World Sentence Meme

     "So you’ve been out of high school for like thirteen years.“
     "If your life had a face, I would punch it.”
     "Are you really happy or just really evil?“
     "Before you hear some dirty lies from someone else, yes, I’m dating a 17 year old." 
     "You’re totally my bitch forever." 
     "That gossipy bitch.”
     "Are you legitimately moving on, or is this just you being insane?“
     "You’re too good for him. Run.”
     "Does that mean we can make out?“ 
     "We don’t use the E-word in this house.”
     "Weren’t you supposed to take your fake high-school girlfriend to the library an hour ago?“
     "At least it’ll give us something to complain about.”
     "I have to go pee due to boredom. 
     "I’ll leave you alone forever now.“ 
     "Dude, she’s totally real!”
     "She’s got some battle scars, dude.“
     "Guess who’s drunk!”
     "Can I pretend we’re talking about a guy?“ 
     "Amazon.ca. What’s the website for that?”
     "It’s amazing what we can do with computers these days.“
     "Great story, man.”
     "I forgot you guys don’t have those in Canada.“
     "I think ’act of God’ is a pretty decent excuse for a lousy date.”
     "Did I say date? Slip of the tongue.“ 
     "I reserve the right to change my mind about the sex later.”
     "Wow. Girl number.“
     "Is that seriously the end of the story?”
     "Watch out! It’s that one guy!“
     "Didn’t you get my email explaining the situation?”
     "Pirates are in this year.“ 
     "Sweet! Coins." 
     "Tell your gay friends I said bye." 
     "So, what you’re saying right now is that we’re dating?”
     "I don’t want you gaying up the place.“ 
     "I didn’t make up the gay handbook. If you have problem with it, take it up with Liberace’s ghost.”
     "You suck. Surprising no one.“
     "I was thinking we should break up. Or whatever.”
     "Can’t believe you worried about me gaying up the place.“ 
     "Bread makes you fat?!”
     "She dumped him. It was brutal.“ 
     "I sort of feel like I’m on drugs when I’m with you.”
     "I want to have his adopted babies.“ 
     "We had drama. Or maybe it was math. I just remember there being a lot of drama.”
     "The only thing keeping me and her apart is the two minutes it’s gonna take to kick your ass.“ 
     "Some kind of competish you are.”
     "Ask him how it feels to always get his sloppy seconds.“ 
     "You know what really sucks? Everything." 
     "You punched me in the boob!”
     "Is there anywhere you don’t work?!“
     "I hear the girl who kicked your heart in the ass is walking the streets of Toronto again." 
     "I don’t think anything can get in the way of how I—SHIT.”
     "You left me for someone I’ve never even seen.“
     "Is the news that we suck? Because I don’t think I can take it." 
     "She has to go. She knows we suck.”
     "Did I fucking stutter?“
     "I like your outfit. Affordable?" 
     "I’m not afraid to hit a girl. I’m a rock star." 
     "He punched the highlights out of her hair!
     "You cocky cock! You’ll pay for your crimes against humanity!" 
     "Short answer: being vegan just makes you better than most people." 
     "I’ve dabbled in being a bitch.”
     "Don’t you talk to me about grammar.“
     "Sounds like someone wants to get funky." 
     "It’s milk and eggs, bitch.”
     "Sorry? You just headbutted my boyfriend so hard he burst.“
     "For the record. I’m so pissed off for you right now.”
     "So far, you’re not a total ass.“ 
     "Well, honey, I’m a little bifurious.”
     "Back off, hasbien.“ 
     "Kick her in the balls!”
     "I don’t think I can hit a girl. They’re soft.“
     "Fight your own battles, lazy ass!”
     "Your BF is about to get effed in the B.“
     "You’re just another evil ex waiting to happen." 
     "Not only do I want to take part, I want to take them apart.”
     "Your bad is saying ‘My bad.’“
     "I’m in lesbians with you.”
     "Presumably, you just saw some guy’s junk, and I apologize for that.“
     "What a perfect asshole. Forget what I said earlier. Finish him.”
     "There’s no use crying over spilled coke, buddy.“
     "You can cheat on these ladies all you like, but you can’t cheat death.”
     "You made me swallow gum. It’s gonna be in my digestive track for seven years!“
     "I should thank you though. For being the nicest guy I ever dated.”
     "I’ll be fine. I’m too cool for you anyway.“

At 7 years old, we first heard Taylor’s music. It was, and continues to be, our main source of constant happiness.

At 9 years old, we first saw Taylor live in concert at the Fearless tour. One of the happiest nights of our lives, because that night we finally got to hear the songs that put the biggest smiles on our faces, live. We are so thankful to Taylor for making the show so loving & safe.

