1 2 3 4 go records

Jacksepticeye themed asks
  • I haven't seen these around before so I'm making one!
  • 1. Sticky bomb!: If you could make a weapon of your choosing, what would it be and what funky name would you give it?
  • 2. SPEED IS KEY: What's your dream super power?
  • 3. Green Pewdiepie: Has anyone ever compared you to someone else? Was it positive or negative? How did you feel?
  • 4. Antisepticeye: What's your favorite horror trope? Least favorite?
  • 5. "Am I recording?": Have you ever done something to completion only to find you'd done ot completely wrong? What was it?
  • 6. BAYTIN(as of today its a meme ahah): Ever been in a fight? How'd it go?
  • 7. Irish Slang: Do you know another language? What is it? Say something in that language!
  • 8. Dr. Schneeplesteen: What's your favorite board game?
  • 9. All the Way: What was one of your most unmotivated points? What got you through that point?
  • 10. Jacksepticeye power hour: Are you impulsive or do you usually think things through before doing something?
  • 11. Cool Patrol: If you met your idol, who would you meet and what would you say?
  • 12. Cuz Fuck you, that's why!: What's a favorite insult that you actually use on others?
  • 13. I know what do: When learning something new, do you learn quickly or does it come slow?
  • 14. The gauges: Is there anything you'd ever want to do to 'decorate' your body? Tattoo/gauges/hair dyeing/piercings?
  • 15. That's a stup: Do you get bored easily?
  • 16. Robin's edits: Do you think you'd ever be a video editor? Are you currently? What's your favorite edit to do/favorite edits to see?
  • 17. Signe: Do you have a significant other? How long have you been together? If you are single, have you ever had a significant other? How long did it last?
  • 18. The hat™: Do you have a favorite peice of clothing? What is it?
  • 19. The Undertale series: Do you have a favorite game? What is it?
  • 20. High fives all around: Is there a special greeting/parting gesture you give to others? What is it?
Fun tickle games!

Some favorites Dave and I like to play! I’ve mentioned some before, but I thought I’d make a list. 

1. Keep still! The object is for the lee to keep as still as possible for as long as possible. I like to set a phone timer to see if I can beat my records. Can be modified to things like “keep your feet in my lap”, “don’t move your toes”, etc. 

2. Keep quiet! How long can the lee go without laughing? Can be paired with game 1 for some added fun 😏

3. Concentrate! The lee has to play a video game, call a friend, or complete some other task while being tickled. 

4. Say it! The ler tickles the lee until the lee is able to admit that they’re ticklish. I’m super bad at this one tbh…

5. Dice! I typically use a two dice set up for this. One of the dice represents a tool, the other represents a tickle spot. So set 1-6 on one dice things like “feathers, fingers, hair brush, paint brush” and the other “sides, feet, tum, under arms”. If you don’t have physical dice, google has virtual ones! You’ll roll a combo, like feathers + sides, and then the ler uses that set up to tickle the lee for a predetermined amount of time. 

6. Guess the tool! The lee is blindfolded (or just eyes closed, if not comfortable w the blindfold), and the ler uses a tool on a predetermined tickle spot. The lee has to guess what tool it is, as specific as the ler wants it to be. 

7. Letters! The ler takes any tool they want (fingers count!) and draws a letter on a lee’s tickle spot. The lee (blindfolded, or just eyes closed) has to guess what the ler wrote. The ler will keep writing the letter/word until the lee guesses. Ler can also add in some ‘punishment’ for wrong answers, or occasionally ‘erase’ the ‘board’. 

Ease My Mind - Part 6

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Summary: Bucky Barnes is your best friend and, of course, you’re in love with him. But apparently Bucky is just fine with your platonic relationship - you’re going to have to do something about that.

Warnings: violence, mentions of torture

A/N: heyoooo, some emotions and badass reader and backstory all rolled into one! hope you enjoy it dudes, thank you so much for all the amazing responses to this story so far! it means a lot to me :) also im praying the tags work on this one… if not i truly dont know whats going on

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5

Let the record state that Siberia is your least favourite place on the entire planet. Like, it’s probably worse than hell. It’s cold and dark 90% of the time, it’s so far away from anywhere with people, and the internet connection is practically non-existent. Siberia sucks. So you’re not entirely sure why your subconscious decided to bring you here.

The only logical place to go is inside the concrete bunker, the home of all your trauma. You know you’re in the middle of the nowhere, definitely not dressed for Siberian winter, and you can’t shift back home. You have never shifted that far a distance before - you didn’t even think it was possible. The only thing to do is to pick your way through the snow and into the jaws of death. Basically.

