10213) I want to blend in someday as a woman.

I know other trans people don’t have any desire to be stealth but really, someday I’d like to be fairly average and have people not look twice at me. But I’m afraid since I’m a lesbian that won’t happen, unless I pack my bags and move somewhere super liberal (which I cannot afford at the moment). I know there’s nothing wrong with being gay but I often wish I liked men so I could be considered a typical woman someday. Internalized homophobia I guess :/