12 & holding

I just have this headcanon that christophe and victor’s friendship is nothing but spending money and shenanigans like victor is already impulsive and out of control but chris is such a shameless ENABLER. Don’t tell me the reason victor has a hot pink $8 million cadillac convertible ISN’T because of Yuuri asking Victor to go pick out a car that was “reasonably priced and compact” and then Chris stepping in and being like ‘ew you don’t want the paparazzi taking pics of you in an ugly, soccer mom toyota corolla. No, get the one from the showroom thats a prized antique who cares if it’s millions of dollars IT’S FABULOUS YOU NEED TO BE FABULOUS.“ Victor pulls up in this ridiculous barbie car with Chris in the front seat with two pairs of ray bans on his head holding a 12-pack of wine coolers like "We made good decisions today” and yuuri storms out to scream at both of them.

2 Word sentence starters

1. “That’s disgusting.”

2. “Don’t go.”

3. “Look out!” 

4. “Come here.” 

5. “That hurt!” 

6. “I’m tired.” 

7. “Go away!” 

8. “Don’t look.”

9. “Thank you.” 

10. “You’re annoying.” 

11. “Another one?” 

12. “Help me!” 

13. “Hold me.” 

14. “Don’t cry.” 

15. “I’m back.”  

16. “Do it.” 

17. “I’m sorry.” 

18. “I’m hungry.” 

19. “Explain, please.” 

20. “Bite me.” 

21. “It’s cold.” 

22. “Get down!” 

23. “Kiss me.” 

24. “Shut up.” 

25. “Hit me.” 

26. “Marry me?” 

27. “Stop it!” 

a summary of isac via pairings:

Ask me anything, just send a number :)

1: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?

2: Did you go out or stay in last night?

3: How late did you stay up last night?

4: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?

5: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?

6: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?

7: Have you pretended to like someone?

8: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?

9: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?

10: Think back five months ago, were you single?

11: Have you ever cried from being so mad?

12: Hold hands with anyone this week?

13: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?

14: Who did you last see in person?

15: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?

16: Have you ever been to Paris?

17: Are you good at hiding your feelings?

18: Have you ever been to New York?

19: Are you listening to music right now?

20: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?

21: What do people call you?

22: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?

23: Are there any stressful situations in your life?

24: What are you listening to right now?

25: What is wrong with you right now?

26: Do you make wishes at 11:11?

27: Have you hugged someone within the last week?

28: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?

29: What were you doing at midnight last night?

30: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?

anonymous asked:

I JUST REALIZED there's backseat Impala subtext this season!! In episode 1 we see Mary checking out the backseat, thinking about John and her ~doin stuff~ and Dean realized that while Cas was left confused. Idk if Dean ever told Cas what it meant, but now there's more backseat storyline stuff what with Dean choosing to stay in the backseat with Cas in episode 9, and some of us already think there was some sort of hand-holding or longing there. I don't know what to make of this!

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I guess what we always make of it: a great big Destiel subtext pie :P

Do we need 3 times to prove the rule? I remember after 12x08 there was some joking about how Cas was in the backseat just on principle that it was suggesting something, in a way, referring back to that moment and Dean’s weird look at Cas :P But really not much on its own. This helps!

I mean, though, the back seat has been used a lot as a runner up trophy and Dabb made a huge deal out of who got to be shotgun back in 8x08 which I think is a really quick little thing that actually is a great key to unlocking a lot of interpersonal nonsense… Like, in season 8 context, how Sam feels about Cas, considering it all builds up to that confession from Sam at the end - looking at Sam shoving past Cas for shotgun and Dean getting to determine who is and isn’t shotgun with all that hindsight makes the shotgun joke in 8x08 ridiculously deep.

