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I’m so proud of tsukki from the last episode so i drew him

Enneagram Type’s Childhood

Enneatype 1

Children with the One pattern try hard to be good. They have an unconscious feeling of needing to justify their existence. They became their own disciplinarians and often the discipliner of other siblings.

One or all authority figures are either inadequate, not present, or too demanding and punitive. When the parent is not present, they decide to make their own rules and moral code. When the parent is too punitive, they internalize these rules.

They feel deep guilt, intrinsic inner flaw, and try to cover it up with an identity of being good and responsible. They can perceive others as having less integrity, being lazy and messy.

Enneatype 2

Children with the Two pattern learn to put other’s needs first - to give in order to receive - and that love must be earned. They try to read the needs in the family and see how they could fulfill them.

They often learn to please the opposite sex parent and this becomes a special relationship, which causes a difficult relationship with the same sex parent. It also leads to a triangulation, which is often carried out in adulthood.

Enneatype 3

Children with the Three pattern do not feel valued for themselves. They get praise for what they do and become productive to get this praise.

They often unconsciously adapt themselves to become what the nurturer wants them to be. They often pursue a career that may make their nurturer proud of them.

They have a deep feeling of shallowness and deceit, their insides do not match the image they have created.

Enneatype 4

Children with the Four pattern feel different than their parents. They believe they are not seen by their parents.

There is the feeling that they were kicked out of the nest because there is something tragically wrong with them. Often there is some event that changes the family structure and stands out as the event that changed everything.

Some remember a time when everything was wonderful and a moment when they were rejected for no apparent reason. They spend their childhood trying to regain love by being special.

Enneatype 5

Children with the Five pattern feel unsafe in their families. They experience their families as intrusive and overwhelming. There is no privacy, no where to hide except in their minds.

They experience the emotional needs and expression of their parents as invasive. Some create an inner fantasy world.

Enneatype 6

Children with the Six pattern experience their parents as inadequate and unable to protect or care for them well. Early in childhood they feel safe, as they get older something happens that makes them perceive their parents as inadequate.

Usually this occurs during the phase of separating when they need a strong parental figure to show them what is and isn’t safe about the world. At this time they experience parent(s) as inadequate - absent, unavailable, weak, etc.

Enneatype 7

Children with the Seven pattern feel cut off from the nurturer, causing frustration and anxiety. They feel there was not enough love for them in the family.

Sometimes there is someone needier who requires more attention. Sometimes the nurturer is distracted by emotional pain to give to all the children.

Their role is to be positive, not need much, and help everyone be happier, particularly the nurturer. As adults they often have a close bond with their mothers.

Enneatype 8

Children with the Eight pattern grow up quickly for a variety of reasons. There is violence in the family or around the family. The protector is missing and they must protect and provide for the family at a young age.

They survive in bad neighborhoods - survival issues are important. It is not safe to be gentle or giving, that seems weak and soft. They feel rejected/betrayed and learn to be tough.

Enneatype 9

Children with the Nine pattern feel overwhelmed by their families. They try to disappear and/or make peace. They dissociate from drama by becoming invisible or mediating.

They are very low maintenance. They learn that having needs, getting angry, or having difficulties is not acceptable. They lose energy and become listless.

“this guy…” x  x

Enneagram Stereotypes

1- WHY IN THE WORLD DOES EVERYONE SAY I CRITICIZE AND JUDGE THEM I’M JUST HELPING THEM REACH PERFECTION, AND SHOWING THEM WHAT’S WRONG WITH WHAT THEY ALREADY HAVE AND HOW MY IDEA OF PERFECTION IS SO MUCH BETTER AND THEIRS IS SUBPAR, DUH 

2- I FUCKING HELP EVERYONE SO MUCH AND NO ONE BOTHERS TO SAY THANKS EVEN THOUGH THEY DIDN’T ASK FOR HELP IN THE FIRST PLACE  -bursts into song- I’M FEELING REALLY UNAPPRECIATED YOU TAKE MY LOVE FOR GRANTED BABE, AND I DON’T KNOW HOW MUCH MORE I CAN TAKE FROM YOUUUUU

3- No, I’m not at the top yet, baby. But does it matter? I will be there soon. -wink and blindingly white smile- 