At 13 years old, we began to meet amazing people online who shared our love for Taylor, who we are now so close with and couldn’t be without. We have Taylor to thank for bringing these people into our lives who bring us so much love & happiness.

At 15 years old, we saw Taylor at the 1989 tour, in Manchester. We will treasure this night forever, she made us SO HAPPY.

At 17 years old, we had to experience the hardest thing we’ve ever been faced with. We were at the Manchester Arena attack in Manchester, sadly, which damaged our mental health in ways we can’t even begin to describe. That night one of Katie’s online friends was taken, we were left thinking the worst about our safety and since then couldn’t go a day without crying, thinking about what we went through or just overall feeling down constantly.

But a few months later, after using Taylor’s music as our only source of happiness to help us through this, we received a DM from Taylor Nation. Taylor wanted to meet us, she had took the time to get to know us online and WANTED TO MEET US. Taylor made us stop thinking that darkness and unhappiness were our only options, and led us to happiness & a genuine belief in better days.

Now here we are, getting stronger each and every day- because we know OUR TRIPLET, the woman who is the light of our life, but told us we’re the light of hers, she is by our side every step of the way. And wants us to be happy just as much as we want happiness for her.

Thank you, @taylorswift, for being our reason to believe in happiness & instantly bringing so much positivity and light into our lives.

You took the time to memorize me: my fears, my hopes, and dreams i just like hanging out with you, all the time.

All those times that you didn’t leave

it’s been occurring to me i’d like to hang out with you, for my whole life.’

I think, we are finally clean. 🐝💪🏼

At 7 years old, we first heard Taylor’s music. It was, and continues to be, our main source of constant happiness.

At 9 years old, we first saw Taylor live in concert at the Fearless tour. One of the happiest nights of our lives, because that night we finally got to hear the songs that put the biggest smiles on our faces, live. We are so thankful to Taylor for making the show so loving & safe.

At 13 years old, we began to meet amazing people online who shared our love for Taylor, who we are now so close with and couldn’t be without. We have Taylor to thank for bringing these people into our lives who bring us so much love & happiness.

At 15 years old, we saw Taylor at the 1989 tour, in Manchester. We will treasure this night forever, she made us SO HAPPY.

At 17 years old, we had to experience the hardest thing we’ve ever been faced with. We were at the Manchester Arena attack in Manchester, sadly, which damaged our mental health in ways we can’t even begin to describe. That night one of Katie’s online friends was taken, we were left thinking the worst about our safety and since then couldn’t go a day without crying, thinking about what we went through or just overall feeling down constantly.

But a few months later, after using Taylor’s music as our only source of happiness to help us through this, we received a DM from Taylor Nation. Taylor wanted to meet us, she had took the time to get to know us online and WANTED TO MEET US. Taylor made us stop thinking that darkness and unhappiness were our only options, and led us to happiness & a genuine belief in better days.

Now here we are, getting stronger each and every day- because we know OUR TRIPLET, the woman who is the light of our life, but told us we’re the light of hers, she is by our side every step of the way. And wants us to be happy just as much as we want happiness for her.

Thank you, @taylorswift, for being our reason to believe in happiness & instantly bringing so much positivity and light into our lives.

‘You took the time to memorize me: my fears, my hopes, and dreams i just like hanging out with you, all the time. All those times that you didn’t leave it’s been occurring to me i’d like to hang out with you, for my whole life.’

I think, we are finally clean. 🐝💪🏼

anonymous asked:

Your reblog prompted a question - who is Onision and what has he/she/it done to deserve sex offender registry? I have heard his/her/its name a few times, but I know nothing about him/her/it.

There’s 10 years worth of stuff that I would have to go through to really answer this question in full and that’s a lot of energy tbh cause holy fucking shit is there a lot. But I will always encourage people knowing the truth because his fan base is young and impressionable, and he’s a monster.

Google “Encyclopedia Dramatica Onision” for an overview, a starting point. There are threads on lolcow, prettyuglylittleliars, and kiwifarms that have been archiving his shit for years too if you want all the details and screen shots, etc. Also blogs on here such as onisiondrama. I would also point you to google the letter Adrianne wrote about him (actually: http://www.lifeofonion.com/index.php?title=The_Letter ) and listen to the series voicemails he left her, it’s on YT. ( https://youtu.be/DPnC3n2fpYs) I’m gonna do this cause last time I did some people had the nerve to still try to defend him and act like I’m making shit up, asking for citations and shit like I didn’t tell them where to go looking at the top of the post….. (http://specialsnowflakesanonymous.tumblr.com/post/149340202191/jetpack-jenny-specialsnowflakesanonymous)

The long and short of it is he’s a 30 year old man who prays on girls around 16, grooms them, traps them including financially, abuses them, forces himself on them, and uses them as props in videos. Eventually they’re dead inside and crazy for having to put up with him. And He puts it all on his youtube channel cause he’s very black and white about things so as long as it isn’t technically illegal he thinks it’s ok. I’ll give you like the worst of the worst that I can think of right now but know there’s A LOOOOOOT more where that came from. I’m trying to keep it brief. And it’ll still be long as shit anyway. I’ll toss some links in here and there, ones I didn’t have to dig for.