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What’s up guys I started this project where I’ll be screen printing my favorite artists on vinyl records, each artist will get a 15 piece run and I’ll be giving away 1 on here so here we go!

1. Reblog/like for entry
2. Must be following
3.winner will be chosen at random from notes on 1/31 so multiple reposts welcome
4. Each vinyl is unique, some splattered, some not, each one signed and numbered

Follow me on IG to keep up with all future prints and give aways @snvkepit_

CONCRETE ACTION: Take Paul Ryan’s Obamacare phone poll if you haven’t already. It’s easy! You don’t have to talk to any humans!
1. Call (202) 225-0600.
2. Wait through the 30 SECONDS OF RANDOM SILENCE, before finally being connected to his phone poll on ACA.
3. You’ll hear a recorded voice giving you options. Press 2 to weigh in on the issue. You’ll hear a brief (and biased) recording about HR-3762, Paul Ryan’s proposal to gut the ACA, and President Obama’s use of his vetopower to stop it. Then, you will have a chance to indicate your opinion with the press of a button.
4. Press 1 if you support Obamacare, 2 if you oppose it. You can just press your selection while the biased recording is going on. I’ve been informed you don’t have to listen to the entire thing.
5. You’ll be thanked for your time and invited to leave a voicemail for Speaker Ryan



Day 4 alternatively: How to Get the Citizens of Paris Off Your Trail– HERO CLOTHING LINES.

Reasons Classic Rock Teens Don't Like People

1.) “Why are you obsessed with old people?”

2.) “I’ve heard of them. I think my mom listens to them.”

3.) “You’re so weird. I’ve never even seen a record.”

4.) “Why would you want to go watch old people in concert? Aren’t they all in wheel chairs?”

5.) “How have you not heard *insert popular artist*’s new song!? Are you living under a rock?”

6.) “Oh, I just figured everyone you listened to were dead.”

Stargazers - pt. 5

Originally posted by newtafidoscamander

Pairing: Newt Scamander x Ravenclaw!Reader (eventual)
Based on this (x) and this (x) imagine!
One shot( ) or
Chapter (x) (part 1) (part 2) (part 3) (part 4)
Word count:
7000+ (YIKES.)
none. just fluff and weirdness and a lil bit of angst.
A/N: I’m so sorry this was posted so late! I couldn’t help myself after I found out Newt’s criminal record post. Also, it’s REALLY, REALLY LONG. Beware. At first it was going to be regularly long, about 2.5k….. but… it got out of hand… I hope you guys don’t mind! Please tell me if it’s annoying so I could break it down into more chapters in the future. I just wanted this one to be the last part of Stargazers so I could go ahead with the timeskip. Sorry for any and all grammatical errors! (English isn’t my native language and I haven’t proof read.)
P.S. The student that appears here, as well as the librarian, are made up for the sake of the story.

She had been searching for you everywhere that day. Elizabeth, who could only go so much without having your curious presence around, was certainly distraught. You were there during breakfast, and you were there for the classes you actually decided to attend (for, you see, sometimes they were just terrible and you figured there was no point of going through the torture some days) but sometime after Transfiguration, poof!

During dinner she was sure to have caught a glimpse of you stealing a plate of mashed potatoes and Merlin knows what else, and then you were gone again. Elizabeth had thought that maybe you were in a quiet part of the library, but upon visiting it, not finding you and being told of your growing list of borrowed books, she resorted to the only other person you seemed to be attached to: Newt. It wasn’t because you didn’t have other friends and acquaintances, but because she had caught you frequently exchanging words with the fellow, more so than with anyone else.

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“So what Obama deported Illegal Immigrants”.

This argument PISSES me off to no end. Let me explain something. 

1) Obama didn’t send ICE into communities in military gear and guns. 
2) Obama did’t get ICE to go door to door terrorizing people and asking for their papers. 
3) 83% of Obama’s deportations where “Priority 1″ aka they had criminal records/gang ties / deemed a public safety. 

4) Obama spent how much of his presidency trying to figure out ways to safeguard “Dreamers” and people that came here when they were young…
5) Obama spent how much of his presidency trying to work with Republicans to fix the immigration process…

I cannot handle 4 years of this false equivalence bullshit that is happening.

NEWS - “Goblin” Stars Gong Yoo And Kim Go Eun Dominate January 2017 Brand Reputation Rankings

Riding the popularity of “Goblin,” Gong Yooand Kim Go Eun took No. 1 and No. 2 respectively in January 2017 rankings of ad models’ brand reputations, while Park Bo Gum held strong as No. 3, following his 2016 drama “Moonlight Drawn by Clouds.”