4- -tears- No one understands me. HEY, I SAID NO ONE FUCKING UNDERSTANDS ME STOP TRYING TO UNDERSTAND ME I AM A BLINDING PLETHORA OF PAIN AND DEPTH THAT YOU CAN ONLY COMPREHEND ON THE MOST BASIC LEVEL

5- -leaves room after 500 years and squints- I’VE DONE IT. I’VE GAINED ENOUGH KNOWLEDGE, I AM THE SMARTEST MAN IN THE WORLD.  Although I did run away from Nancy when she tried to kiss me and I’m still terrified of human contact. -spoken to their 10 cats- 

6- HEY HEY STOP YELLING AT ME OK, I JUST WANTED TO KNOW, FOR SURE, IF YOU’RE REALLY SURE, LIKE, REALLY REALLY ABSOLUTELY SURE- WELL FUCK YOU, OH ‘IT’S COMMON SENSE ANGELA’ ARE YOU IMPLYING I HAVE NO COMMON SENSE? WHATEVER, I KNEW YOU WEREN’T REALLY GOING TO SUPPORT ME 

7- HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEY LET’S GO SKYDIVING AND SKIING AND GO TO THE MOVIES AND HAVE REALLY KINKY SEX, OH OH OH BETTER IDEA, LET’S DO ALL THOSE THINGS, AT ONCE!!! WHAT DO YOU MEAN WE’LL DIE YOU JOYKILL HAHAHAHAHA I KEEP RUNNING FROM THE THINGS IN MY HEAD HAHAHA HURRY HURRY WE NEED TO GO DO STUFF LOLOLOL OR ELSE I’M GOING TO HAVE A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN 

8- YOU’RE ALL MY BITCHES. ALL OF YOU. BITCHES. MINE. MY BITCHES. I’M IN CHARGE. I KNOW BEST. WHAT DO YOU MEAN I INTIMIDATE EVERYONE? WELL SPEAK UP FOR YOURSELVES THEN, GODDAMN WIMPS 

9- I mean…like…I just want peace is all. Oh um my opinion on stuff hahaah funny usually no one asks um and I don’t voice it to keep the harmony- Wait, what? N-no, I don’t view myself as a doormat. -nervous laughing- I’m perfectly content the way things are. -strained smile- I’m fine -gnashes teeth- I don’t have any issues with the way things are. -explodes-


We are all well aware that Saturn is known as a “Malefic” planet that “weighs and restricts” down upon where it sits or aspects.  However in my opinion Saturn is the greatest teacher available to you if you open your mind to growth through time.  While restriction of the house it’s placed in occurs before the age of 30 Saturn opens doors to new paths in life in the second part of life.


After the age of 30 you will come to respect, become more attuned and have more integration of the matters of the house Saturn is placed in your Birth Horoscope.  

When you have :

Saturn in 1st House : More confident, Hard working, Dedicated and responsible overall. Well educated and wise risk taker.  Protects reputation and understands how to appear before others in public.  Becomes a strong authority somewhere in life where someone applies them-self.  Serious attitude and ambitious can be how others perceive someone with this position.

Saturn in 2nd House: Wisdom associated with responsibility with assets.  Great understanding of financial value.  Knowledge and ability to save money and make money work for them.  Can be structure minded and independent. Coming to understand comfort and stability comes with hard work.

Saturn in 3rd House: Becomes good at organizing thoughts to be communicated. Disciplined learning ability which helps boast retaining ability. Strives for mental excellence and learns the value of opinions and communication in general.  Becomes an authority on the local area and neighbors.

Saturn in 4th House: Becoming an authority on family.  Showing love with responsibility. A need to provide for the family, heritage or community. Honoring the birth culture or having pride in the birth country.  Understanding the value of emotional security.  Coming to terms with vulnerability.

Saturn in 5th House: Becoming a stronger authority and shining brighter. Disciplined in taking risks.  Mature love affairs that are long lasting.  Having children when they are more established and well off in life.  Being a more mature and responsible parent.  Understanding the practicality and purpose of fun and hobbies.

Saturn in 6th House: Becoming an authority over health.  Understanding the body and how to be healthy and more efficient.  Learning the value of working more practicality.  Becoming an authority on doing quality work.  Amassing wisdom and understanding of how to deal with anxiety and depression.  Realizing the importance of pets and small and animals in life.