 And then 9x10, also Dabb, has the scrap over shotgun between Cas and Crowley, which ALSO when it’s all said and done, foreshadows the interpersonal dynamics of Cas vs the entire Drowley arc, especially with I think a sense that Dean sends Cas to sit in the back to watch Crowley because he’s TERRIFIED of Crowley still (there was an earlier moment in season 9 which shows this really well while they’re doing stuff with Crowley in the dungeon - maybe 9x04?) and Dean trusts Cas to look out for him… Cas isn’t being relegated to the back because Dean doesn’t like him, BUT that’s a misunderstanding that can exist (especially as Dean again takes over CAS’S car and starts dictating terms in it) and Cas feeling slighted or unwanted is like, a constant thing. (Ugh, poor Cas :P)… 

So there are a lot of politics there, and we were analysing stuff in 12x01 that Dean had Cas riding up front with him and Mary in the back at the end of the episode, because of how great THAT was for them, but then also in 12x03 we had Mary in the front seat and Sam crammed in the back clearly losing out on shotgun privileges, and I think Cas in 12x08 is also sort of more that when Sam and Dean are in the Impala, unless there’s Reasons, whoever else is riding with them goes in the back. (In 5x13, we have the humorous/tragic image of John driving, Mary in shotgun aka the stereotypical mom seat for families, and Sam and Dean in the back, like the kids on a road trip, and those dynamics mirrored. I swear there’s a “are we nearly there yet” somewhere in that scene :P)

(Actually, thinking of John driving, isn’t is a Thing that Sam never drove the car once in Baby, even if he got to use the backseat for, uh, work out purposes. Considering the episode was all about the car and so many people driving it, I guess that stands out… You know, if I remember that properly. I’m preeeetty tired :P)

Anyway… There’s a few different rules for the backseat and it’s always worth looking at what else is going on…

But yeah, Dean not taking over and driving whenever there’s a car is huge - it’s a sign of him giving up that control that he normally has even when it’s NOT his car (and the fact it’s Mary and her car, I think allows him to do that a bit? Like when he couldn’t argue that John drives the Impala - obviously John didn’t know Sam and Dean were his kids from the future, but symbolically that’s Dean giving up the driver’s seat to the no.1 authority figure in his life… It being Mary is I guess more about respect and deference not coming from having been brought up by  her like a drill sergeant like with John, but there’s still a fair amount of unpacking to do there, though I do think this season is SLOWLY working on it… Mary needs to take a fall in their eyes which I guess is up next for her?) … Where was I? Right. Dean n Cas holding hands in the back seat :P It’s good because more equal footing with Cas, accepting someone else driving and joining him back there, with all that history, is a nice sign of equality there, as well as DEAN giving up his negative behavioural traits to get there instead of making the world bend to him.

And it being Mary’s car, in 12x01 we got this reminder/almost outside eyes that the car HAD been Mary’s as much as anyone else’s - that she was just as fond of it as Dean is, talking to the car the same way. With its history and Dean looking at it with outside eyes, then having the realisation of the backseat’s history… It was something humanising Mary AND making it about her car, so there’s a nice link to what’s going on there, with Dean and Cas, to bring it round to the previous paragraph’s point too, of changing ideas of characters via backseats…

Aaand then there’s always Dean looking at Cas after the revelation and then back to Mary, which is honestly going to make its way up into some sort of personal top ten list for Destiel nonsense the longer I harp on it because it was such a bizarre set of reactions even if Dean might “just” be checking to see if Cas got it, there was a lot of discussion about Dean’s expression, WHY he thought to look at Cas at all, and how weirdly suggestive it was.

And now there’s a thing where, SIGNIFICANTLY, given Dean’s past form and the history of back seats being significant that I’ve briefly and not exhaustively laid out (oh - like Dean’s comment about having Anna and Ruby in the back of the car, or on the complete flip side, Sam stowing demon!Dean in the back of the car in 10x02 and that showing negatively Dean’s loss of control and I STILL haven’t gone over everything, like a step-by-step of 11x04 or something :P), we have Dean and Cas together in the back seat and… I mean, maybe it doesn’t mean much and it is just a nice moment where we have completely free reign to assume Dean grabbed Cas’s hand and gave it a squeeze and Cas rode the whole way to midnight totally confused and terrified but not complaining… Or I guess there is already a little foundation about the back of the seat being something we should look at and analyse this season and ask, really, what is going on here with them :P 