Gong Yoo recorded a participation index of 5.5 million and communication index of 1.7 million, for a total reputation index of approximately 7.2 million. Kim Go Eun recorded, respectively, 5.1 million and 2 million for a total reputation index of 7.1 million. Park Bo Gum recorded 3 and 1.5 million for a total of 4.5 million.

Here are the top 20 celebrities from January 2017:

1. Gong Yoo
2. Kim Go Eun
3. Park Bo Gum
4. Yoo Jae Suk
5. Song Joong Ki
6. Jun Ji Hyun
7. Baek Jong Won
8. Kim Tae Hee
9. Kang Dong Won
10. Lee Min Ho
11. Hyun Bin
12. Kim Yoo Jung
13. Ryu Jun Yeol
14. Kim Hye Soo
15. Suzy
16. Honey Lee
17. Kim Soo Hyun
18. Seolhyun
19. IU
20. Han Hyo Joo


Here we are one more week with episode 5! For the record: I’m not ready. I have zero knowledge of Japanese regionals (in fact, I only learned about their existence when I watched episode 4), so let’s see what I can learn!

[If you’re curious about the previous mega-posts, feel free to read them here:

Episode 1  Episode 2  Episode 3  Episode 4]

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Things That Should Happen

1) Somebody sends Will Roland a box of assorted bath bombs.

2) Laura Dreyfuss and Ben Platt admit their love for each other.

3) Dear Evan Hansen has fan contests for opportunities to go backstage.

4) A professional recording of Dear Evan Hansen.

5) Dear Evan Hansen opens a Wattpad account and has a fanfic contest.

6) A Dear Evan Hansen karaoke album is released.

What Not To Do In High School (Part 7) [a Barry Allen AU]

Request: (for the hs one) maybe cisco convinces reader to go out with barry and then they go on a date and barry tries to be cuter and avoid his flirty cocky self but fails miserably

a/n: goin on a date goin on a date GOIN ON A DATE

| Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 |

Somehow, someway, Cisco managed to coax you into going on a date. Barry isn’t gonna read between the lines. It isn’t really important how he got the date; what’s important is you agreed to the date. So, he decided to take Iris’ advice and bring you to Rock ‘N Roll bowling on Saturday night.

It’s Saturday and it’s six, meaning, he’s on the way to pick you up; Joe let him borrow the car since he hasn’t gotten in trouble this week. A new record. His black Vans stomp on the break when he gets to your house, he bites his bottom lip, unsure of what to do. Should he go in or just wait in the car?

He fluffs his chestnut hair up for the umpteenth time tonight through the mirror, squinting at his reflection. Flannel or no flannel? Iris said flannel but maybe he wants to show off his arms- “Hi!” you grin, popping the passenger door open; head bent to peer at him. He jumps, hoisting the flannel up on his shoulders as you hold your black skirt to slide in. Oh god you’re wearing a skirt; so many sexual thoughts came to his mind.

“You look very nice, Y/N.” Barry offers, sucking in breath while he shifts the car to drive. A small ‘thanks’ comes out of you and you focus on the road. Since you live near the bowling alley, it only takes about five minutes to pull into the parking lot and park. Barry pulls the keys out, hearing you open your door. Don’t look at the legs, don’t look at the legs, be cute…. “You have really sexy legs, you know?” Barry mutters, watching you stand outside of the car, raising an eyebrow as you slowly shut the door.

Damn it. He hits his palm against the steering wheel once before getting out of the car and following after you, eyes focused on how your hips sway. Your fingers wrap around the handle of the entrance, swinging the door open until Barry grabs the top, holding it open for you. “Well, look at you; being a gentleman. Hmm…” you mumble, stepping into the small bowling alley and going to the clerk’s desk.

Like usual, he trails behind you like a lovesick puppy, listening when you get your shoes; he does the same. After grabbing the ugly off-white and blue shoes, you head to a lane, hoop earrings dangling as you bend down to take off your converse, skirt riding up slightly. Barry sucks in a breath, green eyes darting to your ass unwillingly. He tries to shake it, toeing off his Vans and putting the bowling shoes on; Dream On by Aerosmith blares through the speakers and neon lights jump around.

You grab his wrist, dragging him toward the tan lane. “Can I go first?” you ask, pointing to the rack of colorful balls. Heh balls - focus Barry! He nods, smirking at the way you grin. You pick up a light pink marble bowling ball, holding it up to your shoulder, “It matches my shirt!” you beam, gesturing to your high-neckline tank top.