- He flys underage girls to states where the statutory rape age is lower so he can fuck them (admitted in his own videos)

-His current wife was like 15/16 when they first started talking so he rented a house in her state so he could sit on her and wait for her to graduate and take her back to WA with him. Also they’ve admitted that she gave him head when they first met. He was like 27. Knocked her up soon after.

-He recorded his ex (met her at 17) having some sort of mental episode and put it on youtube for profit (which could have been faked but that doesn’t make it much better) https://youtu.be/cz_9s9SgQao

-He recorded the same girl having a mental breakdown because she was saying she wanted to kill herself and such and put it on youtube for profit, videos basically her saying he destroyed her and she’ll destroy him back or w.e… keep in mind she went from a happy lil popstar to this, though: https://youtu.be/r7HcGsMb5PQ

-He also recorded her in the shower and put it on youtube as a joke
-He also shaved her head while she was asleep and claimed it was a joke, but I should mention it’s hard to know what’s what with these people, they’re both crazy and do shit like fake miscarriages and fatal diseases for attention so.. she’s made other videos and blog posts sobbing hysterically about what he put her thro btw but I cbf, her name was Draculah and I think it was on livejournal

The Shiloh saga is too long and complicated tbqh, Google a time line or something if you want

-He’s been bullying a girl on youtube for having an eating disorder. He made a parody skit about her (use adblock: “Eugenia Cooney’s Cooking Show”) then tried to be like “I’m doing this so she’ll get help” like ok bro, also he’s trying to get her banned from youtube for the eating disorder he assumes she has. (Which she probably does tbh but it’s not his buisness and she’s not encouraging it in any way other than existing)

-He berates his wife and others on his twitter and channel to publicly humiliate them when they don’t do what he wants

-Like when he made fun of markiplier after his friend committed suicide

-Literally one of his series is just him picking a YouTuber and talking shit about them and the other YouTuber us usually like ??? “Who are you??” He’s just trying to stir drama and leech off their name

-His wife came out as bisexual so he found her a teen girl to be her gf which eventually became a 3way relationship and then moreso an excuse for him to fuck the teen girl himself

-He made fun of fans of Christina Grimmie (sp) after she was shot, berating them and being generally disrespectful to them for mourning her

-His current scandal is about how he has his own forum where young girls post pictures of themselves half naked with his name on them so he can rate how attractive they are in his videos (p.s. he claims to be a feminist). Girls as young as 11. After shit hit the fan he’s made videos trying to guess if girls are legal or not

-He tried to make the teen girl from the 3 some cut off ties with her best friend (cause the girl was being a good friend telling her to leave the obviously abusive situation) and also demanded the girl get a tattoo of his wife and her’s ship name (Billy + Lainey= Lillie…btw his wife’s name is Taylor but he renamed her) and a flower as a way of proving she can be trusted again. Her crime was smoking weed by the way, and for sitting on a guy’s shoulders at a concert so she could see the stage. He made this girl make out with his wife for his channel. Lots of smearing going on in his channel too, revealing intimate and personal details, text messages that make him look worse than how he’s trying to paint her…

-Currently there’s some 16 year old girl that lives in his house that he’s basically always calling fat and recently people have noticed she’s becoming active in pro-mia/Ana circles. On his way to destroying another one…

-He forces his girls to be a certain size so that they can remain attractive to him, going as far as monitoring/dictating what they eat and when

-He literally ruins the lives of every female that decides to date him, traps them, and makes it really hard for them to leave or recover. Like, that’s one of the common themes here.

-He thinks people who are suicidal or cut themselves are weak and that it’s their own fault that they’re depressed. When a fan wrote him saying he was suicidal and looked up to Onision and needed advice, Onision pretty much shit all over him

-He feeds his dogs a vegan diet. He also forces his wife to be a vegetarian (tried to force her vegan) because he thinks meat eaters are murders. She says it makes her sick and he says she’s just not committed to the diet and is lazy for not doing as he says

-One time his wife wanted to shout out a “mother of the year” thing to her mom so he retweeted it detailing stuff about how her mom abused her. Yknow, for all his fans to see

-He was a cult leader

-He sends his fanbase after people if they disagree with them and leads full blown witch hunts after those he finds to be in the wrong, like when he went after ShayCarl for having his son circumsized

-He left a turtle in the sun under a container with no holes, resulting I’m it being cooked alive

