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봄날 / spring day - bts (lyrics)

The most shocking thing I learned from the 2017 Tony Awards...

Apparently younger Broadway fans do not know the legend of Gavin Creel????

Gavin Creel, whose voice is literally butter, who can make you cry with one well placed riff during Corner of the Sky, who basically invented being gay on Broadway?????

The only person to ever end up dating a fan he met at the stage door (like half a decade later but still).

The OG politically active Broadway Boy. 

The man who dated JGroff before he was even out of the closet.

He closed down Hair and chartered a bus and took everyone to the Equality March! He was a singer songwriter before Matt Doyle even got his first Broadway credit. 

Gavin Creel is the reason any of us are even here. HE is EVERYTHING. 

what bpd feels like

- one minute you have the worst anxiety ever, next minute you can’t remember what it feels like to not be happy
- constantly craving to go places with friends but feeling like no one would actually want to go with you
- having 15 different music playlists for every mood
- always on edge
- not quite knowing if you are imagining a symptom or if other symptoms are making you wonder if you are imagining it
- enough trust issues to last a lifetime (and then some)
- being unprepared for the future bc you didn’t think you’d live this long
- dissociating bc of the weirdest things that have no reason to cause you to dissociate
- watching a movie/ reading a book and then suddenly having a new personality
- mood swings for no reason
- feeling the most intense sense of isolation even in a room with many people
- /that/ person
- knowing that you should get professional help but refusing to get a therapist bc you wouldn’t be able to trust them

🎶 music box asks 🎶

1)   a song you can listen to on repeat
2)   a song from one of your favorite albums
3)   a song you loved when you were a teenager or kid 
4)   a song that makes you feel strong 
5)   a song that makes you sad 
6)   a song that cheers you up
7)   a song that reminds you of your friend(s)
8)   a song that reminds you of an ex partner or crush 
9)   a song that reminds you of yourself 
10)  a song that brings back bad memories 
11)  a song that brings back good memories 
12)  a song that grew on you 
13)  a song from a musical 
14)  a song with a great music video 
15)  a song that’s better as a cover 
16)  a song that’s better acoustic 
17)  a song with great lyrics 
18)  a song for summer
19)  a song for heartache
20)  a song for car rides
21)  a song for the rain
22)  a song for dancing 
23)  a song for making out
24)  a song for a lover 
25)  a song from before you were born 
26)  a song from a band that’s no longer together 
27)  a song you’ve seen live
28)  a song you want to see live
29)  a song by a band you don’t usually like  
30)  a song you recommend

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Sketching out the son—because I’ve suddenly gone into a teenie, tiny art block, but we’ll see how long it lasts. Drawing Prompto usually helps get me out of that rut, but sometimes he doesn’t…Maybe I need to change the pace a bit—watch some good ol’ anime or something LOL Oh well, hope you like the sketches tho! Might add color to them later!