“It does…” he grins back, eyeing your skirt as you twirl around, walking to the lane and flinging your wrist. The ball drops to the wood with a loud bang, rolling in the middle part of the lane until it shifts to the left, going in the gutter. You pout slightly, slumping a bit. “Here, babe, lemme show ya.” he says, shrugging out of his red flannel, leaving him in his white Blink-182 t-shirt.

His chain hits his black skinny jeans when he struts to you, plucking a neon green bowling ball from the rack and giving it to you. Hesitantly, you take the ball from him, watching him waltz to your backside. Suddenly, his hands are placed on your shoulders, slowly running down your sheer black cardigan to your hand. You can feel his breath on your ear as his hand curls around yours, pulling it back and flinging it forward, “Watch, watch, watch…” he repeats, pointing at the rolling ball.

You obey, eyes watching the ball stay dead in the middle, knocking over all the the pins. A snort  escapes him when your face lights up, fists pumping up and down in front of you. “I did it!” Maybe Barry doesn’t have to be cute. He thinks you’ve got that part covered.

Hey, tumblr!
Fine day isn’t it? While I do truly hope it’s a fine day for you, I’m going to cut to the chase.
I can’t make a podcast without voice actors, and I need at least 6-7.
So if you’d like to audition, here’s how!
1- you’ll need the script for episode one so PM me and I’ll give you a link
2- record lines from the script of the character you’d like to voice
3- in your recording I’d love it if you did separate auditions for each character you auditioned for, but if send them all in one recording that’s ok.
4- submit your auditions by submitting them through our tumblr!
If you get the part I’ll PM you to let you know!
Deadline for auditions is November 27 at midnight.
(Even you can’t audition it’d be great if you signal boosted)
Extra information:
Nadia is Ukrainian, and has an accent
Zhenya is Russian, and has an accent
Bayzli is from Poland and has a Hungarian mother, so his accent is where he says somethings with a Hungarian accent but mostly with a Polish one.

Flight Rising Accent Challenge

Hi! You can use vocaroo.com to record yourself!
List of things to say!

User related:
1. Username
2. Name (what you prefer to go by)
3. Country
4. First Language

Dragon Breeds:
1. Coatl
2. Skydancer
3. Nocturne
4. Snapper
5. Mirror
6. Bogsneak

Random Questions Related to Flight Rising:
1. Favorite bit of personal lore in you lair?
2. Describe your dream dragon?
3. Favorite Coli Venue?
4. If you had to switch to a different flight which one would it be?
5. If you can, tell us the name that gets recommended to you from the name generator?
6. Favorite gene? Least favorite?
7. Favorite memory on Flight Rising?

More Questions!!:
1. What was the book or fanfic you read?
2. Favorite television show?
3. What’s the weather like where you live today?
4. Any quirky hobbies or habits?
5. Ideal lounge at home outfit?
6. What’s your favorite album?
7. Is there a real life animal that you’ve accidentally called its familiar equivalent?
8. Tell us a joke! It can be in your native language if ya want!!
9. Do you remember your last dream?
10. Dream job?
11. This one is up to you! :)

Record, tag, and post!!! Have fun!

Interesting Facts about Pi.

1. Pi is the most recognized mathematical constant in the world. Scholars often consider Pi the most important and intriguing number in all of mathematics.

2. Pi has about 6.4 billion known digits which would take a person roughly 133 years to recite without stopping.  The world record holder for the most memorized digits of Pi took nine hours to recite over 44,000 digits of Pi.

3. We can never truly measure the circumference or the area of a circle because we can never truly know the value of Pi. Pi is an irrational number, meaning its digits go on forever in a seemingly random sequence.

4. The “squaring the circle” method of understanding pi has fascinated mathematicians because traditionally the circle represents the infinite, immeasurable, and even spiritual world while the square represents the manifest, measurable, and comprehensive world.

5. Egyptologists and followers of mysticism have been fascinated for centuries by the fact that the Great Pyramid at Giza seems to approximate pi. The vertical height of the pyramid has the same relationship to the perimeter of its base as the radius of a circle has to its circumference.

6. One of the earliest known records of pi was written by an Egyptian scribe named Ahmes (c. 1650 B.C.) on what is now known as the Rhind Papyrus. He was off by less than 1% of the modern approximation of pi (3.141592).

7. In 2002, a Japanese scientist found 1.24 trillion digits of pi using a powerful computer called the Hitachi SR 8000, breaking all previous records.

8. There are people who believe that Pi contains the answer to the universe, or that information is held in the digits. It has even been suggested it contains the Voice of God. In Carl Sagan’s book ‘Contact’ the places of Pi are found to contain a message from the beings that built the universe.