-He constantly uses his military training as a way to intimidate people (like anyone would ever be, he was kicked out anyway)

-He encourages people to stop taking their prescription meds for their mental illnesses “head drugs” he calls them, because apparently he’s a doctor and if he doesn’t think someone has a problem then it must be true. And taking drugs is selfish you see, because you alter your natural state and it’s not fair to your lover. Logic…

-He used and then turned on “friends” such as Shane Dawson and Cyr, and then went on a smear campaign on his channel, “exposing them” (virtue signals really). He does this to anyone who commits the crime of not licking his ball sack. Like he purposefully misrepresents others so his fan base will attack them, like with Jacquelyn Glenn. (P.S don’t take this to mean I care for any of those people, it’s just that wrong is wrong)

-Forced his ex to miscarry by slamming her into a door. Or possibly faked it for views.

-Did I already say he raped his ex? Within 30 seconds of meeting her? And pressured her into oral every morning. Like she would wake up with his dick in her face and him saying “suk mi?” …Or “pressured her into it” for those who want to play semantics.

That’s all I got for now but it all generally revolves around him being a piece of self righteous shit who berates anyone who disagrees with him and prays on underage girls so he can take advantage of them and use them basically like toys for his amusement. He treats women so horribly it’s insane he still has fans. But he tries to look forever 17 to please the 12 year Olds who don’t know any better so…


That’s one of his many threads on lolcow to get you started where people provide screen shots and whatnot of everything. (But admittedly theres a lot of tin foil hay shit going on too)but there’s like 9 threads cause they always max out cause he’s literally always doing something. You’ll be there for days on that alone…

That’s all I got right now off top, the link above to my other post is a lot of this repeated but slightly more in detail, maybe? But I was trying to be brief then too. Impossible to do when you’re speaking of this guy really since there’s just SO FUCKING MUCH. I just hope this helps inform more people about how much of a psychopath this guy is man. And do me a favor and never watch his videos, do your best to not support him and watch on 3rd party sites or with adblock enabled…but even then that’s views he doesn’t need…

And here’s a timeline:

Like I said, starting points are at the top to get you started but literally all you really need is Google. I’d go thro and add more links but …kind of tired now..

Strangers in the Night, Harry? PLEASE.

Yesterday I was watching the one year anniversary livestream from 23 July 2011 and in it, Harry said his ringtone was “Strangers in the Night” by Frank Sinatra. I can’t stop thinking about the context of WHEN he said it considering the lyrics:

Strangers in the night exchanging glances
Wond'ring in the night what were the chances
We’d be sharing love before the night was through

Something in your eyes was so inviting
Something in you smile was so exciting
Something in my heart told me I must have you

Strangers in the night
Two lonely people, we were strangers in the night
Up to the moment when we said our first hello little did we know
Love was just a glance away, a warm embracing dance away

Ever since that night we’ve been together
Lovers at first sight, in love forever
It turned out so right for strangers in the night

Strangers in the night exchanging glances

Up to the moment when we said our first hello little did we know

Love was just a glance away, a warm embracing dance away

Ever since that night we’ve been together
Lovers at first sight, in love forever
It turned out so right for strangers in the night

“The Man From The Past” - Derek Luh Fanfic (PART 26)


‘Ian, no! Please, don’t do that!’ I cried pulling Ian by his arm in attemp to prevent him from going to Derek and doing God knows what. 

‘Ian, don’t, please.’ Bella said doing the same thing as I. 

‘Both of you are crazy if you think that I will calmly sit here and pretend like you didn’t just tell me that he and the rest of them almost raped you, y/n!’ He yelled. He was sweating from anger. I’ve never seen him like this, ever. ‘Besides, why do you now don’t want me to go there? He deserves to be beaten to a pulp, but you’re still defending him after all of what he’s done to you, y/n?!’ 

‘I am not defending him, Ian.’ I said through my teeth. ‘I just don’t want you to do something that you’ll regret later and I don’t want anything to happen to you!’ 

‘Oh trust me, I won’t regret killing that bastard.’ 

‘Ian, please! I’m begging you..’ I said looking straight into his eyes. ‘For me..’ 

‘Fine. But just so you know, you’re telling this to mom and dad and if you don’t, then I will.’ He said harshly pulling his arm out of my and Bella’s grip and then leaving the apartment. 

Bella looked at me and then hugged me again. ‘Shh..Calm down.’ she said rubbing my back. ‘Let’s just sit down and talk.’ 


‘I can’t believe it was him. It broke me when I heard his voice and then when he told me that it really was him, oh my God..’ 

‘I can’t believe he knew and kept it from you. That’s so messed up.’ 