Saturn in 7th House:  Marriage comes later in life to promote a longer lasting marriage based on understanding personal needs.  Ending up with a more fitting marriage and loyal partner.  Understanding the responsibility of marriage. Attaining business partners who are reliable, have integrity, down to earth and understand the importance of reputation.  Gaining more wisdom over contract signing and negotiation sessions.  Becoming and authority on dealing with open enemies.

Saturn in 8th House: Understanding the practicality of letting go and changing oneself to move forward.  Becoming an authority on how to properly utilize other people’s resources.  Coming to terms with sexuality, it’s place and dealing with intimacy. Becoming a serious researching and looking below the surface to understand what secrets or hidden information exist.  Become an authority on the occult and understand metaphysical matters.  Growing wisdom pertaining to psychology, it’s impact on one'e self and how it can be favorably used.

Saturn in 9th House: Learning the value of having an open mind.  Being religious but not close minded.  Growing an ambition to study and attain higher learning credentials.  Focus their education on a concentrated area so they can become a master of a subject.  Learn to become an authority on teaching. Gain wisdom and attain practical philosophies that have a place in life that promote growth and help their public image.  Becoming an authority on foreign culture and places and becoming widely known for being well traveled.  Being widely known as a published writer.  

Saturn in 10th House:  Learning the value of what time can do for one’s self. Establishing ambitions and working towards them to bring success in life. Overcoming fear of failure towards the path to success.  Not letting other people distract you from what you want.  Becoming successful by creating structure, routine and taking goals seriously.  Being an authority only comes through hard work and determination.  Not letting one’s self down because of excuses.  Becoming widely known as a success because of being responsible.

Saturn in 11th House:  Overcoming rejecting and seeing the worth of persistence in finding a place in society.  Valuing groups that are tailored towards your ambitions.  Not letting fear distract oneself from having friends. Building a structure in friendship with trust and time.  Becoming an authority of a group to bring it disciplined structure.  Learning that not everyone has to be well liked in life.  Merging ambitions with hopes and wishes and following personal goals.  The practicality of creating and inventing something useful.

Saturn in 12th House:  Coming to terms with pain and suffering.  Ease the pain and suffering of others but know one’s limits. Understand you can lead a horse to water but can’t force them to drink.  Facing reality and knowing you have to exist in life with no choice.  Accept responsibility and realize escaping life benefits no one.  The only way to change anything is put effort in one step at a time.  Understand there are greater things in the universe at work then just one’s self.  

INFJs and the enneagram (seriously)

Tell me if you think this is inaccurate and I will change it.

1: This INFJ is like your stereotype in most ways. Idealistic, perfectionistic, and has strong morals and puts them into action. They will probably use their Fe to fuel their actions and get stuff done. The last thing they would want is to be told that they are horribly misguided and what they think is corrupt and incorrect. This type may be more SJW than other INFJs. They are also very hard on themselves and strive for personal perfection at all costs.

Most used function: Fe, shadow Fi

2: This INFJ is a bit more your typical Fe stereotype. They try their best to be compassionate and loving. They have strong morals and goals. But they may not act on it as much as a 1 would. They might talk about ideas they feel strongly about and maybe not act on it as readily. They act more on their feelings and tend to be more sensitive. They strongly believe that acts of kindness should be reciprocated and that it is important to hold that value.

Most used function: Fe

3: This INFJ has a unwavering determination to reach their goals. They keep at things no matter what and strive to do their best on things. For them, not showing their ability and accomplishments is a weakness. You can’t hurt someone who is constantly improving themselves and reaching their goals. They use their Fe for self improvement and self promotion. And they use their Ti to make sense of their goals and strategically achieve them.

Most used functions: Fe, Ti

4: This INFJ is your romantic individualist. They are very sensitive and emotional INFJs who pride themselves in being different and sticking out from the crowd. Despite the nature of Fe to “blend in” these INFJs rely more on their Ni to help them stick out from others. They use their intuitions to make them unique and they typically have a more INFP type vibe and have a strong possibility to mistype as INFP.

Most used functions: Ni and shadow Fi

5: This INFJ is going to come across as an INTJ or INTP. They tend to be logical, detached individuals that use their Ni and Fe for analytical purposes mainly. This INFJ is also fairly sensitive but tries to hide any vulnerabilities that makes them appear helpless or weak. They strive for logical strength of mind and tend to be confident strong minded individuals when healthy.