2) If you’re recording the show with your phone, please turn it horizontally. It turns out way better and the quality will be A+++

3) Make sure your phone (or whatever device you’re bringing) is charged, seriously, try to leave it off beforehand but if you can’t, try not to use it that much.

4) If you have long hair and you’re planning on tying it up, make sure its tied tight so it won’t loosen or fall.

5) Wear light weight clothing! It’s quite obvious because you’re gonna be sitting/standing/jumping around having a gr8 time for a good 2 and a half hours, so wear something you won’t overheat in

6) Don’t be rude please! If someone is in your way, just tell them politely to scooch or move over.

7) Make sure you pee beforehand! And if you get periods, change your pad/tampon! No matter how much blood is on it, please.

8) Have a good time and enjoy yourself! You might even meet a new friend too! Just jam out and have no worries c:

Drunk Confessions Pt. 2

Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3 / Part 4 / Part 5 / Part 6 / Part 7 / Part 8

Derek’s POV

I sat down at the kitchen table. Waiting quietly for what was about to come. Skate makes a sandwich and sits down in front of me. “Alright D, because I like you, I’m going to ask for your story first. Because there has to be a reason behind this.” He started before taking a bite out of his food. I took a deep breath before explaining, knowing if I didn’t give a good enough reason, he’d never let me see her again. “Alright. Eight months ago when I first met her, here at your house. There was something I felt towards her I’ve never felt before. You know me, I’ve been with a ton of girls. After seeing her, I didn’t want anyone else. The more I saw her the more I wanted to change to be able to be with her. She made me want to stop everything. I knew I needed someone like her in my life. I asked her out several times and she kept saying no. Eventually I finally convinced her I would change. I promised no more serious drugs. We didn’t tell you because we didn’t want you getting worried over us if it wasn’t going to work. We met today to talk about telling you which we were going to do tomorrow.” I said. He never took his eyes off of me. I could tell he was trying to be intimidating. “How long have you guys been together for now?” He asked. “5 months.” I answered. “5 months!?” Skate yells almost choking on his food. “You haven’t done anything with her have you?” He said raising an eye brow. “No I’ve barley even had time to really be with her. At least not as much as I’ve wanted to.” I explained. “Okay fine. I approve of it. BUT if you lash out, pressure and or hurt her. You’re done for. Got it?” He said standing up and walking over to me. I got up as well. He stuck his hand out to be shaken. “Deal.” I said to him shaking his hand. “I’m going to go back to my shoot now. Take care of her alright?” He says while walking out the front door waving goodbye. That went well. A little too well.

Your POV

You’re woken up by the feeling of someone climbing into your bed. You think it’s Skate about to flip shit on you so you roll over. “Not now Nate.” You moan. “It’s not Nate” You hear Derek laugh. You quickly roll over in shock. “He’s not making you break up with me is he!?” you scream in fear. “Ha no, he’s okay with it. A little too okay I think he might be up to something, but he was okay.” He says. You get excited and hug him. You guys lock in a kiss but you can’t help from smiling so you keep your foreheads connected for a while. “You know what this means right?” Derek asks. “What?” you say. “I can finally take you on a proper date. To the best restaurants in town.” He says with the biggest smile on his face. “When?” You ask excitedly. “What about tonight?” He asks. You nod and kiss him again. Derek’s phone starts ringing. You see its Skate calling so you let him pick it up. You sit back down and try to listen into the conversation. You can’t make out Nate’s part but you hear Derek’s.

“You need me right now?”

“What’s it for?”

“What time will we be done by?”

“Yeah sure. On my way.”

“Hey babe I’m really sorry they want to use me for the video. It shouldn’t be more than 3 hours so we’ll still have time for our dinner okay?” He says leaning over to you. You were kind of upset he had to go but you still had tonight. “Yeah sure that’s fine.” You say. He plants a kiss on your lips “I’ll call you when I leave and come pick you up. It should be around 7 okay?” He says leaning out the door way. You nod and he leaves. You decide to text Nate as you haven’t talked to him yet. You wanted to thank him for being so understanding.

You put your phone down. You take a shower and get ready for the night. You look through your phone at popular restaurants wondering which one he’ll take you to. You have a permanent smile on your face. The clock strikes seven and you get anxious. You sit on the couch starring at your phone. Fifteen minutes pass and your stomach can’t take the churn anymore so you turn on the TV. You put on a movie to start and figure you’d finish it with Derek after. Before you know it you drift off into sleep.