‘This is what happens when I let my heart lead the way. It’s always me who ends up being broken, it’s always me who ends up hurt. Why can’t I at least for once in my life feel happiness that will last for longer than just a few months? Why is everything against me?’ I said desperately crying in her lap. 

‘I would tell you not to cry because I hate to see you like this, but I know how much it must hurt you so I’ll tell you to cry it all out, let it all out of you, love. You’ll need so much time to heal, but eventually, you’ll be alright, okay? You have to be. Your life must go on with or without him. After all, his lying ass didn’t deserve you. Don’t let him see you broken, y/n.’ She said. 

Yeah, time heals everything. It’s just that I can’t see myself without him because I had never felt about anyone the way I felt about him. There will always be a small piece of him in me and no one will ever be able to replace it. 


A few days later

As the days slowly were passing I felt worse and worse. Not just mentally worse, but phisically too. I’ve been literally feeling sick. I throw up every time I remember everything. I even almost passed out a few times. That’s how bad I was.

The pain was intolerable. Everyone keeps telling me that time heals all wounds, but somehow I don’t believe them because as the time is passing, the pain is getting bigger. I can’t sleep nor eat. I still hear those words at night. It’s like I can feel his arms around me even tho he’s not here. I guess it’s because I’m so used to be in his embrace that I can feel him phisically. 

All I seem to do is cry and wish that things aren’t the way they are. I don’t know what to do with all this hurt. I can feel my heart breaking every time I remember him and I’ve been thinking about him non stop. 

My mom wanted to press charges against him when my parents found out. I barely managed to talk her out of it. My life is already in mess and court would bring even more drama in my life and that’s the last thing I need right now. 


Derek’s POV

‘Good morning.’ I said to Delany when she got out of her room. 

‘Morning.’ She mumbled not looking at me. 

‘I made you coffee.’ I said. She ignored me and took a sip of coffee and then left the apartment. 

My own sister now hates me, too. I’m losing two most important persons in my life. Well, I already lost one. 

I’m going crazy because neither of the two of them didn’t wanna let me explain anything. I know it wouldn’t change much me telling them the whole story, but at least they’d know what I was going through and at what state of mind I was back then. 

I unlocked my phone going through the pictures of y/n and me that we took. God, just seeing her on the phone hurts. I don’t know how to move on and I don’t want to move on without her. I don’t want anything without her. 

While I was looking at the picture of us, the doorbell rang. In the hope of y/n being on the door, I quickly got up and hurried to open them. 

‘Y/n-’ But of course it wasn’t her. ‘Mr y/l/n?’ It was her father. 

‘Hello, Derek.’ He said calmly showing no emotions. I thought he was gonna punch me or something, but his hands were in his pockets and he seemed pretty calm.

‘H-how can I help you?’ I asked. 

‘I came here to talk to you if that’s alright.’ 

‘Yeah, of course. Come in, please.’ I said letting him in. We entered the living room and sat on the couch before he started a converstaion. 

‘I’m not here to yell at you, I’m not here to fight with you, I’m not here to beat you up. I’m here because I want to talk to you. I want to have a calm conversation with you about my daughter.’ He said and I nodded. 

‘How is she?’ I asked quietly looking down at my feet. 

‘She’s very, very bad. Probably emotionally the worst she’s ever been.’ He said and I squeezed my eyes. ‘I’m scared for her health because she’s not fine at all and that’s why I came to talk to you. See, what you did to her three years ago is unforgivable and you need to accept the fact that none of us won’t ever forgive you nor forget what you did. That’s something that left a mark on her forever. She was only 17 year old innocent girl and you and the rest of those guys saw the opportunity and used her. There is no excuse for your actions, there’s no excuse for ruining a young girl’s life and I hope that you’re aware of that, but I believe that there’s something more behind all of that because I’ve seen how much you love my daughter and how much you care about her. She was the happiest she had ever been when she was with you and that’s why I wanna hear your side of the story.’ 

‘You see, sir, at that time I was still trying to find myself. I was too young and too stupid. I was immature and I thought that life is all about having fun, not caring about anything and anyone, you know I just wanted to get the most out of life in such a stupid way. As soon as I moved to L.A., I walked into the wrong crowd of people. They were getting drunk every day, using girls and then throwing them away and the worst was that they were doing drugs and unfortunately soon I adapted to their lifestyle and became one of them. I became an addict and that was when I reached the lowest point of my life. I was at my worst. It all lasted for about a year and that’s when happened all that with 17 year old y/n. After that incident I was like ‘what’s wrong with me?’ and ‘what am I doing with my life?’. I didn’t want to be like that anymore, I didn’t want to be that guy who everyone was scared of and who was ruining himself anymore. Two years later, y/n walked into my life again and changed it completely. I’m not kidding when I say that I fell for her the first time I saw her. She made me wanna be a better person. She made me feel about her the way I never felt about anyone else. I was ready to do anything for her and I still am and always will be because I hate myself for doing that to her as much as I love her.’ And that’s when my voice cracked up and I burst in tears in fron of her father. ‘A-and I know that I lost her forever and that she hates me more than anything in this world, but I can’t live without her. I don’t want to live without her in my life. I love your daughter inside out, sir a-and-’ 

‘I understand’ He said patting my back. 

