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2013.06.22 | Kết thúc chuyến lưu diễn

Người ta nói rằng ở đầu của chúng ta cũng có các cơ bắp.

Hơn nữa, cổ và đầu có sự liên kết rất chặt chẽ,

nếu các cơ ở cổ bị cứng thì các cơ ở đầu cũng vậy.

Sau khi headbang quá nhiều, tôi đã phải đi mát xa trị liệu và nó rất rất tuyệt.

Cũng giống như là món tráng miệng sau bữa ăn, việc bạn cảm thấy ngái ngủ sau một đêm chẳng thể nào ngủ được, bồn tắm lạnh sau khi xông hơi ấy, là những thứ cần thiết.

…Ờ nhưng mà, tôi không đi tắm nước lạnh đâu. Tomoya đây.

Chuyến lưu diễn đã kết thúc rồi.

Tưởng như là dài mà lại hóa ra là ngắn.

Và tất nhiên, bất kể là ở một buổi live nào, tôi đều biểu diễn với 100% năng lượng của mình, và cuối cùng, sau khi kết thúc, thì cảm giác của tôi có cái gì đó rất đặc biệt.

Trong chuyến lưu diễn này, có rất nhiều điều khác biệt đã xảy ra.

Chúng tôi đã bàn bạc với đội staff hết lần này đến lần khác, để chắc chắn rằng chất lượng của các buổi live được tăng lên đáng kể.

Và ở mọi buổi live, chúng tôi làm việc rất kiên quyết, và nhận được sự ủng hộ của tất cả mọi người.

Tóm lược lại là thế. Buổi live cuối cùng.

Trong buổi live, tôi nhớ lại những kỷ niệm của những lần khác, với cái cảm giác hạnh phúc, cô đơn, mọi thứ ùa ra, và khi đó trở thành cái cảm giác không rõ cái gì ra cái gì nữa.

Tất cả những chỗ ngồi ở tận cuối vẫn có thể nhìn được khung cảnh tuyệt đẹp nhất thế giới, từng bài hát, tôi đã trao cả trái tim và tâm hồn mình cho từng nhịp trống.

Một cảm xúc mà không thể nói ra thành lời.

Nagoya, cảm ơn các bạn rất nhiều.

Cảm giác khá là lạc lõng khi nó kết thúc nhưng,

sau sự kết thúc sẽ là sự khởi đầu.

Chúng tôi sẽ không dừng lại đâu, mà sẽ tiếp tục đi tiếp nên,

hãy luôn ủng hộ ONE OK ROCK hết mình nhé!

 

Cuối cùng, cảm ơn những bạn đã đến nhiều lắm!

Đây là chuyến lưu diễn với rất nhiều niềm vui!

Hẹn gặp lại vào lần sau nhé.

Và,

chúng tôi đã đến Miyakojima(*).

Để biểu diễn ở lễ hội mùa hè đầu tiên của năm nay!

Nhưng mà bạn biết đấy, ở đó rất là nóng!

Rất nóng và ẩm ướt!

Quẩy lên nào!

Tận hưởng mùa hè thôi nào!

Hẹn gặp lại hẹn gặp lại nhé.

Tomoya

(*) Miyakojima : đảo lớn nhất và đông dân nhất quần đảo Miyako thuộc Okinawa, Nhật Bản, được biết đến với vẻ đẹp của đảo và được coi là mộ trong những cảnh đẹp nhất Nhật Bản. (Nguồn : wikipedia)

2013.06.14 | Sendai

Ore Monogatari" rất thú vị.

Cập nhật từ tiệm làm tóc. Tomoya đây.

Mọi người, đã lâu rồi nhỉ!

Dạo này toàn mưa là mưa.

Chúng tôi đến đúng vào mùa mưa luôn.

Sendai, buổi live tuyệt nhất từ trước tới giờ.

Cảm ơn những bạn đã đến rất nhiều.