Skate’s POV

I made it sound to Derek like I was okay with him dating y/n but I’m far from okay. There’s absolutely no way in hell I’m going to let him be around my little innocent sister. He would poison her mind. Probably get her into drugs and drinking. Or worse come over one day and say ‘Hey I fucked you sister.’ I need to get them apart. He told me he promised her no drugs, but he won’t be able to resist with us around. Y/ n texts me. A dinner tonight huh? Maybe not. If I can get him to take a couple pills, he’d completely forget about her. She’d be heartbroken but I’m sure I can fix that. Swazz is right next to me but I text him to avoid getting the word out on what I’m about to do.

I see Swazz go over and start talking to him. I stand back and observe. There is no way he can resist this.

“I can’t man I promised my girl a date tonight.“

I hear Derek say. This is such an act. He can’t be serious. Swazz continues talking to him for another half an hour. Finally I see Swazz hand him five bars. Score. I watch him take them with a smile as I know I’ve just won. I wait about fifteen minutes and walk up to him. “Hey man were going to go to a club tonight you want to come?” I ask him. “Dude yeah let’s go!” he responds. I look down at the clock. Seeing its 8, I know there won’t be a dinner tonight.

Your POV

You’re woken up by the sound of someone slamming the front door open. You try to figure out where you were or what you were doing. You couldn’t remember anything. You look up and see Netflix asking if you’re still watching. You then look to the door and see Nate, John and Derek stumble in, clearly fucked up. Derek? Our date. You look down at your phone and see that it’s 3am. ‘He set me up.’ You say to yourself. You turn to the door to flip shit but see they’re all gone. You can’t help but let tears flood your eyes. Your first real date and he forgets. You go upstairs to the bathroom and take your make up off. You stare in the mirror for a minute trying to comprehend what happened. Eventually you walk back to your room and lay down in your bed. You hear the boys in Nate’s room next to you. You can’t decide whether to be hurt or mad. Finally you drift off into sleep.

Derek’s POV

I woke up with a pounding head ache. My neck is sore from sleeping in an uncomfortable position. Wait, where am I sleeping? I’m in Skate’s room. How did I get here? I walk out and go to the bathroom. I wash my face trying to wake me up a bit. Why can’t I remember anything? My mind is racing with thoughts. I walk out of the bathroom and see y/n walking the other direction. Excited to see her I ran up to her and hugged her from behind. She quickly forced herself out of my arms “Don’t fucking touch me.” She screamed. Shocked and hurt by her words “What’s wrong?” I ask her. “Clearly you can’t remember shit.” She bit. “Obviously not so can you explain to me what happened?” I said softly grabbing her arm. She yanked it back. “Why don’t you ask your friends you chose over me?” She responded walking away down the stairs. I walk back into Skate’s room to try and figure out what happened. When I walk back in Skate and Swazz are now awake. “What the fuck happened last night?” I asked them. “Bro we all got super fucked up and went clubbing don’t you remember?” Swazz says. I don’t remember any of this. Fucked up and clubbing. That’s why y/n is so mad at me. “What did I take?” I ask hoping for a good response. “5 bars, and after that you took a couple extra things at the club. I couldn’t keep up with it all.” Skate explains. That was not the answer I was hoping for. Y/n told me if I did any of that, she’d break up with me immediately. I wonder if she knows exactly what it was. “Does y/n know the whole story?” I ask. “I don’t know what she knows.” Skate answered. I decide to go downstairs to talk to her. Even though she’s probably livid. I get downstairs and see her on the couch. I decide to sit on the love seat across from her. She ignores my presence. “Y/n look I know I went out last night but I promise nothing bad happened. We just-“ She cuts me off. “You think that’s why I’m mad? You really don’t remember do you?” You can see the pain in her eyes immediately. Her eyes were swollen from crying the night before. I really fucked up. “I’m sorry but I don’t.” I tell her not knowing what else to say. “We’re finally able to go on a normal date. Not only do you blow me off to get wasted with your friends, but you also forget about the whole thing.” Finally it pops into my mind. Our date!! How did I forget? My eyes are wide open in shock. That’s all I could think of last night. What happened to make me change my mind? I literally can’t remember anything from after I left here yesterday. I don’t even have words to say to y/n because I can’t even explain this to myself. “Leave.” I hear her say. Suddenly I feel my heart shatter. I didn’t want to make her more peeved then she already was, so, I leave to think about this.