Tl;dr of this why did I even need to go so deep post… Given the circumstances with Dean thinking he’s dying, and the context of this season so far and its various little details about the backseat, Dean voluntarily gives up a position of control that he normally clings to for dear life, to spend his last few minutes sitting with Cas in the back seat - which had attention drawn to it this season I guess once to show Sam being shoved in there for losing out on shotgun to Mary’s assumedly eternal dibs, which does not seem applicable when this time it was Mary’s car already (making a brand new shotgun dynamic Sam apparently won this time?) BUT in the episode Dean seemed to have a very specific plan involving Cas that had nothing to do with their escape and everything to do with the emotional side of choosing to die… That leaves the coding of the backseat as, like, the “loveseat” of the car, which was a scene that had much louder attention drawn to it anyway… So apparently I just used maths to finish this meta?

(I am completely exhausted and probably should not be answering asks right now :P)

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I guess the hardest thing is having so much love for you and it somehow not being returned. I develop crushes all the time, but that is just misdirected need for you. You are a hole in my life, a black hole. Anything I place there cannot be returned. I miss you terribly. Ci vedremo lassu, angelo

150 Song You Have To Listen

1.      Troye Sivan-Fools

2.      Troye Sivan – Wild

3.      Troye Sivan – Youth

4.      Troye Sivan – Bite

5.      Troye Sivan – Cool

6.      Troye Sivan – Wild (XXYYYXX Remix)

7.      The neighborhood- the beach

8.      The neighborhood-Daddy

9.      Twenty one pilots-fairy local

10.   Twenty one pilots – ride

11.   Twenty one pilots-tear in my heart

12.   Twenty one pilots - holding on to you

13.   Twenty one pilots - car radio

14.   Twenty one pilots - goner

15.   Twenty one pilots - guns for hands

16.   Never shout never - hey we ok

17.   Never shout never - red balloon

18.   Never shout never - can’t stand it

19.   Never shout never - cheatercheaterbestfriendseater

20.   Never shout never - lousy truth

21.   Never shout never - this shit gets old

22.   Never shout never - lovesick

23.   Melanie Martinez- carousel

24.   Melanie Martinez - dollhouse

25.   Melanie Martinez - cry baby

26.   Melanie Martinez - pity party

27.   Melanie Martinez - sippy cup

28.   The 1975 – sex

29.   The 1975 - robbers

30.   The 1975 - girls

31.   The 1975 - UGH!

32.   The 1975 - the sound

33.   The 1975 - she’s American

34.   The 1975 - somebody else

35.   The 1975 - a change of heart

36.   The 1975 - the ballad of me and my brain

37.   The 1975 - robbers (old version)

38.   The kooks - junk of the heart

39.   The kooks - bad habit

40.   As it is - dial tones (acoustic)

41.   Nicki minaj - only

42.   Crown the empire - millennia (acoustic)

43.   Crown the empire - lead me out of the dark

44.   Bring me the horizon - deathbeds

45.   Bring me the horizon - oh no

46.   Bring me the horizon - follow you

47.   Bring me the horizon – run

48.   Bring me the horizon - drown

49.   Bring me the horizon - hospital for souls

50.   Bring me the horizon – house of wolves

51.   Bring me the horizon – crooked young

52.   Bring me the horizon – Sleepwalking

53.   Bring me the horizon - hospital for souls

54.   Bring me the horizon – house of wolves

55.   Bring me the horizon – crooked young

56.   Bring me the horizon – Sleepwalking

57.   Bring me the horizon – doomed

58.   Bring me the horizon - avalanche

59.   Ed Sheeran – she

60.   Austin jones - leaving this world

61.   Austin jones - drown cover

62.   Wheatus - teenage dirt bag

63.   The all-American rejects - gives you hell