Most used functions: Ni, Ti, Ni-Ti loops common.


6: This INFJ is typically more logical as well. Although they are not as emotionally detached they tend to be more emotional than a 5. This INFJ strives for security and stays away from ambiguity. They typically have someone who is their main person they put their trust in. They also question things readily and tend to not take things at face value. INFJ 6s also tend to have a way of explaining that is detailed yet not detailed. They are full of contradictions and varying emotional responses that can confuse others.

Most used functions: Ni, some Fe

7: This INFJ isn’t as common. They tend to be a very odd combination. While they may naturally be comforting this INFJ doesn’t handle their own feelings quite well and tends to avoid them. They feel as if they constantly have a mask on and despite their Ni nature may be afraid to delve into their feelings and hurts. They also will come across as more extroverted than other INFJs and probably have mistyped as ENFP before.

Most used functions: Fe, inferior Se, frequent Se grips

8: if this INFJ type exists I haven’t seen any. This INFJ would be dominating and intimidating. They would use their Fe to make sure they are in control of a situation and would probably come across as a more extroverted INTJ. They would be intense and forceful trying to stay at the top of things constantly. They would still have INFJ qualities, but may appear more agitated at times. Using their Fe for control. Not having quite as many typical INFJ characteristics.

Most used functions: Fe, some Ti and Se, frequent Se grips

9: This type is also very common for INFJs. A more passive aggressive yet caring and compassionate type. They most likely are secretly very mean to people in their heads but would never say it to their face. Even though they think these things they would never say it because they fear being separated from others. So they don’t say anything in fear it will push the other person away. This type of INFJ will fear things like that but they try their best to be kind and empathic.

Most used functions: Fe

Introduction to the Enneagram
  • 6w7: I'm scared let's run away aaah. Butterflies are nicer than life.
  • 7w6: Ahahahahahahahaha sh*t (also see 4w3)
  • 7w8: AhahahAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAA
  • 8w7: lol u ded
  • 8w9: eh.
  • 9w8: don't fite me i mean it
  • 9w1: pls don't hurt me or my loved ones. Meanie.
  • 1w9: Oi get off my grass
  • 1w2: I'm a nice person
  • 2w1: MMMmmm I'm such a nice person.
  • 2w3: Love me?
  • 3w2: LOVE MEEEEE
  • 3w4: cya suckerrrs
  • 4w3: Look i'm cool and fun 8DDDD. Definitely not broken inside. 1000000000%.
  • 4w5: hlep
  • 5w4: i'm Deep
  • 5w6: Physics is phun 8}
  • 6w5: the Yellowstone supervolcano would cause 90,000 immediate deaths and a nuclear winter across the country and there is a 1/700,000 chance of it erupting this year but we are in volcano season and scientists have found that the eruptions-
enneagram as Shel Silverstein poems

Type 1: “Hard To Please”

Type 2: “The Giving Tree”

Type 3: “Tell Me”

Type 4: “The Missing Piece”

Type 5: “Diving Board”

Type 6: “Whatif”

Type 7: “The Unscratchable Itch”


Type 8: “Don’t Tell Me”

Type 9: “Hug O’ War”

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2016 bones challengeday 5: favourite season(s) ~ seasons 5 and 9
“Nothing in this universe happens just once. Nothing. Infinity goes in both directions. There is no unique event, no singular moment.”

Becoming

TITLE: Becoming 

CHAPTER NO.: 1 to 11

AUTHOR: Cat Winchester

ORIGINAL IMAGINE: Imagine being a vampire and catching Loki’s interest.

RATING: T

NOTES: Another existing story that fits an new imagine. 

Excerpt 

Nina cocked her head slightly to the side so she could hear them. They probably had no idea her hearing was so sensitive, but even locked in this tiny room she could hear every word, although the room next door was supposedly sound proofed.

“Look at her, she’s not human.”

Well, they weren’t wrong, Nina mused. It had been years since she was human. In fact, she didn’t even know why she was keeping up the pretence of being civilised.

“She might be unusual, but she is as human as you are, Stark.”

She smiled slightly at Loki’s defence of her, but her smile soon faded. Rescuer or not, he reminded her of where she had come from.

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