Your POV

You sit on the couch trying to hold back the tears as you watch Derek leave. If he would blow you off on your first real date, then he would blow you off again. You were starting to fall for him, hard. You couldn’t help but cover your mouth as you began to cry. Nate walks down the stairs and over to you. “Y/n what’s wrong?” He says putting his arm over your shoulder. “Derek forgot our date last night.” You start to explain. “Doesn’t shock me with all of the pills he took.” Nate said. “Pills? He promised me he would stop for this relationship. That explains why he refused to tell me anything.” You say to yourself softly. “Trust me, he won’t stop drugs for you. Why do you think I’ve been babysitting you? He doesn’t have control.” Nate added. You couldn’t help but cry at his explanation. You thought he really could change but obviously not. Nate goes to hug you but you push him off just wanting to be alone. He gets up and walks to the kitchen. After a couple minutes he comes back over to the couch. “I’m going to run to the store real fast I’ll be right back. Swazz is upstairs taking a shower so don’t be shocked when you see him.” He says, then walking out the door. You then see John come down the stairs. He notices you crying and comes over. He asks you what’s wrong and you describe it again. Only he doesn’t answer. He just stares at you. Sorrow filling his eyes. You couldn’t take him staring at you anymore. “What John!?” you scream at him. “This is my fault.” He says looking down at the floor. You’re confused. What does he mean by his fault? “Excuse me?” The tears stop as you are now shocked. “Skate wanted you away from Derek so he asked me to get him to take pills. D denied it for about half an hour until I pissed him off enough to do it. I’m so sorry. I didn’t think I’d see you both so hurt. I thought it was a joke.” He says. You sit there perplexed. You can’t help but glower at him. Why would Nate do this to you? “Can I even trust him anymore” you accidentally say out loud. “While we’re still on this topic, I hate to snitch on him like this but I’m nervous. He didn’t go out grocery shopping. He’s going to Derek’s.” he started. You finally get a boyfriend willing to do everything for you and your brother has to get in and ruin it. Who knows what he’s going to do to or tell Derek “John drive me to his house immediately.” You say getting up and running toward the door.

Derek’s POV

The doorbell rings and I answer it. I see Skate at the door, what is he doing here? “Can I help you?” I ask him. “You broke my sister’s heart.” He started. As if I didn’t already know and hate myself for it. “I know man I feel like shit I don’t know what to do.” I told him. “I do.” He said walking into my house and pushing me back. “I told you not to fuck with her.” He said while decking me on the left side of my face knocking me down. I hold my hand over the skin where it stings. “Dude I didn’t mean to” I get out before I feel another force to my stomach. I go to get up but I can’t. For some reason I feel as if I deserve this. Suddenly I hear a scream from outside. I see y/n running up to the door tears in her eyes. She goes to jump on Skate but Swazz pulls her back. “y/n” I call out. I try to crawl over to her but Skates shoe meets my head. I wake up covered in sweat breathing heavily. I look around my living room, it was just a dream. Thank god. This time I actually hear the doorbell ring. I look out the window to see it’s y/n. I quickly answer the door.

Your POV 

You see Derek open the door. “Is Nate here?” You ask. “No he’s not why?” Derek answers. 'Good, we beat him here.’ You say to yourself. You promptly hug Derek. “I’m sorry. I didn’t know.” You started. Derek hugs you back and then lifts your chin to look up at him. “Why are you sorry?” He asked. Looking confused. “Swazz told me Nate made you do it to keep us apart.” You answer. “He did what!?” Derek screams pushing you back his hands still grasped to your biceps. You can see anger flood his eyes and his grip tighten. “Don’t worry I’m going to take care of it. He’s supposed to be coming over here any minute.” You start. “Get in my car we’re going to go find him.” Derek responds. You watch him get into his car. You walk up to the passenger window and have him roll it down. “I think we should wait here for him.” You say. You then see Nate pull up in the driveway next to Derek’s. “Don’t leave I’m going with you.” You explain to him. Nate and Derek both roll down their windows. You see Derek start yelling at Nate and Nate back at him.

You run over to Nate’s car. You hear a bunch of words being exchanged but you ignore it. You get to Nates side of the car and knock on the window. He rolls it down “Get in the car we’re going home.” Nate starts. “I’m not going anywhere with you.” You respond. “Don’t tell me you’re staying with him he fucked you over.” He responded. You feel your body overcome with wrath. “He fucked me over or did you? This is why I didn’t want you to know because you’d do some childish shit like this. You told me you’d support anything I wanted to do when I first moved out here. Where did that go? I finally found someone I actually like and isn’t here just to fuck and you’re going to lure him, your “best” friend into doing something he promised me he wasn’t going to do. I thought you loved me Nate. I thought you wanted me to be happy and make my own decisions.” Your eyes start to water. “Y/n I-“