64.   The all-American rejects - move along

65.   The strokes - you only live once

66.   Arctic monkeys - fluorescent adolescent

67.   Tyler carter - hello (Adele cover)

68.   Neck deep - December

69.   Thirty seconds to Mars - city of angels

70.   Thirty seconds to Mars - do or die

71.   Thirty seconds to Mars - up in the air

72.   Thirty seconds to Mars - Kings and queens

73.   Thirty seconds to Mars – This is war

74.   Blink 182 - bored to dead

75.   Blink 182 - always

76.   Blink 182 - first date

77.   Blink 182 - I miss you

78.   Andy Black - we don’t have to dance

79.   Andy Black – They don’t need to understand

80.   This wild life - sleepwalking cover

81.   This wild life - history

82.   This wild life - over it

83.   Motion city soundtrack - lets get fucked up and die

84.   A day to remember - I’m already gone

85.   A Day to remember - Paranoia

86.   Florence + the machine - shake it out

87.   Panic! At the disco - nine in the afternoon

88.   Panic! At the disco - hallelujah

89.   Panic! At the disco - don’t threaten me with a good

90.   Panic! At the disco - death of a bachelor

91.   Panic! At the disco - emperor’s new clothes

92.   Everything but the girl - downtown train

93.   Set it off - wild wild world

94.   Set it off - tomorrow (acoustic)

95.   Set if off - ancient history

96.   Lana del Rey - ride

97.   Lana del Rey - gods and monsters

98.   Neck deep - a part of me

99.   Fort Atlantic - let your heart hold fast

100. Mayday parade - letting go

101. Mayday parade - stay

102. Mayday parade - hold onto me

103. Mayday parade - miserable at best

104. Mayday parade - terrible things

105. Sleeping with sirens - go go go

106. Sleeping with sirens - if you can’t hang (live and unplugged)

107. Sleeping with sirens - iris (live and unplugged)

108. Sleeping with sirens - the strays

109. Sleeping with sirens - 2 chord

110. Sleeping with sirens - November

111. Sleeping with sirens - better off dead

112. The neighborhood - afraid

113. MGK - a little more

114. As it is - you the room & the devil on your shoulder

115. The shins - simple song

116. Luke cutforth- a song about a girl

117. All time low - missing you

118. All time low - therapy

119. All time low - dear Maria, count me in

120. Drake – energy

121. Drake - know yourself

122. Drake - legend

123. M83 - midnight city

124. My chemical romance – Helena

125. My chemical romance – the ghost of you

126. My chemical romance -  Na Na Na

127. My chemical romance – I’m not okay

128. My chemical romance - burn bright

129. My chemical romance - the light behind your eyes

130. Real friends - I don’t love you anymore

131. Real friends - summer

132. Birdy - tee shirt

133. Pierce the veil - Texas is forever

134. Pierce the veil - circles

135. Pierce the veil - song for Isabelle

136. Pierce the veil - bulletproof heart

137. Pierce the veil – Dive in

138. Pierce the veil – Today I saw the whole world

139. Pierce the veil – The divine zero

140. Issues - hooligans

141. Issues - never loose your flames

142. Issues - Disappear (acoustic)

143. Issues – Blue Wall

144. Issues – Coma

145. Issues – Lost-n-Found

146. Issues - Made to last

147. Issues - Rank Rider

148. Issues – The Reales

149. State Champs -  Secrets

150. Asking Alexandria – The black

Astronaut Alan L. Bean, Lunar Module pilot for the Apollo 12 lunar landing mission, holds a container filled with lunar soil collected while exploring the lunar surface. Astronaut Charles “Pete” Conrad Jr., commander, who took this picture, is reflected in the helmet visor.

Credits: NASA

Okay so I still have so many questions post-episode 12...

Whatever happened to that other costume Yuuri was supposed to wear??

What about Yurio’s extra program/song Welcome to the Madness??

What’s up with Christophe’s possible bf??

WHY DIDNT THEY KISS???