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Lexa is one of the most complex characters television has offered us in a while. I can’t remember the last time I felt so challenged to understand a character. Lexa did what she had to do for her people. The easy decision would have been to reject the deal, fight by Clarke’s side and risk never getting her people out and her more of her people dying in the process (things were not going according to plan, mind you)  and then maybe having some sort of future with Clarke, whom she just might be in love with.

But she’s the Commander. She’s a leader. She broke her own heart to spare the lives of her people and ensure their safety. She sacrificed her personal happiness. She made the hardest call she could have made. I have no doubt in my mind she cares deeply for Clarke but those feelings had no place in making this decision. And THIS is precisely why Lexa doesn’t want to care and at least made some attempt to not care about people because one way or another, she loses them; Costia, Gustus, an entire fucking village and now Clarke. It comes with her position as Commander.

"Victory stands on the back of sacrifice."  That’s pretty much the lesson of the season, one Lexa understands to an unbearable degree.

Characters that have to survive the finale
  • raven reyes
  • clarke griffin
  • LINCOLN
  • raven reyes
  • OCTAVIA BLAKE
  • bellamy blake
  • RAVEN REYES
  • john murphy
  • nathan miller
  • raven reyes
  • kyle wick
  • monty green
  • RAVEN BAMF REYES
  • jasper jordan
  • harper
  • litereally all of the 44
  • RAVEN MOTHER FUCKING REYES
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#this scene broke my heart #because you can tell in the first gif clarke is trying to look neutral #but her face is giving her away #she has so many things to focus on and she doesn’t have time to worry #she’s trying not to wonder about bellamy #and in the last gif you can see her thinking about him for a split second #and her face falls #before she immediately turns it off and goes back into battle mode #because it’s just too much to handle on top of everything else 

I’m so for Lexa choosing her head over her heart, then going back and choosing her heart once she’s done what she needs to. It would show that even though she still leads with her head, she’s starting now to believe her heart is important.

She made the right decision logically as a leader; she put her people first. But now she has a chance to follow her heart as well.

I hope she learns she can use both.