Năng lượng của mọi người hôm đó thật tuyệt vời, và chúng tôi chính là những người đón nhận năng lượng đó.

Khung cảnh ấy.

Khi biểu diễn ‘Be the light’, khung cảnh ấy. Cảm xúc ấy.

Thật khó mà diễn tả thành lời nhưng, 

chỉ nhớ đến điều đó thôi, trong tôi đã dâng trào rất nhiều cảm xúc.

Tôi sẽ không bao giờ quên điều này trong suốt quãng đời còn lại của mình.

Cảm ơn Sendai rất nhiều!

Tiếp theo sẽ là buổi diễn cuối.

Nagoya à! Hãy chờ chúng tôi nhé!

Hẹn gặp lại hẹn gặp lại.

Tomoya

2013.06.16 | Ngày cuối cùng

Nagoyaaa

Hôm nay là ngày cuối cùng của chuyến lưu diễn!

Chúng tôi đã không nhận ra là nhoáng một cái mà ngày này đã đến rồi.

Chúng tôi sẽ không muốn phải hối hận vì việc gì đâu nên sẽ biểu diễn hết mình cho đến khi cơ thể mệt nhoài, vậy nên hãy cùng nhau tận hưởng ngày cuối cùng này nào.

 

Nagoya hãy cổ vũ chúng tôi với tất cả những gì các bạn có nhé!

Ryota

This will be my final post for you.

You’ve been out of my life for nearly a year, and to be honest.. It still hurts. Today will mark the day that I will never have to acknowledge your existence anymore or ever have to face those cold words that have caused me so much stress and grief. I can finally say to myself, “Julie Mai. He’s nobody but a stranger with memories now. You’ve finally let it all go into your distant past that has been dragging you down for so long.” I don’t want to be the psycho anymore. I want everybody to see me as me again. So this is it… the final post about my first ever heartbreak that has changed my viewpoint on so many things in my life for the past year or so. I can finally put this chapter of my life tucked away in a story, somewhere beyond my reach to existence. I can finally conclude this one feeling of sorrow: the one that makes you feel undeserving, not good enough, and insanely unworthy of loving. I give up hoping & dreaming of “maybe one day.” We will never be friends again, as I have realized. So this will not be a “see you later.” This… is a goodbye, forever and a day. #TheEnd

Alam mo ba na kinakain yung balat ng Kiwi fruit?

Oo totoo, di ako nagbibiro. It has more fiber and healthier. Though some says that it does not have the best taste. I just can’t imagine if anong lasa ‘non. Na-try mo na? Paki-share naman. Or, di mo alam if ano yung Kiwi fruit? Hihihi kidding!

I wrote this post yesterday but never posted it until now, ;p

I still can’t believe that yesterday was graduation… 

Yesterday was the last time I will ever step foot onto that campus. My last steps on a high school ground. It was really sad for me to watch and see everyone as I was walking off the campus and to my car with my family.. looking at everyone and knowing that that was the last time I will ever see any of these people… 

It was so hard to find people after graduation!!! 

Overall, I’m happy that I’m leaving high school. High school was a nice experience. I wouldn’t say that it was a bad one though because I learned a lot from high school. I learned that things don’t always go the way you expect it to. People will always disappoint you; even those who you thought never would. People come and go. They may never even talk to you ever again and you don’t even know why. There are good times where you meet a lot of people and build strong friendships with. And if you’re lucky, you build a strong relationship with. There are other good times where you feel like you’re living in a dream or a fantasy because life is just that good. Life is going so well and perfect that you want it to stay that way for a long time. But then it just crashes.. and everything just falls apart and you wish it never had to be like that. And when you try to get back up, it’s just not the same as before.