‘I can’t describe you how sorry I am.’ 

‘I know you are, I can see it.’ He said. ‘And I also know how much she loves you and that’s why you need to go and talk to her. You need to tell her everything you told me now.’ 

‘I want to, I want to go and see her so bad, but I’m so scared that I’ll push her away from me even more.’ 

‘But if you keep not doing anything about this situation, you’ll make her think that you don’t care and that’s how you’ll push her away. And we both know that you do care about her. A lot. Go and talk to her.’ 


antchurch  asked:

hii <3

HEYO <3 

LMAO. You got War of Hormones by BTS.

ah. i will forever be triggered by this song. freaking 17(?) year old jeon jungkook singing about how he can’t control his hormones with a mischievous smile on his face. like i get it, the jail’s right there :/ (i refused to like this song b/c of that XD) 

looks like someone is feeling  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) 

send me a “HEYYYY!!!”, i’ll shuffle my music and tell you your song

anonymous asked:

concept: bpdconcept actually answers my question and doesn't leave me feeling ignored and empty

or, you know, you could read the faq. anon questions don’t get answered. and if you weren’t on anon and i didn’t answer you, i might not have known how to answer.

don’t fucking guilt trip me. i’m not a therapist (much less your therapist), or even an adult for that matter. i don’t have to help you, especially if you’re a fucking prick.

there are bpd advice blogs and bpd resources all over this site, go there.

Sasuke tells Sarada the history of her clan, and the history that led him to where he is today. Sarada doesn’t know how to take the news.

First time writer, I just couldn’t get this idea out of my head and couldn’t find any fanfic written about Sarada being told everything. So I wrote one. I really hope you like it.


“Why won’t you ever tell me about our clan?!” Sarada exclaimed, tears brimming.

“We’re not having this conversation, stop pushing it.” Replied Sasuke, pain piercing his heart, although he didn’t let this show on his face.

“You won’t talk to me about my own family, and everyone else stays quiet. I hate you!”

Sarada stormed out of the house as Sasuke sat down in the kitchen, sighing at the sight of his young daughter, barely 13 years old, walking away from the house. He understood her frustration, everyone else in her life seemed to have connections; aunts, uncles, cousins. She had Naruto, who was as much an uncle-figure to her as if he were related by blood, but the mystery as to why the great Uchiha clan was so small eluded her. Sasuke just wasn’t ready to reveal the truth to her, she was barely ready herself. At 13, her father felt it better for her to stay ignorant than to learn the truth.

That was just over four years ago now, Sasuke knew this day would come, the day when he’d have to answer all of Sarada’s questions about her family. She was 17 years old now, forever his little girl, but he couldn’t hide the truth from her forever.

“Sarada, come over here. We have to talk.” Sasuke said, calmly.

Sarada had just come through the door, bags in hand, she had just come back from browsing the market.

“Sure…What is this about?” She said, unsure of the look on her fathers face.

“You asked me years ago about your family, I think you’re old enough to learn the truth. Please listen to me, this is all hard for me to say.”

Sarada sat down beside her father, waiting for him to begin. Her heart began to ache, anticipating what was about to be said.

Sasuke took a deep breath and began the long tale of the Uchihas, beginning with the love he had between his brother in his earliest memories, the memories with his loving mother and his strict father. Stretching to the tragedy; the event of the whole clan being slaughtered. Then to the effect and trauma it all had on Sasuke, what path the event had pushed him on. And to the reason for the tragedy, the corruption between the village and the clan.
It took all of Sarada’s strength not to cry infront of her father, she never imagined the man that sat just opposite of her could’ve gone through so much pain. Could’ve committed such gruesome acts. She understood he was in a dark place, but she couldn’t help but feel sick at the pit of her stomach. It was a lot to take in.

After Sasuke had finished talking, silence enveloped the room. Sarada stared blankly ahead of her, she could feel her fathers eyes on her.


Just then the front door opened, Sakura had returned from her errands. Phased by the scene ahead of her, her husband and child sat down with such serious looks on their faces.

“What’s going on?” Enquired Sakura

Just as Sasuke opened his mouth to reply, Sarada stood from her chair and briskly walked out.

“Sarada, where are you goi-”

The front door slammed, Sakura stood confused by what had just happened.

“Anata, what was that about?”