He starts but you cut him off. “Bye Nate.” You say walking back over to Derek’s car and getting in. Derek backs out and drives away. You get a couple blocks away from his house. “I’m sorry I didn’t mean to ruin your relationship with him.” He starts. “You didn’t, he did.” You respond. The rest of the drive is completely silent. Derek drives around for about half an hour before returning back at his house. He gave enough time to make sure Nate left. You guys walk in and you go to his couch and lay down. Your head is pounding. He comes over “Would you like some medicine or something to drink?” Derek asks. “Yeah do you have Disaronno Amaretto?” You ask him. “I’m not giving you alcohol.” He says laughing. You loved his smile. It was contagious causing you to smile back. “Fine I’ll take water.” You respond. He goes and grabs a water bottle then returns. You sit up to take a sip. He kneels down in between your legs with his arms crossed against your thighs. “You know I’d never hurt you right.” He says looking deep into your eyes.

 “Yes I know.” You respond. He gets up and kisses your forehead. “Good.” You can feel his lips leave your forehead with a smile. He sits next to you and taps his hand onto his right thigh. You lay your head down. He starts to play with your hair as he turns on a movie. You slowly feel your stress start to alleviate.  

Skate’s POV

Y/n’s words fracture my heart. She’s the only family I have out here and I just ruined our relationship. I just didn’t think Derek could actually change for her and I let that take over me. I drive back home hoping she would be there. When I see she’s not I find the real meaning behind being empty. I get in the house and start to gather my thoughts. I grab a bottle of Henny and sit on the couch. A light a blunt and let the feeling take over me releasing my tension. I’m going to have to think of a really good apology for this one.

Your POV

You’re woken up by the feeling of Derek getting up. “I have to go to the studio. I’ll be back later tonight. You know where everything is, help yourself to whatever.” He says before kissing your lips and then leaving. With him gone it gives you time to think of everything. You can’t believe your own brother would go against you. You no longer feel a strong sense of security. You feel your body ample with stress and anxiety. Not being able to take it anymore you go to Derek’s liquor cabinet. Derek and Nate hate it when you drink but you just needed enough to calm your nerves. They wouldn’t find out. You find a bottle of Jack’s. You take a glass filled with ice and pour. You start downing the drink. The burn filling your mouth and throat. You didn’t mind as you were already in pain emotionally. You have 3 more glasses and start to feel it. You’ve never had that much so you don’t know how you would react. You didn’t care. You took the bottle and sat down on the couch. One more drink, and then another, before you black out.

Derek’s POV

The whole time at the studio all I can do is worry. How my relationship with Skate is going to go as well as y/n’s relationship with him. After recording for 2 hours I decide to go home early as my mind is in a block. I sit in my car debating if I want to go to Skates and fix all this for y/n. I decide to go. I drive up to his house and see his car in the driveway. I ring the doorbell and wait. I hear the locks come undone and the door open. Skate is standing there and stares at me. “May I come in for a minute?” I ask him. “Yeah sure.” He says moving out of the way so I can walk in. He reeks of weed and alcohol. I sit down on the couch and he stumbles over. “Look man I didn’t want to come between you and your sister I just couldn’t stop thinking about her.” I started. “This isn’t your fault it’s mine.” He slurs. “Do you want a drink of water?” I ask him seeing he is messed up. He nods. I go to the kitchen and get a bottle and hand it to him. He downs the bottle and you can see a slight change. “I was just afraid you wouldn’t actually change for her. I underestimated you. I’m sorry.” He says more clearly. “Can we just forget this and move on?” I ask him. “Of course, but you’re going to have to help me get my sister back. She’s really upset with me.” He says. “You’re her kin, she can’t stay mad at you for long. Come on let’s go.” I say to him. He follows me into my car. The ride there we start spitting our own songs. We can’t help but laugh seeing our relationship hasn’t changed. We get to my house. I ring the doorbell too lazy to open the door. No one answers so I’m guessing y/n is asleep so I finally unlock the door. Skate and I walk in and go to the kitchen. I see my liquor cabinet has been opened and all the bottles are out. Skate and I then make eye contact with no facial expression. Knowing what has happened we start yelling out for y/n.

1. i’m still really really sad mariah is going to worlds over mirai :\

2. i hope karen has had time to process 4cc and is ready for the pressure of worlds because when she’s on, she can be on. and there’s a lot riding on her and ashley to do well for the olympics, but i also want her to do well for herself

3. my idea men’s podium is 1. yuzuru 2. nathan 3. shoma but honestly anything could happen i’m biting my nails over this

4. don’t let evgenia break any more records until she like… has better programs please

5. i know virtue/moir will win but i hope the shib sibs kill it

6. satoko miyahara pls be okay!!!