You get into relationships and you learn a lot about love. You learn a lot about falling in love. And about falling out of love. Both causes intense pain that kills you deep down inside. And somedays, you have emotional breakdowns where you can’t even focus in class because that one boy is stuck in your mind. You meet a boy, and everything changes. You meet this boy and he’s just special. Something about him makes him different and unique from the rest and you don’t even know what it is. In your eyes, he stands out the most. In your eyes, he’s the most amazing human being ever. You don’t know what it is about him that makes you fall for him so hard. And you may never even know why you fell for him so hard. He becomes a part of your daily routine and the moment he leaves you, you feel like a part of you is missing. And you can never get that back because well, he’s gone. He doesn’t even want to talk to you after all that you guys went through. He leaves you like nothing happened. And you cannot do anything about it because he wants nothing to do with you. And when you try to fight for his attention, he just blows you off because he has another girl to talk to.

As I was getting in line in the gym with my graduating class yesterday, I stood behind his group of friends. Well, more like they cut in front of us. So when he came.. he ended up right in front of me.. But anyway.. as we were walking out to the stadium.. we let another group cut in front of us (me & my friends). BUT SOMEHOW, when we sat down at the stadium, I ended up sitting RIGHT BEHIND HIM. It was much of a coincidence because there was a lot of people that I let cut in front of me.. But anyway.. I felt really weird sitting behind him. That the one person that once fell in love with me, but is no longer in love with me, was sitting right in front of me. Little does he know.. I still love him. It was really awkward at first when I sat down. Because I was a stranger to the person who was sitting in front of me. He has someone else now, and there’s nothing that I could do to change his mind but hope. I’m just hoping, not expecting. So there won’t be any disappointments. Overall, I learned to not fall in love because there’s just too much to lose. Because once they leave you, it kills you like crazy to the point where you just want to die. Falling in love makes you feel like the happiest person on the planet. Falling out of love makes you feel like the loneliest person on the planet.

You don’t understand why teachers give you so much homework and say that it’s for your benefit. May be it is for our benefit. But what benefit does it do to us when we don’t even know if we did the homework correctly? They give us tons of essays and expect us to write like Shakespeare. Why? Why do they do such things to us? They make us take tests with over 50 questions! They make us write essays that are at least 5 pages long. They make us do presentations and speak in front of the class when most of us are shy and have stage fright. They make us do things that we don’t want to do. They say that they’re doing all of this to prepare for us in the future and in college. Well I finally realized that they are right. Because now we’re heading off to college and we’ll have no one reminding us what to do anymore. We’re on our own and we’ve got no one to guide us except ourselves.

All of the high school events that occurred, I wish I went to all of them this year. I regret it so much because it was my senior year. Not only that but I didn’t go because I let a boy stop me from going. He didn’t want to go, so I didn’t go. Instead, I’d stay home and talk to him. Maybe that was the problem, not enough bonding time. I don’t know what it is. But I know that this was not entirely his fault. It was mine too. 

I don’t know what else to say.. I have a lot more to say but I just can’t think of it right now.. :/

Being “just friends” is impossible, because if you tried to be friends, you wouldn’t be able to think of them in any other way besides the one you once “loved.”

dorm applications

for Yonsei University

are much less complicated than I thought. Just register on the website, create an account (you need your passport and student ID number which you obviously only get when you are accepted into Yonsei already.)

and then you just have to wait until the online-applications are open, log in with your id and a few clicks later you’re finished.

just make sure you check the schedule (so you know when you can check-in, in my case 22nd August).

there are two different houses, varying in price and facilities, so check the information out as well as the house rules. some of them are pretty ridiculous, like you’re not supposed to sing and be loud in the dorms AND outside the dorms (e.g. on the grass (?)).

more importantly, make sure you do a tuberculosis test and bring the results with you or else they won’t let you in the dorms.

and i’m such a lucky person. i went to the tuberculosis test, got an injection and now that spot is swollen, so i might be infected so the doctor sent me to do an x-ray -.- results will come in on thursday. if i do have tuberculosis, well then bye bye exchange year in korea ;~;