As soon as Sarada, made it outside her house, she ran. She ran as fast as she could away from home. Tears falling freely from her eyes now. She didn’t know where to go but the person who’s the closest to an extended family she’s ever had, Naruto.

Since infancy, Naruto had been present in her life. He was an uncle to her, she loved him as much as she loved her own parents, Hinata too.

It was well into the evening when she made it to the Uzumaki residence, still in tears. Her knock at the door was answered by Naruto, he opened the door casually, expecting to see his son returning from the market.

“Sarada, what’s wro-”

Before he could finish his sentence, she lunged forward to hug him. Crying tears of grief and pain, she couldn’t hold in anymore.

“Come on, let’s have a sit down.”

Naruto led her into the house, one arm around her shoulders. Worry was clear on his face for the girl whom he loved like a daughter. He guided her to sit down on the sofa, sitting next to her.

“Now, let’s take a deep breath.” Naruto said, attempting to sound calm. “Does your father know you’re here?”

At that question, Sarada let out a sob. “Uncle..”

Silence came over the room, the only sound heard in the house was running water further into the house. It was clear in the noise that Hinata or Himari were bathing.

Calmly, Sarada laid her head on Naruto’s lap. A familiar gesture between the two, something they shared since even before Sarada was old enough to walk. She would lay her head down on his lap and instinctively he would pat her head, it had a calming affect on her.

“Father told me everything.” Sarada said, with a monotone voice. Eyes staring blankly ahead of her, each blink feeling so very heavy.

“I see, so that’s why you’re so upset. And how much is ‘everything’?”

“He told me everything” Sarada repeated, with a sob. The tears began flowing again, she turned her head into Narutos lap away from looking ahead of her, but now toward the ground. All Naruto could do was feel her pain and continue the soothing motion of patting her head.

It was at this moment that Boruto finally returned, making a ruckus as if his arrival was being awaited by his whole family.

“Your favourite has returned!” He exclaimed as he swung open the door. “Man, am I starv-” Boruto stopped mid sentence at the scene that lay ahead of him. “What’s going on? Sarada? Why are you crying?! Who upset you?! Do I need to bea-”

Naruto made a hand gesture trying to tell his over active son to go away. He himself was surprised that he actually understood what he was trying to say. Boruto slowly walked away from the room, worry still clear on his face.

“That boy, I swear he’ll never change.”

At this, Sarada let out a laugh. She felt happy that Boruto so quickly was ready to defend her at the sight of her upset. But there was nothing he could do.

“How could my uncle do such a horrible thing? How could he kill his own family?”
She said, pain piercing her heart as she spoke each word.

“It is true that there was bloodshed, and anger, and corruption. That, I cannot deny, but there was also love within your family.” Sarada listened silently. “Your uncle was a gifted ninja, caught between two corrupted systems.”

“I didn’t think things could be so horrible. I just don’t get it. I don’t understand how things could be so horrible, how can there be any love when things like this happen. I don’t understand…”

Silence, once again, enveloped the room. These were things that Naruto had no good answer to, he himself doesn’t understand how such horrible things can happen.

“You know, I knew Itachi.”

“Father told me, you two had interactions. He tried to kidnap you…”

“Oh, so he told you that. Well, yes, that was my first interaction with him. Listen, I realise Itachi’s actions are all painted as if he was a villain, but please remember he is anything but.”

“How could you say such a thing?! He killed his own family, put father through so much pain!!” Sarada got up from Naruto’s lap, exclaiming at him.

“Ask Sasuke, then. He will say the same as me, corruption only leads to pain. Something the village, the Uchiha clan, and many other people are guilty of. The Uchihas had been planning to essentially destroy the village that Itachi loved with all his heart, so he was given a horrific mission that, in a perfect world, no one should have to carry out. But he couldn’t bring himself to harm your father. He loved Sasuke more than he loved this village. By carrying out his mission, he saved his home. But by carrying out the mission, he had to leave the home he had saved. Living the rest of his life being known as a villain.”

Sarada’s eyes lowered, she couldn’t handle all the news she had been bombarded with. “Father caused you so much pain..”

“Ah yes, he most definitely did.”

Tears began stinging Sarada’s eyes again.

“But he was a product of what had happened to him, he couldn’t help it. He caused me, and your mother, pain because we love him.”

“You’re sounding oddly mature, uncle..”

At this Naruto smiled, “Hoho, I can be very mature. I don’t appreciate the surprise in your tone.”

Sarada let out a laugh, but the moment of glee left as fast as it had come. Another tear escaped her, trying her best not to cry again. She felt as though she could’ve drowned an entire village throughout the day, with the amount of crying she had done. At this moment Naruto extended his arm around her shoulders again and pulled her forward so he was embracing her. “It’s okay, you can cry. You don’t have to hold back your tears when you’re with family.”

