I love you grandpa, rest in paradise. Everything I am and everything I will be in the future is because of you. You raised me since the age of two, and I was blessed by your love for 22 years. Thank you for keeping your promise and waiting till after I graduated college to leave, but I wish I asked for a longer period. I know you’re at a better place now, but I’m just selfish and I want you back. I thought over time I have prepared myself slowly for this moment, but I guess you never really are.
This by far has been the hardest good bye so please give me strength to cope with this and to help lola. I love you always. To the moon and back, actually you beat me to the moon.
It’s something about her that I just can’t get enough of. Either it’s that beautiful and drop dead gorgeous smile. Or the way she looks at me after a long day at school. Maybe it’s the way she runs to me and hugs and kisses me. I can’t get enough of her. I can spend all day with her, and still miss her once I see her leave. I can be on Skype with her and talk to her and still miss her. She can be right by my side and in my arms and I’d still miss her. I can’t get enough of her. I know I’m clingy as fuck. But if anyone has a change with her, they’ll know exactly how I feel. I don’t understand how anyone can leave her. But, I’m glad they did, because I have a chance with the most amazing and perfect girl I ever want to be with. She’s my ideal girlfriend. She’s loving, caring, amazing, perfect, she makes me smile when I just don’t want to at all. She pushes me past my limits and makes me reach and accomplish everything I ever wanted to do. She makes me cry, but also makes me cry while laughing. She can piss me off to the point that I want to pull my hair out, but in the end, all I can say when I look at her is I love you. I can’t get enough of her. I can’t enough of her beauty, her laugh, her smile, her everything. She still gives me butterflies to this day and it’s almost been a year. She keeps me smiling. She keeps me on my toes. I’m in love with this girl. And I can’t wait for the day I call her my wife. For the way where I can finally say that I’m officially spending my life with her. I can’t wait for the day I get to introduce her to my family. Take her to family parties, vacations, weddings. Just everything. I love her. She is my everything. She’s the reason why I try so hard in everything I do. She’s amazing and she’s mine. I love her. No words can explain how much I love her. I just can’t get her out of my mind. She’s my baby, my princess, my girl, my everything, and especially, she’s all mine. I love you with all my trai tim. I am deeply and truly in love with you. Forever. Allie Thuy Anh Nguyen.
I’m actually trying ok so just let me know if you don’t want to talk to me. I'm hoping for a new beginning, but so far it seems as though it’ll have the same ending. I’m giving in to the idea of giving up.