At this, Sarada began sobbing harder than before. She sobbed into Naruto’s shoulder, sobbing cries of grief, mourning the family she never knew, the pain her father went through, and the struggle everyone endured.

Twenty minutes later, Sarada had finally exhausted herself. Her head had found its way back to Naruto’s lap, where she slept soundly. Seventeen years and nothing had changed. It was well into the night, moonlight illuminating the house through the windows.

“Naruto-kun?” Hinata quietly entered the room, making her way to sit beside her husband. Her gaze laid down to Sarada, worry etched across her face for the young Uchiha.

“She’s alright, just worn out. She’s had a really tough day.”

Hinata outstretched her hand to Sarada’s cheek, caressing the the girl whom she loves as if she were her own. “Is it wrong of me to guess that she was told everything today?”

Naruto, whose gaze was the same as his wife’s, looking down to Sarada. “No, you’re not wrong at all. Yes, Sasuke told her everything.”

“Poor thing..Is she going to be okay?”

Naruto looked to his wife with a gentle smile. “Ofcourse she is, she’s an Uchiha.”

“Sakura must be worried, it’s late now.”

“Mm, I think you’re right. I’ll take Sarada home.”

Naruto propped Sarada up onto his back, who all the while did not stir awake. Naruto walked with a gentle step, careful not to wake her up.

Quietly knocking at the Uchiha residence was pointless as Sakura answered the door with an alarmingly loud voice. “Sara-”

“Shhh!!” Naruto quickly replied.

Opening the door wider, to allow him in, Sakura let out a sigh of relief. Naruto went ahead in to lay Sarada down in her bed.

“You were right, she clearly went to Naruto.”

“Hmm.” Replied her husband, hands propped on his knees, against his mouth in deep thought.

Sakura sat down next to Sasuke, she could see the guilt etched on his face; he felt bad for having to tell Sarada the truth.

“You had to tell her someday, she’s strong. She’ll deal and adjust with all this news. ” She said while caressing his cheek.

“Hmm.” Sasuke replied, unable to form any other verbal response. He held Sakura’s hand in an attempt to feel better.

Sakura’s heart ached for her family, she embraced Sasuke attempting to lift some of the pain he carried.

Naruto coughed from the door way, getting the attention of the two on the sofa.

“I’m really sorry about all of this, I hope she wasn’t a burden.” Sakura said, concerned etched in her voice.

“She could never be a burden, she’s family
to me, you know that. She came to me in tears,” Sasuke’s grip tightened, Sakura silently rubbed her thumb calmly against his hand. “but we talked it out, I think she understands a bit more after our talk.”

The three slipped into a comfortable silence, a rare moment for the three busy ninja.

“Well, I’ll be going back home. I’ll see you tomorrow, Sasuke. See you soon, Sakura.”

As Naruto left, Sasuke felt himself relax. What a day, he thought.

“It’s unbelievable how much has changed, but in the end, we’re all still together. Team 7…” Sasuke thought aloud.

“Aha, that is true. But with additions.” Replied Sakura.

“Yeah, additions. Aha.” Sasuke replied with a smile.

Why B.A.P ruined my life part 1: body parts.
  • Yongguk: gangster eyes, lips, fingers, abs, jawline, neck, brain, sex voice.
  • Himchan: philtrum (a part between his nose and lips), thighs.. yes the bomb thighs, red lips, princess eyes, neck, nose, skin.
  • Youngjae: face, cheeks, lips, nose,brain, legs am I forgetting something? yes, his body..
  • Daehyun: face, lips, teeth, dimples, muscles and high voice.
  • Jongup: body, body, body and abs abs abs and cheetos cheetos cheetos.
  • Zelo: cheeks, skin, hair, legs, forever 17 year old-brain.
Cheap Trick was the first time I ever went backstage. The cool thing about how I got backstage is a lot of girls were giving blow jobs to get backstage and I did not even comprehend that. I just got out of juvenile hall and I went from high-end boarding school to low-end juvenile hall, told them I had a trust fund and they pretty much threw me out of juvenile hall, which I was sad about. I found this happy medium with like the gay guys at the all-ages gay club and those weird groupies in Portland at a place called the Paramount. And I had a mouth on me like nothing from the gay guys, they really taught me how to speak and how to conduct myself until Julian Cope, and then Julian Cope taught me a lot more and he was my mentor. None of these people ever sexualised me. I was never sexually involved with any of them, or romantically. Maybe romantically in my head, not in any inappropriate way. It would’ve been first of all illegal, second of all it would be wrong and I’d probably hate them for it. I have a 17-year-old daughter and a record company right now ostensibly called Cherry Forever. You do the math. I don’t take it lightly.
—  Courtney Love, 2009.